I've been letting out mistakes
For all of you to hate
When I am not okay
Will all of you still be around?

When I'm lost
The white and brown I bought
When my medicine arrives
I feel very alive

It's not okay to always be in pain
When you're OD'ing who's gonna be at your side?
It's all you buy, and we're shooting all the time
And your friends will start to change
And you're not really the same

I've been letting out mistakes (I've been letting out mistakes)
For all of you to hate (For all of you to hate)
When I'm not okay
Will all of you still be around? (Will all of you still be around?)

When I'm lost
The white and brown I bought
When my medicine arrives
I feel very alive (I feel very alive)

It's not okay to always be in pain
When you're OD'ing (When I'm OD'ing)
Who's gonna be at your side? (Who's gonna be at my side?)
It's all you buy, and we're shooting all the time (All you buy)
And your friends will start to change (They all change)
And you're not really the same

You're not really the same
You're not really the same (I've been searchin' and I've been wondering)
You're not really the same (I've been searchin' and I've been wondering)
You're not really the same

Warhol

Mistakes

Again (prod. LMG)

Lagos eternos

this song ain’t about no relationship it’s about a friendship.

this song i use a beat from novulent unknown feeling.

this song is pretty much “something” except the lyrics and beat are different.

u “switched up” (novulent unknown feelings)

riding all alone in the west did you try your best

Truth
Sets you free
Truth
Helps you believe
Truth
Makes you see
Truth
Cures your need


Confidence
With your truth
Confidence
With your truth

Lying to yourself
Makes no sense
With the lack of confidence
At your expense

When you accept your truth
Life will be better
When you accept your truth
Life won't be sadder


Confidence
With your truth
Confidence
With your truth

Believe in who you are
Believe in what you do
Nobody is in competition
With you

The only competition
Is yourself
Making yourself better
Not like anyone else


Confidence
With your truth
Confidence
With your truth

Confidence With Your Truth

Flawed Mangoes - Surreal (extended)

💙 The Miracle Syndicate — Faint Blue Smile

The rim of a chipped glass
Cuts a cold crescent into her thumb.
She doesn’t flinch —
Just watches the tram doors close on no one.

A grey coat soaks up rain,
But her face moves, rehearsed —
A faint blue smile stitched across
The ruins of a thought.

You see them, don’t you?
You see the watchers too?

And she grips, she holds
The stranger’s hand too long, too tight.
She grips, she holds
And wonders who’s holding whom tonight.

Behind every movement,
A shadow stirs awake.
Behind every signal,
The edge begins to shake.
Don’t trust the face,
Don’t trust the eyes —
The faint blue smile
Knows how to lie.

Empty café windows
Press reflections into skin.
Inside, a girl peels labels off a bottle;
Outside, she’s peeling her own grin.

And she grips, she holds
The doorframe like it’s her last.
She grips, she holds
But knows she’s fading fast.

Behind every movement,
A shadow stirs awake.
Behind every signal,
The edge begins to shake.
Don’t trust the face,
Don’t trust the eyes —
The faint blue smile
Knows how to lie.

I laugh with you but count the exits.
I smile at you but check the knives.
I dance with you but mark the door —
This is the heart of staying alive.

Do you see me now?

Credits:

Elena Morgenstern: Vox, Synths & Sequencers
Nayeli Astra: Backing Vox, Guitar
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened. 🐾🖤✨

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved
Written and Produced by Brad Astra

Faint Blue Smile

look away

bez tebya ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ, ya ne mogu...
...vozvrashchaysya
 
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ, ya ne mogu bez tebya
 
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
 
bez tebya ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
bez tebya ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
 
bez tebya ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ, ya ne mogu...
...vozvrashchaysya
 
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ, ya ne mogu bez tebya
 
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
 
bez tebya ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
bez tebya ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
 
bez tebya ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ, ya ne mogu...
...vozvrashchaysya
 
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ, ya ne mogu bez tebya
 
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
 
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ
ya ne mogu dyshatʹ,
ya ne mogu usnutʹ

Listen on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DN1xrewbngA

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