Joel Taylor Redden

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Listening to the audio this scene holds in the OA. 2nd time seen/heard but 1st time listening/feeling the episode as if I was there. Due to the fact this fictional relationship was the closest to a version of  ours I’ve witnessed due to the relation of career paths. Of course the Hollywood one is blown a bit out of proportion as usual. Moments which open up my imagination to roam free from the realization I am unable to soak up the rain of reckless love with my one true companion take me to a polar opposite place the moment grey dull reality without my love, my life, my loyalty kicks me in all the wrong places seeming to never repeat the same aching like the next tattoo. Some pain is numbing and some cons with thoughts of laying dead in my tracks ready to be finished off in moments ticking closer by the second. As hours have slipped away unaware of a path to strive ahead shocked in belief the end has yet to come. In disbelief a treasure requiring some peoples lifetimes to reach/obtain has exited not just the room ,state or even better country. no no that treasure transcended knowledge we the living cannot even try to understand because it falls into place as other things in our life are displaced just like all matter. Delivering hope proving free of all bounds. 
Crawled to sprint in blind faith my whole life theory seeking an infinite love came to be true.

Recently I was asked the question “if you were to see her today what would you say?” 

It took me several hours to find an answer due to storms of feelings matched with a wave of numbness to everything due to survival instinct with every positive and negative atom in between + inside & out this woman Alyvia deserves more appreciation than I have yet to understand yet or might not ever due to it being a timeless love for me/ 

I’m more grateful to have experienced our time together than 95% of where I was the rest of my life. I can or any of you can understand.

 xo jtr

p.s. 

  I Hate You Lyv but only you get it and that’s more than perfect with me, 
  I’m fascinated by you completing a lost part of me each other we were searching for this whole life thus far.

 ♥️🐘 as I Cherish your genuine true unconditional love I’m just now coming to understand a loyalty that doesn’t run dry. My inverted twin…

  i never could imagine what it felt like to die for love. I just know, the more pain that comes the less it hurts and its out of a pure connection that's felt nothing less than romeo and juliet but wayyy better since that day we met. 2/21/19
 
~ Fa7hom Fang

thank you ♾️

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.by grace 
 through faith...
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