The Upload

consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

that you aren't really great
i don't know what to say
you make me wanna cry
almost every other day

but this world is such a mess
its never been okay
ill try to figure out, when ill see you, again

the plans always a mess
I'm messed up, you don't say
don't come breaking, my heart
i wont be, okay

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sydcxx
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guess u on my mind now
i tried to buy us some time yea
id take it all back if i could
cuz im not the one that you thought i would be
cant hide the feelin inside me
baby i need u beside me
i cant keep running away
feel like my life is all over the place 
im drownin in pain

i miss the things we had
but it slipped away
holdin onto memories
for just another day
cause my life is such a mess without u
baby wont u stay
dont come breakin my heart
i wont be okay 
drowning in my thoughts
dodgin the rain drops
coutin the seconds until i could
tell u that u made my heart stop
did u ever care for me at all


consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

I'm falling, apart, almost every single day
I'm scared, of my future, emptychested, bitch i am

why'd it all slip away (ft. sydcxx)

Lil Dead Guy(feat.lil happy lil sad) - C U Around(prod.drones)

Dyslm - Don't Let Me Drown

produced by https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
vocal mix by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Save your breathe 
Forget it all 
your lies won’t hide the emptiness 
I care less
I know you don’t 
I know that I’m still in your head 

All the time just fading in the back now
What you though we were we never had now
I don’t care just chilling with my friends 
While you cry alone in your bed 

I don’t care i don’t feel a bit 
And my phone is off so don’t try and ring
And you say you cared well you’re of shit 
And you can cry all night I know you’re faking it 

You’ll say you’ll change, all lies, I know you won’t  
I say I’m good, I’m fine, I’m on my own 
You won’t forget this shit I know, I know 
You say I want you back I know I don’t 


Bringing all the sorrow back 
Close your eyes 
Like your heart 
it’s just fucking black 

Missing everything you had 
I don’t care 
Stay away 
I don’t want you back 

Save your breathe

save your breath (prod. sorrow bringer)

Artist - guccihighwaters 
Soundcloud - https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters
Video link : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rokcssds9EQ

Lyrics

lately i just been the worst
i can’t feel a thing
so i don’t think it’s gonna hurt
lately i don’t like the view

i being seeing a lot
but i ain’t never seeing you
i can’t remember your voice 
yeah i’m so lonely
and i hate myself
because i wish i was the old me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

and lately i been feeling worse
now i could cop a lease
but i been dreaming of a hearse
lately i don’t like the changes
everything is new to me but
it feels like the same shit
and i’m hoping you can show me
how to stay warm in the cold breeze
and i wish i never said it
i wish i never met you
i wish you never told me

these changes lately
they break me down
i want you to want me
but you’re never around x2

Guccihighwaters - changes (reverbed)

https://genius.com/Gothurted-hold-me-lyrics

hold me ft. deadfish [prod. sarcastic sounds]

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

Our love seems to only go your way
Let u do what u want cause I don't seem to have no say
And it's tearing me apart the way u play
But I am slowly fading out and  loosing feelings anyway

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

Look for love 
Look for love
Look for love
I should be looking somewhere else

Look for love 
Look for love
Look for love
I can't find it I need help

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

I look for love
Seems to be hard to find 
No matter where I go
I still can't get you out my mind

My love for you is blind
Though I realize 
Your mistakes
The way you treat me isn't really right

Look for Love (prod. 4e)

https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

keep it - poppy tears x yung van (prod. sorrow bringer)

(prod. @beatsbyneco x @layzbeats)

Yeah I know I took the piss baby girl I'm sorry
You say you believe in me and now I act like Maury
I got pills in my bag they either kill or calm me
Or they calm me baby yeah I'm sorry

Sitting in my bed alone really thought these thoughts would go
Static watching in my mind really wish I fucking blow

Living in a havoc
Baby want to have it
I already know that
I'm dying in the attic

Yeah i know I sound dramatic
Huh I'm so problematic
I really wish I hadn't
I really wish I hadn't

Yeah I know I took the piss baby girl I'm sorry
You say you believe in me and now I act like Maury
I got pills in my bag they either kill or calm me
Or they calm me baby yeah I'm sorry

Yeah you know that shit gone fold
I ran like hell but no one knows
Yeah you know that shit gone fold
I ran like hell to end a home

Yeah I know I took the piss baby girl I'm sorry
You say you believe in me and now I act like Maury
I got pills in my bag they either kill or calm me
Or they calm me baby yeah I'm sorry

Dying In The Attic

@sinxi
I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

You say you did this by yourself, oh no you didn’t
I got more problems in my head I will admit it
Everyone says that they loved me, no they didn’t
Back when I was nobody they didn’t want my digits
Oh no you didn't
Oh no you didn't 
Oh no you didn't 
Oh no you didn't 
You've been working hard
I've been working on my scars

I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

You bring me too much pain
I don't even wanna see your face
Every time I'm in a different place
I'm afraid of everything you say
No way, I've been feeling great
You've got me in my mind but I'll push away pain
Hey, you've been out my way
You pop up in my mind so we fall back into place
When we fall back into place you let me down
I never wanna see your face around
That’s why you never see me out my house
You’re the reason that I’m trapped I can’t get out
You've been working hard
I've been working on my scars

I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low
I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

Past the Stars

Oh No You Didn't (Prod. Sinxi)

OTHER PLATFORMS

thank you so much

lyrics:

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

i was, chillin, waiting for you to call back
dbz on the flatscreen all that

and you know just what you mean to me
every time i wake i'm down to give you all my energy

people sayin that i'm next up
i just passed these rappers autopilot in my tesla

and i get real low when the sun don't shine
so you know that ima get real high

and i could rap
till my heart collapse
i won't ever heal
i keep drinking writing songs so i can see if i can feel

i remember how your silhouette danced in the moonlight
fireflies and love in the air by the poolside

yeah i'm a lover not a cool guy
i miss kissin in the mood light
i think the whiskey had us tipsy
would you text me if you miss me girl i'll love you till my heart dies

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

moonlight

no sample /// prod. @antongxldn

sorry for the lack of music, I was homeless for the past year.

Lester's Arc

✦ Other Platforms

mixed & mastered & produced by @foreignhype

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/T7pgztww3RI

Open Up N Cry (prod. Foreign Hype) *music video in description*

Produced by DEAD*AT*18

I'VE BEEN SO LONELY :(

wait bby wait pls
coming behind u
tell me whats up
and im glad that i found u

all my life
i've been so lonely
dont know what love is
pls baby show me (x2)

hold me hold me
they don't know me (x4)

im in a wierd fucking place
and i can't go back
if u catch me outside
best believe im wearing black

can you wish me well
should i go to hell
yeah
its hard to fucking tell

its hard to tell
and im going back
besides the fit
my heart is black

all i hear
is fucking lies
i rly feel like im gonna die

i think im gonna die
and i need u by my side
feeling so alive
now i know that u r mine
ur inside my mind
now baby tell me lies
ur inside my mind

wait bby wait pls
coming behind u
tell me whats up
and im glad that i found u

all my life
i've been so lonely
dont know what love is
pls baby show me (x4)

Spotify

w41t (wait) (prod. DEAD*AT*18)

i've been running round in circles
Tryna figure out where it all went wrong
Been running round in circles 
Thinking bout my life for way too long

I says things that are hurtful
Placing all the truth where it belongs
Fuck it being normal 
I been taking shit for way too long

I ain't no good when I'm without you
But you taste better when I'm missing you like hell
Life goes on without you
And I could lie and say that I’d be doing well

But ive been messing up for a while now 
And I’ve been saying words that dont feel right
i can tell you lie when you come around
Know u wanting more when u coming down when u coming down down down

I ain't no good when I'm without you
But you taste better when I'm missing you like hell
Life goes on without you
And I could lie and say that id be doing well


Been running round in cirlces
acting like a mess
Dont want to want it 
But i know that i do
Im like baby how could
I stay away from this shit
when i dont even fkn care
And Im not doing so well
so i say  

I ain't no good when I'm without you
But you taste better when I'm missing you like hell
Life goes on without you
And I could lie and say that I’d be doing well

But ive been messing up for a while now 
And I’ve been saying words that dont feel right
i can tell you lie when you come around
Know u wanting more when u coming down when u coming down down down

I ain't no good when I'm without you
But you taste better when I'm missing you like hell
Life goes on without you
And I could lie and say that id be doing well

Circles (prod. lil happy lil sad)

4ever Falling

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