this is the worst time of my life :/

lyrics

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wake up n i wonder will i die today
when i think about all the drugs i take
i can’t help it when i’m sober i don’t feel okay
i don’t know if ima make it 
if i have it ima take it like fuck

i needa start soberin up
but my feelings make me sick as fuck
i needa be numb
i hate what ive become
& sometimes i think that im better off
under the dirt
6ft sleep
lie me in a hearse
..
yea i know im the worst

maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)

wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane
i really need change

i need a life with a substace
i needa put down the substance
i needa quit with the fuck shit
ima stand tall soon jus truss it

i try to keep my head up
but the thoughts that reside
are too heavy to hold

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maybe i’ll get it one day
but now im getting high again
fuck it forget it
im giving up
im getting high again
(no not again)
wait no, no wait
thats just my brain, 
bipolar, insane

a cry 4 help [prod. wellfed & caustyk]

💎💙🗡🖤💎💙🗡🖤💎💙🗡🖤

Lyrics:
Will u love me im insane
Cried too much now im so drained
Im a rockstar, feel my pain
And i need u back but i wont say that to ur face

Im in my head all day
I miss you when its late 
Im fucking up my brain
Your the drug i crave


Im bleedin for the racks
Got a knife in my back
U know i care but i cant
Do nothin bout that

Its all in the past


They say i dont belong here and maybe i dont
But who knows
I make everybody leave me alone
Its my fault 

I been wipin up the blood from my phone
Did u call
Baby i get high but i know
That ill fall

Will u love me im insane
Cried too much now im so drained
Im a rockstar, feel my pain
And i need u back but i wont say that to ur face

Im in my head all day
I miss you when its late 
Im fucking up my brain
Your the drug i crave

Im dragging myself down through life
Despite telling everyone that im fine
My head is in a cloud i cant clear out my mind 
And honestly i'm nervous when i see all the eyes

CRIED TOO MUCH NOW I'M SO DRAINED (Prod. Discent)

Wrong Direction

Wrong Direction - @itsliluber @tmeupteddy

Prod Kado!

I live 
In a timebomb 
Hear my heart tick tick 
All night long
Got it all now 
Still lonely 
 So lost nothing could console me 

I live 
Somewhere deep inside of my head space 
I don’t care 
Probably hold you down like a deadweight 
Never be set straight 
Never be let down 
Cause I don’t believe anything that anyone says now 
If you don’t believe in me 
Than why are you still here? 
I heard everything 
Could you please stop screaming in my ear  we

What could ever be worse than 
Thinking you can be something 
Then finding out your wrong 
What could ever be worse than
Never finding your purpose 
Did you know I used to think you were perfect?

I was never gonna be what you wanted 
I did everything I could and I still failed regardless 
 if I’m being heartless ,  it’s only because 
I already gave it to you and it wasn’t enough
Now I’m fucked up 
And it’s not fair 
But nothing matters anyway, why would I care? 
I wouldn’t have a thing to say if you were right there
How could I explain this year it was a nightmare 
It feels like I’m losing my mind
It feels like you’re wasting my time
I’ll probably just lie and say it’s alright 
You that I’m lying when I say I’m fine

Stop this fucking car
I need to get out 
We’ve gone way too far
I need to go now 
I don’t want to hear you say 
Everything will be olay  
It won’t
You say you care but you don’t
Delete the texts that you wrote 
I don’t want to hear you say 
Every thing will be okay 
Cause it won’t

What Could Be Worse

i get hii w/ ridgely2k (ayceboy144 x rioleyva)

Said she LOVE me

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Trap Hustle Mix,Trap Grind Mix 2025 TRAP MIX VOL 2243 - STREET VIBES

time lost w/ scum & lil skil [prod fats'e]

Now available on all streaming sites

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2U4pkWwRN3oeTqzlH1yVk1

Apple Music: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/teardrops-in-the-foreign-single/1393242860?app=itunes&ign-mpt=uo%3D4

Tear Drops In The Foreign (Prod. crcl)

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