It’s 3 AM 
and I called you again 
and I’m lost in my head 
I don’t know what to think 
I just know 
that I gotta get it off my chest
I just gotta tell you how I’m feeling so depressed 
go ahead and take a guess 
I’ve been drinking every fuckin night 
My life’s a mess 
and I carry too much fuckin regret 
I couldn’t come to kill myself so I fill my cup instead 

so I fill my cup instead
fill my lungs with smoke 
it’s getting clouded in my head 
rainstorms in my heart I’m bleeding black and red 
you always left my texts on read 
you even look the other way when we lay up in our bed 
baby shut the door, I’m dead 

I could feel it inside your heart 
that you really didn’t wanna go 
It took everything out of you to say fuck it and let me go 
I told you that I’d change but every time I kept on getting worse 
now you’re gone and I can’t reach you so I’m writing this fucking verse  

It fucking hurts 
I can’t fill the void 
im only getting worse 
I become a small town drunk 
Fuckin up my liver, till it doesn’t fuckin work 
I guess that it’s my turn to hurt 

I’m guilty as charged 
I scarred you for life 
and I carry that in my fucking heart 
baby be ruthless 
make me feel your pain 
Make it slow 
let me drown in the rain 
this storm won’t end 
I’m going mentally insane 
Lately I haven’t been okay 
but I deserve to be hurt 
baby I’m so ashamed 



I’m so ashamed 



Pour me up another

baby, i'm getting worse (prod. Afterlife)

erased

erased (prod. nvki)

mass appeal (+:: thersx)

ROSARY

I act like I don’t but I know
Prod Danteraddd

Already knowin

luna rossa ocean (ft. Domagoat) prod. interstellarlove3

produced by soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics
————-
calling ur name out
inside of my dreams
wake up in a panic
its hard to stay sleep

i know i was distant
i should’ve been better
i could’ve been better

but i was getting worse
i keep on getting worse
leave me here to rot
inside this hearse
i call my bed

where do i go now
so lost & alone how
did i let this happen to me again(x2)

i been searching for something
but idk what that is
i feel sick

 collapsed in the hallway
i know ur tired of my ways
& i tried to change but
li’ll always be the same

sometimes i wonder
thru the rain & the thunder
what it would be like
to sleep 6 ft under the dirt

calling ur name out
inside of my dreams
wake up in a panic
its hard to stay sleep

produced by caspr

panic! [prod. caspr]

Unknxwn 4ever (Prod. Skilidko)

*official video*
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VPw5-7gbgcc
(prod.tyghøst)
(lyrics)
{killmesumday chorus}
last December broken hearts under the mistletoe 
im in the whip and im just cruzzin bitch im with the ghost 
she wanna touch up on my body told her watch my pole 
I mix the Xanax with the lean I hope they check my pulse
now that im doing better everyone up on my phone
this aint no greenway bitch I been walking this lonely road
bands up I just copped her louie vutton 
fuck what they sayin they tryna say they put me on

{killmesumday verse}
I see the crows are out when I walk in the night time 
my bitch too bougie fuck the liquor she want fine wine
I know that one day you'll be over all this damn stress
to busy complicating things wonder what's next 
I just wanna give you guidance maybe hold your hand too
take your stormy thoughts away and throw em in the fan too
sayin fuck that 
my life way too crazy she don't want that ..........fuck

{tyghøst verse}
bløød stains øn my white cøns yeah she wanna fuck me with my ice øn
been a cøuple mønths I aint feel right, frøze in my head with the frøstbite
im wide awake, im staring at the ceiling 
im a mistake, baby I aint gøt nø feeling
phøne bløwing up cuz my bass kick hard
shawty yøu can't løve me frøm the bøttom øf your cøld heart 
{killmesumday chorus comes back in}

Unknxwn 4ever (Prod. Skilidko)

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