Copy of Daily Drops

armor

produced by xona

1/11

-lyrics-

stained walls, no faults
closed doors than love
so why do I run when I need her touch?

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

~ 

my time slips to phases, the way I plant facades
my life remains weightless, though I don’t get it all
my chest feels anguish, a ghost that you once loved
while no one listened, I’ll be here till dawn

but I’m scared of what I am
seeing you, I don’t want to be friends
i wish to talk, I wished your hand
would reach back without my chances
falling out, I’m stressing how
all things go south
I am all doubts, I am the blame
there’s no around, I’m not unscathed
I’ll never be found

I’ll tell you the lies
the ones that you fear all inside
oh, the beautiful life
where I wouldn’t pay for the price
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you
of losing you…

atlantis

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@prodsecre

ohhhh
take my hand 
tell me well be fine
it could never be like how it used to be 
bc i fuk it upppppp
its not my bad im   
how can i explin it when i 

got anxiety everybody says nobody's watching me 
who is that man right here
looking at me right in the mirror
oh i forgot 
they look at me like im invisible
so started to treat myself the same way 
i look at my self as i try to wright it down 
i cant commit and i cant help you now 

you pushed me away 
when he can by you fled 
he started taking to me 
acting like he new me
then he told me all abt the thing you guys did 
god dam i dont think it is cute or funny 
when i looked around to catch your face 
you looked awayyyyyy 
i puled gun and i showed you 
ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh
brake my back i leave it easily 
come back!!!


 got anxiety everybody says nobody's watching me
who is that man right here
looking at me right in the mirror
oh i forgot
they look at me like im invisible
so started to treat myself the same way
i look at my self as i try to wright it down
i cant commit and i cant help you now

forgot

produced by @prod-dash
thank you for being here.
be as well as you can be
x

sat in the frozen
tundra of olden
letting it go, but
it want me stolen
fevered yet cold
don't see me walk in
somehow they saw me through the door

it ain't that funny
how's it the people i once put above
amass into nothing
so wrong, to think they could help
subconsciously knew they ain't know me that well
to compel every notion that i've ever felt
enough to be something

thirty minutes is the best i can do
now i'm back with a dome full of hate
can't wait on a sky that'll pass up the day
gotta make this borderless brain unrestrained
i don't sound the same; know if i could i would
put out a piece that could wipe out the rain
shambled in vain
this ain't a life for the vivid
guised in a coat, low is gold for the wicked
i get exposed and the core creates distance
the water is calm, you just gotta listen
gouging the doubt with a sleight word of mouth
from the kid who was taught to bestow this forgiveness

but i'm hittin licks, just a young hypocrite
false bliss to the lip;
ain't trip, won't fold
i'm in my room with the gloom i consume
with a tune that restore all of which that i know

i ain't felt trust like i do,
the ghost of her presence can soothe
forced into wrath, yet was taken aback
apparitions that witness the horror in view
crude to the vision, although to begin with
a soul wouldn't visit this misaligned tomb

won't sleep a wink
'cause the potion i breathe's
about all that i need to replace with a snooze

unamusing that the news is
always brewing something stupid
i rebuke this, got me puking
lacking prudence where the truth is

i couldn't be your anything
i couldn't be your anything
my temper, enamored
and plastered, in glamour
dismembered and shattered
he's scattered in laughter
the after won't seem to take him,
this plothole's been forsakened,
left stagnant and stuck waiting
burnt charcoals for the basin

bites
getting bit up in the night
anomalies pleading "arise"
indifferent to those who recline, i
know we coulda been so good
now i'm kneeling deep into soot
sight aligned where she had stood
idealism misunderstood

rainbreaker (dash)

prayin for myself and the ones im close with...

dracula (with Eric Godlow)

lyrics ⬇️ 

its been a lot to bottle up what ive become
ive came to terms with what id done a year ago
but i forgot how we had met and how it crashed and how it burned
you said it would all be worth it in the end maybe wed learn

what i wanted ended faster than i hoped for
its been exhausting my whole memory straight folklore
yea i see dreams along my hall
its been weeks since we last called
maybe i should write it off
i would rather lay than talk

i take anger out on everybody that dont deserve it
but when its wearing off i promise you ill feel like a burden
so when im hurting really bad ill make sure they know im alright 
i did everything i could with what i had i tried fight

but it aint go to plan whenever other thoughts arrived
it made me realize how i wasted all my time

In 2019 i was lost and then i packed my bags im gone
you can’t remind me how i felt unless you slash me with sword
hold tight yea hold tight yea hold tight to me tonight
i have an awful feeling this will be the last time i cry

so if it is please don’t remind me i wont be there tomorrow 
and i regretted when you caught my only shot my only arrow

its only fair tho
i was at my lowest point and i was acting like a scarecrow 
i dont care no

act like you know me like you know how it goes
on the daily
just a microdose 
i think im coming close
please save me


you hate me, i know I been wrong 
im sorry im sorry
full sprint i been on the wrong road
ill hurry ill hurry
hardly what you know you deserve
i wish i had all of that
car crash it hit the curb 
it could be worse-that family okay




yea, way way too quick its a blur
i can’t conjugate i slur
i told my parents im at work- work
think i need a clerk- clerk
before its gets way worse
cuz i can foresee what im talkin bout im jus waitin my turn

my stomach burns -burns
i flip and turn -turn
in my sheets
i cant sleep

hold tight (under the maple tree)

produced by mix
lyrics:

𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚍𝚒𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚊𝚒𝚝 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚞𝚑? 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑, 𝚊 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔? 𝙸 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙳𝙸𝙴
𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖾𝖿𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝗈𝗍 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖺𝖻𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝖿 𝖺𝗋𝗄𝗁𝖺𝗆 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝖺 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗋

@1m1x
b-b-b
at first i found it strange so i took a look
had to collect all my things and call the rook
its time to take a page out of your book
ill break it down for ya man just lemme cook

whats a little bitch like you talking all this shit?
all this "he said, she said" i dont wanna hear nun of it
it, dont got time for this sayin "we dont fuck with mix"
least i dont lie bout shit, boy you trippin what is this?

so bitch tell me can you do what i do?
didn't think so cant even produce
ts easy bitch are u lazy?
i guess, so chock it up and pay me
still pulled that shit cant phase me
cant win tho are u gettin angry?
dun so fast u can call me barry
ill be here still reppin AC

people like you tend to leave a bad fucking taste
youre selfish and stupid, a copy then a fucking paste
do you know what you did? i shouldnt have to plead my case
what we hads been ruined, ill leave it all up to fate

death-

ouu ouu ahh ouu

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₳₦Đ ł₮'ⱠⱠ Ⱨ₳₱₱Ɇ₦
ɎØɄ ₩₳₦₦₳ ₭₦Ø₩ ₩Ⱨ₳₮ ł ₩₳₦₮ ₦Ø₩, ⱧɄⱧ? ł ₩₳₦₮ ɎØɄ ĐɆ₳Đ

@dawsin
I feel the z's poppin outta my head
catch then, pass it, a disease terminal then dead
d-d-d-dead
hit a homerun on these mfs
but im already outta they league gang
left the field, smellin like burnt rubber
me and mix, mix like yin and yang

I DRIVE A HEMI
THE HORSEPOWER SHALL SUFFICE
MY MIRROR SEEMS TO LIKE YOUR HEADLIGHTS
IT'S MATTE BLACK CAN'T EVEN SEE ME AT NIGHT
SCRATCHIN THEY HEAD LIKE THEY GOT LICE

𝚊𝚛𝚔𝚑𝚊𝚖

arkham w/ dawsin

lyrics:
I wanna tell you
How I feel
That I’m still not feeling real

Like a creep in the night
I’ma move by your side
Let the fog raise up
I don’t know if I’m not enough

Not enough
The alcohol is nodding off
Feel a little safer when I’m with you on my pavement
I can’t tell you nothing about me or about my payments
I know that I’m not the same and I’ll never be
I was there and I don’t give a shit about your therapies, no
Keep it all locked in my mind
For this is something you should never find
Shooting out the lights

creep (p.neverforever)

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home

Bitch I been yanking my hair out
I cant keep losing
Im sick of walking around this place with my head down
Its Drugs in the penthouse
And Im tryna abuse them
I cant be sure if I told u touch down
This bridge being broke down
These bolts getting loosened
I wont be here when it fold up and burn
Cause Im tryna live girl im not trying get by
I swear im good on my own like a ribeye
Ok run that back im getting seared in here again
Ok run that fade im knocking the beard off his chin
I just put sumn on that aint appeared in the store
And I hate smoking cookie cause I always want more
You aint caught this side of me before Ive gotten used to it
If this shit so hard than why the fuck I always breeze thru it
I dont think u realize what u dealing with u stupid fuck
I could mash this beat like 30 times and still id do it up 

I was on top the road inside the back of this merc  dead stocked 
We could burn the road inside this sprinter until the wheels go pop
Baby when they tell u what it costs then u get why I dont stop
I just paid the price with just my life and now im hearing death knock
U could see in my eyes im faded u dont know the half im smacked
Molly make me stand like my seat full of thumb stacks
Soon as im rich I swear im putting the pink on tap
Only time id called is when I needed hope
But Its been too long u gotta let it go
It feel too wrong to do this shit alone
The pull is too strong fuck it im going home


death knocks (jabarionthebeat x vogo x lcd.bts)

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

release

prod. me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
guitar by me (dawsin)

lyrics:
you drinking is gonna slowly kill you
maybe I want that
you drinking your slowly killing yourself dawsin
tal--y- shi-- bab-
no- like you kno- tru-
abo-t what i- doi--
bab- ill com- to yo
THAT'S STUPID DUDE

talk your shit babe
not like you know the truth
about what im doing
bae ill come to you

Ill talk my shit babe
like how i've been wanting to
for a moment...
you really thought I was feeling you?
you really thought I was feeling you?

she mad at me swerving
she makes me wanna crash though
" we'll talk about this in the morning "
enough came outta that mouth hoe

came out that mouth ho
came out that mouth ho

huh yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
making me huh hmph
your making me wanna crash
making me huh
yea
your making me wanna crash
crash
crash
she's about to make me crash (out)
fast, fast
the only way for me to last
i'm last, i'm last
im an egomaniac
just like your dad, just like your dad
but im not a piece of trash
huh?
bae im worse than that
i'm not afraid to stab
i'm not afraid to kill him
babe IM WORSE THAN THAT

i'm just a butcher
looking for another
person
to fill the void
to fill the void 
to feel the void

I killed that man
and I'd do it again (again)
do you remember what I said?
see- seeing red
"there will be no guy friends"

from the start babe I told you that "I'm a bit insane"
and these thoughts I say, don't mind
they just leak out my brain
so predictable come back
when I push you away
you won't make it in life
selling your pics babe

did you really think I wouldn't find out?
IF YOU FUCKED HIM, TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW
didn't do a good job at hiding it did ya?
the bay harbor butcher, you know the nickname
and you know what he did
he dismembered his victims

my head feels fuzzy
I don't even know how imma make
it another day
cause my brain is tense, I'm afraid
my knuckles covered in flesh and blood
make him see grain
If I wanted you dead, I'd pull the colt out the safe

she don't like how I'm acting
what I've done with him is none of your business
oh why can't you get past it
by now that body is nothing but maggots

RUNNING A MILE, TO REPEAT THE CYCLE
YOU'RE SO OBSESSED LIKE YOU ARE A DISCIPLE
HE IS NOT WORTH IT
PUT YOUR HAND ON THE BIBLE
TELL ME IM THE ONLY ONE
I'M TOO IN DENIAL

butcher

produced by jolst 🦠 
featuring heylog

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want 

and my lock screen
has your face on
can i rest here babe
i won’t stay long
sorry we’re toxic
it’s not me love
had it but i dropped it
now i wake up 
in the middle of the night 
scream “where the fuck the day gone”
i know that im ugly
so ill scratch until my face gone
i know i got problems
i know i got serious like - 
i know i got problems 
i know i got serious like - 

heylog:
wake up and do the same damn thing
got my face fixed n skin dont sting
i feel a lot better
skin just kept getting redder
im always lookin around
and im so paranoid now
all the sudden i stopped feelin safe
pack it up to a smaller town
burn it all down
burn it all
i hope youre proud
i hope it
burn it all down
burn it all
wont be around
wont be nah

i won’t stay with you
won’t stay with you
cus i’m not good enough 
i won’t pray for you
won’t pray for you
i’ll cry as i’m burning up
don’t say it’s you
won’t say it’s you
it’s me, you’re not cold enough 
i won’t lay with you
won’t lay with you
take me, i’m the one you want

burn w/ heylog (jolst)

song for children 24 days before Christmas

le calendrier de l avent, 24 days before Christmas.

Drawn To U (nomatterifimgonnalose) - SCRAPPED

And I don't know what to say
Because you keep telling me
That you're okay
I'll wait for you every single day
And you can tell me if you want me to stay
You were the light in my path
You stayed with me when I was feeling bad
You were my star
And I can watch TV all night with you
It helps me to know that you'll pull through
I really can't stand watching you cry
And I won't tonight
I won't tonight
Take my hand
I'll stand with you
Until the end
We'll take a walk
Or talk right away
There's always a way
(And don't forget that I love you)

creep (p.neverforever)

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