Meta ft. Empty (prod. Shinju)

bottom of the lake w/ Swantomino ((akkiru1))

i think i love you
i think that i want you
i wanna be with you
i dont see a issue
yeah i miss your face i miss you
i miss you
i fall down to my knees
seeing visions all up in my head of you and me
this what we could be
i just need a chance
i just need some bands
substance in my fanta
paint him red like santa
endless void i can't stop falling
life a gamble all in
i need you more than my meds
wake up and i'm feeling dead
blacked out seeing red
and its all cus of you
tell me what do i do
all cus of you im fucked in my brain
go through this pain and you don't feel the same
i wanna change but you know i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(but you know) i'm insane
(i'm tired) wanna change but i'm locked in this place
can you look me in my face and tell me imma be the one
girl you're not the one for me i know the shit you done
bae i think we done
why you acting dumb
playing with your thumbs
they bite my swag like it's gum
i think you should bite a gun
yeah felt this way for months
eat a bullet it's like lunch
when i look down i just wanna jump
feel it in my lungs
i just wanna jump
i just wanna (jump, jump)
i just wanna jump

insane (exo)

Blind prod. tiresss

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

this time is the last time that it's stripped from me
this time trying to be someone that's strictly me
weights off of the worst parts that inhibit me
hold on to the moments that i could keep
closed guard all these new thoughts under lock and key
stay strong for a new dawn that's coming for me
break off of the old parts of my history
wondering how much more it'll take from me
i know these feelings eat you alive
i know they're too much to hide
and when our hearts drift away
from what we're too scared to say
what we're feeling inside
to try to keep us alive
we come together as one
to find the means to survive

yeah i don't feel regular
feel like i'm not from earth
moving in retrograde
but i still feel the same
when there's no one to blame
you look to shift the blame
even if it's allowed
how's that fair
yeah your heart's a parasite
much to your own delight
but will you sacrifice
what's meant to be there
you're not allowed to fight
you allow yourself to find
a different reason why you won't
yeah that isn't peace of mind
that's just a waste of time
all of those wasted nights
trapped in my own mind
can't afford luxuries
to have it stripped from me
pausing myself to think
how did it come to this

moving in retrograde (prod.toemuro)

@blxty @cranessssss @popilization

i know you tried, i know you did
you know i'd die to ever live
we crossed a line, attached our lips
my favorite prize, the sweetest gift
another night and day alone
another try at finding home
my favorite prize, the sweetest hope
you blessed my eyes i turned to stone

did you notice? i tried but i'm hopeless
i'm stuck in my motion, i move in slow motion
you said you're not mad so then switch up your tone then
i'm moving with caution don't know where i'm going

can we act like we never met
put my heart back like it never left
i just wanted more
and you wanted less
i feel like a mess i feel like a mess
so much scattered pieces
you said that you’re leaving
don’t go away
i promise that things will change
no no
i wanna hide but what for
i feel dead
slumped up against the door
my bodies hot
take the coldness from the floor
i don’t wanna feel like this not anymore
can you save me can you tell me i’m okay
you’re medusa your beauty stuns me everyday
why can’t i have faith no why can’t i see straight 
i just want to see your face can you come don’t want to wait

Meta ft. Empty (prod. Shinju)

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