@menthol100s cover
beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you

like im running a rat race
imma kill myself so im coming in last place
why you lookin at me with your eyes in a bad way
its already autumn, i waited, ive matched my days
on my shoulders, too much weight
nothing left for me here anways
its already autumn, but im okay
with knowing ill be dead by valentines day

(ive felt
this way
oh no
i rlly shouldnt stay
i felt
so strange
will u
talk to me again?)

requiem for you - how is it already october (cover)

79! W/ IMAR

boyfriend w/losyr

And you never really thought
How it was all the way then
How useless you could be
Go ahead and tell your lies to me
Go ahead and Surrender your faults
Girl i dont want no controversy
Go ahead, delete your tweets

Go ahead and ill think of you
Go ahead and ill make it true
Explain the Bond that i have with You
And go ahead and explain the Truth

Never really thought it would come to this
Everything you got i really have to Resist it
Help me Man, my brain is in a fucking Drought
Feeling Numb everyday as I go sit and Browse

creds to shunosto on youtube for the beat

written and recorded after school on my last day of sophomore year

today was my last day of school but im too scared to grow up (ALL PLATS)

demo........


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by that tree #demo

Nobody likes me
Even though i feel so free
I feel so lonely
I think i'll smoke some green

Everyday i spend on my screen
I'm so alone i got nothin to do
Why can't i talk, i got no clue
Its been so long since i spoke to you

I miss when the world was green
But now its so ugly
And I as i wander the streets
It'll be the last you see of me

this ugly world

Give me my mp3 player back

beat www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0K9RXGFdgk
www.beatstars.com/beat/22678507

its okay to skip songs

My little narcissist (prod. casper's pishogue)

You have to be the one for me 
Im so tired of all your pleas
Painful days, never settled in
All alone, im really drinking gin
Escape this place, Never see your face
Drink to calm the sorrows away
Love aint real, its an illusion
Always drunk, calm my delusions

Feeling always lost and sick
Forever stuck acting like a kid
Immaturities, I hate this spell
She wont know how i really felt
Hate this town, hate everyone
Always strict, always stuck up
Hate my life, its never fun...
(i was supposed to scream here but this song is buns so i left it unfinished)

by that tree #demo

pul

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