carving hearts into my wrists

https://open.spotify.com/track/74uBanA8eEiO0OF6BFm28Y?si=j5mC6RdZRnK44BeMq50YrA

prod me ft @six-days-after-christmas

@requiem-for-you
sittin in my room i swear i can hear the echoes of u still
cus i rlly got nothin to do and now ive got so much time to kill
start the car and light the match
promised we'd never look back
but its so hard to stay by that
cus ur perfect n thats fact

girl ur perfect n thats fact
oh god i rlly want u back
cus ur perfect n thats fact
ur perfect n thats fact

@six-days-after-christmas
when i was offering to help u
u just left, u disappeared
nothing matters when ur gone
ur in my head and in my tears
so its fine, im alright
u wont ever see me here
and i was right, would u like
to open up and keep me near

all i wanted was u
but u dont see that x3
all i wanted was uuuuuu

@requiem-for-you
sittin in my room i swear i can hear the echoes of u still
cus i rlly got nothin to do and now ive got so much time to kill
start the car and light the match
promised we'd never look back
but its so hard to stay by that
cus ur perfect n thats fact

girl ur perfect n thats fact
oh god i rlly want u back
cus ur perfect n thats fact
ur perfect n thats fact
x2

perfect w/ christmas

Austincore:

I know that you're the one 
Who already know
It's too late 
Yeah I'm on the floor
Clutching my note, and you hope
That I'm waiting sitting so patiently 
But you'll see me lying down
In permanent sleep and you'll know

Junkermail:

Baby I need you to understand please
Cause you see
I just want you to believe in me
And you said
It just wasn’t really that deep
But the marks on my arm
Came at 0c a piece

And you know

How many days you've been
Away from me
And I can’t speak my mind
So I just say cheese
And I hate the feeling of crushing 
On you so bad
And when it come to conversation 
I have nothing to add
But hey your candy eyes
Make you look so sweet
But when you say something sour
I just broom and sweep
Underneath the shower water
I just sit and think
How things would be
If it was just you and me

Rvbes:

I swear you're in my walls
The way I still hear your voice
You just left me to fall
You left me with no choice

Now I just stare at the ceiling
I can't shake this feeling
My heart feels so sore
and I can't take this anymore

You keep on calling and texting
Again and again and again and again
I really want this to end

You say it was my fault
Yet you won't look back
I locked my heart in a vault
So you won't get the last laugh

JOIN THE DISCORD BLAH BLAH BLAH

these parties are dumb anyway w/rvbes and austincore

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by that tree #demo

you're the problem

@crowdirtfeeder
@bella-blind
fuck u mulah

og desc:
@menthol100s

(oh yeah)
i could never count all the hours i spent
just telling myself that you never existed (alright)
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzin like its never alone
alright
like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you should really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down but i still survive
you know that i suffered for less
tell me
did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
does a god exist?

skeleton - angel (unmixed edit)

maggots in my head

you know too much pt.2

im secretly a ghost - ive been feeling lost

prod. junk (me duh)

@junkermail

Went the mall last week
And I got weak
When I caught
A glimpse of you
You had that
One shirt on
The one I bought
When we said
Forever

Girl you
Keep me blue
Even in the
Sunlight
I won’t choose
To stay by you
I can’t
Make a move
It’s suicide
I just want you
out my life

@requiem-for-you

I cant restore it
Its long gone
Cuz I'm so boring
I don't want u here by my side
But sometimes I just cant decide

(then he sings over the no drum part)

keep me blue w/ requiem

prod sickboi

lyrics:

@sunflwrsxo
And I think I fell let down on your hair 
Do you really just not care? 
I feel so damn alone 
Need someone to fill that hole 
In my heart that you left since you're gone
And it wasn't your choice 
But it won't take too long 

@ripyurei
yeah youre going back and forth and i can tell that
yeah im in your head yeah i swear ill make you yell that
you know youre in love but i swear you know that im bad
you know you can tell but you always wanna call back
im the medicine to put you to bed
im the nightmare to run in your head
you know that im bad for you but you dont care
i know i would put you through hell but its so fair

@sunflwrsxo
I don't wanna make a sound
I don't care if you're not around 
It's so weird how we're strangers again
Especially now and even back then
(WAY BACK THEN)

@ripyurei
im so tired of you
youre so dumb and always assume
i want someone else or i hate you
truth be told i just wanna break you

@ripyurei @sunflwrsxo
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh woah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, woah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh woah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, woah

by that tree #demo

pul