[produced by miercoles]

so goodbye 
i'm not the one that was meant for you 
and that’s fine 
cus i’m still happy just as long as you are too 
so, alright 
how do we fix this mess we’ve gotten ourselves into?
and we fight 
but no more than google says we’re meant to

so when i’m old and i’m rancid :(
will you still love me 
just as much as your dad loved your mom
when they were freshmen ?
or like a kid loves his sandpit 
will you just hold me in both hands
so i can’t slip
dance til my back clicks

eggs in one basket !
but many broken like the glass
on my lap
tip top if youre asking :) 
door shut
now i’m trapped in 
the sails dropped and i fell into atlantic
ship im the captain, here 
i’m the captive here

a mothers love

Lyrics: 

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

I hate you deep down
Because your hidden in my thoughts like a secret
And I cant be proud
Because I know deep down you’ll reveal it
I cant help myself
When you ask me to dance
You're offer your hand
I'm of in a trance
The words that you speak
Feel like acid on my teeth
They’re bleeding from the root
Guess there's no life in the leaf

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

A deep struggle
A light smile
Keeps the family happy for a while
I know you know
That I need you
My heart needs filling up its so see through
You might me right
That I'm helpless
Without you
I feel selfish
Is it me
Or am I coerced by looks
Cause you look so pretty tonight

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

SPOTIFY

Copper (Taylor Morgan, Jolst)

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Numb, Ive been feeling numb
After everything I’ve done
Love, what the fuck is love
Everything is lust
Dust to fucking dust
Came up from the ashes 
I’ve been feeling like i’m nothing
Ever since your absence
Don’t know what I’m looking for
i Know that you keep asking
Feeling so fucking depressed 
I hide it in my laughing 
I don’t know what to say
Better to get out of your way 
All I see is your pretty face
Burned into my fucking brain 

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it 

Sinking slowly
You don’t even know me
Were up doing cocaine all night 
While I’m thinking about the codeine 
None of this is feeling real 
Its feeling like I’m floating
Knowing
Knowing I’m holding on to hope

can you turn all that shit down?
just a little bit
i’m gonna kms
i’m a little on edge
i’m just trying my best 
what’s the point in it 
anything to get out of my head 
i’m just voicing it

can you turn all that shit down? *methboiswag*

lyrics ⬇️


we dont talk abt it enough
lately when i wake up
im tremblin no luck
turn my emotions to dust
it’s sickening down in my gut
life isnt all about love
its about all that you got

right
right to leave me there when i was wrong
nothing you could do to make strong
(cuz i was lost)
i cant be the one to lead you on
see me one more time and next time ill be gone

i dont wanna think like that
i dont wanna breathe like that no more
and i dont mean scream my bad
and i been really feeling real bad
it goes down to my core
maybe ill be better off alone
secluded outside away from my home

(notahero)

lyrics

i don’t really ask for much
and i won’t be here for too long
the only cool thing is the songs
you tell me a hits on the tip of my tongue
but i bite my tongue
i say all the things that i shouldn’t have
i try not to care bout the should’ve had
as long as u still love me in the end
oh but baby i been struggling since last halloween
and youre the only reason im sleeping
got your smell on my sheets
if only i could’ve turned out the way i wanted to be

i know that you hate the way that i feel
i know all that you wanted was just something real
but i don’t even feel real
oh but i don’t want to feel like that
and she wonder why my songs so sad
baby there’s not an emotion that i wish i don’t have
it’s like i try to spark my feelings but it just turn to ash
it just turn to ash

better off alone w/ notahero (under the maple tree)

i hate the color of red
wish that i wouldn’t of guessed
when you were stressed 
cuz i went to bed
but doesnt matter no more
luckily i got picked right off the floor
cuz i got my trust in the lord
i got my trust in the lord

devil let me go
one more glance til were wrapped in gold
one last dance while im laughin a fool
and i want it but i cant cuz i know i wont control

yea gotta get my mind straight
gotta get it out the gutter gotta migrate

i dont know why all my homies wanna frustrate
me when they already see that i got a full plate

wonder why everyone lookin at me
i already said that in a couple of songs
but i gotta get that fact outta my brain
so ill spill it out til im feelin different 

walkin along im feelin distant
what to unlock, a better position
i had felt better when i couldnt leave
now when i go out i stand there and freeze

oh no brodie deceased
hope hes heaven lookin down at me
wishin and beggin youd come back to see
cuz we were eleven scrapin our knees

cant let those memories fade
we were out every night fishin the lake
they were all snakes
but you stayed the same
cant let contradictary feelings change

all of the pain that still up in my brain
hope it away before i go insane
cuz i got some problems and they kinda stained
so im feeling horrible out in the rain


i hate the color of red
wish that i wouldn’t of guessed
when you were stressed 
cuz i went to bed
never impressed so thats why u left
and i used to drink til i blacked out 
then id wonder why i act out
i was depressed and stuck in my head
im sorry for everything rude that i said


but now theres a difference cuz ill take the blame
all of my energy shiftin my frame
in consious reality i see that im only ever really givin pain
i promise you nobody likes gettin shade
its a game when you walk ina room and they change
all the time i feel like i need a break
but ill still be livin as long as im paid

red (nate2timez x yunnygoldz)

let me remind you that its been this way forever
as long as I remember i been stone cold

stone cold to the touch but i feel like im really warm inside
its not the summer nights thats gettin me
if im really being honest to myself
it mainly happens when im tryna to go to sleep
i get the cold sweats when im trying to digest whats in store
yea i do not like this ca cant get excited Not anymore
dont get enough ultra violet
cuz i like to chill in my room w the shade
some opportunities try them
but i dont get up before its too late
anxiety always the topic
all of my songs nowadays 
but i cant help the thoughts that i perceive 
i wanna get back where i was
its not something that ill complete
but ill keep on wheelin this bus
until it can drive on the street

heat flash no sheets on my mattress
im sweaty obnoxious cant focus
anxiety ocean
yea im feelin broken
but
i gotta mention let me just switch the perspective real quick 
so many blessings compare it to people with nowhere live

look where you exist
If you were in their shoes you would be pissed
go take a piss
 if you can’t accept that youre more than well off
its better than you though
its better than it is
seems so dumb to ball your fist

anxiety ocean (nate2timez x yunnygoldz)

late_nite freestyle (biscuit)

produced by @proddrakeio

Lyrics:

Baby lie to my face
Wouldn’t be the first time
And I’ll lie and say
I’m not having the worst time
I guess between the love and hate’s a blurred line
But I won’t lie
And say you’re mine
I heard all of your words
Don’t think you heard mine
I let you play your cards
But why’d you burn mine
I’m not alive
I just survive
I know I’ll heal
I just need time

Feels like I’m seeing you less and less, the one that I wanna invest in
You tell me that I’m still
Your best friend
But I still gotta learn my lesson
How can I even rest
The best memories are
In my head
Rewind it like a movie
Cause I don’t wanna
Watch it end
Said that you don’t wanna
See me dead
I don’t wanna see you
In his bed
I’ve cried enough tears
I just want you here to take away all of my dread
Cause baby I feel so empty
I wanna feel something instead
Said that I’ll try again
If you let me
But baby I’ll never forget

play your cards (prod. drakeio)

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

I pour my heart out for them was it right?
i was a kid i was so scared of knifes 
playing with blades when im up in the night
this is my downfall my downfall alright 

I wanna save myself
I cannot save myself
I need some help
in a box I yell 
in a box I yell 
come get me out 

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

-

is it worth getting away just for a day 
and then I’ll just come back worse
what did I say, i missing the rain 
Cuz the sun just hurts 

oh my god yea this life’s a blur 
yea 
I won’t lie I don’t like world but 
some of you 
I will keep with me 
But some of you
you will walk with me

disc [michael harrison]

Lyrics:

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you 

I feel like an asshole half of the time
'Cause I don't want to be brushed aside
I just want to be recognized
For how hard I always try
Talking to the ghosts up in my mind
They kind of look like you I'm not gon' lie
We kiss and it tastes like formaldehyde
When you're gone I close my eyes
'Cause it's a place to hide
But why can't I just be there for myself
If I love me then I don't need nobody else
I like to think that I'd choose heaven over hell
This life is purgatorial that's how I feel

Hey
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
My heart's been sewn up a couple times
My cars been totaled a couple times
What if I was dead
Would I be up in your head
What would be all the stuff you said
That's what's going through my head
But I shouldn't have to die
To know I'm something in your eyes
Your phones been blown up a couple times
Like who am I to you
Like who am I to you

what if I was dead

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