4rde - castle of my dreams ft. gothlovee (ilybeam)
feat. @gothlovee
prod. ilybeam

lyrics:
4rde

tear me apart
i live in castle of my dreams
do a test drive
how much tortures i can stand from me
paradoxal
time stops when i look in ur eyes
ur so toxic
spitting acid whenever u lie
x2

aaaahhhhhhh
aahhhhhhhh

tear me apart
i live in castle of my dreams
do a test drive
how much tortures i can stand from me
paradoxal
time stops when i look in ur eyes
ur so toxic
spitting acid whenever u lie

gothlovee

???

castle of my dreams ft. gothlovee

prod ilybeam

babygirl i want you all night
want you to be all mine
you look so good in that dress
got me go like "oh my"
please just stay by my side
you and me for life
you got all the things i want
all the things that i like

she's a girl in a black dress
trust me she's amazing
she helps me with my problems
i think i'm going crazy
for her
i hope she doesn't leave me
even if she's far away 
i hope that she can feel me

she didnt fuck with this fucking emo shit
me and lavendr pullin up with limo bitch
hello kitty on it
we drive to the club
im gonna party till i cant hold my cup
they be like oh my god its roshyw
in a rave with lavendr, we host it
always in the club its getting tired
fuck club whole shit has expired

babygirl i want you all night
want you to be all mine
you look so good in that dress
got me go like "oh my"
please just stay by my side
you and me for life
you got all the things i want
all the things that i like

she's a girl in a black dress
trust me she's amazing
she helps me with my problems
i think i'm going crazy
for her
i hope she doesn't leave me
even if she's far away 
i hope that she can feel me

SHE'S A GIRL IN A BLACK DRESS

SPOTIFY

SHE'S A GIRL IN A BLACK DRESS +ROSHYW [ilybeam]

(prod. by deady)
like cut up scars on ur arm, shes like a zombie
guns on me baby save a bullet for me
yeah i saw that look in ur eyes where you heard he died
no ones in sight yet im creepin right behind
feels like the worlds burning up
hold my hand ill swear ill never let go
feels like the worlds burning up
time after time i watch the blood flow
like cut up scars on ur arm, shes like a zombie
guns on me baby save a bullet for me
yeah i saw that look in ur eyes where you heard he died
no ones in sight yet im creepin right behind
tear up my flesh yeah
wait till im dead yeah
to tell me that you love and i wish i could forget you
i hate that i loved u
i hate that i fucked u
i hate that this blade gives more love than the drugs do
like cut up scars on ur arm, shes like a zombie
guns on me baby save a bullet for me
yeah i saw that look in ur eyes where you heard he died
no ones in sight yet im creepin right behind
feels like the worlds burning up
hold my hand ill swear ill never let go
feels like the worlds burning up
time after time i watch the blood flow

witch [deady]

Prod: ilybeam
Mix: everyone
Master: me
Art: @hollowhatusaying

Lyrics:
…

seams (ilybeam)

@1stress
@hateoryx
@1lav
mastered @mylastwinter
https://www.instagram.com/ihateyoustress/
https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/

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iv
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hanging by a thread
stitch my eyes wanna die 
im so fuckin sorry bby 
but you just tell me lies
cause my life have been so horrible 
but darling youre adorable
methanol n adderal 
idk where im goi-
yea cut me up
sew my flesh up 
why is it so hard to open up
bpd n xtc
everyone has left me 
can you feel feel my heart 
im like omg its dying



stress
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now my life’s so horrible 
i won’t ever feel complete 
shes dying in a car but 
tht whore she always used me 
i’m dying inside cuz u said
 u missed the old me
u must have never known
 me i’m going trigger happy 
i’m cutting down to styro 
while she’s watching me bleed
bby do u even know 
the way u talk to me??
i don’t feel alright everyday
 i wake up there’s a scary sight 
there’s a monster in ur bed im
 the one tht killed the flashlight



oryx
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outside in the night im alone, i'm so terrified
catch me in the party wit my shawty getting dumb high!
i cant even go on i dont even think i feel right
i dont even know what i wanna do with my damn life

you wanna torture me
wanna be left alone
i wanna feel the beat
n hit the microphone
why u send me a message?
u looking way too desperate
im laying on my deathbed
imma overdose

haunt me w/ stress + oryx (lavendr)

(prod. probelad + tokyosize)
Lyrics:
ur so perfect wish that u were mine
what do u see when u look into my eyes eyes
yeah pale skin makes the blood so red so red
crush crush me springlock make a mess
if u love me tell me baby cuz im bouta leave forever
cuz i cant do this anymore nah i cant take the pressure
cold metal on my skin
want you to dig deeper in
ur jus like my evil twin
take us to the loony bin
cold metal on my skin
want you to dig deeper in
ur jus like my evil twin
take us to the loony bin
ay cuz on my minds only you and i
ay she walk past i press rewind
to see that body one more time could you turn around
id fucking kill myself just for you can i do it now
dying just to cut up with you
dying just to do drugs with you
dying if im not just with you
dying if we dont continue
x2
yeah pale skin makes the blood so red so red
crush crush me springlock make a mess
if u love me tell me baby cuz im bouta leave forever
cuz i cant do this anymore nah i cant take the pressure
cold metal on my skin
want you to dig deeper in
ur jus like my evil twin
take us to the loony bin
cold metal on my skin
want you to dig deeper in
ur jus like my evil twin
take us to the loony bin

$pringl0ck! [probelad; tokyosize]

Prod @marrymeproz
 
Lyrics: 

And I still think bout your waist line
Don’t wanna waste time
Baby can we make up 
Smooth skin, your hairs what made me 
Fall in love
I don’t wanna break up
But you can’t unsend it 
I wish you never sent the message 
I wish I never read it
And if you’re ready we can reset 
I just gave you recess 
I just need a reason
But you ain’t give me no more 
I know my love feels like a chore
And if I could I’d destroy everything you hate
But when you hate everything about me
It can be kinda hard 
So far your fine 
I ain’t even alright, when I said that I was fine I lied 
Lights off
Fuck it turn the lights on 
Day dreaming bout your waist 
Girl I miss your face oh god 
And I still think bout your waist line
Don’t wanna waste time
Baby can we make up 
Smooth skin, your hairs what made me 
Fall in love
I don’t wanna break up
But you can’t unsend it 
I wish you never sent the message 
I wish I never read it
And if you’re ready we can reset 
I just gave you recess 
I just need a reason
But you ain’t give me no more

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heart scars on ur thighs </3
https://open.spotify.com/track/4a3UnKI1Ug17IfwRL8SbJC?si=2de8e34a0af043a1

heart scars w/ winterdoll, exaxt [lavendr]

REAL MURDER MUSIC SHIT
@p7e @pr6blms @goregossip

daisy deathspo - goregossip w/ pr6blms + wintr

Cut myself in my room 
I’m too fucked up now 
Cigarettes in my room 
And the sounds too loud 
In my bed fucking you 
I’m too fucked up now 
Razor blade on my neck 
I’m too fucked up now (2x)

Make me fucking gag 
Vomit on your fucking back 
I’m so edgy I have no class 
Pull your skirt up shake that ass 
Omg look at me 
I’m your fucking teenage dream 
I’m your fuck toy I’m so scene 
Cut myself while I OD

Blood all on your favorite shirt 
Then just throw me on the dirt 
Make sure that I’m fucking hurt 
I’m your fucking obedient whore 
I wanna be just like you 
Kandi bracelets 
Dc boots 
“I’m so bitchy” attitude
Beat me when your fucking bored (2x)
 

Cut myself in my room 
I’m too fucked up now 
Cigarettes in my room 
And the sounds too loud 
In my bed fucking you 
I’m too fucked up now 
Razor blade on my neck 
I’m too fucked up now (2x)

B R A T L I K E U !  (Prod. me) #7THWARDARCHIVE

w/ https://soundcloud.com/xannndera
prod loony

lyrics:

Winter: 

I love her carcass when it's rotting on the floor
She always liked to self destruct, because she wanted more
I would probably love it, but she's such a stupid whore
I like to mind my business, it's the screaming that i can't ignore

The last thing i wanted was to desert you
I wish i was enough, I wish i was enough
You're so pretty, porcelain, of course i don't deserve you

So let me hurt you.

It's the season for self distruction
Oh my god, i feel so fucking interrupted
There's a bullet with my name, but it's saying it in vain
Your voice eats at my brain, i think i'm going insa-a-a-a

(I love her carcass when it's rotting on the floor
She always liked to self destruct, because she wanted more
I would probably love it, but she's such a stupid whore
I like to mind my business, it's the screaming that i can't ignore)

Xandera: 

yeah im going insane everytime i wanna hurt u
cus we're not the same i dont know how to hate u
i do this shit all day even tho im not thankful
like please let go off my pain, yeah like please let go off my pain
yeah cus u know i try my best
cus my life jus gets too boring i been shaking yeah just save me
like save me from this hell, i rly need your help
ive been trying so hard IT WAS FOR NOTHING

in the darkness i see you (in the darkness i see you)
in my nightmares i still see you
hang me up on a tree, baby u cant hurt me
now you cant get piece of me, now i wanna fuckin bleed out
im shaking from withdrawals you could never give a fuck
shit u do it makes me fall, i can see you in the snow
yeah i guess my life is just too boring
please dont recognize my face if im falling

self destruction ft. xandera

Starting Over...

Massacre Society 
Paccstar 📦✨💫

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