ya this is crzy asf u guys snapped this is so beautiful

💔  Im thinkin of you, you are not even around

https://www.instagram.com/arideyes/
@winter @arideyes
art by me

i dont have a soul looking out for me
you said understand, you see right through me
set me free,
you see me in every angle like it's 3d
drowning in the weight, im lost at sea

havent felt like this in forever
i dont wanna talk, like i swear my head hurts
every time im losing to the pressure
i dont rlly get, why it isnt better

(i need company
fill my soul with something, anything
if you cant find me
just know im out there burying)

soul (winter)

needles w/ emorave (donttrustlando)

liar liar (diegointhedark + 4am)

@kurse11
i gotta serve my bitch 
i gotta serve my guys
i got dat syrup in my cup now
i got a blur in my eyes
all of my bros gon slide
ion even got no ties
damn im still wit @rans0m
at saks, spend em racks up
ma said pull yo pants up
now dat shit dont matter
im in luv wit bread
im in luv wit batter
she wan giv me head 
damn, im so flattered
fuk y dey hate, cuz im doin better

spin our block, he die still
my lil bro on bars still
im tryna get off Mars still
she wanna hop in my car still
dat a bit still
bullets cant even miss him
walkin around n im keepin dat grip
we shoulda been done did dat
im tryna see dat bit clap
she said i had a big gat
call on my name, i miss dat
im tryna press on yo lips
im tryna tote on grip
bby throw down splits
im gettin blues no crip
s/o my brudda my twin

@k4rson
tell me 1 more time
girl get out my mind
i think u j luv to lie
we should put it all behind us, rewind us
girl yk we're timeless
gave u all of my trust
u used to be my luv
lets put it all behind us

@kurse11
i gotta serve my bitch 
i gotta serve my guys
i got dat syrup in my cup now
i got a blur in my eyes
all of my bros gon slide
ion even got no ties
damn im still wit @rans0m
at saks, spend em racks up
ma said pull yo pants up
now dat shit dont matter
im in luv wit bread
im in luv wit batter
she wan giv me head 
damn, im so flattered
fuk y dey hate, cuz im doin better

flattered w/ karson (xyjae, recyclebin)

and all it takes is one shot
broke down deaths door like its fucking swat
dont know who it was you thought
i wish i could make the world stop
i can see through it i can hear it all
i fear myself cause im not here at all
lying breathless, tears fall
until death, ill be here until the break of dawn

viruses encoded
endless permutations
up the dosage
threats of radiation
ready locked and loaded
guarded at the station
diagnosis state im in, repulsive
starburst glints emanate from my necklace
 starting to think that this search will be endless
 hard to admit that this life will be restless
ejected
you’re not on the guestlist

this a circle you dont step in, deadzone
blood up on the pavement like its redstone
slash him with the blade now hes a headstone
yo bitch gon occupy my space turn it celestial
red dots on his face like its some freckles
yea ill find a way to make it work
ima put em six feet in the dirt

world stop

ironic

#scfirst 
#Agony
prod @k1zetsu <3
featuring @9s0uls <3

@51five
Im alone, tears fall down, on the ground
I wish that, we did not, not fallout
We used to walk around, while snow fall down
Im thinkin of you, you are not even around
Honestly, im not mad.
That hoe just Got me down bad
The only feeling in me sad,
To be honest i Should be glad.
Did i tell you, You left me lost, i dont know where to go
Id rather die than be Alone
I Wana see u on my phonee
Thats what im hearing?
I remember u were leaving
Why did u have 2 deceive me
Dont u ever believe me
I agree, if thats what ya seeing
I guess thats the life that ya living
You’d never hear out my opinion
You’d never support my Decision
I need u here, i need it i need it
You left me here, its freezing its freezing
That feeling i still wanna feel it
Her voice, i still wanna hear it
I felt like it Never felt real And,
I Feel like, i Never deserved it

@9s0uls
i wanna tell you all the things that i never could
got me wrapped around ur finger baby thats for sure
making my heart hurt
so ill take my time

takin our time
i give you my time
give u my heart
give u my love
but its not enough for u
im never enough for u
all night
everynight
miss when youd say to me
its only me
only me its like u were made for me

alone in this room and im cold
i dont know how to carry on
dont wanna do this anymore
am i better alone?
we fell out of touch
and now im out of time

@51five
Im alone, tears fall down, on the ground
I wish that, we did not, not fallout
We used to walk around, while snow fall down
Im thinkin of you, you are not even around
Honestly, im not mad.
That hoe just Got me down bad
The only feeling in me sad,
To be honest i Should be glad.
Did i tell you, You left me lost, i dont know where to go
Id rather die than be Alone
I Wana see u on my phonee
Thats what im hearing?
I remember u were leaving
Why did u have 2 deceive me
Dont u ever believe me
I agree, if thats what ya seeing
I guess thats the life that ya living
You’d never hear out my opinion
You’d never support my Decision
I need u here, i need it i need it
You left me here, its freezing its freezing
That feeling i still wanna feel it
Her voice, i still wanna hear it
I felt like it Never felt real And,
I Feel like, i Never deserved it

snowfall + 9souls prod Kizetsu

prod @ssj5-junk
sfx @bloodcryy
w/ @counterxo
@vasiliy-vershinin    amv w/ russian subs: https://youtu.be/KX9KZBIIhjM?si=XytgSsACm-YcSKH0

@s0lemn
itz Apparent u dont Care wat i go Thru  ,, : [ [-
U aint want me How i . . . how I Want u -/ . :
Do U care at all << ? I Dont Think u want2 , ,. ;+
ima KMS i Do wat I Told uU u ,  , . -

drop 2 Da floor ###,>>On My Soul ,, Lemme fade away ,_ )) 
theres A Knock at My door , , , if its Uu then i shld Stay away , ,, ,
Cut2my Core , ,,|| u Make it Hard 2stay wit Uuu 
drugs in The Pour ,, cut 2my Core ,, Drugs In the Pour . .. ,

@counterxo
I think I need some space, I think I’m paranoid
Stayed 10 toes in my place,
but I’m still making noise
They can’t fuck with my pace,
I had to make a choice
No smile on my face
the fakes make me annoyed

Cause I wasted so much time,
it got outta line,
it felt like a war with you
I’m having to clear my mind, 
took that as a sign that the end was overdue
This can’t knock me off of my grind
Don’t wanna remind myself of what I would do
So I put the past all behind me,
said that im fine
Work too hard to say the truth

But I feel it with my soul
And I still tried, cried again I’m just too far in the hole
And I’m still fried, lied again I’m just trying to hit all my goals
But I’m still tied, still so high from the drugs playing their roles

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on my soul w/ counter [ssj5]

reposting

Calling up my phone cause ur lonely
If really want me boy u gotta show me
Acting innocent do u think im happy
Poisoning me again again
U only wanna fuck me when im drunk
U only ever punch me out of love
U only ever like me off the drugs
U make me feel im never good enough
Feel so sick
If im perfect whyd u make me feel like this
So noxious
Think ur happy everytime im suffering
Screaming thru the phone, why am i alone
You come inside my home, and force it down my throat
Tears running as im holding back the vomit
I wish that i could could tell u that i never really want it
Cry so much when u leave, and god it hurts all i do is grit my teeth
And i hate the way, that my body heats up
And i hate myself everytime u make me come

snowfall + 9souls prod Kizetsu

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