wdgaf!
shout out odece on the beat

lyrics :)
eyes so cold feel the time move slow,
when Im walking in the rain,
dark lit lights on a saturday night,
I be feelin so high away,
an Im not tryna feel right, not tryna be what u need,
an I will never look down wont go back repeat,
an I was feelin so wrong, but it set me free,
so mayb if we take sum time, then it will all b allright,
I was feelin so alone till I found you here,
an Im not tryna feel right, not tryna b what u need,
an I will never look down wont go back repeat,
dark lit lights on a saturday night,
I be feelin so high away,
eyes so cold feel the time move slow,
when Im walking in the rain,
so mayb if we take sum time, then it will all b allright,
I was feelin so alone till I found u here

Rain (prod. odece)

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
I can see it in your eyes
you don’t wanna let go of time,
and it’s too much on my mind
can’t slow it down,

bleed at the edge of the smoke,
feel like a ghost,
you should just leave me behind,
I swear I’m trying my best I can not rest,
what is the meaning of life,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

I think that I’m done,
relying on your love,
so blinded by reflection 
can’t see what lies ahead it,
and all that I want is for you to feel,
the best of me, my everything,

memories and time in my dreams
watch the stars reflect and bleed,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

thank you <3(:

midnight [prod. Deadat18]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
when I close my eyes I can feel my mind,
as it’s slowing down just to reach the light,
if you try can’t stop me now,
break me down it turns around,
gravity, will set me free, step into my energy,

melting slow, like ice and fire,
all I know, is my desire,
and I don’t ever wanna wait,
for it to all fall in place,
wish that I could say to you I’m sorry,
and I think about, all that we waste,
burning up in space,
gravity will set me free, step into my energy

when I close my eyes I can feel my mind,
as it’s slowing down just to reach the light,
if you try can’t stop me now,
break it down it turns around,
gravity, will set me free, step into my energy,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

gravity [prod. Deadat18 X Garasu]

lyrics:
every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see through the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

I wanna be free,
don't wanna be seen,
I wanna live life like its a dream,
its got me so low, its got me so high,
its got me so wrong, its got me so right,
and these feelings couldn't lie,
woeeeeeeeee

every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see though the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

an you know I try, to see when I'm blind,
can you make the stars shine?
I'm walkin on ice,
I'm feeling so bright the way I glow,
I'm in the club, I'm burning up, I'm into dust,

love this one, makes me feel like I'm floating while falling,
all production done by https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
thank you all <3

everlasting ice

everlasting ice [xcloudrain]

Instrumental produced by https://soundcloud.com/odece
lyrics:
heavens not without you,
you're my blood and soul too,
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still,
I know whats mine is mine I keep climbing,
look me in my eyes you cant hide it,
feel like Im sinking and slowing down time,
every step I take leading me to the light,
slow it down ascender, I will not surrender,
heavens not without you,
you are my blood and soul too,
now Im froze, now theres blood on the blood,
and you're gone, but I still feel it all
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still

Coverart by Kyle2k 🤖
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

heavens not without you [odece]

lyrics:
and I wont let it fall into the dark,
as I reflect eversince,
I’ve been through the warmth of a,
light shining bright like the sun,
I know theres nothing to run from,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,
 
even with stars shining bright above,
I drown in my terror and flaw,
but still I have no fear, I know its only temporary, 
I will prevail, still these ends I’ve held so many,
letting it go, the silent screams of the cold,

in with the new,
bring me to lights,
one million patterns signs and wishes are made,
it feels like magick,
when I see it reshape,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,

solstice [xcloudrain]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/x_fujioka
lyrics:
I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

I could show you every pain in a lifetime
I was lost I was hanging from a lifeline
and the picture that I paint couldn't hide
what I faced and survived in my storm
all the trials gave me wisdom
battling with my addiction
and the vices I sought
were bringing me to a low point
but I found my way out
got so up when I was down 
built a dream from the floor up to the sky
and nothing can stop me from
what I seek Im in my dreams
I know its my time 
and I will be on my way 

I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

City Of Blood [xfujioka]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/yohiyahii
lyrics:
my blood oh my blood

cause every time we blink a star is made
and I cant sleep knowing 
I fall apart into you

and my eyes see deeper than the sea
when I am flying with no wings

the wind blows as gravity pulls
the fire into snow
and In my heart I know that I am home


steady holding it down so I know we gon fly
when whats inside these hearts
overpowers our mind

and through what time displays we find
shining stars or promised lies
but I believe in love


cause every time we blink a star is made
and I cant sleep knowing
I fall apart into you

and my eyes see deeper than the sea
when I am flying with no wings

the wind blows as gravity pulls
the fire into snow
and In my heart I know that I am home

steady holding it down so I know we gon fly
when whats inside these hearts
overpowers our mind

intou [yohiyahi]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/illuminatibandz369
lyrics:
all this trauma in my mind eats away at me
pour some spirits in my cup then I fall asleep
and when I wake up Im still dreaming of eternities
bliss follows me into my dream
and I dont wanna hear a single word you say
I put myself under a spell then dissociate
they talkin too much
and they acting fake
I jus wanna fade away
will you love me when Im gone
tell me what would change?
in the silence of your words
is where I will stay
hold me together as you tear me apart
act like its not wrong but you know
I know you know I know whats real
and you are poisonous
I will never think about it again
the way that I felt it was all in my head
and I know we're better off alone
so I wont pick up the phone
I hope you realize what you lost

delorean [808dreamland]

prod https://soundcloud.com/asurxh 
lyrics:
and I got too much on my mind now
shadows and lights sweep me under the sound
of glass and cuts till my skin is numb
and my hands are clean of the blood
that I bled for you
till I died from you
and it happened
so many times
now I think of all you said
and it just feels like a lie
now I wonder every night
how much more I can die

and still be alive
so grateful for whats in my life
now I am free again
so I cant look back
I wander in my dreams
and nightmares inside
floating through a portal
to show me what I must find
to heal to grow
to live and love
like I have never been hurt   
to walk in darkness
and bring the light that it needs
I let go of what is destroying me
so I can finally see it clear
I can finally be free of fear

and I got too much on my mind now
shadows and lights sweep me under the sound
of glass and cuts till my skin is numb
and my hands are clean of the blood
that I bled for you
till I died from you
and it happened
so many times
now I think of all you said
and it just feels like a lie
now I wonder every night
how much more I can die
and still be alive

you are loved, never forget that.
shoutout asurah on the beat
shoutout my friends and family for keeping me sane

Butterfly  [Asurah]

lyrics:
I wonder how much spent on the drugs
just to feel something
I been losing track of time days turn into weeks
and I been moving like an hours a minute
just to balance out all of my problems
with a prescription 
Im on chemicals im geeked
in the whip at high speeds
suicide doors they slide
got your girl driving for me
took too much I cant walk
stumbling  down the sidewalk
feel like I might meet god
I know its not right 
I dont care if you approve of the person I am
I know that I cant change
dont think that you’d understand
but I promise I will make myself as proud as I can
and I promise to live every day like its my last
you can die at any given moment
I know its hard to believe
  
ILY TYSM FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT

prod https://soundcloud.com/ffiftyzeros + https://soundcloud.com/howuknow-959869199/

an hours a minute

An Hours A Minute (prod. fiftyzeros, howuknow)

lyrics:
all i gave and all i got it meant so much 
but now its gone and i dont want to feel a thing at all

see my spend it money on my necklace
if this is armageddon im already in heaven
so i want you to know that even when its hopeless
i swear ill be right there
if you ever need someone to talk to 
you know that i am here, for you my dear
i give you my all
and we can go far away

fantasy in dream world
i just wanna hold you close to me
i swear that there is nothing that could ever 
take my love away from me
but im done giving it away 
to people who do not even appreciate 
what i am/what i do, i hope u know all that is true

My Dear (angelicsigns333)

lyrics:
and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

oh all my friends hit my phone
and they tell me that its all allright
but i still feel alone with these thoughts i think inside my mind
and i dont think i that will ever be content but i try
to remember that i was down and now im up so high
and you say that its wrong living my life this way
and i know im not right but i still cant change
all that i would give to take back all of my mistakes
and the way i feel can not compare to what i say

and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

misery [prod. yukio]

prod https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x
sleepindesigner:
you’ve been through it 
every movement
and swear you've seen it all 
take away so fast it it fades
every moment of love and i wont let my heart 
face regret for your actions and mistakes 
that we could of avoided from the start
and so that you know your still beautiful
even though you do ugly things to me
I don't know why
I love the way I bleed
when you hurt me and make me feel real
cause i think my world is a hologram 
and you and me are surges within the circuits we live

https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x :
my heart is break 
every moment that i’d take
its breakin me
used to be so fascinated
then it’s now too late
we’re not like use to be
i’ll gone away 
i start to gettin used to it

asgard w/ S4EED

lyrics:
over now time is slowing down
come around i am nowhere to be found
heaven everywhere that ill be
even when darkness blinds me i can still see
my light shine inside and out the dream

come again to me and fall
with grace down to your knees
look up at the stars and pray 
for the ones who wouldnt for me
we got fruits from the trees
we found magic and wonderful things
fairytales and i want to believe

diamonds are worth less to blood
hide all your scars 
every time that you are born
again until it is 

over now time is slowing down
come around i am nowhere to be found
heaven everywhere that ill be
even when darkness blinds me i can still see
my light shine inside and out the dream

gluee [liltumblrxo]

lyrics:
a thought enters my mind and i
pour out my spirit to you
my honor and truth broken
why do we cry? and 
does it even matter?
if we cant defeat it?

all the questions in our head
i feel that we wasted the taste 
and i wanna drink the ocean
i wanna be born again

in blood ive withdrawn infinite 
of all my wrong
so i could learn from 
each and every mistake 
ive made
to find whats within
has always been the problem
causing me to drink the poison
so heres another toast to us
and all the dreams that died to broken hearts
if we close our eyes and stay here does it feel right?

because we only have this chance
i dont want to waste one breath

a thought (senses fail)

prod https://soundcloud.com/slatepsycho
cross my heart and i hope to die
wish every time you told a lie
i knew the truth i wasted time
i cant get back i need to find a way
to let go of this pain, maybe ill isolate
myself from everything cold
feed my fire let me burn alive
its like the world stops just for me
i feel so much better now that i can finally clearly see
i dont want to need a thing at all
but i’d give you my soul
if it would save you from the dark
and even if i fail i do my best all out of love
its always from the heart
every night and day
every breath i take its all for you
i want to make you feel loved 
cause i believe in you
even when you let me down i know your worthy

hope to die

hope to die [slatepsycho]

prod @breathe4you
lyrics:
there’s a feeling that I cant escape 
and every time I try
fall back into place 
all the nights to days blur and slowly fade
how much will I waste to find myself?
and I want to be with you
whatever it takes I have got to lose

I wish I could find a way out my thoughts
and finally feel alive
dont think that this can go on for long
feels like im dying
I was trying to hold on with my all
but it was killing me
everything that I’d try

and if I could reach inside of your heart
to take all of its pain
I’d do it in the blink of an eye
but would you do the same?
Im staring at the walls in my room
as I slowly decay
and I dont want to ask for your help
I rather hide my face

hold on [BREATHE4YOU] aka [razorwrist] <3

prod https://soundcloud.com/l1lbiscuit
and i feel so sad but i dont cry
when your by my side
cause all i wanna do is make you smile
and be with you all the time
you dont have to be mine
but i want to be yours
the whole world can tell me lies
i wont believe a word
i miss you so much
i want you in my arms
so i can hear your heart

and i want to give you every star in the sky 
it would still never be enough
to show you i could try
and still id never find 
anybody else
who could compare
i wonder if you see
im saying what i mean
or if you really just dont care

and i need nothing from you
you can come and take whats left of me
i just wanna make you feel right
tell me if its wrong then i will leave
and everything replays back in my head
i can see clearly why you said
you think i need more
but i think im not enough
for you to have what you want

dont cry

dont cry [lil biscuit]

tokyo ghoul instrumental made by: @tkfromlingtositesigure
lyrics:
there is a pain inside me
every attempt to escape is made in vain
all that i know is to suffer
everything i build will surely fall
but ill give my all till im empty
i just want to show you light and love
but i am always left hanging by a thread
is it worth it in the end? and how can i forget?
all that i felt…
every thing i do is wrong
it will never be good enough for me

feels like its way to late to be saved
and i dont want help ill do this alone
If you care at all then show me proof
i know you wont i need to let you go
this heart ache can not be removed from me 
i never seem to understand a thing
so lets just pretend that we never met
even if it makes me feel sick

and i cant hold on my hands are aching
i dont need words or your validation
all i want is peace that only i can bring
how do i give when i feel so empty?
when im gone will you remember me for the good things?

東京グール フリースタイル [TK from Ling Tosite Sigure]

prod @x_fujioka
lyrics:
as i fall and sink everything i see 
only helps me find myself again
now i know its gone i am holding on 
to the past that i didnt want to end

i feel stuck i dont wanna talk about it
and im not with you but your in my heart regardless
all the thoughts in my head tell me i cannot go on
but i know that today i have everything and more
and i cry when i think about it but it doesnt help
so i try to forget it but i see it everywhere
when i think ive let it go 
im reminded that im wrong
and once again
i reflect until im glass try to pray away the bad
but it never seems to get any better from a wish
 
and i cant say it doesnt matter
if you dont ask me i wont answer
i’ll give my heart til it shatters
please try not to take advantage
put me down ill call you god
and tell myself that i deserve 
everything you do to hurt me
until i finally learn

love is forever but theres no staying in a fantasy
and now is all we have
cause the future isnt promised at all
call me up and ill be there 
if you wanna kno the truth its that i love you to the end
but i can endlessly write messages that i wont send
cause i just tell myself they dont wanna hear me talk
and im too comfortable alone between these walls

as i fall and sink everything i see
only helps me find myself again
now i know its gone i am holding on
to the past that i didnt want to end

and i cant make them love me back the way i love 
its such a shame i always have to break it off
because the first time that i saw your eyes
i thought you were perfect as you were
now i just feel so dumb
for/ever thinking i deserve to cry
how could i be so blind
to what was always in front of my sight

glass.. [xfujioka]

beat and feature with the one and only https://soundcloud.com/51five
ily all. <3
 lyrics:
poison me with my own ink
drown me with my own fear 
crush me with my own weight 
freezing cold turns to pain that I cant stand to face 
throw away whats left of me to save 
if only it wasn’t too late for me to show the change
I’d bleed I’d die to rewind my age 
but I have died so many times that all I am is a wish and hope 
living for a want to be something more but if I sink 
please put the blame on me because this was my fault 
I love I lived I found the need to survive without a will to breathe
I tried and failed I learned and lived but nothing changes who I’ve been 

got all these problems that I cannot solve 
getting better is taking way too long
I wanna kill myself cause I’m not strong 
im just sitting in my room waiting to dissolve 
you were all that I had 
so everyday I miss you I miss my
baby I know I cant help but think back
you’re all that I know baby I need you back to open my arms 
I wish that we were the plug I wish that we could restart 
I’m tryna hide all my scars I’m getting high on oxy from the bars 
I’m unhealthy is still my mental and the way you treated my heart wasn’t gentle 
I miss you so much you were never judgmental 
and I love you though I know my love is by your mental


39 comments for lyrics xD. i know u mfs hear us...
( i added lyrics bc kidtrash's one comment was worth 39 comments )

dissolve w/ 51five

lyrics:
i cant understand how they play my hand
it never made sense (until it did)

im trying hard feel like everything is always my fault
the only way that i know to evolve
tell myself i am not good enough
i can do so much better, its ok, forevers not today...
i will learn to learn.. and gratitude will save us from the pain...
everyday's a chance to make a difference in the steps you take
and even when its cold?
i will dance for all the rain that falls.
i will try to give my all
i want you to break my heart !
i just want to know whats real in the end?..

and i’d give anything to feel like i can breathe again
im so tired of the voice in my head
and if you fall asleep? i hope that all your dreams are good.
i hope you wake up feeling grateful for love <3

@xcloudrain producer (thats me)

NotGoodEnough [xcloudrain]

@slatepsycho
I can look into your eyes
and see everything you hide
hear them say they wanna die
but saw them running from a fight
shadows whispering to me
that they wanna take my light
if you want something to find
I can show you that your blind

esoteric terrorism I am now haunting your mind
now when you wake up tomorrow thank the world for your life
I don't care if you care make a difference or just cry
send your soul to the stars to tell god I said hi

and they think i went too far
but i don't get lost
i just keep exploring
tell them i wont ever stop
its more than a lot but its what i want
so ima take the steps to never fall its only up

I'm focused on these racks
and running through that cash
my heart is made for more than you
I hope you understand
she can not get me back
switching change of plans
only thing I'm tied to is these bands
and I've seen a million ways i could make a million stack
i can never trust just words let me see your eyes instead
drawing symbols on the ground 
then im summoning the dead

i need focus i need power i need love with no regret
i aint goiing back to nothing that i left in the past
ima take it to a level they have never seen it been
if i wanted to then i could do whatever that they cant
if i wanted to then i could turn your hate into respect
aint nobody in this world that can ever escape death
never saw it as a choice i just have to do my best
i get spilling too much sauce but i learn to hold it in
i do not need new love
cause they switch up in the end

helvetica [slatepsycho]

prod by https://soundcloud.com/ogvvictor
lyrics:
i got so much that i can never leave
take what i have and i turn it to dreams
i just want everyone to believe
that we will find all that we seek
stare at the stars that is my peace
aint no alone i build up the team
lock in my goals and set a routine
they call me sleep but im never asleep
its so many ways to find what need
lost in desire from nothing to reach
i just hope that you can find it in yourself to do
all that you can to live a better life
and more than there is inside
you cannot find if you hide
i was so blind until i saw from outside
all that we have is time

pinkdolphin [xcloudrain + vaknaduvictor]

ill never find again
ill never see the end
ill be the only one to know
( how empty i feel )
suffocation of everything i touch
is this really love or am i wrong?
how can i be sure that every little word
and promise that we make is truly from the heart?

as the sky had fell every moment we held
underneath the stars had slipped

and to forgive the hurt
i must forget all ive learned
so i will find myself again
beyond the end
as it fades in front me
leaving only memory
so fatally attraction brings us back into the start
and i ask myself if it ever was real
or if i was dreaming of it all
justifying every wrong so i can hold on

as the sky had fell every moment we held
underneath the stars had slipped

my heart is aching for
anything to feel 

but i know its not worth the withdrawl
when im in my bed restless shivering alone
and i try my best to make right from the wrong
why do i feel weak when i try to be strong?

wait til the end (saosin)

prod @slatepsycho
lyrics: HD 4k fiber optic i recharge 
high speed lights green im on go for the call
if they want it i might get it and get carrying some more
give me everything you have i will never feel remorse 
cause i know im not right if i tell you that im wrong
i might dance with the dead tell the devil that im god

feeling real close to death
but you’ll never see me fall
when i do i will die with the sword by my heart
all alone in the cold with nobody there to hold
i was floating through the city and i had nowhere to go
im still looking at the vision when i got my eyes closed
hear infinity in silence something they would never know

MY HEART IS COLD
DONT TOUCH MY SKIN
LEAVE ME ALONE DONT WASTE YOUR BREATH
I WANT MORE PAIN I KNOW IM SICK
I CANT ESCAPE THERE IS NO END

i swear you dont wanna know what this feels like
you could try to replicate it but u prolly wont survive
i see fractals everytime i close my eyes
money triple in a lock box on a hard drive

hd4k (slatepsycho)

prod @breathe4you
lyrics:
why am i in pain when i know what should change?
its so hard swear im doing my best and //// im crying every night
because i cant escape the light inside i swear its blinding
and i'd say everything that im scared to say if i knew it would only help us..
what should we do when we sit alone with our thoughts?
and we know that nobody can hear us at all
well i'll sing you a song and its all from the heart
i hope that it helps to relieve all thats wrong ////
show me dont tell me i dont wanna hear u promising
cause i know there is nothing in this world thats mine to keep
i hate money i hate drugs i hate everything thats wrong
in a physical world i think everyone is lost
i wonder what its like to think your the best?
i can hardly remember how it feels to rest
is this love that i feel when im falling apart?
but will do all i can to give you what you want...
and no matter what i do its never enough
unless it can make all the evil stop
so why do i feel like its always my fault they dont see?

pain [BREATHE4YOU] aka [razorwrist] <3

prod https://soundcloud.com/user-829649150/tracks
music video with lyrics: https://youtu.be/lcnObj2wsGA
lyrics:
you are a star and you shine bright
but i am scared of light 
so i hide in the darkness alone

I been crying in bed all night
Fighting my addiction
Im so fucking tired of having all these feelings
If I could I’d leave and nobody’d ever miss me
Dont say that you love me cause I cant fucking feel it
I don’t want to love or even touch I just feel sick
And im so sorry that I let you in
I think you should forget me
Everything feels so empty
And I want to have hope but it feels so unrealistic
Okay I admit something killed my spirit
Eversince it happened I been so different
This is not me and I shouldnt keep pretending

And maybe you could the pain away
But its just not fair.. I should do this on my own
i don't need more chances just so i can waste them
i don't wanna be another reason that you don't believe in love </3
something is wrong tell me how to help
and i’ll give my all to make it right
i will survive i can be better i just need time

tired [lopoint]

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BLNK FT. HANK HUNTER - [PROD. OCULUS]

music video:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2gxgCQvE50&ab_channel=SLEEPWITHTHEDOVES 

lyrics:
I feel the stars and the light
switchin waves with the,
time that i fall, till I go I’m in my way,
industry, it bleed, to the visions I see

and if it was right then you would find it
on your own, inside your uh inside your heart,
inside the love when it gets dark,

and I see
shadows walk-in on, along a
place I don’t belong,
until it’s gone it’s always here, 
I just wish it would disappear,

I say fuck all of my fear
like I don’t need it
come alive
inside the night 
I’m feeling right 
into the stars into the light

shadows329 [xcloudrain]

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