shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
I can see it in your eyes
you don’t wanna let go of time,
and it’s too much on my mind
can’t slow it down,

bleed at the edge of the smoke,
feel like a ghost,
you should just leave me behind,
I swear I’m trying my best I can not rest,
what is the meaning of life,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

I think that I’m done,
relying on your love,
so blinded by reflection 
can’t see what lies ahead it,
and all that I want is for you to feel,
the best of me, my everything,

memories and time in my dreams
watch the stars reflect and bleed,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

thank you <3(:

midnight [prod. Deadat18]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
when I close my eyes I can feel my mind,
as it’s slowing down just to reach the light,
if you try can’t stop me now,
break me down it turns around,
gravity, will set me free, step into my energy,

melting slow, like ice and fire,
all I know, is my desire,
and I don’t ever wanna wait,
for it to all fall in place,
wish that I could say to you I’m sorry,
and I think about, all that we waste,
burning up in space,
gravity will set me free, step into my energy

when I close my eyes I can feel my mind,
as it’s slowing down just to reach the light,
if you try can’t stop me now,
break it down it turns around,
gravity, will set me free, step into my energy,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

gravity [prod. Deadat18 X Garasu]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

everybody say that they wont change,
but life works in mysterious ways,
so much weight making me break,
I jus wanna know whats real n fake,
got me feeling so numb, got me feeling so high,
but my blood runs clean,
don't need chemicals to vibe
just know that youre always on my mind,
I dream of you when I sleep at night,
burning like a star in my mind tonight
I just wish that you could see behind,

Ive been seperated, from this place inside of my mind,
crush until we cave in, I know its only time,
still Im

livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

burning [prod. Deadat18]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
somethings always wrong,
nothings ever broke,
nothings ever off,
everything is whole,
all my life I've waited for you,
I know its tru, tell me do you,
blood on blood my soul is a star,
up to the moon, I am with you,

where did I fall? where do I rise?
look for the answers deep inside of my mind,
all this emotion, I can not keep away,
I try to find the strength,
but every time I fall and break,
I wanna find a way away,
and nothing makes me happier
than my own loves embrace,
but I saw it and I care about
the smile on your face,

somethings always wrong,
nothings ever broke,
nothings ever off,
everything is whole,
all my life I've waited for you,
I know its tru, tell me do you,
blood on blood my soul is a star,
up to the moon, I am with you,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

starlight [prod. Deadat18 X Garasu]

lyrics:
every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see through the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

I wanna be free,
don't wanna be seen,
I wanna live life like its a dream,
its got me so low, its got me so high,
its got me so wrong, its got me so right,
and these feelings couldn't lie,
woeeeeeeeee

every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see though the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

an you know I try, to see when I'm blind,
can you make the stars shine?
I'm walkin on ice,
I'm feeling so bright the way I glow,
I'm in the club, I'm burning up, I'm into dust,

love this one, makes me feel like I'm floating while falling,
all production done by https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
thank you all <3

everlasting ice

everlasting ice [xcloudrain]

Instrumental produced by https://soundcloud.com/odece
lyrics:
heavens not without you,
you're my blood and soul too,
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still,
I know whats mine is mine I keep climbing,
look me in my eyes you cant hide it,
feel like Im sinking and slowing down time,
every step I take leading me to the light,
slow it down ascender, I will not surrender,
heavens not without you,
you are my blood and soul too,
now Im froze, now theres blood on the blood,
and you're gone, but I still feel it all
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still

Coverart by Kyle2k 🤖
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

heavens not without you [odece]

prod https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
lyrics:
dont know what they want from me,
tell me what your offering,
I can get it all for free, it dont mean a thing,
and nothing that you say could change my mind,
and nothing that you do can break my light,
let it all rain below above and more,
I can turn it all back into dust,
when I'm floating up above,
I can feel it come undone,
all that I could ever want is to know whats real,
and the way that you reflect,
reminding me of it, I can feel it all again,
and I can see it in the night,
I can feel it every time,
bring your bones, into my love,
and then let it all go, let it all flow,
let it cross the ice,
with every step I take, serve the divine 
let it all rain below above and more,
I can turn it all back into dust,
and nothing that you say could change my mind,
and nothing that you do can break my light.

mirage

okami [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
and I wont let it fall into the dark,
as I reflect eversince,
I’ve been through the warmth of a,
light shining bright like the sun,
I know theres nothing to run from,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,
 
even with stars shining bright above,
I drown in my terror and flaw,
but still I have no fear, I know its only temporary, 
I will prevail, still these ends I’ve held so many,
letting it go, the silent screams of the cold,

in with the new,
bring me to lights,
one million patterns signs and wishes are made,
it feels like magick,
when I see it reshape,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,

solstice [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
as our love fell through blood
time stood still again
and I awake 
numb to any pain
in reflection of your eyes

I need again
one more time
and I will be whole
I would drown in your love

and still I try to just breathe
my medicine is healing and destroying me
in the silence my heart
speaks louder than my mind
and if I could I would stop and slow down time
so I can travel at the speed of light

and I know it was all made by design
so all my fear and all my hope
does not amount to what I’ve done
gravity above

as our love fell through blood
time stood still again
and I awake 
numb to any pain
in reflection of your eyes

I need again
one more time
and I will be whole
I would drown in your love

here and now [xcloudrain]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/x_fujioka
lyrics:
I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

I could show you every pain in a lifetime
I was lost I was hanging from a lifeline
and the picture that I paint couldn't hide
what I faced and survived in my storm
all the trials gave me wisdom
battling with my addiction
and the vices I sought
were bringing me to a low point
but I found my way out
got so up when I was down 
built a dream from the floor up to the sky
and nothing can stop me from
what I seek Im in my dreams
I know its my time 
and I will be on my way 

I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

City Of Blood [xfujioka]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/yohiyahii
lyrics:
my blood oh my blood

cause every time we blink a star is made
and I cant sleep knowing 
I fall apart into you

and my eyes see deeper than the sea
when I am flying with no wings

the wind blows as gravity pulls
the fire into snow
and In my heart I know that I am home


steady holding it down so I know we gon fly
when whats inside these hearts
overpowers our mind

and through what time displays we find
shining stars or promised lies
but I believe in love


cause every time we blink a star is made
and I cant sleep knowing
I fall apart into you

and my eyes see deeper than the sea
when I am flying with no wings

the wind blows as gravity pulls
the fire into snow
and In my heart I know that I am home

steady holding it down so I know we gon fly
when whats inside these hearts
overpowers our mind

intou [yohiyahi]

lyrics:
I wonder how much spent on the drugs
just to feel something
I been losing track of time days turn into weeks
and I been moving like an hours a minute
just to balance out all of my problems
with a prescription 
Im on chemicals im geeked
in the whip at high speeds
suicide doors they slide
got your girl driving for me
took too much I cant walk
stumbling  down the sidewalk
feel like I might meet god
I know its not right 
I dont care if you approve of the person I am
I know that I cant change
dont think that you’d understand
but I promise I will make myself as proud as I can
and I promise to live every day like its my last
you can die at any given moment
I know its hard to believe
  
ILY TYSM FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT

prod https://soundcloud.com/ffiftyzeros + https://soundcloud.com/howuknow-959869199/

an hours a minute

An Hours A Minute (prod. fiftyzeros, howuknow)

lyrics:
all i gave and all i got it meant so much 
but now its gone and i dont want to feel a thing at all

see my spend it money on my necklace
if this is armageddon im already in heaven
so i want you to know that even when its hopeless
i swear ill be right there
if you ever need someone to talk to 
you know that i am here, for you my dear
i give you my all
and we can go far away

fantasy in dream world
i just wanna hold you close to me
i swear that there is nothing that could ever 
take my love away from me
but im done giving it away 
to people who do not even appreciate 
what i am/what i do, i hope u know all that is true

My Dear (angelicsigns333)

prod https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x
sleepindesigner:
you’ve been through it 
every movement
and swear you've seen it all 
take away so fast it it fades
every moment of love and i wont let my heart 
face regret for your actions and mistakes 
that we could of avoided from the start
and so that you know your still beautiful
even though you do ugly things to me
I don't know why
I love the way I bleed
when you hurt me and make me feel real
cause i think my world is a hologram 
and you and me are surges within the circuits we live

https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x :
my heart is break 
every moment that i’d take
its breakin me
used to be so fascinated
then it’s now too late
we’re not like use to be
i’ll gone away 
i start to gettin used to it

asgard w/ S4EED

lyrics:
we could be more than this 
I know that you know what lives
under our skin/inside our sin
life is bound to death mindless to regret
and time forbids us from the end
as your heart restricts against mine
pain is lost bliss is found
nowhere left to go only way is down

so can you show the lost
where they will be found?
can you fix the wrong
of the past we wrote?
can you make a new 
future from whats left?
can you love me without
expecting any thing at all?
can you help me cleanse
myself of the dark 
and heal my heart?

because i can not leave whats been
inside of me even if it hurts
and i know that its killing me
but i love the way it helps me see that i am alive
and i know you will leave
who would want to be in love
with someone who is numb like me?
deprived of need 
i drown between
a sea of dreams
and my memory

i worshiped you
and all you'd do
even the bad
even the pain
in all of your lies
and every mistake
still you are perfect to my 
blinded eyes
ill always love you the same
even though i hate myself for it

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
original song from band i used beat from:
https://soundcloud.com/the-amity-affliction-official/never-alone

never alone.... [The Amity Affliction]

lyrics:
You will decide
That this is a sign, for me to see
Carry my heart, break my bones
Let me out of this place I’ve built,
Watching me, from afar,
You don’t think about at all,
The way i feel, from what you do to me,
And i let it go, like the rain falls from the sky,
I feel your pain,
from a million miles away
It is still mine,
To feel you try to hide it
Our love,
The open lonely road
Gone away,
Try to find my shape
Far in pain,
i don’t think there is any way
For me out of
This place I’ve made,
The thoughts I’ve dug
A hole inside
And now its time to pay

original instrumental credit:
https://youtu.be/DH1bUgdqu1g?si=R5-uN65fZPOXaPnP

the shape of my shadow

prod https://soundcloud.com/slatepsycho
cross my heart and i hope to die
wish every time you told a lie
i knew the truth i wasted time
i cant get back i need to find a way
to let go of this pain, maybe ill isolate
myself from everything cold
feed my fire let me burn alive
its like the world stops just for me
i feel so much better now that i can finally clearly see
i dont want to need a thing at all
but i’d give you my soul
if it would save you from the dark
and even if i fail i do my best all out of love
its always from the heart
every night and day
every breath i take its all for you
i want to make you feel loved 
cause i believe in you
even when you let me down i know your worthy

hope to die

hope to die [slatepsycho]

tokyo ghoul instrumental made by: @tkfromlingtositesigure
lyrics:
there is a pain inside me
every attempt to escape is made in vain
all that i know is to suffer
everything i build will surely fall
but ill give my all till im empty
i just want to show you light and love
but i am always left hanging by a thread
is it worth it in the end? and how can i forget?
all that i felt…
every thing i do is wrong
it will never be good enough for me

feels like its way to late to be saved
and i dont want help ill do this alone
If you care at all then show me proof
i know you wont i need to let you go
this heart ache can not be removed from me 
i never seem to understand a thing
so lets just pretend that we never met
even if it makes me feel sick

and i cant hold on my hands are aching
i dont need words or your validation
all i want is peace that only i can bring
how do i give when i feel so empty?
when im gone will you remember me for the good things?

東京グール フリースタイル [TK from Ling Tosite Sigure]

prod @x_fujioka
lyrics:
as i fall and sink everything i see 
only helps me find myself again
now i know its gone i am holding on 
to the past that i didnt want to end

i feel stuck i dont wanna talk about it
and im not with you but your in my heart regardless
all the thoughts in my head tell me i cannot go on
but i know that today i have everything and more
and i cry when i think about it but it doesnt help
so i try to forget it but i see it everywhere
when i think ive let it go 
im reminded that im wrong
and once again
i reflect until im glass try to pray away the bad
but it never seems to get any better from a wish
 
and i cant say it doesnt matter
if you dont ask me i wont answer
i’ll give my heart til it shatters
please try not to take advantage
put me down ill call you god
and tell myself that i deserve 
everything you do to hurt me
until i finally learn

love is forever but theres no staying in a fantasy
and now is all we have
cause the future isnt promised at all
call me up and ill be there 
if you wanna kno the truth its that i love you to the end
but i can endlessly write messages that i wont send
cause i just tell myself they dont wanna hear me talk
and im too comfortable alone between these walls

as i fall and sink everything i see
only helps me find myself again
now i know its gone i am holding on
to the past that i didnt want to end

and i cant make them love me back the way i love 
its such a shame i always have to break it off
because the first time that i saw your eyes
i thought you were perfect as you were
now i just feel so dumb
for/ever thinking i deserve to cry
how could i be so blind
to what was always in front of my sight

glass.. [xfujioka]

lyrics:
i cant understand how they play my hand
it never made sense (until it did)

im trying hard feel like everything is always my fault
the only way that i know to evolve
tell myself i am not good enough
i can do so much better, its ok, forevers not today...
i will learn to learn.. and gratitude will save us from the pain...
everyday's a chance to make a difference in the steps you take
and even when its cold?
i will dance for all the rain that falls.
i will try to give my all
i want you to break my heart !
i just want to know whats real in the end?..

and i’d give anything to feel like i can breathe again
im so tired of the voice in my head
and if you fall asleep? i hope that all your dreams are good.
i hope you wake up feeling grateful for love <3

@xcloudrain producer (thats me)

NotGoodEnough [xcloudrain]

@slatepsycho
I can look into your eyes
and see everything you hide
hear them say they wanna die
but saw them running from a fight
shadows whispering to me
that they wanna take my light
if you want something to find
I can show you that your blind

esoteric terrorism I am now haunting your mind
now when you wake up tomorrow thank the world for your life
I don't care if you care make a difference or just cry
send your soul to the stars to tell god I said hi

and they think i went too far
but i don't get lost
i just keep exploring
tell them i wont ever stop
its more than a lot but its what i want
so ima take the steps to never fall its only up

I'm focused on these racks
and running through that cash
my heart is made for more than you
I hope you understand
she can not get me back
switching change of plans
only thing I'm tied to is these bands
and I've seen a million ways i could make a million stack
i can never trust just words let me see your eyes instead
drawing symbols on the ground 
then im summoning the dead

i need focus i need power i need love with no regret
i aint goiing back to nothing that i left in the past
ima take it to a level they have never seen it been
if i wanted to then i could do whatever that they cant
if i wanted to then i could turn your hate into respect
aint nobody in this world that can ever escape death
never saw it as a choice i just have to do my best
i get spilling too much sauce but i learn to hold it in
i do not need new love
cause they switch up in the end

helvetica [slatepsycho]

prod by https://soundcloud.com/ogvvictor
lyrics:
i got so much that i can never leave
take what i have and i turn it to dreams
i just want everyone to believe
that we will find all that we seek
stare at the stars that is my peace
aint no alone i build up the team
lock in my goals and set a routine
they call me sleep but im never asleep
its so many ways to find what need
lost in desire from nothing to reach
i just hope that you can find it in yourself to do
all that you can to live a better life
and more than there is inside
you cannot find if you hide
i was so blind until i saw from outside
all that we have is time

pinkdolphin [xcloudrain + vaknaduvictor]

ill never find again
ill never see the end
ill be the only one to know
( how empty i feel )
suffocation of everything i touch
is this really love or am i wrong?
how can i be sure that every little word
and promise that we make is truly from the heart?

as the sky had fell every moment we held
underneath the stars had slipped

and to forgive the hurt
i must forget all ive learned
so i will find myself again
beyond the end
as it fades in front me
leaving only memory
so fatally attraction brings us back into the start
and i ask myself if it ever was real
or if i was dreaming of it all
justifying every wrong so i can hold on

as the sky had fell every moment we held
underneath the stars had slipped

my heart is aching for
anything to feel 

but i know its not worth the withdrawl
when im in my bed restless shivering alone
and i try my best to make right from the wrong
why do i feel weak when i try to be strong?

wait til the end (saosin)

prod @slatepsycho
lyrics: HD 4k fiber optic i recharge 
high speed lights green im on go for the call
if they want it i might get it and get carrying some more
give me everything you have i will never feel remorse 
cause i know im not right if i tell you that im wrong
i might dance with the dead tell the devil that im god

feeling real close to death
but you’ll never see me fall
when i do i will die with the sword by my heart
all alone in the cold with nobody there to hold
i was floating through the city and i had nowhere to go
im still looking at the vision when i got my eyes closed
hear infinity in silence something they would never know

MY HEART IS COLD
DONT TOUCH MY SKIN
LEAVE ME ALONE DONT WASTE YOUR BREATH
I WANT MORE PAIN I KNOW IM SICK
I CANT ESCAPE THERE IS NO END

i swear you dont wanna know what this feels like
you could try to replicate it but u prolly wont survive
i see fractals everytime i close my eyes
money triple in a lock box on a hard drive

hd4k (slatepsycho)

prod https://soundcloud.com/user-829649150/tracks
music video with lyrics: https://youtu.be/lcnObj2wsGA
lyrics:
you are a star and you shine bright
but i am scared of light 
so i hide in the darkness alone

I been crying in bed all night
Fighting my addiction
Im so fucking tired of having all these feelings
If I could I’d leave and nobody’d ever miss me
Dont say that you love me cause I cant fucking feel it
I don’t want to love or even touch I just feel sick
And im so sorry that I let you in
I think you should forget me
Everything feels so empty
And I want to have hope but it feels so unrealistic
Okay I admit something killed my spirit
Eversince it happened I been so different
This is not me and I shouldnt keep pretending

And maybe you could the pain away
But its just not fair.. I should do this on my own
i don't need more chances just so i can waste them
i don't wanna be another reason that you don't believe in love </3
something is wrong tell me how to help
and i’ll give my all to make it right
i will survive i can be better i just need time

tired [lopoint]

prod @slatepsycho
lyrics soon mayb haha
dont be sad im no sad no more
dis song old but its real its a real one its really real
i hope it help u feel something to feel something when you feel something just know thats really something

lyrics:
i dont know when it will be enough
it still feels wrong
to let you know my name
i am scared of losing myself 
and not knowing why i give my heart away

when it leaves me empty
how could i even think
that theres something to need at all?

and what do i have to do
for the pain to leave our hearts alone?
just tell me what it takes

and i would lose it for you
what do i have to prove?
to show you it is you that saved me
and ill do the best i can to give you the love you want

it is undying the way i feel
is infinite for you i’ll give my heart and more
my soul is yours to borrow from
just remember all its worth

winter (slatepsycho)

GoSupportHank
https://www.instagram.com/mccumbergrow/
SupportTheGuyWhoMadeTheBeat
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsEYDdiQBReJNoSkji0zRmw
ILoveYouAll
ThankYouAllForMakingThisPossible

BLNK FT. HANK HUNTER - [PROD. OCULUS]

music video:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2gxgCQvE50&ab_channel=SLEEPWITHTHEDOVES 

lyrics:
I feel the stars and the light
switchin waves with the,
time that i fall, till I go I’m in my way,
industry, it bleed, to the visions I see

and if it was right then you would find it
on your own, inside your uh inside your heart,
inside the love when it gets dark,

and I see
shadows walk-in on, along a
place I don’t belong,
until it’s gone it’s always here, 
I just wish it would disappear,

I say fuck all of my fear
like I don’t need it
come alive
inside the night 
I’m feeling right 
into the stars into the light

shadows329 [xcloudrain]

@xcloudrain
@byeyesofthebeholder
thanks for all the love :')
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sleepindesigner

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