shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
I can see it in your eyes
you don’t wanna let go of time,
and it’s too much on my mind
can’t slow it down,

bleed at the edge of the smoke,
feel like a ghost,
you should just leave me behind,
I swear I’m trying my best I can not rest,
what is the meaning of life,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

I think that I’m done,
relying on your love,
so blinded by reflection 
can’t see what lies ahead it,
and all that I want is for you to feel,
the best of me, my everything,

memories and time in my dreams
watch the stars reflect and bleed,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

thank you <3(:

midnight [prod. Deadat18]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
when I close my eyes I can feel my mind,
as it’s slowing down just to reach the light,
if you try can’t stop me now,
break me down it turns around,
gravity, will set me free, step into my energy,

melting slow, like ice and fire,
all I know, is my desire,
and I don’t ever wanna wait,
for it to all fall in place,
wish that I could say to you I’m sorry,
and I think about, all that we waste,
burning up in space,
gravity will set me free, step into my energy

when I close my eyes I can feel my mind,
as it’s slowing down just to reach the light,
if you try can’t stop me now,
break it down it turns around,
gravity, will set me free, step into my energy,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

gravity [prod. Deadat18 X Garasu]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

everybody say that they wont change,
but life works in mysterious ways,
so much weight making me break,
I jus wanna know whats real n fake,
got me feeling so numb, got me feeling so high,
but my blood runs clean,
don't need chemicals to vibe
just know that youre always on my mind,
I dream of you when I sleep at night,
burning like a star in my mind tonight
I just wish that you could see behind,

Ive been seperated, from this place inside of my mind,
crush until we cave in, I know its only time,
still Im

livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

burning [prod. Deadat18]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
somethings always wrong,
nothings ever broke,
nothings ever off,
everything is whole,
all my life I've waited for you,
I know its tru, tell me do you,
blood on blood my soul is a star,
up to the moon, I am with you,

where did I fall? where do I rise?
look for the answers deep inside of my mind,
all this emotion, I can not keep away,
I try to find the strength,
but every time I fall and break,
I wanna find a way away,
and nothing makes me happier
than my own loves embrace,
but I saw it and I care about
the smile on your face,

somethings always wrong,
nothings ever broke,
nothings ever off,
everything is whole,
all my life I've waited for you,
I know its tru, tell me do you,
blood on blood my soul is a star,
up to the moon, I am with you,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

starlight [prod. Deadat18 X Garasu]

lyrics:
and I wont let it fall into the dark,
as I reflect eversince,
I’ve been through the warmth of a,
light shining bright like the sun,
I know theres nothing to run from,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,
 
even with stars shining bright above,
I drown in my terror and flaw,
but still I have no fear, I know its only temporary, 
I will prevail, still these ends I’ve held so many,
letting it go, the silent screams of the cold,

in with the new,
bring me to lights,
one million patterns signs and wishes are made,
it feels like magick,
when I see it reshape,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,

solstice [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
and there is nothing that can hold me down
when I am in the light
and if I rest my eyes
then I can see beyond from whats within
another shadow fades away
into the dust of time and space
my resurrection eternal heaven
the darkest night is still alive
in my heart it will survive

through any time
forever with me past the end
I hold on to strings attached
to dreams and all I know

is there is nothing that can hold me down
when I am in the light
and if I rest my eyes
then I can see beyond from whats within
another shadow fades away
into the dust of time and space
my resurrection eternal heaven
the darkest night is still alive
in my heart it will survive

in my heart

in my heart [xcloudrain]

lyrics:
as our love fell through blood
time stood still again
and I awake 
numb to any pain
in reflection of your eyes

I need again
one more time
and I will be whole
I would drown in your love

and still I try to just breathe
my medicine is healing and destroying me
in the silence my heart
speaks louder than my mind
and if I could I would stop and slow down time
so I can travel at the speed of light

and I know it was all made by design
so all my fear and all my hope
does not amount to what I’ve done
gravity above

as our love fell through blood
time stood still again
and I awake 
numb to any pain
in reflection of your eyes

I need again
one more time
and I will be whole
I would drown in your love

Frozen Star [xcloudrain]

with and prod https://soundcloud.com/51five
lyrics soon?

disintegrate w/ 51five

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/x_fujioka
lyrics:
I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

I could show you every pain in a lifetime
I was lost I was hanging from a lifeline
and the picture that I paint couldn't hide
what I faced and survived in my storm
all the trials gave me wisdom
battling with my addiction
and the vices I sought
were bringing me to a low point
but I found my way out
got so up when I was down 
built a dream from the floor up to the sky
and nothing can stop me from
what I seek Im in my dreams
I know its my time 
and I will be on my way 

I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

City Of Blood [xfujioka]

lyrics:
and you say you dont know what to do,
but I know you, can speak between,
the words that meet, the sound coming through
the waves again, light brings me above to,
something I find more when I fade,
essence underlies,
and you know I will wait,
again to make,
the stars flood all over again,
and in the palm of my hands,
is the blood of your clashing revenge,
and you know what you are doing to me,
dont lie through your teeth, or try to decieve,
in the end it all falls apart, and when I have to restart,
I imagine it all caving in….

all done by yours truly.. thank you all... I love you...... <3<3<3

Angel Hands

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/yohiyahii
lyrics:
every star thats born, will die and fade to dark,
but its light will leave a glow, an ever lasting echo,

and all existence is held just by a thread,
in the sight of a butterfly is fate,

waiting for the weightlessness,
to come back to again,

echo [yohiyahi]

instrumental produced by https://soundcloud.com/liz-stroh <3
Lyrics:
cant get you out of my mind
wonder when will I find
what is left of me
darkness closing my eyes
everytime that I find
something in memories

you were bleeding
and I was singing
and I was bringing it down again
no more leaving and no more secrets
forever we can restart again
the stars are always crashing from
the last place that was left untouched
I cant see what its become again
inside and I know
you and I paralyze
just let me wash away all of my pain
to survive whats next
i will have to be adorn
by the light of dark
wanderlust an adventures waiting

make me see the truth and now
any words you say cant bring me down
oh and what it takes to know
crawling again
make me complete

cant get you out of my mind
wonder when will I find
what is left of me

untouched [Liz Stroh]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/illuminatibandz369
lyrics:
all this trauma in my mind eats away at me
pour some spirits in my cup then I fall asleep
and when I wake up Im still dreaming of eternities
bliss follows me into my dream
and I dont wanna hear a single word you say
I put myself under a spell then dissociate
they talkin to much
and they acting fake
I jus wanna fade away
will you love me when Im gone
tell me what would change?
in the silence of your words
is where I will stay
hold me together as you tear me apart
act like its not wrong but you know
I know you know I know whats real
and you are poisonous
I will never think about it again
the way that I felt it was all in my head
and I know Im better off alone
so I wont pick up the phone
I hope you realize what you lost

delorean [808dreamland]

featuring and produced by my bro https://soundcloud.com/51five

comment if you want lyrics posted :)

luv u all <3

Sulphur W/ 51five [51five]

prod https://soundcloud.com/asurxh 
lyrics:
and I got too much on my mind now
shadows and lights sweep me under the sound
of glass and cuts till my skin is numb
and my hands are clean of the blood
that I bled for you
till I died from you
and it happened
so many times
now I think of all you said
and it just feels like a lie
now I wonder every night
how much more I can die

and still be alive
so grateful for whats in my life
now I am free again
so I cant look back
I wander in my dreams
and nightmares inside
floating through a portal
to show me what I must find
to heal to grow
to live and love
like I have never been hurt   
to walk in darkness
and bring the light that it needs
I let go of what is destroying me
so I can finally see it clear
I can finally be free of fear

and I got too much on my mind now
shadows and lights sweep me under the sound
of glass and cuts till my skin is numb
and my hands are clean of the blood
that I bled for you
till I died from you
and it happened
so many times
now I think of all you said
and it just feels like a lie
now I wonder every night
how much more I can die
and still be alive

you are loved, never forget that.
shoutout asurah on the beat
shoutout my friends and family for keeping me sane

Butterfly  [Asurah]

lyrics:
I wonder how much spent on the drugs
just to feel something
I been losing track of time days turn into weeks
and I been moving like an hours a minute
just to balance out all of my problems
with a prescription 
Im on chemicals im geeked
in the whip at high speeds
suicide doors they slide
got your girl driving for me
took too much I cant walk
stumbling  down the sidewalk
feel like I might meet god
I know its not right 
I dont care if you approve of the person I am
I know that I cant change
dont think that you’d understand
but I promise I will make myself as proud as I can
and I promise to live every day like its my last
you can die at any given moment
I know its hard to believe
  
ILY TYSM FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT

prod https://soundcloud.com/ffiftyzeros + https://soundcloud.com/howuknow-959869199/

an hours a minute

An Hours A Minute (prod. fiftyzeros, howuknow)

lyrics:
so many waves I drown and delve deeper within the sound
of your love its my drug to it I am bound 
and when our stars connect I feel complete again
and they wonder how
I stay the same never switch up thats without a doubt
and my money gon stretch elastic till its so long I’m in a mansion
rockstar life designer fashion brand new jeans I put ten racks in
pulled up in a phantom
and shawty got the cake like a bakery big dough
ima get this paper every day and they don't know
how I'm on fire but i still stay so froze
telling me lies like i cant see through smoke
feel like Neo in the matrix i got cheat codes
test my team and you instantly fold
got perfect balance like I'm walking on a tight rope
I been steady balling off the court all free throws
big money moves and endeavors i like those

I was looking forward to now years ago
and it took some work but I loved the process
I am an immovable object my gravity forces power is cosmic
close my eyes and I'm transported off of this planet
talking to spirits from different dimensions
its crazy what could happen i turned my pain to riches
paint a picture and leave you to perceive its limits
and they said the kid was troubled but still gifted
now i grew into a star and they say they knew it all along
but who was there for me when I was lost?
prolly the people that knew me before this song
different compounds Im on

so many waves I drown and delve deeper within the sound
of your love its my drug to it I am bound 
and when our stars connect I feel complete again
and they wonder how
I stay the same never switch up thats without a doubt
and my money gon stretch elastic till its so long I’m in a mansion
rockstar life designer fashion brand new jeans I put ten racks in
pulled up in a phantom
and shawty got the cake like a bakery big dough
ima get this paper every day and they don't know
how I'm on fire but i still stay so froze
telling me lies like i cant see through smoke
feel like Neo in the matrix i got cheat codes
test my team and you instantly fold
got perfect balance like I'm walking on a tight rope
I been steady balling off the court all free throws
big money moves and endeavors i like those

Different Spirit [ xav, danieltaylor, radiate ]

lyrics:
all i gave and all i got it meant so much 
but now its gone and i dont want to feel a thing at all

see my spend it money on my necklace
if this is armageddon im already in heaven
so i want you to know that even when its hopeless
i swear ill be right there
if you ever need someone to talk to 
you know that i am here, for you my dear
i give you my all
and we can go far away

fantasy in dream world
i just wanna hold you close to me
i swear that there is nothing that could ever 
take my love away from me
but im done giving it away 
to people who do not even appreciate 
what i am/what i do, i hope u know all that is true

My Dear (angelicsigns333)

lyrics:
and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

oh all my friends hit my phone
and they tell me that its all allright
but i still feel alone with these thoughts i think inside my mind
and i dont think i that will ever be content but i try
to remember that i was down and now im up so high
and you say that its wrong living my life this way
and i know im not right but i still cant change
all that i would give to take back all of my mistakes
and the way i feel can not compare to what i say

and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

misery [prod. yukio]

prod https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x
sleepindesigner:
you’ve been through it 
every movement
and swear you've seen it all 
take away so fast it it fades
every moment of love and i wont let my heart 
face regret for your actions and mistakes 
that we could of avoided from the start
and so that you know your still beautiful
even though you do ugly things to me
I don't know why
I love the way I bleed
when you hurt me and make me feel real
cause i think my world is a hologram 
and you and me are surges within the circuits we live

https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x :
my heart is break 
every moment that i’d take
its breakin me
used to be so fascinated
then it’s now too late
we’re not like use to be
i’ll gone away 
i start to gettin used to it

asgard w/ S4EED

lyrics:
bring me to life
i want you to know that
we are not alone
a sunset guides you home
the progress
we came from

my only wish is for
you to be happy
you to smile
you to find purpose
in a beautiful world

and we all have questions 
as we finally rise
in need of no graces
to reach paradise

and heaven is waiting
on the otherside
of magic we align

we are not alone

lyrics:
we could be more than this 
I know that you know what lives
under our skin/inside our sin
life is bound to death mindless to regret
and time forbids us from the end
as your heart restricts against mine
pain is lost bliss is found
nowhere left to go only way is down

so can you show the lost
where they will be found?
can you fix the wrong
of the past we wrote?
can you make a new 
future from whats left?
can you love me without
expecting any thing at all?
can you help me cleanse
myself of the dark 
and heal my heart?

because i can not leave whats been
inside of me even if it hurts
and i know that its killing me
but i love the way it helps me see that i am alive
and i know you will leave
who would want to be in love
with someone who is numb like me?

deprived of need 
i drown between
a sea of dreams
and my memory
[bridge]
i worshiped you
and all you'd do
even the bad
even the pain
in all of your lies
and every mistake
still you are perfect to my 
blinded eyes
ill always love you the same
even though i hate myself for it

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

never alone....

lyrics:into sleep
ill never leave you im always here 
alone in fear alone in fear of withdrawl
in the day time ill ressurect and redefine
what you thought was real
to break it all down again  
but if i control and help you heal from
darkness i will lose my all again 

and i cant take it so
desperate to help you heal from
the dream where you saw every time
puzzles and peices waiting for you to play the game
and far away we wash our sins in pain
i cant answer your questions when i am lost myself 
and i cant save you when im bleeding out

but if i can help you feel the world a better way
thats enough for me to love

into sleep (senses fail)

lyrics:
if your heart is true
nothing can take your light
how? how could you hurt me with a smile?
when id pour into you my life
holding back
a million tears i cry
where were you?
when i had fell again?
 how can i heal from inside
when i wanted forever more than air?…
never will again i lose myself to love
i want the moon, but im made for the sun…
you and i we always fall apart

want the moon (rotel)

lyrics:
and time slows down in my head to feel you 
i can see the shadows crawl down thru 
into you like webs of love
darkness pulls me what have I become
hold the weight of the world on me
angels cry as we sin again
tell me what is real
i dont think there is an answer for 
the question that you ask
there is a voice in my head pleading for
every thought reflecting as we pull ahead
all the time I spent caving in
i dont think that i am right or wrong
and i believe pain is beautiful
but how can i breathe again
i know there is nothing left

a beautiful pain (escape the fate)

lyrics;
count it up spend it
im so reckless
i cant keep track of these digits
misery it fades away and hapiness is all im left with

ima get whats mine no questions
pour a potion n kill depression
i be seeing stars and i can feel ascension
looking for a reason to hear out what you said
but i dont really think i need another voice in my head

im so manic i cant stand it
feeling like i need to damage
everything inside of me
rebuild it and then fly away

I love you so much you dont know what i’d do
for you to be happy I would bleed its true

and I feel more than I can put into words
and nothing heals me from the way that it hurts

I can even see it with my eyes closed sleeping
i can still see
everything that you hide
and it haunts me now everything you said

you can say your fine
but i can tell theres something wrong
you can keep it all
I do not need it anymore  


leaking through a dark light
hollow out my pain 
ice dripping from the roof
standing deep within the fog
dreaming of a place that i only i can be
where everything is perfect and exactly how i want

eyes closed (xtasane)

lyrics:
and i had to break my bones
jus to heal my soul
in this world it get too cold
i had to lose my heart
just to find out how to love
and its never enough for you
all i do to show my word is truth

they cant tell me whats real
what to believe
i been made it real i manifest my dreams  
i been working hard on what i want to be
now im up im with the stars i hear them calling me

 and u know i can see through every lie
i done put in work wit my demons jus to survive
look me in my eyes i am higher than the light
the world disguised ego hiding from the dark inside

so watch me turn the pain
into beautiful paintings and then sell them
so i can buy my way into heaven

paintings (greyrock, akkiru1)

lyrics:
a thought enters my mind and i
pour out my spirit to you
my honor and truth broken
why do we cry? and 
does it even matter?
if we cant defeat it?

all the questions in our head
i feel that we wasted the taste 
and i wanna drink the ocean
i wanna be born again

in blood ive withdrawn infinite 
of all my wrong
so i could learn from 
each and every mistake 
ive made
to find whats within
has always been the problem
causing me to drink the poison
so heres another toast to us
and all the dreams that died to broken hearts
if we close our eyes and stay here does it feel right?

because we only have this chance
i dont want to waste one breath

a thought (senses fail)

love u bro https://soundcloud.com/0k1ro
thank u for the beat https://soundcloud.com/tgwog <3
lyrics:
I am blinded by my heart
I see clear through the dark
but theres no light in sight
and I have to find
where to go when I feel lost
I’ve been searching for so long

I just want to rise above my self and shine
like the stars up in the sky
turning shadows into ice
and dreams to life
like magic and time
but it comes with a price
and I pay in blood
I will never die 
my soul lives on

day in, day out, 
i know, plug in, puncher
cash in, cash out,
designer denim on me yeah expensive
dont let you hate me dont mention it
you dont know what state of mind im in
catchings zzzs off klonopin
day in, day out, 
i dont really know how to figure it out
i dont wanna do this
put my heart in the music
day in, day out, 
ima plug in, puncher, cashout

and i am blinded by my heart
I see clear through the dark
but theres no light in sight
and I have to find
where to go when I feel lost
I’ve been searching for so long
I just want to rise above my self and shine

clear w/ k1ro [tgwog]

lyrics:
You will decide
That this is a sign, for me to see
Carry my heart, break my bones
Let me out of this place I’ve built,
Watching me, from afar,
You don’t think about at all,
The way i feel, from what you do to me,
And i let it go, like the rain falls from the sky,
I feel your pain,
from a million miles away
It is still mine,
To feel you try to hide it
Our love,
The open lonely road
Gone away,
Try to find my shape
Far in pain,
i don’t think there is any way
For me out of
This place I’ve made,
The thoughts I’ve dug
A hole inside
And now its time to pay

original instrumental credit:
https://youtu.be/DH1bUgdqu1g?si=R5-uN65fZPOXaPnP

the shape of my shadow

prod https://soundcloud.com/0k1ro <3
when will i find again?
where my heart belongs?
heaven falls down above
slowly as i fall apart
and its not cold to touch
but you will burn from its warmth
in this life nothings mine
only soul only growth and time

heaven falls  [ k1ro ]

music video:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2gxgCQvE50&ab_channel=SLEEPWITHTHEDOVES 

lyrics:
I feel the stars and the light
switchin waves with the,
time that i fall, till I go I’m in my way,
industry, it bleed, to the visions I see

and if it was right then you would find it
on your own, inside your uh inside your heart,
inside the love when it gets dark,

and I see
shadows walk-in on, along a
place I don’t belong,
until it’s gone it’s always here, 
I just wish it would disappear,

I say fuck all of my fear
like I don’t need it
come alive
inside the night 
I’m feeling right 
into the stars into the light

shadows329 [xcloudrain]

immortal progress

2001 forever  ◺❄◿ .. ◺❄◿ https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
listen to your heart. #(੭｡╹▿╹｡)੭ manifest destiny
new collective! https://soundcloud.com/2uppent

sleepindesigner

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