shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
I can see it in your eyes
you don’t wanna let go of time,
and it’s too much on my mind
can’t slow it down,

bleed at the edge of the smoke,
feel like a ghost,
you should just leave me behind,
I swear I’m trying my best I can not rest,
what is the meaning of life,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

I think that I’m done,
relying on your love,
so blinded by reflection 
can’t see what lies ahead it,
and all that I want is for you to feel,
the best of me, my everything,

memories and time in my dreams
watch the stars reflect and bleed,
I don’t know, what’s true at all,
rising fast hope I don’t fall,

thank you <3(:

midnight [prod. Deadat18]

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats <3 
lyrics:
livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

everybody say that they wont change,
but life works in mysterious ways,
so much weight making me break,
I jus wanna know whats real n fake,
got me feeling so numb, got me feeling so high,
but my blood runs clean,
don't need chemicals to vibe
just know that youre always on my mind,
I dream of you when I sleep at night,
burning like a star in my mind tonight
I just wish that you could see behind,

Ive been seperated, from this place inside of my mind,
crush until we cave in, I know its only time,
still Im

livin like a dream inside the light,
destiny repeats controls my mind,
and it wont stop everything goes,
puzzles in place and time,
right jus turns left, left jus turns right,
everything's disguised,

shout out https://soundcloud.com/deadat18 and @_garasu for the beats,
thank you <3(:

burning [prod. Deadat18]

lyrics:
every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see through the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

I wanna be free,
don't wanna be seen,
I wanna live life like its a dream,
its got me so low, its got me so high,
its got me so wrong, its got me so right,
and these feelings couldn't lie,
woeeeeeeeee

every night I close my eyes,
disconnecting me from time,
an I jus wanna make you see though the light,
where do we go? its getting cold,
an I don't think you could know,
the way I feel, losing control,
take me endlessly above,

an you know I try, to see when I'm blind,
can you make the stars shine?
I'm walkin on ice,
I'm feeling so bright the way I glow,
I'm in the club, I'm burning up, I'm into dust,

love this one, makes me feel like I'm floating while falling,
all production done by https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain
thank you all <3

everlasting ice

everlasting ice [xcloudrain]

Instrumental produced by https://soundcloud.com/odece
lyrics:
heavens not without you,
you're my blood and soul too,
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still,
I know whats mine is mine I keep climbing,
look me in my eyes you cant hide it,
feel like Im sinking and slowing down time,
every step I take leading me to the light,
slow it down ascender, I will not surrender,
heavens not without you,
you are my blood and soul too,
now Im froze, now theres blood on the blood,
and you're gone, but I still feel it all
so I will wait, through time and space,
just to get to you,
put it all on me, Im lost in the light,
shining in the dark like the stars in the sky, above,
now I see whats real, swear Im always restless I could never hold still

Coverart by Kyle2k 🤖
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

heavens not without you [odece]

lyrics:
and I wont let it fall into the dark,
as I reflect eversince,
I’ve been through the warmth of a,
light shining bright like the sun,
I know theres nothing to run from,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,
 
even with stars shining bright above,
I drown in my terror and flaw,
but still I have no fear, I know its only temporary, 
I will prevail, still these ends I’ve held so many,
letting it go, the silent screams of the cold,

in with the new,
bring me to lights,
one million patterns signs and wishes are made,
it feels like magick,
when I see it reshape,

I feel it flow, into the dream I’ve sown,
controlling time, the forces that I hold,

solstice [xcloudrain]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/x_fujioka
lyrics:
I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

I could show you every pain in a lifetime
I was lost I was hanging from a lifeline
and the picture that I paint couldn't hide
what I faced and survived in my storm
all the trials gave me wisdom
battling with my addiction
and the vices I sought
were bringing me to a low point
but I found my way out
got so up when I was down 
built a dream from the floor up to the sky
and nothing can stop me from
what I seek Im in my dreams
I know its my time 
and I will be on my way 

I been dancing like some diamonds in the light
I been climbing up and rising up to the stars
you don't know about me and my faults
take it back to the place I'm from
in the cold frozen city of blood
where no one trusts where no one loves
and everything is numb

City Of Blood [xfujioka]

lyrics:
and you say you dont know what to do,
but I know you, can speak between,
the words that meet, the sound coming through
the waves again, light brings me above to,
something I find more when I fade,
essence underlies,
and you know I will wait,
again to make,
the stars flood all over again,
and in the palm of my hands,
is the blood of your clashing revenge,
and you know what you are doing to me,
dont lie through your teeth, or try to decieve,
in the end it all falls apart, and when I have to restart,
I imagine it all caving in….

all done by yours truly.. thank you all... I love you...... <3<3<3

Angel Hands

instrumental produced by https://soundcloud.com/liz-stroh <3
Lyrics:
cant get you out of my mind
wonder when will I find
what is left of me
darkness closing my eyes
everytime that I find
something in memories

you were bleeding
and I was singing
and I was bringing it down again
no more leaving and no more secrets
forever we can restart again
the stars are always crashing from
the last place that was left untouched
I cant see what its become again
inside and I know
you and I paralyze
just let me wash away all of my pain
to survive whats next
i will have to be adorn
by the light of dark
wanderlust an adventures waiting

make me see the truth and now
any words you say cant bring me down
oh and what it takes to know
crawling again
make me complete

cant get you out of my mind
wonder when will I find
what is left of me

untouched [Liz Stroh]

beat produced by https://soundcloud.com/illuminatibandz369
lyrics:
all this trauma in my mind eats away at me
pour some spirits in my cup then I fall asleep
and when I wake up Im still dreaming of eternities
bliss follows me into my dream
and I dont wanna hear a single word you say
I put myself under a spell then dissociate
they talkin too much
and they acting fake
I jus wanna fade away
will you love me when Im gone
tell me what would change?
in the silence of your words
is where I will stay
hold me together as you tear me apart
act like its not wrong but you know
I know you know I know whats real
and you are poisonous
I will never think about it again
the way that I felt it was all in my head
and I know we're better off alone
so I wont pick up the phone
I hope you realize what you lost

delorean [808dreamland]

featuring and produced by my bro https://soundcloud.com/51five

comment if you want lyrics posted :)

luv u all <3

Sulphur W/ 51five [51five]

lyrics:
I wonder how much spent on the drugs
just to feel something
I been losing track of time days turn into weeks
and I been moving like an hours a minute
just to balance out all of my problems
with a prescription 
Im on chemicals im geeked
in the whip at high speeds
suicide doors they slide
got your girl driving for me
took too much I cant walk
stumbling  down the sidewalk
feel like I might meet god
I know its not right 
I dont care if you approve of the person I am
I know that I cant change
dont think that you’d understand
but I promise I will make myself as proud as I can
and I promise to live every day like its my last
you can die at any given moment
I know its hard to believe
  
ILY TYSM FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT

prod https://soundcloud.com/ffiftyzeros + https://soundcloud.com/howuknow-959869199/

an hours a minute

An Hours A Minute (prod. fiftyzeros, howuknow)

lyrics:
all i gave and all i got it meant so much 
but now its gone and i dont want to feel a thing at all

see my spend it money on my necklace
if this is armageddon im already in heaven
so i want you to know that even when its hopeless
i swear ill be right there
if you ever need someone to talk to 
you know that i am here, for you my dear
i give you my all
and we can go far away

fantasy in dream world
i just wanna hold you close to me
i swear that there is nothing that could ever 
take my love away from me
but im done giving it away 
to people who do not even appreciate 
what i am/what i do, i hope u know all that is true

My Dear (angelicsigns333)

lyrics:
and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

oh all my friends hit my phone
and they tell me that its all allright
but i still feel alone with these thoughts i think inside my mind
and i dont think i that will ever be content but i try
to remember that i was down and now im up so high
and you say that its wrong living my life this way
and i know im not right but i still cant change
all that i would give to take back all of my mistakes
and the way i feel can not compare to what i say

and maybe all this misery
was not worth what i payed for it
but i know i cant change the past
so i have to live with regret
and i swear you could take all i have like its free
all i wants to be loved like im worth something

misery [prod. yukio]

prod https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x
sleepindesigner:
you’ve been through it 
every movement
and swear you've seen it all 
take away so fast it it fades
every moment of love and i wont let my heart 
face regret for your actions and mistakes 
that we could of avoided from the start
and so that you know your still beautiful
even though you do ugly things to me
I don't know why
I love the way I bleed
when you hurt me and make me feel real
cause i think my world is a hologram 
and you and me are surges within the circuits we live

https://soundcloud.com/s4eed1x :
my heart is break 
every moment that i’d take
its breakin me
used to be so fascinated
then it’s now too late
we’re not like use to be
i’ll gone away 
i start to gettin used to it

asgard w/ S4EED

lyrics:
we could be more than this 
I know that you know what lives
under our skin/inside our sin
life is bound to death mindless to regret
and time forbids us from the end
as your heart restricts against mine
pain is lost bliss is found
nowhere left to go only way is down

so can you show the lost
where they will be found?
can you fix the wrong
of the past we wrote?
can you make a new 
future from whats left?
can you love me without
expecting any thing at all?
can you help me cleanse
myself of the dark 
and heal my heart?

because i can not leave whats been
inside of me even if it hurts
and i know that its killing me
but i love the way it helps me see that i am alive
and i know you will leave
who would want to be in love
with someone who is numb like me?
deprived of need 
i drown between
a sea of dreams
and my memory

i worshiped you
and all you'd do
even the bad
even the pain
in all of your lies
and every mistake
still you are perfect to my 
blinded eyes
ill always love you the same
even though i hate myself for it

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

never alone....

Oh its always been this way..
I cant help me 
my heart is overweight...
open the door, close the gate
I dont mind......
slowly i
wander
through 
Waiting for you
And i know that they
are hiding
from it..
my fear in me wont let you go
Let you know 
Slow darkness brings me
To a place that i 
Think about 
Nowhere for me...

ily ily sm ty

i made this on my phone on the train

lyrics:
if your heart is true
nothing can take your light
how? how could you hurt me with a smile?
when id pour into you my life
holding back
a million tears i cry
where were you?
when i had fell again?
 how can i heal from inside
when i wanted forever more than air?…
never will again i lose myself to love
i want the moon, but im made for the sun…
you and i we always fall apart

want the moon (rotel)

lyrics:
and i had to break my bones
jus to heal my soul
in this world it get too cold
i had to lose my heart
just to find out how to love
and its never enough for you
all i do to show my word is truth

they cant tell me whats real
what to believe
i been made it real i manifest my dreams  
i been working hard on what i want to be
now im up im with the stars i hear them calling me

 and u know i can see through every lie
i done put in work wit my demons jus to survive
look me in my eyes i am higher than the light
the world disguised ego hiding from the dark inside

so watch me turn the pain
into beautiful paintings and then sell them
so i can buy my way into heaven

paintings (greyrock, akkiru1)

lyrics:
a thought enters my mind and i
pour out my spirit to you
my honor and truth broken
why do we cry? and 
does it even matter?
if we cant defeat it?

all the questions in our head
i feel that we wasted the taste 
and i wanna drink the ocean
i wanna be born again

in blood ive withdrawn infinite 
of all my wrong
so i could learn from 
each and every mistake 
ive made
to find whats within
has always been the problem
causing me to drink the poison
so heres another toast to us
and all the dreams that died to broken hearts
if we close our eyes and stay here does it feel right?

because we only have this chance
i dont want to waste one breath

a thought (senses fail)

love u bro https://soundcloud.com/0k1ro
thank u for the beat https://soundcloud.com/tgwog <3
lyrics:
I am blinded by my heart
I see clear through the dark
but theres no light in sight
and I have to find
where to go when I feel lost
I’ve been searching for so long

I just want to rise above my self and shine
like the stars up in the sky
turning shadows into ice
and dreams to life
like magic and time
but it comes with a price
and I pay in blood
I will never die 
my soul lives on

day in, day out, 
i know, plug in, puncher
cash in, cash out,
designer denim on me yeah expensive
dont let you hate me dont mention it
you dont know what state of mind im in
catchings zzzs off klonopin
day in, day out, 
i dont really know how to figure it out
i dont wanna do this
put my heart in the music
day in, day out, 
ima plug in, puncher, cashout

and i am blinded by my heart
I see clear through the dark
but theres no light in sight
and I have to find
where to go when I feel lost
I’ve been searching for so long
I just want to rise above my self and shine

clear w/ k1ro [tgwog]

lyrics:
You will decide
That this is a sign, for me to see
Carry my heart, break my bones
Let me out of this place I’ve built,
Watching me, from afar,
You don’t think about at all,
The way i feel, from what you do to me,
And i let it go, like the rain falls from the sky,
I feel your pain,
from a million miles away
It is still mine,
To feel you try to hide it
Our love,
The open lonely road
Gone away,
Try to find my shape
Far in pain,
i don’t think there is any way
For me out of
This place I’ve made,
The thoughts I’ve dug
A hole inside
And now its time to pay

original instrumental credit:
https://youtu.be/DH1bUgdqu1g?si=R5-uN65fZPOXaPnP

the shape of my shadow

prod https://soundcloud.com/0k1ro <3
when will i find again?
where my heart belongs?
heaven falls down above
slowly as i fall apart
and its not cold to touch
but you will burn from its warmth
in this life nothings mine
only soul only growth and time

heaven falls  [ k1ro ]

prod https://soundcloud.com/slatepsycho
cross my heart and i hope to die
wish every time you told a lie
i knew the truth i wasted time
i cant get back i need to find a way
to let go of this pain, maybe ill isolate
myself from everything cold
feed my fire let me burn alive
its like the world stops just for me
i feel so much better now that i can finally clearly see
i dont want to need a thing at all
but i’d give you my soul
if it would save you from the dark
and even if i fail i do my best all out of love
its always from the heart
every night and day
every breath i take its all for you
i want to make you feel loved 
cause i believe in you
even when you let me down i know your worthy

hope to die

hope to die [slatepsycho]

prod @breathe4you
lyrics:
there’s a feeling that I cant escape 
and every time I try
fall back into place 
all the nights to days blur and slowly fade
how much will I waste to find myself?
and I want to be with you
whatever it takes I have got to lose

I wish I could find a way out my thoughts
and finally feel alive
dont think that this can go on for long
feels like im dying
I was trying to hold on with my all
but it was killing me
everything that I’d try

and if I could reach inside of your heart
to take all of its pain
I’d do it in the blink of an eye
but would you do the same?
Im staring at the walls in my room
as I slowly decay
and I dont want to ask for your help
I rather hide my face

hold on [BREATHE4YOU] aka [razorwrist] <3

prod https://soundcloud.com/l1lbiscuit
and i feel so sad but i dont cry
when your by my side
cause all i wanna do is make you smile
and be with you all the time
you dont have to be mine
but i want to be yours
the whole world can tell me lies
i wont believe a word
i miss you so much
i want you in my arms
so i can hear your heart

and i want to give you every star in the sky 
it would still never be enough
to show you i could try
and still id never find 
anybody else
who could compare
i wonder if you see
im saying what i mean
or if you really just dont care

and i need nothing from you
you can come and take whats left of me
i just wanna make you feel right
tell me if its wrong then i will leave
and everything replays back in my head
i can see clearly why you said
you think i need more
but i think im not enough
for you to have what you want

dont cry

dont cry [lil biscuit]

tokyo ghoul instrumental made by: @tkfromlingtositesigure
lyrics:
there is a pain inside me
every attempt to escape is made in vain
all that i know is to suffer
everything i build will surely fall
but ill give my all till im empty
i just want to show you light and love
but i am always left hanging by a thread
is it worth it in the end? and how can i forget?
all that i felt…
every thing i do is wrong
it will never be good enough for me

feels like its way to late to be saved
and i dont want help ill do this alone
If you care at all then show me proof
i know you wont i need to let you go
this heart ache can not be removed from me 
i never seem to understand a thing
so lets just pretend that we never met
even if it makes me feel sick

and i cant hold on my hands are aching
i dont need words or your validation
all i want is peace that only i can bring
how do i give when i feel so empty?
when im gone will you remember me for the good things?

東京グール フリースタイル [TK from Ling Tosite Sigure]

prod @x_fujioka
lyrics:
as i fall and sink everything i see 
only helps me find myself again
now i know its gone i am holding on 
to the past that i didnt want to end

i feel stuck i dont wanna talk about it
and im not with you but your in my heart regardless
all the thoughts in my head tell me i cannot go on
but i know that today i have everything and more
and i cry when i think about it but it doesnt help
so i try to forget it but i see it everywhere
when i think ive let it go 
im reminded that im wrong
and once again
i reflect until im glass try to pray away the bad
but it never seems to get any better from a wish
 
and i cant say it doesnt matter
if you dont ask me i wont answer
i’ll give my heart til it shatters
please try not to take advantage
put me down ill call you god
and tell myself that i deserve 
everything you do to hurt me
until i finally learn

love is forever but theres no staying in a fantasy
and now is all we have
cause the future isnt promised at all
call me up and ill be there 
if you wanna kno the truth its that i love you to the end
but i can endlessly write messages that i wont send
cause i just tell myself they dont wanna hear me talk
and im too comfortable alone between these walls

as i fall and sink everything i see
only helps me find myself again
now i know its gone i am holding on
to the past that i didnt want to end

and i cant make them love me back the way i love 
its such a shame i always have to break it off
because the first time that i saw your eyes
i thought you were perfect as you were
now i just feel so dumb
for/ever thinking i deserve to cry
how could i be so blind
to what was always in front of my sight

glass.. [xfujioka]

beat and feature with the one and only https://soundcloud.com/51five
ily all. <3
 lyrics:
poison me with my own ink
drown me with my own fear 
crush me with my own weight 
freezing cold turns to pain that I cant stand to face 
throw away whats left of me to save 
if only it wasn’t too late for me to show the change
I’d bleed I’d die to rewind my age 
but I have died so many times that all I am is a wish and hope 
living for a want to be something more but if I sink 
please put the blame on me because this was my fault 
I love I lived I found the need to survive without a will to breathe
I tried and failed I learned and lived but nothing changes who I’ve been 

got all these problems that I cannot solve 
getting better is taking way too long
I wanna kill myself cause I’m not strong 
im just sitting in my room waiting to dissolve 
you were all that I had 
so everyday I miss you I miss my
baby I know I cant help but think back
you’re all that I know baby I need you back to open my arms 
I wish that we were the plug I wish that we could restart 
I’m tryna hide all my scars I’m getting high on oxy from the bars 
I’m unhealthy is still my mental and the way you treated my heart wasn’t gentle 
I miss you so much you were never judgmental 
and I love you though I know my love is by your mental


39 comments for lyrics xD. i know u mfs hear us...
( i added lyrics bc kidtrash's one comment was worth 39 comments )

dissolve w/ 51five

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ILoveYouAll
ThankYouAllForMakingThisPossible

BLNK FT. HANK HUNTER - [PROD. OCULUS]

music video:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2gxgCQvE50&ab_channel=SLEEPWITHTHEDOVES 

lyrics:
I feel the stars and the light
switchin waves with the,
time that i fall, till I go I’m in my way,
industry, it bleed, to the visions I see

and if it was right then you would find it
on your own, inside your uh inside your heart,
inside the love when it gets dark,

and I see
shadows walk-in on, along a
place I don’t belong,
until it’s gone it’s always here, 
I just wish it would disappear,

I say fuck all of my fear
like I don’t need it
come alive
inside the night 
I’m feeling right 
into the stars into the light

shadows329 [xcloudrain]

https://soundcloud.com/xcloudrain immortal progress 
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https://soundcloud.com/2uppent
2001 forever  ◺❄◿ .. ◺❄◿ 
listen to your heart. #(੭｡╹▿╹｡)੭ manifest destiny

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