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Boys from the Gutter ft. HOLYVEXY (prod. teengud)

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i want to feel like its the end of seasons 
a fcking shadow, living person, do you know the meaning?
i close the curtain and i watch the sun die forever 
when this shit is gettin better? because it feels like never 
im walking in a maze, im talking to myself 
they just care about the numbers i still do it for myself 
and the people, because i know im not the only one to feel this pain 
the way i see the world can make you go insane 
grew up in the rain thats why i never talk about som stupid sht i never do 
supress the fcking feeling it might kill you like its true 
and its hard for me to love i got used to the feeling of being not enough 

3am why you staring at the ceiling
i look for something with a meaning 
i guess everybodys healing 
why im still trapped in the feeling?

flashback, i think back, depression, relapse 
im from a place that you cant find on any maps
and i dont know what to think i just believe in being good 
like a parasite inside me- never feel the way i should 
im in a quiet place, screaming
nightmare, dreaming 
dont know what to say and i change like the season 
and i talk about the pain but never really what ive been thorugh 
thats a different story but som day i wanna tell you 
i can show you how to break the chains nobody wanna pay the price
dont got a second to relax its always on my mind 
i had many fcking reasons to embrace the hate 
working on the vision until i close the gate

Closed Curtains (prod. skinnydrag)

Something nice I made with Feed Me, its also, quite nice.

To the stars

Strange Behaviour

Feed Me - Strange Behaviour feat. Tasha Baxter

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4fXfOvrDPU
Lyrics:

Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it 
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it 
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand 
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it 
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

Cause I be 
Sick an tired 
of being stuck in my old ways
Always feelin pain
Always feelin like I don’t stand a chance 
But that’s my own fault
Been in the rain 
Gotta clear the clouds
Gotta turn around
Gotta see the future
It’s my own lane
I ain’t wasting time 
Gotta make it count
Cause I swear to God 
I was meant for this

It’s all I got
It’s all I do
Can’t throw it away
Got to much to prove
I wanna be myself
In my own world
A reality that I’m proud of
I wanna Show you what 
I'm capable of 
Show you I know how to love
Show you I can be the one
Show myself that I can be the one

That I think I am
That I thought I was

Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it 
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it 
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand 
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it 
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

But did I really deserve it?

4Scythe - Did I Really Deserve It?

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Architects of Our Own Demise, LXVELL GØT ME LØST

§є©яє†★†яд©к ★ нАUNтєd∞bэтИUAн

Shoutout to @zapdj100 for the dope artwork 🛸

How_Many_time_lines

BOOM ft. $ekHmeT [ prod. SekHmeT ]

buried in roses (featuring HH)

SUBSTANCE ABÜSE (Part lII: Clarity)

Airplane Mode

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why you try to kill me while my mind is trying too?
running from the past and I can't tell you what is true
blood inside the rain, nobody tell me what to do
looking down the city, all I think about is you
living in illusions and I wish I never knew
drowning in my pain, can something show me something new?
f*cked up from the past, I got shadows in my view
and maybe I'm the problem
I never met someone like me
sick of all this misery
(can you make me feel alive again?)

why I gotta feel so f*cked up every day?
I'm a problematic person in my way
why the medication got me feeling sick?
I could take it now, but I was just a fucking kid
do you get it now?
old scars but I'm bleeding out
always searching, never finding out
same me but it's different now
think about this sh*t again
I don't feel like I'm a friend
cut the flashback out my brain
tell my doctor I'm afraid to go insane
sorry for the way I am, I hate this fucking pain
(sorry for the way I am, I hate this fucking pain)

when the night is coming in, I disappear
Xanax for the panic, sorry dear
I had dreams but now the nightmares make me sink
rollercoaster
I'm trying not to think

and maybe I'm the problem
I never met someone like me
sick of all this misery
(can you make me feel alive again?)

when the night is coming in, I disappear
Xanax for the panic, sorry dear
I had dreams but now the nightmares make me sink
rollercoaster
I'm trying not to think

someone like me (prod. LMG x everestdidthis)

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