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Boys from the Gutter ft. HOLYVEXY (prod. teengud)

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i want to feel like its the end of seasons 
a fcking shadow, living person, do you know the meaning?
i close the curtain and i watch the sun die forever 
when this shit is gettin better? because it feels like never 
im walking in a maze, im talking to myself 
they just care about the numbers i still do it for myself 
and the people, because i know im not the only one to feel this pain 
the way i see the world can make you go insane 
grew up in the rain thats why i never talk about som stupid sht i never do 
supress the fcking feeling it might kill you like its true 
and its hard for me to love i got used to the feeling of being not enough 

3am why you staring at the ceiling
i look for something with a meaning 
i guess everybodys healing 
why im still trapped in the feeling?

flashback, i think back, depression, relapse 
im from a place that you cant find on any maps
and i dont know what to think i just believe in being good 
like a parasite inside me- never feel the way i should 
im in a quiet place, screaming
nightmare, dreaming 
dont know what to say and i change like the season 
and i talk about the pain but never really what ive been thorugh 
thats a different story but som day i wanna tell you 
i can show you how to break the chains nobody wanna pay the price
dont got a second to relax its always on my mind 
i had many fcking reasons to embrace the hate 
working on the vision until i close the gate

Closed Curtains (prod. skinnydrag)

Something nice I made with Feed Me, its also, quite nice.

To the stars

Strange Behaviour

Feed Me - Strange Behaviour feat. Tasha Baxter

MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4fXfOvrDPU
Lyrics:

Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it 
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it 
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand 
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it 
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

Cause I be 
Sick an tired 
of being stuck in my old ways
Always feelin pain
Always feelin like I don’t stand a chance 
But that’s my own fault
Been in the rain 
Gotta clear the clouds
Gotta turn around
Gotta see the future
It’s my own lane
I ain’t wasting time 
Gotta make it count
Cause I swear to God 
I was meant for this

It’s all I got
It’s all I do
Can’t throw it away
Got to much to prove
I wanna be myself
In my own world
A reality that I’m proud of
I wanna Show you what 
I'm capable of 
Show you I know how to love
Show you I can be the one
Show myself that I can be the one

That I think I am
That I thought I was

Tellin myself I can’t ever get held up on the bullsh*t
I only get one chance I ain’t gonna lose it 
I gon f**ked around enough it’s time I really push it
I’ve put my entire life into this and imma prove it 
I don’t think you understand who I really am
If you take a second
Listen baby grab my hand, grab my hand 
Just a step away
Off the window pane
I swear to God
I ain’t gonna lose it 
Talked me off the ledge
But did I really deserve it?

But did I really deserve it?

4Scythe - Did I Really Deserve It?

I hope now you can rest at ease
Knowing all these past things
Are gone and you realize 
That the only thing you need
Is me, it's me
It's me that'll wake you out this bad dream
Right now, it might seem like you jumpin back n forth,
Sanctuary and Hell
Time unrecognizable 
Just know, 
As long as you're next to me you'll be well
All you gotta do is rest and chill and this will pass, yea, 
Take this pill, a little bit of xanny won't hurt or kill, 
I know it seems like forever
But I promise you I will
stay by your side, I'll love you even when I die, these songs will never subside, sound waves travel through space and time yea


LXVELL GØT ME LØST

you create your own demons...

you create your own demons... [ prod. by lL. lK. x $ekHmeT ]

Shoutout to @zapdj100 for the dope artwork 🛸

How_Many_time_lines

BOOM ft. $ekHmeT [ prod. SekHmeT ]

buried in roses (featuring HH)

SUBSTANCE ABÜSE (Part lII: Clarity)

Airplane Mode

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why you try to kill me while my mind is trying too?
running from the past and I can't tell you what is true
blood inside the rain, nobody tell me what to do
looking down the city, all I think about is you
living in illusions and I wish I never knew
drowning in my pain, can something show me something new?
f*cked up from the past, I got shadows in my view
and maybe I'm the problem
I never met someone like me
sick of all this misery
(can you make me feel alive again?)

why I gotta feel so f*cked up every day?
I'm a problematic person in my way
why the medication got me feeling sick?
I could take it now, but I was just a fucking kid
do you get it now?
old scars but I'm bleeding out
always searching, never finding out
same me but it's different now
think about this sh*t again
I don't feel like I'm a friend
cut the flashback out my brain
tell my doctor I'm afraid to go insane
sorry for the way I am, I hate this fucking pain
(sorry for the way I am, I hate this fucking pain)

when the night is coming in, I disappear
Xanax for the panic, sorry dear
I had dreams but now the nightmares make me sink
rollercoaster
I'm trying not to think

and maybe I'm the problem
I never met someone like me
sick of all this misery
(can you make me feel alive again?)

when the night is coming in, I disappear
Xanax for the panic, sorry dear
I had dreams but now the nightmares make me sink
rollercoaster
I'm trying not to think

someone like me (prod. LMG x everestdidthis)

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