a slightly obscured fall from faith

( a year old song >.<)

prod @chewy @dreamno7e
everything else me :p

Your face was lodged in bark
sifting dark brown, a new font I opened up
Don’t know where to start,
(Don’t) keep your eyes closed when the sky is cut
Can’t hear my bones shuffle when I’m near you
1 minute turns me to jelly & I’m fucked

I never thought I could see you, or be you, I could be you
I never thought I could see you, I never thought I could be you

It’s (is that) not far off
I’ll break my own bones
To win ‘gainst time
I fucking know
It’s a losing game I’m playing
Cut out for suffering, pro bono

Shein only I’ll cut u off
Don’t lend trust to them
Mama told me don’t love
I can’t give up that
I’m in deep but I know what it’s for 
I’m everything she can’t stand for

Your face was lodged in bark
sifting dark brown, a new font I opened up
Don’t know where to start,
(Don’t) keep your eyes closed when the sky is cut

when the sky's cut @heroine @dreamnote

top tier (prod. sydney & i)

TURN UP 4EVER (prod. sydney runner)

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Paroles:
Till it’s all done
Ima keep on goin till it’s all gone
Ima keep on rollin till my mind gone
Ima keep throwing punches till u shut up
Ima keep bein me until the sun up
u my son bru pussc ion like ya
Stay tf up in yo lane that’s where I like ya
U don’t see me I’m outa sight yah

Uh u on sum dum shi
I’m alone up in the crib on sum glum shi
U wake without a purpose on sum bum shi
Got on a scarf and cardigan im on yo mom shi
Ah u moronic
We debate u switch the topic ill still beat u any day yah
I’ll loose my brain yah uhh

uhh
Pussc own up
U ain’t shown up when I needed u most bru
I’ll fuckin smoke up get fried like toast yuh
I Don’t brag or boast yuh my action show 4 me
I realize now the way u act is so funny
Even if I scream and shout the clock is still running
The time ticks down the clock is still runnin…

time ticks down prod madoxy

limbo (prod. sydney runner)

GUNK SYDNEY - BIG BROTHER BEST FRIEND #FOREVER #KGWLI

(recorded july 15th 2024 , 4:45 am)
its easy to be pessimistic
i wake up and then i sleep
but my cycle stays restless
im relearning how to breathe
cause they think that i’ve lost it
and i know that i kid myself when i say that im past this
and its all so past tense, past tense
i don’t know what happened
and im cracking
and it’d be easier to call
but im scared i’ll hear your voice
forget i said anything at all
(don’t think that i don’t get in love with you, it’s all i want to do)
do you think i doubt that i’ll be happy
man i swear to god i’d wish you’d ask me
and life gets hard if you ask me
for so long, i wanted you to feel the things that i feel
and for so long, i wanted to make a song like this song

tell me you see me as a person
tell me you see me as a person
i hope one day that this is worth it
and it’s bout time i get to working, working
tell me that all i do is worthless
tell me that one day i wont be worth it
ill be forgotten as a person
a speck of dust that no one’s searching for

i’d like to believe that it all gets worse from here
but i thank god for my friends cause i know that im not alone, with my fears

Lights camera



you found me :) yaaaay

he was getting busy at that last show
she was getting tipsy letn her tats show
she gon turn up wit eem letn her legs show
think im feeling dizzy dis my last show

uon gotta ask heres my card go
used to have my hands all ona glass hoe
plz dont ask me shit that u alr kno
im always first inside nd leavin last hoe

she was getting tipsy at that last show x4
if he brake ya heart then we gon wipe his nose
if he make u cry then we gon wipe his nose
dont be scared to die boy thats js how life go
we dance on his grave pop bottles have a toast

pledge allegiance to the cup bra i cant feel my toes
if they search da v we fucked so shuv it in ya nose
55. extended with button wet em up like hose
im getting hit up by labels he still brag bout hoes

DON'T FREEZE UP BABY

when i see u boy on god im taking all dat plus tax
u tryna jump ok my luh bro ina back like plushtrap
new glock js came in if i pass him dat hoe he gon crush dat
like it was raining, 5-0 swept da lo gang had ta flush dat
he sweet like candy fmj broke dat boy up like kitkat
"wait r u mandy" in the flesh, all on her tongue like tictac
ya hoe so handsy she stick to me nd den blow like semtax
im so sorry nigga no you cannot get ya bitch bak ✌️😂

ib: delta


TURN UP 4EVER (prod. sydney runner)

phoenix