brand new world

dl 10

Music 15

Mixx

niche

What Do I Know

molly & Ciroc

wildest dreams

https://soundcloud.com/ayrie/vzhnmr9kr57t with @lilac

faste-y-y-yy

season1

dltzk - movies for guys (beginning)

worth it

@1skrena @faceslastday @d5rko @7scarbo @nine777

season2

Gliitch [prod.444jet]

Holy Grail! [ KashPaint ]

@1lsdcore @765dia @3lifez @1skrena @7scarbo @d5rko @prodkaiser

season3

kick

mashup: Cranberries - Linger x @Dreamtrak - Pure Inspiration

LINGER (DREAMTRAK EDIT)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYoEvtuKa0Y
ft @drrux
mix, prod, coverart by me (@bigdog30k)

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
I love fucking up for myself 
I’m coming down once again 
She’s Gorgeous 
Whenever I see her lose my breath 
Why am I skipping every step 
I can never figure  where we stand 
Please go easy I’m doing all i can 
Turns out I was never trying my best
I could never see it for what it is

[buffalobang]
I know you sew me up but 
Im hanging onto the last thread
Real bad day cant make out what just happend
I really fucked it up huh?
Everything is collapsing
Hold me close baby im on my last leg
I was hoping not to get close
Stayed inside my stronghold
Yea i tried not to get too close 
Made it by on bare bones

[buffalobang]
It always falls apart
I cant really fake it
Woke up this morning and decided that i hate it
And my body’s going vacant
Got a bad feeling and i cant seem to shake it

[drux]
It was going great but I stopped 
Pour a drink on the rocks 
I’m late for a show 
I say it’s ok when it’s not 
I’m breaking apart 
I can’t let go 
I was outside my phone on silent sorry girl I missed ur call 
Reaching the top kept falling I’m trying 
But I can’t have it all

Stronghold

StrongHold (ft drux)

‎‧₊˚✧ in your eyes ✧˚₊‧ w/almogfx

prod @shrinex

lyrics:
cut me off this isnt working
n u treat me like a burden
all this suffering wasnt worth it
all these scars they look perfect

leave me in the background leave me in the cold
i cut so deep baby u can see the bones
n u could rip my heart out bury me in snow
u dont get it baby i think u should go

metal to my flesh i let my veins rip
put a knife in my mouth i need a facelift
blood pooling on my tongue think u should taste it
feel like im running out of time i aint gon make it

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

patched up but i got blood on my jeans
this aint lexapro baby this is ketamine
cancel all my plans just to stare into a screen
waste away my life with adderall and mp3s

because of me i hate myself
only way to cope is to romanticize my health
u treat it as a trend but baby im not doing well
u treat it as a trend but baby this a cry for help

and u was faking
u dont feel like me
i look in the mirror i fucking hate what i see
i wanna fall apart u see me ripping at the seams
cant even make music baby i just wanna scream
i wanna give up baby i just wanna leave
rotting in the field turn my organs into trees
my blood is in the roots and my soul is in the leaves
im not a fucking artist im just venting on a beat

like a puppet u control my feet
u could pull the strings walk me right into the street
i feel like throwing up everytime i try to speak
i wanna disappear every time u look at me
n im so paranoid baby i cant even sleep
i fucking hate my life why u tryna copy me
n ive been feeling sick baby i cant even eat
im nothing anyway throw my body in the creek

inspired by bliss

pretend (shrinemaiden)

you should see yourself,
‎ 
[REDACTED]
‎ 
through my eyes.
‎ 

[MISSPOKEN]
‎ 

"
leave me alone
i wanna go home
it is all in my head
i wont be upset if
"
​

[INTERLUDE]
​

original song: XXXTENTACION - KING
https://soundcloud.com/jahseh-onfroy/king
‎ 

[REMAIN]
‎ 

before i fall.
enjoy <3
‎

YOU DON'T KNOW MY PAIN

SPOTIFY

you're so whatever (transcendent ver) @winter

tera - vapor (innam)

codeinekrazy (sanctuary)

frequency

Shed

Safe In Your Skin

In Colour

The Rest Is Noise

pure . vile x akachi

800db nightmare

7 gecs

care4u

glimmer ☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ

UNT0UCHED PER0XIDE

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-wWFx5UBlDQ
produced by @with3rx & @bigdog30k
featuring @spira_me

i take my time i see the change in weather
im not well but you make me better
and i swear i would do anything i would do anything
if it meant i could be close to you
(i wanted to be close to you)
(i wanted to be close to you)

maybe im acting crazy im sorry again
everythings just hurting lately and i cant pretend
(i cant pretend)
(im sorry again)
i been feeling weak let it get to my head
talking and talking but nobody listens
go out for walking and id walk the distance
im feeling the bliss and baby im so thankful for your existence

gotta start believing, stop pretending
ever since i took your hand i been thinking and thinking
yea is it gonna work out like i dreamt it
and i love the way you smile just like i dreamt it
and you think that i dont love you but i meant it
and that text confessed my love for you i sent it

i take my time i see the change in weather
im not well but you make me better
and i swear i would do anything i would do anything
if it meant i could be close to you
talking and talking but nobody listens
go out for walking and id walk the distance
im feeling the bliss and baby im so thankful for your existence

close to you + spira me (with3r & bigdog30k)

soundcloud:users:203420166

soundcloud:tracks:259054061