h8 today [shinjin]

15forevr - Love Lost, Forevr

15forevr - Control

pls stay (feat. feeluvsyou) prod. lil soda boi

prod meeeebitchessss
im so depressed lol i like to dance tho



i’m not needing any luck 
always having lots of fun 
chillin in the back of the club i’m boutta shoot it up 
idc bout anyone
all these pills they leave me dumbb
she really think i’m the one 
so addicted worse than drugs 
they all laughing at my grave 
laughing with them everyday 
when i’m bored i change my face 
i don’t ever run away 
i just wanna see them die 
i just wanna end their lives 
i don’t think it’s crazy i just do what makes me feel alive 

i wish life was better i’m a mess i’d do anything 
i need a new girl i wish she sent me a melody 
it’s a war in my head but idk what’s wrong 
this is not where i belong you’ll all miss me when i’m gone 
i wish life was better i’m on a race to get to the end
i’m still in the past i remember kissing wit my friends 
i’ll still hold ur hand idc if u smell like cigarettes 
i just wanna dance all night forget everything

hate my life 5 stars on me 
getting high everyday feeling like i’m in a dream 
it doesn’t matter everybody acting like they free
it doesn’t matter that’s why no one wanna talk to me
yea i see her all the time in my dreams every night  
yea it makes me feel alright till i wake up then i cry
all i wanna do is sleep i don’t wanna be alive 
everything too bright that’s why i don’t go outside 

always losing touch leave me on the floor 
told me that she hate me but ik she want more 
got my thoughts on repeat ik i said it before
take a pill to go to sleep then i’m taking 2 more 
now she cutting on me i’ve never seen that before 
it’s like she proving she a freak i don’t need anymore 
made me promise i won’t leave but ik she got bored 
had to lie to myself idc anymore

bruh im just tryna live

nosgov - 10 pills ft kets4eki (rezlaine)

ion need u + hubithekid (pearlblade)

prod nomark
@marrymeproz

Well tonight I took a pill
Now I know just how u feel
Music taking me away
Seeing faces everywhere

N idk how 2 feel :/
But ig that I should chill Xd
Girl I feel so out of touch
Guess u rly were my crush

Well tonight I took a pill
Now I know just how u feel
Music taking me away
Seeing faces everywhere

N idk how 2 feel :/
But ig that I should chill Xd
Girl I feel so out of touch
Guess u rly were my crush

Took a pill to nebesa
To show nomark she was cool
But I guess I didn't notice
Now I feel like such a fool
In the backstage w my bros
Shoutout nik n shoutout proz
On the charts we're going up
Yeah we're rly blowing up :P

Well tonight I took a pill
Now I know just how u feel
Music taking me away
Seeing faces everywhere

N idk how 2 feel :/
But ig that I should chill Xd
Girl I feel so out of touch
Guess u rly were my crush

Well tonight I took a pill
Now I know just how u feel
Music taking me away
Seeing faces everywhere

N idk how 2 feel :/
But ig that I should chill Xd
Girl I feel so out of touch
Guess u rly were my crush

Well tonight I took a pill
Now I know just how u feel
Music taking me away
Seeing faces everywhere

N idk how 2 feel :/
But ig that I should chill Xd
Girl I feel so out of touch
Guess u rly were my crush

Making bands like what the fuck
Me and bro kept it a buck
Was it hustle was it luck
All we know is run it up
Goin' stupid in the club
Girl you know wassup
Shawty wanna roll with us
You just there like where's my hug

Vip like some popstars
Girl you looking sweet like a poptart
Sliding in my dm cause i rock hard
In your city asking where the shops are

I said fuck it cause it's my life
I'm gon' do what i like
You can watch the highlights
Girl u got me nervous, kiss me in the moonlight
Baby we can party all night

Well tonight I took a pill
Now I know just how u feel
Music taking me away
Seeing faces everywhere

N idk how 2 feel :/
But ig that I should chill Xd
Girl I feel so out of touch
Guess u rly were my crush

Well tonight I took a pill
Now I know just how u feel
Music taking me away
Seeing faces everywhere

N idk how 2 feel :/
But ig that I should chill Xd
Girl I feel so out of touch
Guess u rly were my crush

How u feel w/ pröz

the way u bite by 9aradox featuring niqbo and killpariah 
prod gxdrays and fumiko 
lyrics loading....

the way u bite + niqbo & killpariah [gxdrays x fumiko]

@1lunarr
@820
prod. roxa + methboiswag

[lunarr]

i know it now
that i only ever hurt you
stuck around
even when i popped a perc to
slow it down
even when im at my worst you hold it down

i dont think that i can ever fall in love again
but its okay, ill blame the drugs and my environment
by some mistake im still awake, and i feel heaven sent
my heart's so cold when im alone im in my element

im so tired
remember when we used to get higher
so fucked up think i need a new supplier
i never tell the truth cause im a liar

what can i do
im only seeing demons and ghosts in my room
im sorry i know that i been the worst man to you
remember when you told me im the worst and its true

[nosgov]
they done tryna shut me down
treated me like shit
throw my heart in a pile
all the words that you said
yet they got me shut down
money coming in it ain healing my heart
not for now
heal my soul
hear me out
left me torn
now im gone
given all wrong
without a word

[lunarr]

i count stars in the night sky
and it gets so hard in the night time
swear it gets so hard
cause i know it now

liar +nosgov

BDSM w/Ryyd3r & elctrnc/sed:/ (Aki)

delusionallllllllllllllllllllllllllll


wanna make my thoughts go away but they won’t 
like the scars on my wrists permanent til im old 
ur the reason that i bleed but i need u next to me 
i feel when ur by me girl im begging on my knees 
i just love getting high everyday im a joke 
i replaced her pain with hate i dont think she’ll ever know 
but u should’ve been with me i still see u in my dreams 
i’m not delusional but i don’t get any sleep 
idc at all if i stay so obsessed 
ik that ur the best 
but ur so cynical find ur corpse on the web 
i can’t deal with the stress 
im always so depressed 
i can’t feel my heart cuz ur the voice in my head 
i hate it change my face 
fucking change everything 
i’ll be somebody else for you idc ur all i need 
turned my bed into my grave but without u such a shame 
ik that i’ll be gone soon

pathetic love story

prod. me 
feat. @xxcrush
rushed master by me 

i want 2 fucking givee uppp

lyrix;
@misalivee
ohhh ohhhh i just want
i just want it all, i just want

i hope that you forgot everything i said
i hope that you deleted every message that i sent
im a fuck up, an addict, i should kms
why am i living? bitch i wna know myself

i still see you in my dreams
like omg bitch youre the one i need
its hard to funtion when youre like all i got
been mixing drugs in hopes my heart gon stop
and baby all i want, i might fucking give up
talk to me cuz i been twisted off my drugs
i wont talk to you again and it sucks

@xxcrush
You know this is bad for me
You don’t know what im battling
Like don’t talk this way
 it’s hard to say
I wna kms yahh like I have too
 like she bad news
Well im bad too
Bat wings actually 
i had too Feel the noise
I can’t hear your voice
Ina void promise I’ll get back too you 
tryna be fly like me
These not angel wings
Uu can’t ever see the way I see 
Ima freak like that’s so me
You look so cute with those bangs omg

why am i alive ++xxcrush

prod meee 

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i hope u never get better i jus wanna watch u get worse <3 
press the needle in ur eyelid now ur  crying is this bloodthirst 
n bby ur so toxic but i rly think its prettyyyyy 
lets make our own horror scene (scary movie) 
i see the pretty flashing lights have u been vicious tonight :3 
her visceral touch jus like that and it came from the spine 
she said "look at me im perfect!!!" careful we're not the same 
last time that we talked i think something might be wrong with my brain xD 

shes vicious ik 
shes going 4 the throat 
he looks into her eyes 
(she caught him by surprise) 
thats when he grabbed the knife
sawed her face off 
(n mayb im jus craz but i've never seen a dead doll)

she walks into my house i flash eternal doubt 
thats when i grabbed the knife shes not getting out 
i stab i stab i stab i stab
(and then after rip her <3 out) 

instagram

i hope u never get better<333

не скажу

MUSIC VID https://youtu.be/qJ5OxDyu71I
prod me.

[lyrics]
[hook]
I been, dissociating
losin touch of realityy l8tly
pls dnt, h8 me
dnt kno what 2 say 2 u baby
x2

evryday I wake up feelin like I aint me
evryday I feel like al my frends just h8 me
wanna kms an let da reaper take me
putting guns 2 my head w/ no safety
dnt feel ok I feel depressed 
just want dis fuckin shit 2 end
I cannot lie cannot pretend
been poppin pills n losing frends

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin

evry1 around me could replace me
I just waste my time dissociating
I feel like my heart is slowly fading
the drugz make my heart race n its amazng
I think im getting bettr but mai brain still kinda hurtz
n then I realize da nxt day its jus getting worse
an den ion even kno who I am anymore 
u see
its gettin more complex than anxiety

[hook]

take anothr fuckin oxy
visions blurry
im not stoppng 
fallin ovr
I need more inside my body
or im droppin
IFeelDisoriented (luv u eric)
I cnt even speak a sentence 
xanny got me jumpin fences
molly gimme extra senses

now im 2 high
I feel so light
thnk I could fly
thnk I should try
I got truey on my jeans!
ok.
ksubi jeans!
ok?
wit the team!
NO WAY!
ice on me!!!
FROZE LOLLLLL

[hook]

love hehe

ion need u + hubithekid (pearlblade)

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