@sshinju @kojowav

I’m still up it’s way to hard for me to rest 
and I’ve been dreaming of something I can’t access 
think about it all the time like I’m obsessed  
cuz I still get this feeling in my chest 

do it all for nothing 
just want to feel something
smoking neurotoxins 
can’t stand me I’m disgusting

dont look for me when I’m gone 
don’t know why I always fuck it up 
whatever I do smth feels off 
whatever I do I never do enough 

I’m so sick of feeling like I don’t belong here 
I’m so sick of me not knowing want i want yea 
yea I rly just need somthing to hold on to 
yea I rly just need someone but it’s not you

i hide my face cuz i dont wanna be seen
man in the mirror and i know its not me 
eyes on me it makes me feel like a freak
ask myself when ill wake up from this dream

neurotoxins (shinju kojo)

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