Had this in the vault since fall 2021.. thought i might aswell release it

lil dovas + emotionals3k – PMA

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

whyd you do this to my heart
now its ripped up into little parts
i know that in your life i dont play a huge part
why cant you realize that i would do a thousand miles for u
do it all for u
im crashing upon you
whyd you just end my life
why do i analize this situation so much
its to the point talking to you is like a fight
i think about the touch of you thru sattelites
and even the thought of it is like a lullaby to me
treat me however you want, fool me

you dont know me at all, you dont need me at all
im crashin against the wall, i know that its all my fault
i struggle to make decisions, think i lost myself on this mission
cant seem to find out why they act so vicious
now theres a price on my head i cant fix this
dont say u luv me if u dont mean it
you despise me i can hear it 
in the way you talk to me, put all my hopes to sleep
u can crush me if you want to, use me if you want to, hurt me if you want to
because thats just what you do
think i lost my will to move and its all bc of u 
mean myself if i say "you", i just cant accept the truth

blood lullaby ft. nosgov「krave + maxwwes + luvbayley 」

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKEIpLhh9bE
@spira_me @with3rx

(ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒᶦˢᵒⁿ ᵈᶦᵖᵖᵉᵈ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗˢʷᵒʳᵈ...
ᵏᶦˢˢᵉˢ ʰᶦˢ ᶦⁿˢᶦᵈᵉˢ
ʷᶦᵗʰ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵘᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ʷᶦᵗʰ⁻ʰᵒˡᵈᵉʳ)

ill stand by this sword
til my knees collapse
i cant afford
to go back

i promise that it wont be like the first time
if not the second then im hoping 
for the third time

im a knight in a hoodie
walk around im with swoopy
dont tell me twice im not stupid
never mind im too stupid
dnd on a friday 
bnb for like 10 days
u call em ur best days
when its already too late

im with taher on DR2
we’ll make it through
this time
u think im stupid hmm 
i think so too 
its fine
i keep on doing
what u want me to 
each time
ill keep on falling down
ill make it up sometime

i woke up and felt like trying
gotta stay strong keep fighting
broken down by years of crying
carrying the sword of the undying
id never leave your side
id break my legs off
id give up all thats mine
id sew my mouth shut

collapse + spira me (produced by with3r)

@emorave

time after time 
im falling out with everything i love
its because im 
not listening to my heart close enough
im begging dont pull the trigger
thats not me in the mirror
tell me what am i here for
i just cant see the bigger picture
i guess i took the wrong turn a couple times 
i guess ill stay awake for another night
everyones tryna hurt me idk why
but such is life
everywhere i go i get denied, dont know how2 do it right
ive always been next to you but you dont evr notice
feels like ive been living a lie but thats another story
it took me a while to notice that what i did was hopeless
i feel like i lost my focus, winter came and now im frozen

time after time「emorave」

@benjithemachine

[Lyrics]
Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Baby I’m calling mayday, everything’s gone sideways
180 on the Byway, my life flashing be for me
Do you still adore me? Or are you just horny?
Just want you to hold me, I’m feeling pretty lonely.

Just another hopeless night
Hoping that I'll be alright
Talking till we see the light of morning
Baby I don’t wanna fight
I know that now is super tight
But it will all be fine when it’s morning
Baby I just wanna hide
Thinking thoughts of suicide
But I know that it will be fine in the morning
My actions in night are what make me terrified
I know what I said ain’t right, that’s why I’ll see u in the morning

Morning [Prod. Benjithemachine]

prod @lllovbug @prodkaiser
mix @buffalobang
cover art adonis nahr

i’m falling, im failing
i’m ballin, i’m faded
in a blue light, i’m Lain-ing
in a pale fire, i’m bathing

stay quiet, i’m quiet
underneath in the basement ima hide
all the green birds, they passing by
cover your ears, open up your eyes
i’m fine, i’m fine
i been awake a few weeks tonight
a world on fire, ima be in the light
mama said, baby we gon be alright

مافي ولا غيم في السما
i’m fine, i’m fine
why do we hurt each other?
oh, i’m fine
i’m fine, i’m fine

a cedar burnt down and you dance on the ash
it all falls apart, look at what you have
you live in my memory, my dear
they sold you for a price
its all the same again
another day, another lie

green birds (lovbug, kaiser)

can u see the stars 2nite (skoolio fyv)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OarnNAUe_U4

is is such a bad thing
for me to be in love
for me to hold you close enough
to hear your heartbeat, and feel your pulse
against my body
you know i think of you
whenever i feel blue
im praying that you feel the same way
so tell is is that such a bad thing?

i cant believe im sitting here
and im waiting for a text back
you said ur hanging with ur friends i shoulda guessed that
cause when im near you my hearts beating out my chest
and im not too good at anything but you r what im best
can we go on a date?
ill pick u up at 8
we'll take it slow i wouldn't have it any other way
when i look at your face
i dont know what to say to you...

but is is such a bad thing
for me to be in love
for me to hold you close enough
to hear your heartbeat, and feel your pulse
against my body
you know i think of you
whenever i feel blue
im praying that you feel the same way
so tell is is that such a bad thing?

Is That Such a Bad Thing? (mv out now)

cover by (https://www.instagram.com/kkkbbbrrryyy/  @buffalobang) (prod by @danlrk)
in too deep someway i gotta get out
and the secret that i keep u want me to shut my mouth
and the story that i tell i know its been awhile
if u ask me shit again i will always cut u out

gonna make it all burn
gotta wait for ur turn
u will get what u deserve
took a pill now its a blur

thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight


went too far, but ill go there again
ill be so close but i wont be your friend
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win
went too far, but ill go there again
ill give you everything, ill give you bone and skin
fell too hard
i lost it all and ill lose til i win



thought u were the one
everytime that we be speaking we not having fun
i can tell u that i love you but u always run
tell me how it feels to always be there
and u tell me how u feel and u know that i care
tell me things that u have done n i wish u were here
and u know that i miss you
i dont wanna fight

bone and skin + buffalobang (dan larkin)

romeo

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can u see the stars 2nite (skoolio fyv)

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