secret

met u on twitter (prod. metlast)

prod @snorkatje
mix @prodluna

I don’t wanna say nothin about it
it was never meant to get so fucked and
ur hands around my neck I feel hopeless
now
Ur hands cover my mouth I feel like dying now
I don’t wanna do this again
I keep on saying not again
it happens all the time for him
it happened all the time 
everyone said I was crazy
shudda listened now I feel dizzy
shudda listened then I feel empty
stop saying can u forgive me 
U were always there when things got too loud
and I was banging on my heart to tell it let u out
I was praying to a god for nothing, kept u around
never thought u wud be the one to let me down
I don’t wanna say nothin about it
scars I kept can help themselves I don’t care and
Can u leave and let me breathe so I can move back in?
can u run away for good so I can start again? 
praying to the world I don’t know what about 
holding in this fear I wanna let it out
hoping that u find me somewhere deep in hell
I just want it over can u let me out
Stop saying can u forgive
I’ll just forgive u again
Stop saying can u forgive me
Stop saying can u forgive me
You were always there when things got too loud
And I was banging on my heart to tell it let u out
I was praying to a god for nothing, kept u around
Never thought u wud be the one to let me down

i wish i never met u

produced by @methboiswag @silversxo @taylor
ft. @mayh3mp
mix & master by @mayh3mp

woke up all stressed out 
can’t figure out what’s wrong with me 
i feel so messed up 
i’ll lose my shit eventually 
until then, switch up 
switch my way of handling things 
i can’t get left out
get left out of everything 

have a sip of water, let me get a break
i’ve been fucked up since my last mistake 
escape Leyton i need to escape 
caught in a freeze frame help me break free

got me fucked up put the blame on me 
i’ve been fucked up since we stopped talking 
need to get fucked up if i want to catch a blink 

woke up all stressed out 
can’t figure out what’s wrong with me 
i feel so messed up 
i’ll lose my shit eventually 
until then, switch up 
switch my way of handling things 
i can’t get left out
get left out of everything

i’m so lost 
but my paths still underneath 
how can you not understand me
i really love you i need you bad and you love me 

now we’re far apart left a broken heart 
that never was what i’d think 
London ketty take the pain away i feel 
just know i’m happy either way

Rit - Way 2 Sick +cloudlobby [lerx]

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