PROD ME

Stuck in my head I’ve been feeling so down
Wish I was dead think I might just dig a grave now

Tell me that you love me
Baby I just needa hear it now
I just wanna love you 
But I’m something you don’t care about

More drugs 
Yeah it’s something I’ve been chasing
Wanna get so high I’m out of here
I feel so high I’m outta here
I feel so done you get me down
Spinning circles that we go around
With this sickness in my head
I feel like I am dead yeah

So bad feeling nauseous from the drugs
Now I’m so sad cause I’m watching you in love

My brain hurts 
My faith burnt 
Feel like falling down
I swear you got me down 

I know that you don’t want this
I’ve been trying my best
Get this off of my chest
Feeling all like the rest

Circles (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

By now
By now
By now i think I know you
(X2)
Really hard to explain what I’m going through
Really hard to say if I’ll be here tomorrow
When I’m filled with all this sorrow

Breaking free from anything that’s hurting me
Would you ever even say if your into me
I know it’s hard with no heart now
Do more just reach for the stars now

I know that it’s hard when it’s bad
I feel it always in my conscious
Fall apart here gotta be cautious
Everywhere that I look it’s just nonsense

Going back and I don’t think it could have been any better
I’ve been under the weather
I keep saying my head hurts

You keep saying nothing
I don’t know how to respond
It’s worse than how I recall
And I wish I could just fall

By Now (P. ANPU)

Only God Knows (Prod. Matthew May)

Simulation Ft. Sevnk+ (P. ANPU)

I try to remain awake today
Im falling real deep beneath the surface is paved

But your calling on me now
So I’m hearing my name
I know it’s not the best of me
I know you want the rest of me

How come every time I try to escape
I lose myself I’m feeling all this hate
I love you wish we were best friends
I know I never ever make sense

So

Low

Go

Ghost

I know
You know

Put me in a cage with no lock
I’m feeling so off
I just needa lay down
Lay down
Lay down
I just need to lay down

So sick 
And I’m feeling so lost
And I’m so mad
That I’m feeling so off
Need more pills
But they don’t really help shit
Fucked up
Now I don’t think I’ll make it

Don't Think I'll Make It (P. ANPU)

Nothings Makin No Sense

Ghost ッ (Prod. KyG x Yeezo)

Lose myself for a week now I’m lost here
Say you’ll see me in hell well I’ve gone there
Made a lot of mistakes miss myself now
I don’t wanna be here with this self doubt

Fuck me and love me
I want you your something that I need
An omen that I keep
Right with me

Now your saying that you miss me
Your the only thing I’m missing
Oh oh 

(More pills 
That I take everyday
It’s a new day
I stay baked everyday 
I don’t get lies
Might as well throw away
I can’t get by
When your standing in my way)
(X2)

Omen (P. ANPU)

Who knew it would be this long since I met you
I don’t wanna fall baby I can’t even catch you
It’s me I know I’m broken
It’s me my heart is frozen

Everything that I said I can’t take it back
I wish I was dead give me more of that
When I call you your ignoring that
When you see me you see I’m always sad

But you make my day better
Put me on top never under the weather
Your so soft girl skin like leather
In my room just shaking yeah my head hurts

Fucked up that I need you to change in more ways
I try so hard to be here
We’ll be okay
I want to know if you love me the same way
I go to church feeling blessed on a Sunday

Feeling Blessed On A Sunday (P. ANPU)

Im the poison in your system
Listen here now
Couldnt kill you if you want
I dont know how

How to get rid of what
What I want now
I don’t like how I feel
I feel so down

I feel so down
Baby slow down
Going too fast
Needa turn around

Can your heat it now
Can you hear me
You don’t want me now
Wont come near me

(If I lose you I lose myself
It gets bad it’s all my health)
(x2)

Kill me but slowly
I wanna bleed out
Look in my eyes 
You’ll see that I’m not found
Lost in disguise
Who am I right now
Im gonna die and you’ll see when I’m found

Lose Myself (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Do you still love me the same when we met
I got up in my head
And I’m still sitting there with you

Do you remember my name
Am I yours
Are we here tonight
Or is it all dream I can’t escape

I like to say I’m fine
When I am not alright
Cause I put up a fight
But I can’t do it right

And I go missing again
It’s so bad for my head
I think I’m better off dead
Would you then love me again

She thinks I’m worse right now
And I was bad before
I guess I’m falling down
Cause I still need you more

I hate to act like I know what I’m talking bout cause I don’t
This stuff just doesn’t make sense
This stuff leaves me without hope

Better Off (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Let me go
Feeling all alone
Baby hit my phone
I just need you tonight

And you make me feel so worthless
Baby what’s my purpose
Nothings ever perfect
Is it even worth it

Is it worth it
Your so perfect 
See you shining like stars

Is it worth it
Your so perfect 
Your so worth it
See you shining like stars

If you cry
You can hold onto me
I said if you die
I don’t want to still breathe

I don’t mind 
If you want you can hold onto me
I don’t mind if you go
You got your reasons to leave

Blow me back like a sawed-off
I can’t shut off
My love for you my heart for you baby
I adore you baby 
I can’t leave I wanna stay lately

Feeling cold 
All alone
Need a sign
To get me home

Is It Worth It (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

This pain inside will kill me
These drugs I consume won’t help me
It’s all a bit overwhelming 

You don’t want to see me live my life
Dont Want me to try again
in my head can’t sleep at night
Feel like I wanna die again

Losing my life slowly
At times I think I’m losing my mind
Wakin up to feel this way
Nothings ever feeling right 

Even in a crowd I feel alone
There’s nothing special about me
The way I’m feeling is a disease
It traps me surrounds me

In and out of reality
I’m sick I knew she’d always doubt me
Changing my ways to try and feel but
But I keep on drowning

Trying to find a way to get by 
But I can’t and I 
Lose my self instead 
time flies by
It’s like over and over again

I lose I can’t catch a break
No matter what I do
I cannot relate 

Stuck on the outside
Far from the bright side 
Look at the night lights
Brighter than flash lights 

I told you I loved you
That was just last night 
You said your goodbyes
And Now I can’t act right

Overwhelming 𓆩♡𓆪

Still not ok (P. ANPU)

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

You don’t ask what I’m goin through
You don’t ask if I’m fine

And why don’t you tell me what you think of me
Why do you tell me all these lies

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

Situation

Sad Day (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Stomp out the house
Need a cigarette

Need the real thing
Not no niccorette

I wanted to fall
But you held me up

I wanted it all I can’t get enough

I think that I know this house
Has a familiar smell
I think I met you right here
And that’s when I truly fell

Now I’m watching the stars align
And I want to go back tonight
Baby your my only sign
Needa go where your always mine

Stuck right here
There’s no getting out
Too many pills
No feelings now

I wanted to die
But I hear it now
The angels they sing when they come around
I wanted to fall when you were not around

Cigarrette (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

I’ve been stuck in bad dream
It’s ever lasting
Shawty I don’t know what to say now

If you tell me I will call you
I’ve been feeling see through
Got some problems you still point out

Look in my eyes can you tell that I’m dying
I don’t wanna go back to the place
I was residing no

Do you think you love me still
Or is it all inside my dreams
I don’t wanna fall
But I feel like I don’t need to breathe
I just want a casket with my name
Says bad day

I don’t know your name
And I don’t know whats going on
Don’t wanna reincarnate 
Said I’m one and done

I don’t wanna fall
But I’m slippin off these drugs
Yeah I’m tripping off these drugs

(Turn me up
Yeah you know it’s going down now
Poppin clubs
Yeah I’m gonna blow the roof out

Feeling stuck yeah I don’t know what to do now
I don’t know how to feel like it’s safe out)
(X2)

Turn Me UP!!! (P.ANPU)

PROD ME

She just put a knife in my back
And I know that it’s bad should let it go but I know her
And I know that I need some help
Smoking weed burning bright slow down till I’m lower

If I speak my heart would you let me stay
Don’t let me go away
Don’t let me fade away

I could just let it go
But I’m sad about it
Think I need some more space
I’ve been feeling crowded

I think I need a new way to cope with this
I think I need a new way to get over it

You go
Goodbye
Your souls on fire
(X4)

Gonna run from myself
Gonna run from myself
I feel so sick

I feel done with myself
I feel done with myself
I feel worthless

Look at me do you see what you want in this 
Look at me I just know that I need a kiss

Goodbye (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Sitting at the bottom 
I know it’s hard to breathe
I know it’s hard to see
What’s good for you or me
What’s meant or not to be

I told your ghost to head for the light
It ended up wrong cause it was never alright
I’m looking for you can you see my signs
I end up alone because you left me behind

I don’t know what to say till my heart breaks
Everything feels worse than a heartache
Most of these pills give me headaches
How long will I bend till I will break

On and on I’m still going on I sing my song
Till I’m dead and gone

(Break my bones just like plastic
Looks like magic 
But it’s tragic
I’m broken)
(X2)

Holy tonight
Hold me tonight 
I’m on my knees begging that I’ll be seen tonight

It feels like it’s wrong but maybe it’s right
You tell me that I’m wrong then get me out of sight

Idk Wht 2 Say Till My Heart Br3ks (P. ANPU)

Did you see the blood drip out of my eyes
I don’t wanna leave but I have to say goodbye
I don’t wanna stay here longer
Getting weaker not stronger

If you ask me how I’m doin
I would lie and say I’m fine
I don’t wanna stay behind 
But I wanna press rewind

And if you got some words to say
Say them twice to me
So I don’t forget your name

Say you don’t know me
I’ve been feeling so lost
I don’t wanna be here
Mind controlled by Zoloft 

Lose myself again
Can’t ask any friends 
I don’t have none

I think I like ya too much
To be here 
I don’t know but I feel okay
When I see you in the mirror
Now it’s clear
I don’t have to be afraid of what I fear

Go oh
I’m a goner
I’m a loser
Please just throw me away
I don’t feel okay
I just wanna fall down
When I feel so stuck
But when I fall down
I know I’m done
And it scares me so
I don’t know where to go

Lie And Say I'm Fine (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Going way back
You don’t know me
I don’t want that
Set me free

Look inside
I don’t like what’s inside
I won’t lie
So I’ll tell you I mind

I gave you kisses on your forehead
Now I just die when I go to bed
Used to have your number how i'd hope you’d call
Now I’m all alone at the mall 
You don’t love me like you said you did
Feeling like I’d never been
in love with someone before
This drug is way worse 

I need you I know 
I can’t let go
I can’t be close
I want you though

But if I can’t
I’ll leave this place
Don’t matter so
Go to outer space

Hoping that you know me yeah yeah 
Hoping that you want me too

Your the ghost in my bed
Your also in my head

Never Been (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Running 
I’ll see you at the bottom
I’ll see you at the restart
Yeah
I know that this is so hard woah oh

Going back I need you right here 

If you ask me what I’m doing I will tell you I’m living my life
But I don’t know what’s right
And I don’t know what’s real
So I need to get out of here
Before it’s too much
Before I run out of luck

I’ve been bleeding all the time
I still wish that you were mine
I’ve been feeling so divine
I don’t know if I’m alright

Idk If I'm Alright (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

They don’t see rest of me
You don’t see the best of me
Only the worst of things
Harder than you’d ever think

You meant to tell me you lied
Sit in the back while I cry
I don’t wanna reside
Cause I don’t wanna live life
So please just let me go
Better on my own
You don’t wanna call me
You won’t pick up the phone

Think she left me
Cause I hurt when I sink
You don’t trust me
It’s like your gone When I blink

I’m on tv tell me that you notice me
When I lose you I lose all parts of me

Way back in the past didn’t know you
I want this so bad be so close to you
But I know your mad at me
Set me on fire breathe

If I told you that I loved you know I meant it
You don’t have to be sad I’m not mad at you
I’m alone in the rain don’t know what to do
You just seem to cast me out we can’t see this through

Cut off my wings
Don’t know what I need
Say you love me
But you don’t trust me
Is this all real
Or am I in a dream
You don’t know me
Your my enemy

Enemy (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

I have some abnormalities 
Do you think I’m freak
I thought I’d come out for a sec but ima keep it discreet 
You saw me die out in the back
Layed out on the street
I try to stand on ten toes
But I can’t stand on my feet

You and me keep going on
Strong 
Smoking ashes out the bong
Wrong
And every piece of me it’s gone now yeah
And this is taking too long 
Now I’m feeling sad

Don’t wait for me
Cause I don’t know 
What’s best for me
Your killing me
This is meant to be
It’s meant to be
Just leave me be
Don’t call my phone
I’m never home
I wanna be alone

Feel like I don’t belong here anymore
It’s breaking me down, down to the core

Feeling off in everyway
Let me hold you
Ima run off anyways
Like I told you
You don’t wanna be like me 
I’m the old you
It’s I don’t wanna be here
be here
Be here
Be here
It’s I don’t wanna be here

I dnt wanna b here (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Sitting in a room of broken dreams
I don’t wanna lie you don’t wanna live like me
So sick in my head I know I’m not free
So sick of this and reality

Stepping outside just to find out
I don’t fit in
I don’t wanna live life
Cause I know I won’t win
Got a knife in my heart
In the hole that you left
And I know I’m not a saint
But I know I try my best

You know
I would do anything
For you
You could ask me to leave

I feel like I need help
I think that I lost myself
You know that I went through hell
And I still wish you could tell

So sorry if I changed up
I felt stuck
My head hurt
It all sucked 

And I was busted up
And broken down

You would
Leave me here in this broken town

I don’t know if I could walk around
Cause every step I take I just go round and round

Said she loves me
She don’t really mean it
Said I got a big heart
Don’t see it
Wish I was in control but I need it
For your love through this pain I keep bleeding

Missed opportunities 
Lately I’ve been losing me
You ain’t even choosing me
So don’t even start with me
I just wanna say baby your hard on me
But maybe it’s how I’m supposed to see

You know
I would do anything
For you
You could ask me to leave

Lost Myself (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

Going on
This feels wrong and wrong
You don’t know my name
You keep moving on

If you let me stay
We could run away
Escape this pain
Every other day
You don’t love me still
So I gotta fray
Stuck inside my head
I can’t get away

So tell me that you want me
Baby don’t change up
It’s like 2am
But I don’t wanna stay up

You can’t fix me
All these broken dreams
I fell apart right
Right through the seams
I cry a lot cause I don’t feel love
When I ask for help I look above

(Tell me that you want my love
But you don’t ever want my trust
I tell you that it’s cold out here
But you don’t ever seem to care)
(x2)

Gone by night
I feel my bones start to break
Cause you don’t know me anymore
Cause you don’t know me anymore

Anymore (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

I don’t know I might kill myself
We both know I can’t heal myself
I’ve been looking at you now
Knowing that I’ll fall to the ground

I still miss you
Baby I could kiss you
Come here
Don’t let me dismiss you
I know I’m on my own
You never call my phone

Deep down I know that your a day dream
Fell in love but I know that it’s the same thing
I know that I need some help
You don’t really know how I felt

And if you miss me you don’t have to cry
Cause I’ll be home tonight
I swear your always right
For me

(I don’t bleed anymore
You threw my heart on the floor
You hung me up as decor
You left me there at the door)
(X2)

Door (P. ANPU)

PROD ME
ANPU - Repeat x Casey Trip
⚝ANPU IG:@66anpu⚝
☆Casey IG:@casey.trip☆

Repeat x Casey Trip (P.ANPU)

PROD ME

Falling off the edge
And I don’t know what I’m doing
So I’m losing myself
But the time keeps on moving
I was sick
In the head for a while there
Don’t make me say it twice I don’t wanna stay right here

You lost me
Cause I lost myself
I don’t need this
Cause I’ve been through hell
Tell me that you wanna talk on the weekend
Your an angel in my eyes know what I’m seein

I’m never enough
You wanna see me fall down
You wanna see me fucked up
While I just look around

Tell me I’m stupid
Then tell me some lies
I can never stay put
So I just say goodbye

Hey tell me what you need
Hey tell me what you see
Hey feel like im watching a movie
I don’t know what I’m doing

Sick (P. ANPU)

PROD ME

breakdowns in your old house
baby please love me
you don't need me now
it gets ugly when the rain gets cold out
fuck this i just wanna blow my skull out

its practice that makes this so perfect
it's you that, that makes it so worth it
i know that im gonna fall down now
so done i cant even look around now

just being honest ill think about it all night
im in my head so i dont know how to feel right
it's fucked up that i don't feel like myself now
stuck inside hell and i cant find a way out

fuck me up until theres nothing left
i wanna drug myself
until im feeling dead

look at me
could you save me now
its all a dream until im falling out

were counting money in the backseat 
baby you attract me
ive been on the sad team
i dont know whats happening

so cold that it burns
bright lights ash in urns
i dont know what ive learned
maybe its a curse
i dont know what im worth

Sad Team (P. ANPU)

Anpu X 1aeros1 - Running Low (prod.taurs)

sad asf
I just say what I feel
I hope you feel what I say
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