dnfjay x fl.vco x svndrv- water (prod. abelskittles)

wont stay (prod. abelskittles)

ashes in the earth (prod. x10derrick)

10 feet under (prod. zeeroxx)

im trying again.. Prod. Ojkush

i thought i would never see the day
where you
see me upset call me obsessed 
instead of taking the knife away

and i thought
giving you the chance i gave
2 years ago
would end up this way

now i think
and i wish i never did
i’ve lost my will to live
and you don’t give a shit

if i died rn
youd crack a smile
see me drown
wont help me out
you said that 
you were scared
to fall in love with me again
i’m insane 
i’m toxic
manipulative bitch with a knife to my wrist
i’m so sick
but i love it
manipulative bitch with a knife to my wrist
 
:)

u deserve the worst <3 (prod. lil biscuit)

hellspawn burn the park
i seen it’s face inside the dark
think maybe i have gone too far
see me sinking inside the tar 
cuz your my falling star
but i won’t see your face tomorrow 
there’s salt and acid in my scars
was just rebuilt then tore apart

sandra i’m a witch in night
playing games i got infinite lives
got me thinking imma die this time
cuz the lies hurt worse than the knife no lie
i hate it
pulled apart breaking
breaking down shaking
you were sat waiting
for it to end
i’ll haunt you forever 
torn up my sweater 
cause i don’t think i should cover my sins
i can’t get my head right
i stare at the dead lights
did you know that you saw my final grin 
try to pick up the pieces
i try to clean it
whatever i do my blood spilling again

hellspawn

fall

broken glass

walk away.. (prod. mossbot)

Slam myself through the wall
When it all goes down to fall
Would’ve thought we would’ve had it all
But I hate myself
Breaking down again I’m safe because there’s nothing that I’ve felt for a year
Hope I die while I’m staring at the mirror
At myself with a belt and it’s wrapped around my neck
Can’t fear death mothafucka not yet
Can’t fear death mothafucka not yet 
Heart in a cage and a knife in my chest
Laugh through the pain while I’m losing my breath
I’m gone to the lake with a rake and a shovel and a fucked up pace
Lay him down to rest he got a fucked up face
And if it came down to me I’d put myself in chains
But everyone’s the same 
And I am still insane
I take out his brain and I put it in the drain

SLVM (prod. abelskittles)

Art by @mollieslvdge

Lyrics:

Something like this can’t walk away 
I wanna need to see your face
Leaves scatter walking down the road now
Don’t matter we are not alone now

Something like this can’t run away
I think I finally found my place
Glass shattered wait for me to calm down
New patterns whispers are still loud

Sometimes I wanna scream your name from the rooftops 
Let em all know
Let em all know

Death ain’t part of the story
I waitin for the end but you ended it for me
Always worried bout the other guys that came before me
Now I know I’m better then them bitches not sorry

leaves

nameless

the night we met

Art by @mollieslvdge

Lyrics:
Go to the doctor get a pill and overdose
Go to the church give em money for the Holy Ghost 
Go to the beach dead body’s washed up on the coast 
Go to the therapist they tell you that it’s self imposed
Go in your car get pulled over then your filled with lead
Go to your friends if there’s any outside of your head
Go to your class sit still or they’ll fill you with meds
Go to your room cause there’s only comfort in your bed 

I dont like this world 
Think imma burn it down
Wait a minute wait a second what’s that sound
The London bridge is falling down 
Said I don’t like this earth
Burn it to the ground
Every minute every second with a frown
The London bridge is falling down

as we watch, the world burns

Art by : @kingmonkeyboy15

Lyrics: 
Have you ever had to press a button to go take a shower
Have you ever had a therapist check on you every hour
Planning an escape but they took away your power
Have you ever tried to eat some food but everything is sour
Have you ever been injected in the neck with tranquilizer 
Have you ever not slept for 3 days and still ain’t tired
Have you ever been taken away from your family
Lied to and said that you weren’t at the facility 
Have you ever tried to die then treated with no sympathy 
Try to fight the doctor they gon give you that ketamine

No water 
No food
No shower
No clothes 
No power
No high
No lows

No lights 
No music
No friends
Institution 
Who gave me ketamine guess it was a ghost


It could have cost me my life bitch 
But you still locked me up and threw in the pit
With all the snakes and all the worms tryna bite my skin
Drug me wait for my insanity to kick in
I could have died
But it’s alright 
I’d sit with a grin 
I know you never had fight anything within
And I know that if you tried it would all cave in
Now you wan talk bout the Bible filled with sin
Cuz if you wanna talk revival I’m that kid
Cuz every time I’ve tried to die I come back I live
So who’s your god now

baker

Art by @mollieslvdge

Looking through my window fogged up glass
I’m the first one to bleed when I end up last
You cause me to leave when you talkin to me like leaves on a tree I always come back

Phone no signal low tank of gas
Parked on the dirt with a hearse in the back
Throw my keys drink the antifreeze so I won’t get too cold on my walk back

And when it gets light out
You’ll find my keys and drive away
Cuz you don’t wanna see or find out 
What happened when I climbed out
The fogged up window my fingerprints are all that’s left
Even if you saw the signals there’s really nothing that ever helps

Now as I lay helpless
Struggling to see the sky
Just remember I felt this 
Right before I closed my eyes
I want the world
To continue 
As if I was never there
I can’t begin to
Ever think of it as fair

window

Lyrics:

I know
It’s not what you wanted
But that’s fine
With me
Our ghosts
Will live eternally 

Cuz of you

Cover picture: mr. stoecker (@tcnpolinsuu)

eternal

LYRICS

what is inside of my mind
it’s a spine
never broken misspoken screams from the one i know
love she wrote
or was it murder
lurker of the night or day
whenever they come out to play
i’m sorry for this
but i have already sinned

feel my senses going off

chicken katsu sando prod.(blankpage)

LYRICS

my brain is upside down
my brain is upside down again 
they wanna see me frown
in the bottom of the pit imma drown again 

why i know my own fate 
why must i go mind race
why most find time lead hate
imma leave on my assigned date

brickfeet (prod.blankpage)

💛💛💛💛


ive been apart of my downfall
been pulled apart now i can’t crawl
away from the ones that don’t act 
i cannot think of a way to go back

i wake up every day feeling the same nothing ever changes

i stand, misunderstood (prod. sandra)

cove two sided (prod. wendigo)

wicked w/ flvco (prod. gosha)

<3 <3 <3 <3 

say i wasn’t me 
would i like me then
maybe sight unseen
save me my friend

i waited all my life and you don’t seem to mind
and what i find
is this whole time the world spins as i’m die
it’s not right

svndrv

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