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Lyrics:
The truth is I’ve finally gave up
burned to the crutch enough
put out the fire
untied the knot 
it got harder fake
and you’re farther away
I’m not getting anywhere
I’m always fucked up 
and making mends for her
adjusting to the temperature 
working at first 
but it’s just getting worse
I’m done walking to the stage
just so they can cut the weight
watch the gold ropes all fall
it’s time for curtain call

If I’m not myself by like autumn 
I’m honest I’ll call it I’ll tear up
the place and just make it
your problem
I’m out of ideas and think 
this ones the best
I put in all the work 
ain’t seen anything yet 
i’ve got pages of notes 
from like 10 different tests
I hate making these decisions 
I’ll later regret
my friends & my fans will start
dropping like flies 
I’m surprised they’re still here 
I can’t explain why
I’ve walked it all forward 
I’ll run it all back
maybe make it out the door 
with my head still intact

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CURTAIN CALL

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Lyrics:

You get to walk out
if not then then there’s nothing to talk bout
chances now you wanna fold
the line has gone cold 
baby I’m sorry you’ll just have to calm down
hate those two words and ‘I’m wrong’ count
backwards from 10 till the thoughts drown
wondering until you’re old
do I fit the mold?
is it enough to be just safe and sound 
is it too much like you’re stuck in the ground
is it the touch of someone not allowed 
you’ve heard all the stories think 
you’re just ignoring I’m who they’re about
let’s put them to rest now
has it been too long to forget now
salvaging what you have left wow
you’re too scared to leave 
but don’t want to stay

You’ll have to learn how to lie
learn how to lie
learn how to lie
I can’t teach you to lie
teach you to lie
teach you to lie

I’ll get my shit right
get into something that fits like
the jacket I bought at your store
that you never wore 
don’t know why i guessed that you 
wanted it in white
black is the color of sin I’m 
back in your covers again, why
it never felt holy before 
and now even more
think I’ll know wrong when the lights aren’t dim 
I just miss signs and go out on whim
I just miss you and the clutch of your limbs 
feel safe in the presence of 
every new crevice I find myself in
can we get the check please 
I need you to change or accept me
my turn and you can’t redirect me
you’re too scared to leave
but don’t wanna stay

You’ll have to learn how to lie
learn how to lie
learn how to lie
I can’t teach you to lie
teach you to lie
teach you to lie

HOW TO LIE

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Lyrics:
I’m not sold
on you and that’s on
all I know 
fuel the fire
you’re a liar
I won’t go
back down to a
whole new low
you’ll run wild
act like a child
your hands choke 
for you I gave up all my hope
you’re in denial
downward spiral

Played all your cards
now everyone’s watching them fall apart
you made a monster with all of your heart
now your stuck with him and can’t win or 
restart, you lost 
your plans went wrong
your friends fucked off
again? come on
pretend to want
an end resolve
I meant no wrong
but now you’re gone
with all it costs

I’m not sold
on you and that’s on
all I know 
fuel the fire
you’re a liar
I won’t go
back down to a
whole new low
you’ll run wild
act like a child
your hands choke 
for you I gave up all my hope
you’re in denial
downward spiral

HARD PILL TO SWALLOW

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Lyrics:

This is who I am
call your phone
when I’m alone
I see through your trance
hear your tone
when you’re on hold
if I could hold your hand
fit the mold
be your man
you could change your plans
roll the dice
take a chance

It isn't my fault
I think you're wrong
I think we’re more than just getting along
I think I’m falling in love with your flaws
you know I’m not quick to get rid of my thoughts
I’ll break the bank
pay it in pain
whatever the just cost to clear up my name
you're way too grown to be playing them games
I’m way too alone to just stay in my lane
no food for the weak
no herd for this sheep
I said fuck all that I’m playing for keeps
if I miss it I’m calling till you hear me speak
I’ve been awake and need armor for sleep
let’s make a play
I’ll leave LA
I’ll make the trip out wherever you stay
knock down the walls if there isn’t a way
I’ll take the fall if it’s all a mistake
but trust me it’s not, see
honey you’re stuck in the hot seat
I know I’m not perfect you caught me
but it’s not over yet do you copy?

This is who I am
call your phone
when I’m alone
I see through your trance
hear your tone
when you’re on hold
if I could hold your hand
fit the mold
be your man
you could change your plans
roll the dice
take a chance

ROLL THE DICE

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Lyrics:

Make it make sense to me
and get up off the fence for me
you're ready or not
who should I pretend to be
to get you to stop
you're back and forth again
maybe you're meant to be gone
and I'm meant to be lost

I used to miss you calling
now those two words are all I get
you used to ask who I was
now you're getting sick of all my shit

If its all the same to you then I'll make
all the same mistakes
if at any point you need another sad face
then I'll be far away
if you're getting into bed I hope its heart-shaped
I'll be wide awake
and if its better having never felt a heart break
then you'll be nice and safe

You're disappearing
and I'm letting it happen
you don't have answers
so I won't be asking

Make it make sense to me
and get up off the fence for me
you're ready or not
who should I pretend to be
to get you to stop
you're back and forth again
maybe you're meant to be gone
and I'm meant to be lost

READY OR NOT

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Lyrics:

(LIL NARNIA)
Can't get away from where you stay at
you leave my body in the basement
6 symbols set all into place then
she's tracing stitches on my blank limbs
and I try to hide
while she's screaming
her and in mine
slowly breathing
is it over tonight
are you leaving
me here to die
(6HOST)
You should try phoning a friend
I'll hit you back when I'm sober again
I'll just confess and stop holding it in
pour out the rest and be over in 10
quit playing pretend
we should undress and quit
staying as friends
I was depressed but I'm
less in the pit
I learned my lesson
contested a win
& I think the meds are finally working
I feel like my head is finally turning
don't think I'll ever get rid of the hurting
but I think I'm ready and feel like a person
can I be your person

(LIL NARNIA)
Can't get away from where you stay at
you leave my body in the basement
6 symbols set all into place then
she's tracing stitches on my blank limbs
and I try to hide
while she's screaming
her and in mine
slowly breathing
is it over tonight
are you leaving
me here to die
(6host)
I'll make it worth it I promise
we'll bury our problems
and get to the bottom
put all our thoughts
in the top of bottle
run from the cops
and don't stop
till we lost em
I've learned a lot
wont get caught up in talking
take every shot
or each blow I can soften
you need a break
don't get lost in the process
you'll quit your job
once I fuck up these commas
I'll make it I'm calling it this year
I was so down but you've always been here
I can't even count the thousands of spent tears
but we'll make it out and I think the ends near
yeah I think the ends near

LIFELINE w/ LIL NARNIA

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Lyrics:

We're going down 
like the end of a smile
I'm pulling out 
like we don't want a child
at least I got up
it was fun for a while
to run for mile
I'll get back to falling
face first on tile
Tried to let go and I can't
you're getting tired of 
pulling my hand
I'm getting tired of sleeping
till 4 in the evening
my 2 feet just wont let me stand
I say goodbye and I'm gone
you say goodbye and you're not
I know exactly what's 
keeping you waiting
the cliffhanger
how can I finish the plot?
It's got no ending
no finish no purpose
just scratching the surface
till everyone's gone
I'll never be what you want
I'll always be all that I've got

Is someone getting the best
the best, the best
the best of you
because I've been getting the worst
the worst, the worst
the worst of you
and I can't finish a bite, 
a meal
with the pain I feel
too sick to leave this bed
can someone please take the rest
the rest, the rest
the rest of you
because I can't do it, it hurts
it hurts, it hurts
it hurts to move
no I'm not straying an inch
from here
no there's nothing near
it's just a fucking mess

THE BEST OF YOU

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Lyrics:
(6host)
Does it feel like every year’s the hardest
& every shades the darkest
you're a needle in the haystack 
spilled cocaine in the carpet
is it ever worth the hardship
are we always making progress 
have we made it through that part yet
or back to where we started
life on stage looks perfect 
till you peel back the curtain
and there’s fears you need to face
in places you’re not certain 
not all days are long
and some long days have purpose
not all wounds will heal
but the deep ones need nurses
it’s all changing shape
but at any given state 
I’ll learn how to breathe out
and keep down the flames
I’m all out of faith
with no gods in the way
if there’s someone there it’s me now
believing I'm safe
(cøzybøy)
I can't feel my face anymore
I can't love you like I did before
I'm sorry I'm anxious
I'm sorry I'm lost
know I can't take this
cause I'm so gone
& when I get wasted
its close to my chest
I keep all my secrets
they'll die with my death
(6host)
Picturesque moments seem close
when you’re frozen in time
but our dreams & that part of me
died in Van Nuys  
that’s over it’s this now
& we’re in denial
just can’t endure the pandering
no compromise 
from hurtful to hopeful
in a matter of trials
these blessings ran up
depression subsides
it’s there still I’m careful
but twice as alive
if I ever was or ever could
keep up the lie
said autumn I'd call it
but I changed my mind 
was beaten to a pulp
till I pulled out the knife
are you steering your ship
or just along for the ride
is there comfort in the current
or do you push against the tide?
(cøzybøy)
I can't feel my face anymore
I can't love you like I did before
I'm sorry I'm anxious
I'm sorry I'm lost
know I can't take this
cause I'm so gone
& when I get wasted
its close to my chest
I keep all my secrets
they'll die with my death

CURTAIN CALL (Pt. II) w/ cøzybøy

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Lyrics:

Cursed in your heart
they’re watching you
pull a person apart 
I’m stuck & tangled
immersive mirage
that always worked
till I chewed through the knot
& proved who you are
Shoot for the stars
but still blacking out
in the back of our car
I’m not healing fast
& can’t run that far
god dammit it’s hard
forget where you are

You’re screaming something
that sounds like a name
I’m screaming fuck you
you’ll drown just the same
is anything worth this
much feeling afraid?
I’m hating the phrase
"grief comes in waves"

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you're screaming something that sounds like a name

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Lyrics:
(6host)
I would die for you
if you promise me
that you'll die too
but you'd never make an effort
and follow through
I know exactly what I need
to do

Redact the person from the present
detach the bird from all its feathers
move on, move on
recheck the facts and past traditions
ignore the masks don't ask permission
they're wrong, they're wrong

(Lil Narnia)
Dive headfirst and drown in
everything we said a thousand times when
there was nothing left to see
they just watch us suffocate
a world with out us wouldn’t blink and I accept it
staring in the sink at my reflection
fill up to my knees and hold my breath then 
lay down underneath are we pretending

I wanna pull the pain from my body
I let it wash away on the concrete
I am not afraid where we’re going

(6host)
I would die for you
if you promise me
that you'll die too
but you'd never make an effort
and follow through
I know exactly what I need
to do

Redact the person from the present
detach the bird from all its feathers
move on, move on
recheck the facts and past traditions
ignore the masks don't ask permission
they're wrong, they're wrong

FEATHERS w/ LIL NARNIA [Video in Description]

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Lyrics:

I'm having some trouble 
beginning to wonder 
if I've been becoming someone 
or the person that I want to be
(is this it for me
is this all I'll be
all I've been being)
it started that summer
kept bubbling under
one way or another
I just had to learn to
make everything freeze
(did everything cease
can anyone see
or am I just seizing)
I can’t duck & cover
or leave like my brother
don't think that my mother
would ever recover
should I rest in peace
(a terrible thing
to bare all the wings
would tear her to pieces)

cause no one’s more careful
or frozen in fear
than the people aware of
what it takes to cancel out
Core memories
(is anything free
can anyone speak
some sense or the meaning)

I guess we’ve had some luck
just not nearly enough
to heal all of the cuts
carry all of that stuff
to a place we call safe
(can’t handle the weight
believe all the fake
that feeling is fleeting)
it’s so hard to care
then just not give a fuck
all the sudden give up
or move forward and trust
everything is okay
(I don’t feel okay
I won’t feel okay
as long as I'm breathing)
no your problems are not mine
I know that it’s not fine
I try to get offline
but strangers and stop signs
are blocking the way
(I don’t want to stay
I don’t want to stay
& I can’t escape it)

STOP SIGNS

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Lyrics:
I'll drink a lot 
punish myself with some shots
clean up what fell from
from the mirror I fought
tell me your name I forgot
say I'll remember be wrong & get caught
start introducing again
I think I'm starting to lose it again
feels like a nightmare that’s lucid again
pulled out the knife I might use it again
is anyone getting along?
or are we pretending to not,
I think I could use a new friend
get rid of who knew me back then
to find out what losing you meant
and find out who’s movie I'm in
I can’t stop moving the pen
or handle the damage it did
that work was amateur kid,
the manager cancelled your shift
you can’t hold a candle to this
the worst kind of leaving a note
is one that was written for knots in a rope
I don’t think I wanted to know
you made us a promise you broke
but that was 4 long years ago
now they just live in my head
I can’t get the bills or recover the rent
will I make it out, it depends
the thousand word picture won’t print
our story might end

Wrong?
no I don’t, no I don’t know wrong
and I won’t, and I won’t go on
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your arms
I'm behind, I'm behind your bars

Is it so hard
believing that we fell apart
the pieces break even 
when reasons are smart
the lease is up, leash is cut read all the cards
we don’t have a map and the distance is far
they’re taking me off of the show
I'm leaving it all the notes
they’ll say sorry to see it all go
but I know it’s part of the code
put up a number i’ll guess
if it’s a 1 I'll leave some for the rest
if it’s a 2 then I'll come back to bed
and put all the doubt in the back of my head
I'm just getting tired of trying again
putting on miles and driving again
watching the clock in the time that we spent
from talking to screaming 
then crying to friends
I think I’ll take 1 for road
abandon all hope
leave out and grieve our 
good times on my own
save you from words 
that I’d wash out with soap
get off your nerves 
and take time on the ropes
you’re in the ring with no diamonds or gold
you do this thing where you can’t let it go
I do this thing where I walk out the door
leave with no trace then I’m blocking your phone

No I don’t, no I don’t know wrong
and I won’t, and I won’t go on
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your arms
I'm behind, I'm behind you're wrong
no I don’t, no I don’t know wrong
and I won’t, and I won’t go on
I can’t leave, I can’t leave your arms
I'm behind, I'm behind your bars

WRONG

Left For the Taking

Out of Control

STAY

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[killstation]
I'm already lost in this place I call home
I never meant to feel this way, 
but I know I won't change
You're still - in my brain, 
I'm cold still - I feel insane
I know I need these memories, 
I keep them safe until I Rest In Peace

[6HOST]
Who knows me better than myself?
there's a hundred ways I've felt
always landed on not well
I've been putting me through hell
car still running on no gas
spending money that I don't have
keep this up and it wont last
It's been a while since I left here
and I'm still banking on next year
lost faith in my old shit
took me places got homesick
you need a minute no time now
too much shit on my mind now
caving in but I'll find out
grab a glass I'm pouring wine out

6HOST WORLD

HOMESICK (feat. KILLSTATION)

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SPEECHLESS:
(Chorus)
Keep my name out your mouth
will that be easy for you I doubt
no you'll throw up my stories again
to all your stupid fucking friends
Keep my name out your mouth
like that'd be easy for you I doubt
no you'll throw up my stories again
to all your stupid fucking friends
(gloome)
I finally feel my breath again
everything burried deep within
I don't need a lover I need a friend
I'm getting really tired of trying
when its dark the weather is violent
and everything seems to go silent
a death of the heart tears me apart
over and over again
We've been diluted for so long
that nothing ever seems to go wrong
I feel like I'm just a pawn
a death of the heart tears me apart
(6host)
Don't get me wrong I still want it
I just can't hear when you're calling
have you been calling?
I must have missed it
wait no I didn't, you wouldnt listen
I told you I'm not gonna be there
if you're not consistent
we got priorities baby
I can't tell where yours are lately
you got a man but I'm hearing 
rumors about me
no sense in airing it
out there without me
people who care are all
right here around me
you're not around me
It's been 3 weeks I've been 
doing my own thing
I'll hit her up to pull up
when I'm lonely
she asks I tell her
I guess she's the only
I can't tell if its a serious moment
I barely know you,
you'll probably tell everyone when its over

CRASH:
(Chorus)
Don't look at me like that
knowing I can't bring back 
shit from my past
I'll be only getting close 
till I crash
I could throw this season out 
in your trash
(6host)
I don't wanna hide
I don't wanna fight
and I swear to fucking god
I don't need it in my life
I was taking risks
you were full of shit
try to put me in the trash
you would fuck it up and miss
back in 20 minutes
till its over I'll be sick
I don't need excuses
knowing you there will be a list
say all the shit you're thinking
right now I don't hear a thing
be up front like when we're drinking
if you're saying what you mean
No one's here to give you credit
we all get it when its earned
you want me to walk you through it
thats another lesson learned
I'd be fucking lying if I said I wasn't sure
what's the point in trying
when you left me on the curb
(gloome)
I'm in the clouds all the time
if you wanna stick around that's alright
you make me sad
said you wouldn't do that
I feel reckless at night without you
sometime sometimes I hate you
I see it in your eyes
I just wanna feel alright
I fell in love for the first time
we always fight on the long drives
do this one more time
one more night
I'd love to see you every morning
but you know how that gets boring
you make me sad
said you wouldn't do that

6HOST x GLOOME - SPEECHLESS | CRASH

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I have to fucking lie
to keep you in my life
my math is always right
it's worth it every time

Crawling away
everything's backwards I'm falling awake 
nothing feels worthless as calling your name
I'll preach to churches still nothing will change
I'll stay the same
Pick up a rock
throw it as hard as you can at the clock
even if I die our time wouldn't stop 
so lay it all out count how much we still got
can't fucking talk
I'm gonna jump
don't think I'm able to finish this month
tell my mother I love her my brother gave up
that was too much
I'm not strong enough
This is reality I'm fucking scared
my parents lives are a living nightmare
nobody knows what it's like to be there
please don't reach out it induces my fear
all I can do is get comfortable here

I have to fucking lie
to keep you in my life
my math is always right
it's worth it every time

IS EVERYONE CRYING OR AM I JUST CLINICAL

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Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Video in Description]

Produced by 6HOST

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Alone in my room
don't let them catch you
alone in my room
I can't sit next you
alone in my room
we we're supposed to
grow apart like most do
start leaving me out
Alone in my room
I wouldn't bother
alone in my room
please don't tell your father
I know you act cool
but patience is hotter
you're slipping so quickly
can't run in the water

I'll be an asshole
or just act natural
can't be your friend
I put an end
to what we had 
leave it at that
won't keep a secret
that boy don't need it
I'm sure he'd leave
if he heard me
or had to see
the sheets last night
I'm wasted stop
telling me that you're not
you're talking in circles
cursing me I think you need
to take a walk
we're falling off
and I'm cutting the loss
starting small till we get rid of all
the feelings
no reeling me back in

Alone in my room
don't let them catch you
alone in my room
I can't sit next you
alone in my room
we we're supposed to
grow apart like most do
start leaving me out
Alone in my room
I wouldn't bother
alone in my room
please don't tell your father
I know you act cool
but patience is hotter
you're slipping so quickly
can't run in the water

alone in my room

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Let’s make it happen
cause i’m tired of splashing
do you know that’s not enough(babe)
& I got what you’re lackin'

I don’t know what’s out there 
or think the amounts fair
I just want one 
but she can’t open her mouth 
speak over the crowd we
need you to shout scream
won’t hear it from me
but if you tell me i’m out babe 
come to my house lay
down in the clouds stay 
over the night & 
let’s take care of your frown (hey)
running on empty
no one can tempt me
I’ve been around but they
we’re nothin but friends see

You’re at the end jean
my texts aren’t sending
I gotta vibe 
I can’t stay silent again leave
them in the past like
this is your last life
I won’t survive 
if I don’t finish the act right
why can’t I act right
funny you ask I
I always try 
but waves keep pulling me back slide 
I’ll get it this time
just give me this time
they’ve taken shots 
but I don’t think you can miss mine
you’re in my riptide

Let’s make it happen
cause i’m tired of splashing
do you know that’s not enough(babe)
& I got what you’re lackin'

RIPTIDE

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I don't mind leaving my house
I like it better outside
I do not care
you should try keeping your mouth shut
I don't need your output
you were not there

Who of all knows it more than I do
I am nothing like you
we are not friends
hot flash one thing that I'm not past
living like an outcast
I don't pretend

You were never one for picking fights
I know I am
I was never one for staying here
I know I can't

I need a break from you
I can't escape from you(why)
running my feet hurt
now I think its easier to hide

People used to use me as a lifeline
I would spend a lifetime
keeping you safe
now its hard to keep my fucking phone charged
how'd I make it this far
can't pick up the pace

That's the point of having your own back see
you don't need to ask me 
you'll be just fine
everything is okay and you're happy
I am done unmasking
I don't have time

HIDE [Video in Description]

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Saw you last night out in downtown
funny you go out now
we would always stay home
had to act like I don’t know you
that’s just been my go to
duck my head & lay low
no ones perfect I need work see
that shit always hurt me
every time you’d say so
I get help when i don’t need it
say hi when I’m leaving 
change for you like play-doh

I know I said I need a break
but now I think I need to quit

Don’t just say shit cause it’s quiet
I’ll get used to silence
better now than later
you should meet the girl I'm with now
puts up with my shit now
I think you would hate her
I’m not lonely did I mention 
that was the intention 
had to know you heard it
check back in after a long year
nothing’s going wrong here
everything is perfect

I know I said I need a break
but now I think I need to quit

PLAY-DOH [Video in Description]

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I wish you’d cave
crumble in place 
I hope you wait
bookmark a page 
read through 
see who needs who 
I hate writing my name down

I think you’ll cave 
crumble in place 
I know you'll wait
bookmark a page 
read through 
see who needs who 
I hate writing my name down

I’m sorry okay
I know say that a lot
I’ve got some nerve
one smirk & Im lost

but I swear I’m patient
I’d never make it quick for you
I haven’t quit I’m just confused
but you’re not

and I don’t have answers
it’s always soon or way too late
it’s hard to move can you relate
& we’re stuck here

can someone chime in
& how much time can we put in
I think it’s fine if I admit
that you’re stuck here  

I wish you’d cave
crumble in place 
I hope you wait
bookmark a page 
read through 
see who needs who 
I hate writing my name down

I think you’ll cave 
crumble in place 
I know you'll wait
bookmark a page 
read through 
see who needs who 
I hate writing my name down

I HOPE YOU CAVE

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Baby I'ma clap slow
while you dance
like hades in your black clothes
try your hand
and maybe I'm an asshole
not a man
but help me make it back home
cause I can't
I think there's something in the air here
I'm choking up
I'm being punished by your stare
think you've seen enough
I usually run it by my parents
when they're in touch
they always wonder why I care
when I care too much

It's no question that I am who I am
I'll be honest when I can
I can't call it when its them
know exactly where I've been
at my house, in my town
I get scared of going out
if were careful then I'm down
but its fair for you to bounce
bounce, take the cord and pull it out
take the car and pull around
we're not far and headed south
pick a side,
its been weighing on your mind
no more swaying running wild
if you're staying then you're mine,
mine

Baby I'ma clap slow
while you dance
like hades in your black clothes
try your hand
and maybe I'm an asshole
not a man
but help me make it back home
cause I can't
I think there's something in the air here
I'm choking up
I'm being punished by your stare
think you've seen enough
I usually run it by my parents
when they're in touch
they always wonder why I care
when I care too much

MINE [Video in Description]

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Lyrics:

I need more of this
before we quit
you throw a fit 
and that’s all I get 
I need more of this
I'm wrong I bet
my fault I guess
let’s argue less
and start saying yes
I need more of this

The borderline
between your thoughts and mine 
doesn’t seem that far
we always stay where we are
let’s leave our home behind
You make sense
even clearer when
we’re 2 past our last drink
& there’s no reason to think
it’s way too late my friend
So come back in
let’s both get lost again
remember early in may
I said I’d wait every day
for you to come back in 
(come back in)

I need more of this
before we quit
you throw a fit 
and that’s all I get 
I need more of this
I'm wrong I bet
my fault I guess
let’s argue less
and start saying yes
I need more of this

BORDERLINE

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Let’s just have a bad time you & me
how long is the half life of ecstasy
we’ll soak in the bath till it’s all empty
uncovering the past like hide & seek
Nothing like your parents you’re a freak
they’re always embarrassed or tongue in cheek
they don’t think you care for the cherry tree
I think it’s better in dirt buried underneath 

If I have to crawl all of the night,
I wanna see everything in the light
all that I have is the black and the white
I cant look back all my memories combined
It’s hard to breathe or i’m not a man
I inhale and hold it as long as I can 
there’s something in knowing you’re right where you stand
but I think that’s hell and it’s dark here I can’t

If you have to leave just know that we cared 
know it’s hard to feel it and that isn’t fair
we’ll do all the healing when you aren’t here
if we have to cry every time that we cheers
Rip off the cap and hold out your tongue
all of it’s gone when you're looking for some
all of the bottles are empty I’m done
the hardest to swallows the very last one

Punished by a purpose and missing yours
mines not any service and living is work
life is never promised and isn’t sure
I can’t visit home without getting hurt
we don’t get along when the timings worst
I feel bad for mom she held Ryan first
everyone has place though & I was third
3 were in the race I’m behind the curve

BAD TIME

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I’m still afraid 
and everything hurts
you’re not around 
and the problems are worse
I feel like a kid 
who grew up too fast
I’m 27 and want it all back
last year was fucked,
I’ve seen too much
but I’m always torn 
when I wanna give up
my parents are proud, 
that’s not enough
I’m on the ground 
and my time has been cut
so this ones for me 
& nobody else
this weight is nothing 
like I’ve ever felt
I’ll give it my best 
& you’ll be surprised 
like you must’ve missed it 
did I even try
that person is me 
it’s hard to believe
no one can be 
everything that you need
so I just stay here 
I know my place
I think theres beauty 
in all of the waste
that was a piece, 
this is the whole
my feet are tired 
and burned from the coal
I’ll make it through 
dead or alive
but long as I’m breathing 
there’s nothing inside

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It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

I'm still on empty with low health
still running from my
he's fallen in the well
help honey I'm in hell
this cage will not suffice
they're coming for my life
it's the perfect time to strike
I've lost my will to fight
I'm missing half the plot
we ignored it or forgot
never got my point across
never found my train of thought
where's the part where I grew up?
made it right and gave a fuck
found the diamond in the rough 
I am blind and losing touch

It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

My image fades to grey
I was forged from dirt and clay
disappearing every day
we all want to go away
they don't want to see you win
want to sink your ship again
you're a lead balloon in wind
Lucy let the demons in

HELP HONEY, I'M IN HELL!

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I get my health from my mom
she is unbreakable, unmistakable
makes it feel like getting somewhere
I get my spite from my ex
she was unfaithful, ungrateful
made it look like cheating was fair
I get no help from my shrink
she is incapable, I'm un-savable
I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair

I think of all the times its crossed my mind
am I good enough, am I fucking up
and are you tired?
of fielding every doubt and fear of mine
its affecting us, can you shut me
or is that your type?
People want a reason to complain
I just wrote a book, see how long it took
I'm not done yet
maybe its just me and that's a shame
I need an inner-look, I have no input
but I forget

I get my health from my mom
she is unbreakable, unmistakable
makes it feel like getting somewhere
I get my spite from my ex
she was unfaithful, ungrateful
made it look like cheating was fair
I get no help from my shrink
she is incapable, I'm un-savable
I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair

I hate the sound of this song
it is unplayable, unmake-able
I'll erase it disappear
in thin air

This Could Be Us but I'm Falling Apart

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6HOST:
I don’t tell you this enough, I
feel like I’m in luck, like
please don’t wake me up, I’m
dreaming or on drugs, high
seeing double vision
2020’s different
what we’re doing isn’t
me and you are mixin

Drinks are being poured up
drippin from the floor up
lights on ‘till the cords cut
out I’ll order more, fuck
I feel like a nascar
I just made it past start
fuck I hated last year
never thought I’d last here

Hate it when my hands shake
saving pills I can’t take
that was for my own sake
I was always home late
either that or homeless
scared of my aloneness
luckily that’s the old me
now I’m never lonely

CØZYBØY:
Said it’s just medicine
take it deep let it in
I thought I was alright
if you hold my hand tight

we were never lonely
you and I were I were hoping
we would make it in spite
everybody’s insight

I know I’m falling but I fall so slow
I’m calling everybody that I know
I’m popping bottles let the champagne flow
black beamer with the black windows

Blacked out in my fantasy I’m
two deep in these leather seats
two door and my baby riding
lone wolf but you come with me

New titties she could never hide em
bad bitch so it’s fine with me
double shots seeing double vision
drive fast through the city streets

Double Vision (feat. cøzybøy)

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6HOST:
I've heard 
more than my fair share 
of party facts, done
listening to anymore
of that, noise
tell me something you don't 
tell the other boys

Like how in April,
your dad was out and
fucked up on his ass,
got arrested you showed up
with your own cash,
took everything you saved
to pay for college books

In grade school
I saw my neighbor in a body bag
he didn't wanna live
and cocked it back,
were trained so young to fear 
the things we can't explain

My bar tab
is running up I ain't 
been keeping track
please take my wallet
give him what he needs
leave, I'll meet you in the cab
you're coming home with me

Le Play:

& I can not confide 
but you can really fuck my life 
if there’s an ounce of dignity 
I’ll make sure it dies tonight 
grab your purse and grab your lies
grab my shirt and hold me tight 
baby there’s no turning back 
once you step inside this ride 

Baby i’m just being honest 
I know your not used to the toxic 
I really advise that you strap in 
before we take off in the cockpit 
I know of a place to get lost in
I love all the ways that your talking 
especially all of your secrets 
cause we were both raised in a coffin

The price is right the night is nice 
but we can fall in line 
I’ll sell you lies and fantasize 
the proper kind of time 
chew me up and spit me out 
I love the suicide 
tell you things you wanna hear 
I'll cast the fishing line

Home With Me (feat. Le Play)

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