Lyrics:
I changed my colors for you 
I watched the raindrops hit your face
that feeling that you always gave me 
wouldn't trade it for a thing
the scent of rain, reminds me of yesterday
when we split our ways, and it killed me everyway
those eyes, the blonde hair
i don't know why i'm here
sitting here with my life to spare
empty thoughts full of despair
i don't know
i don't know anymore
i hope you're good, cause i'm not 
i love the way that you talk 
and i just wanna let you know
you always felt like home
feelings stayed but i'll go 
feel like a metronome

i hope you're good cause i'm not. (prod. rrarebear)

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Lyrics:

Make it make sense to me
and get up off the fence for me
you're ready or not
who should I pretend to be
to get you to stop
you're back and forth again
maybe you're meant to be gone
and I'm meant to be lost

I used to miss you calling
now those two words are all I get
you used to ask who I was
now you're getting sick of all my shit

If its all the same to you then I'll make
all the same mistakes
if at any point you need another sad face
then I'll be far away
if you're getting into bed I hope its heart-shaped
I'll be wide awake
and if its better having never felt a heart break
then you'll be nice and safe

You're disappearing
and I'm letting it happen
you don't have answers
so I won't be asking

Make it make sense to me
and get up off the fence for me
you're ready or not
who should I pretend to be
to get you to stop
you're back and forth again
maybe you're meant to be gone
and I'm meant to be lost

READY OR NOT

performing tonight with smrtdeath, fats'e, lil narnia & more:
https://wl.seetickets.us/event/smrtdeath/594463?afflky=TheRebelLounge

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I have to fucking lie
to keep you in my life
my math is always right
it's worth it every time

Crawling away
nothing feels worthless as calling your name
I'll preach to churches still nothing will change
I'll stay the same
Pick up a rock
throw it as hard as you can at the clock
even if I die our time wouldn't stop 
so lay it all out count how much we still got
can't fucking talk
I'm gonna jump
don't think I'm able to finish this month
tell my mother I love her my brother gave up
that was too much
I'm not strong enough
This is reality I'm fucking scared
my parents lives are a living nightmare
nobody knows what it's like to be there
please don't reach out it induces my fear
all I can do is get comfortable here

I have to fucking lie
to keep you in my life
my math is always right
it's worth it every time

IS EVERYONE CRYING OR AM I JUST CLINICAL (Phoenix AZ 5/12 tix in description)

prod. @gonetoofar

Lyrics

(Hook)
Life sucks Goddammit why the fuck I stay,
Five cuts dripping blood why I be this way,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change,
Why drugs why anything that's not safe,
Why love when the trust just seems to break,
And if by chance I live I say,
Maybe one day I'll change

(Verse)
Wake up but she start to wish she never would,
Wanna leave this world but she never could,
Taped up cuts but they still bleeding through,
Make-up cover up all the skin she bruise,
Say nothing don't talk to anyone around,
What a world it is with all the things you do,
She'll just stare into space,
No one cares if it's okay,
And if by chance she live she say,
Maybe one day I'll change

five cuts (prod. toofargone)

performing tonight with smrtdeath, fats'e, lil narnia & more:
https://wl.seetickets.us/event/smrtdeath/594463?afflky=TheRebelLounge

Official Video via Astari: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cLz9WGz78vw

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6HOST:

Holding back a frown
can’t look down
cause the room is spinning
shakey till she comes
I’d feel dumb
if you knew I’m missing (I’m not)
mexico again
portland wind
and your stupid grinning 
hope it’s not too late
had to wait
I didn’t have in me (what’s wrong)

This is my attempt 
to amend
my past actions I was
trapped inside my head
seeing red 
feeding gas to fire (fuck off)
haven’t made it out
but I found
solace in denial
you’ll remember this
what we missed
it won’t take a while (come on)

cøzyboy:

I been tryna find peace ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)
I been tryna find me ever since you left
(insane I’m so gone now)

I been so alone now
hands all on my throat now
I been off anxiety
fuck at least I know now

Everybody knows now
keep me comatose now
I’m just tryna find
what you find
‘fore you come
back in my life

6HOST:

I don’t wanna change
so I blame
people closest to me
they don’t get the half
that I have 
my part needs improving (i know)
you see clearly now
shaved your brows
started over smoothly
I just built these walls
missed your calls
put my heart in stupid (i choked)

That’s not your black shirt 
it was hers
you’d look better in it
we sat right here too
it was new
nothing ever did it (so close)
maybe it’s my nerves
or a curse
they would never get it
head down to your shoes 
through and through 
you were always different (my own)

Listen on Spotify

COLLATERAL (ft. cøzybøy) [Phoenix AZ 5/12 tickets in description]

Noise Ring Stains (Prod. Holyvexy)

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Lyrics: https://genius.com/Lil-sunken-eye-im-back-and-a-little-less-drunk-lyrics

I'm back and a little less drunk

produced by lil crow
artwork by 6host
@808egodeath
@6hosttown

No Resolve (feat. Egodeath & 6HOST)

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good hope sells itself

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It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

I'm still on empty with low health
still running from my
he's fallen in the well
help honey I'm in hell
this cage will not suffice
they're coming for my life
it's the perfect time to strike
I've lost my will to fight
I'm missing half the plot
we ignored it or forgot
never got my point across
never found my train of thought
where's the part where I grew up?
made it right and gave a fuck
found the diamond in the rough 
I am blind and losing touch

It's never calm before the storm
it always rains before it pours
you'll see it coming before it hits
I hear the screaming from your lips
it's kind of charming isn't

My image fades to grey
I was forged from dirt and clay
disappearing every day
we all want to go away
they don't want to see you win
want to sink your ship again
you're a lead balloon in wind
Lucy let the demons in

HELP HONEY, I'M IN HELL! (Phoenix AZ 5/12 tickets in description)

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I get my health from my mom
she is unbreakable, unmistakable
makes it feel like getting somewhere
I get my spite from my ex
she was unfaithful, ungrateful
made it look like cheating was fair
I get no help from my shrink
she is incapable, I'm un-savable
I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair

I think of all the times its crossed my mind
am I good enough, am I fucking up
and are you tired?
of fielding every doubt and fear of mine
its affecting us, can you shut me
or is that your type?
People want a reason to complain
I just wrote a book, see how long it took
I'm not done yet
maybe its just me and that's a shame
I need an inner-look, I have no input
but I forget

I get my health from my mom
she is unbreakable, unmistakable
makes it feel like getting somewhere
I get my spite from my ex
she was unfaithful, ungrateful
made it look like cheating was fair
I get no help from my shrink
she is incapable, I'm un-savable
I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair

I hate the sound of this song
it is unplayable, unmake-able
I'll erase it disappear
in thin air

This Could Be Us but I'm Falling Apart

performing 5/12 @ the rebel lounge in Phoenix AZ with smrtdeath, fats'e, lil narnia & more:
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self produced

h.u.r.t.

MINE (Official Video): 
https://youtu.be/ZTrejQiHYj0

COLLATERAL (Official Video): https://youtu.be/cLz9WGz78vw

HEADLOCK (Official Video): https://youtu.be/WP_aYN6C5Ng

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This Could Be Us but I'm Falling Apart

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