n e t i n g 2

shoutout @oddyssi for the intro thing

cover/remix? of https://open.spotify.com/track/50pfYAGyW35PQNxCPK0TXQ?si=58855268b3e24c83

i cant open my mouth
and even if i could
nothing comes out
im stuck ontop the planet
that you orbit around
you take my love for granted
but i wont let you down

i feel like
its all crashing down on me again
my love
i feel like 
everybody
sees you & me as
more than us

i hardly can talk
i feel awful a lot
but ill never let u know
i think that its something unique
its more real than a dream
i wont ever let this go

and if u keep me waiting 
i dont care
i could wait right here
forever i guess

i guess its not that bad   :. )

i could wait right here forever <3

@blxty
@1yugenn

i feel like im better alone
is something wrong with me?
i feel like im turning into
what i don't want to be
tell me everything is alright
i need your honesty
tell me everything will be fine
just keep reminding me that

just be honest, do u hate me?
its all that im thinking bout lately
everyday feel like im going crazy
pushed me to the edge yea u made me
wanna talk ima let it out
all these thoughts inside my head need to get them out
im not happy when you're not around
not a smile its an upside down frown

i hate when i see that you're down
you know when i keep to myself
i cry but im hiding the sound
its a lie coming out of my mouth

honesty prod blxty & yugen

@lilac
old rock thing lac made for sc 2020 - 2019??

:,)) **lilac

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
I wouldn’t wanna talk with anybody else
I’d rather spend the time with myself
I’m tryna map the road out in front of me
But nothing’s promised it’s scary as hell
Don’t know whose looking out for you and whose in for themselves
Trust me I’ve been here before I know it all too well
Trying not to step on snakes but even ladders lead to hell
I can’t let that get between us

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Know we’re on separate paths
We’re not supposed to look back
But I can’t help myself
I’m trying not to hold
Onto the way I felt
I know no matter what we’ll make it to the same place
Cause I could never let you just be a familiar face
I know I broke too quickly couldn’t keep up with the pace
If I could do it again wouldn’t do anything the same

I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know
I could be falling to my knees and I wouldn’t give up on you
And even if you don’t see what I see 	I know that I could still count on you
It’s been a while since we’ve talked about our dreams
But I still promise they’re all gonna come true
And if I had to tell you one last thing
I’d still wish you the best, I just hope that you know

Hope That You Know

drive home w/ xo alone [pasca]

ty

https://www.instagram.com/prodwasterr/

love story

trying my very hardest but it's never enough
@vertigoth
prod @shishy77

you took it all away
this can never be what it was, its not the same
still but a call away
never said that i didnt love you, every day

you did me wrong and ill take the blame
now every drop of the rain's the same
now i know you took it all away
and i hope that you know
know i only wanted to make you stay

never wanted to go so bad, oh no
just leave the past in the past and please dont go
its so hard to approach, so far to go,
youre always fast, and im so slow

and i know its hard, i dont blame you
you know you are what i pertain to
i will stay, guess its something about you
i cant say if ill settle without you
---
and my blood still stained on the keyboard
I'll never peek so just check at the backdoor
and with all that I can and I please
so please don't tell me that u wish it were different cuz I'll be down on my knees

say you'd be down for the winter
I couldn't think of the past
u slid beneath my skin
fragments they splinter in half
and the leaves still fall, give life when stuck to my sweater
once just a schoolboy's crush, and now I picture forever :')

Love, as we let it be
I can't lose touch, ur apart of me
I sing these songs from my chest
checking the screen for the weather
you float upwards of my flaws
my blaze as light as a feather

I know that it hurts when in motion
when confusion evokes from emotion
when I struggle to look u in ur eyes
and I can't cope with the thought of goodbyes :(

goodbyes w/ verti (shishy)

@lilac @y4ndere
mix: 9souls & @care4u
master: @x_fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

lyrics: 
ur toxic and unstable
but i am far from able 
to resist ur touch
even when it hurts this much
so ill remove this veil 
and ill take off my halo 
i remain in ur clutch 
even when you hurt me so much 

dnt u evr leave 
please hold onto me 
be my eternity 
crush me to pieces 
and i cant take it 
no
x2

no no nooooo 

w/ a dull knife 
you took my life 
its alright 
its not goodbye
forever 
and always mine 
and i belong to you

eternity (lilac x yandere)

ommlllllll bru ts did so bad

@0arid
@wasterr
I’ll move on I guess
Smoking pack again 
It takes away the stress 
I’m always fucking up 
I always make a mess 
Sometimes I look back
My minds full with regret 
I always did you wrong 
So I’ll move on I guess 

Idk why ur upset 
Bc u said it was for the best 
Nothing last forever I know that everything ends 
You loved to bring me down 
Always felt like I was less 
And when I am not around 
I hope you turn into a mess
arid
i tried it over and over
these feelings i kept in
they’re growing older and older
this seems like i cant win
i already told u yeah i know the rest
yeah i miss the old u layin on my chest
i dont wanna go on put me down to rest
every second spent i just wanted to forget

moving on

moving on w/ arid (wasterr)

@diligencexs

[victxrw]

she looks at me like im not even human
up all night trynna find a solution
losing sleep trynna find a conclusion
i guess it was just an illusion...

prove it baby can u prove it?
u abused it baby u abused it
all i do is lose all i do is lose it
but u knew it
from the start u knew it all :/

[jons]

i am trying, tying up the loose ends
crying cause i am but a human
i dont know if i did play my cards right
all i know is she played with my heart tonight
i cant sleep, not that i ever did but
she hurts me with her smile when we kiss cause
now i believe, this is not how we should be
prove it to me, that you love me constantly

[victxrw]

prove it baby can u prove it?
u abused it baby u abused it
all i do is lose all i do is lose it
but u knew it
from the start u knew it all :/

nd im not ready for winter
cuz the snow burns my skin
oh ill never be a winner
its never me again ;-;
could u leave me be?
oh im begging please
oh honestly i cant do this shit anymore...

not even human ft. jons (diligence + chained)

prod wasterr jolst

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocaine
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

baby how could i ever choose her
red eyes yeah this my world
i know how u feel when u say ur hurt
we got love yeah ik its worth
wish i had the time
maybe i could change and id make everything right
i got all these thoughts and they full of lies
i know i just think about it all the time

i got bands just for me&u
he can never love u in the way i do
idk if ur words are true
but baby ill do anythin for time w u
n i still like ur laugh
imma leave this story in the past
my life a porsche imma crash
would u hate me if i wasnt trash?

sold my soul for this gold chain
my whole body sno like its cocain
i know i wont die in my old age
i know its my time when i see rain
tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks

(tears mixed in my bloodstainz
yeah i got that pain in me everyday
i cant leave my bros cause that love stays
when i see yo face yea my heart breaks)

bloodstainz (wasterr & jolst)

all flowers will decay (≖ ︿ ≖ ✿)

https://open.spotify.com/track/7C1ABwH4LkdUr0WPDeYEy5?si=39a47d5a79214d15

@fabs4k
@prodarisu

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@remiliaxd :

all flowers will decay
you shot at my heart, blew my brains out
idk what to say
you're all up in my brain
lay waste another day
broken hearts never change, i tried

make it out alive
find the different pieces
there's nowhere left to hide
but u waste my time
you take it all away
but i know i'll be fine
and i don't think that i can love you again

all in, i think i lost it
lost it, to think i'd lose myself
fall in, i'm done with falling down
don't wanna lose myself
but i can't go back now

@fabs4k : 

i can’t even face it
we having arguments but you cannot even base it
on all the things you said
giving me thoughts all up in my head
giving me nightmares while I’m going to bed

so I run from the fear
ain’t no apologies, ain’t nothing sincere
yeah he used to be a friend, now he’s only a peer
i’m driving down the road, yeah the end’s almost near

decay +fabs (arisu)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ziayy5wtGWxyMArKc9ZpO?si=de0aa4bdb68944a5

prod: @trustt

whats there to say?
everything u do always goes ur way
make more mistakes
but ur still gonna go lie to my face
i cant explain 
idk how much more i could just take
i get taste of bitter 
feel like my tongue filled with glitter

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

know u cant forgive me
been ignoring all my sins
been at the point where u dont need me 
but i still try to make it in
unlike the others, i can fix it
dont wanna go thru this again
it been so hard cuz idk when ur gonna
let go of that thread

i been told u
idrk if i should risk it for u
ive been losing patience dk if i know u
tell me if i bore u 
tell me if i swore too, never leave u by ur side

(i feel bitter) 
(oh no theres not a winner)
(ik im not a quitter)
(feel like my tongue filled with glitter) x2

i feel bitter
oh no theres not a winner
oh no im not a quitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter x2

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

glitter

glitter (trustt)

prod. me

lyrics:

ima take some shit then i'll pass out
3am pics got me blurred out
when u look at that shit in the background
u can see me there, i'm a no one
when i put on my shit, it's the best ones
when i look at myself, i don't know him
when i take some pics, i don't post them
then i trash them
never seen them
(x2,,)

and i wish i stopped myself
and i wish i stopped myself from letting go
i stay in the background
u can see me there i'm a no one
(x2,,)

i don't wnna change myself
i don't wnna change myself
for nobody but me i know i have to.
(x2,,)

3amPics [[[LEAK]]]

https://open.spotify.com/track/482YTwU4spv2BMA8W3oWOp?si=3cf33f09b56a4057

lyrics:

please, just listen
something in my body's missing...

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

cuz it true, i knew tht u were mine
everything tht u left behind
i just wanna make sure ur fine
look in my eyes
i wouldnt go and lie
nd leave this all behind
id rather die...

just take my hand nd lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

would u be right here next 2 me, 
if the stars aligned?
(i wanna keep u here, hold u tight, ill hold u near)
would u be right here 2 hold my hand at night?
(ill keep u here, ill keep u safe plz do not fear)

this song was meant for u
but we're too far distant now...
i can feel my body bleeding out, im rotting underground,
those songs i wrote for two,
makes it hard 2 listen now
u can scar me and harm me tht'll last a lifetime from now-

i think my mind is twisted,
from the thought of losing u.
im scratching at my skin, bloods running thin,
idk wht 2 do...
i think im losing vision.
i told myself "just think this through.
how can i get 2 u, get 2 ur heart?"
i shouldve told u i loved u from the start...

look in my eyes
i wouldnt go nd lie
nd leave this all behind 
id rather die...

just take my hand and lead it far away from here
all the pain just dissapears
can u see? its crystal clear
i just need u here

prod. @kingtheta

Missing

glow.

t h e r e s  n o t h i n g  h e r e  o n l y  v o i d


i could wait right here forever <3

brr

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