Divine beasts are messengers of the heavens, and their rage mirrors the tumult of the skies, of which storms are the pinnacle.

This is dedicated to all who've hurt me and aim for my unruly demise; including the storm.
i am only a storm, and a storm is all i will forever be.

bandcamp & more 🗲🌪❆

eyestorm 🗲🌪❆

it doesnt feel like a dream; more of an omen

this was made in under 24 hours . locked myself in my room until i couldve made something

its my birthday but i feel like jumping offa cliff

lyrics:
can u feel my heart
no, dont listen to me speak
ive seen this everywhere
ive seen this all the time
ive seen you in my words
i see you all online

i cannot stop this feeling
freak out when i feel it i freak out when i feel
dont think i have much of a choice
i dont think im alone in the void
👁‍🗨

okay, im not okay
same side, whats your play
...fuck
they dont care about you anyway
but they talk to you
(yea i do that 2?)
& i always lose :/
i cant take it no
i might kill -

..
will u catch me falling?
..

falling in my sleep

@blxty @mental

SHOUTOUT MY FRIENDZ IM SO HYPE RN

ITS ON SPOTIFY TOO

HOPE U LIKE IT! ^W^

lyrics:

✨oddy:
why wont you come around
you say you watch me burn
wont take this shit again
and you say you watched me hurt
its fine

but idk
if im the one you want
and i hate how i feel right now
but you dont seem to respond
its fine

🌸mental:
turn me inside out i was looking for ur heart
cause it just feels right when we're staring at the stars
& i say it every time but hate when we're apart
cause it just feels like this is all part of the plot

i took your love for granted
i see that now
i took my heart for granted
im bleeding out

🩸blxty:
im bleeding
it's nice to know that
if i die, that you'll believe me
i guess that's the key to this
girl i'm uneasy
i'll test the waters out
so please believe me
if u don't whatever it's fine
you can wait for me to die

...

🌸mental:
look in the mirror
if i could i would break them all
nothing is clearer
than the love when it breaks your fall
thats why nobody could catch me

i try to tell u how i feel but i cant
so i whisper what i really wanna say
if you loved me how i loved you
then im sure that everything will be okay

✨oddy:
-i should cut it again
my ties, or my skin?
if i think of you again i think ill jump off of a bridge
..and i dont think its me, i think im somewhere far enough
im sorry, love
i dont think im someone you should know at all

always say, dont give a fuck about you
but we both know
that i never tell the truth
why cant you say it
i feel my life fade
we're always wasting
why cant the time change

🩸blxty:
im bleeding
it's nice to know that,
if i die, that you'll believe me
i guess that's the key to this
girl i'm uneasy
i'll test the waters out
so please believe me
if u don't whatever it's fine
you can wait for me to die

uneasy alliance  + blxty & mental

its always me vs everyone

produced by oddyssi obv + thank you swag for helping me understand serum
so obviously insp by zeke + kmoe  sorry



lyrics:
you always said to me
you never ever wanted me around
i dont think i have the guts to tell
you when im freaking out
when i leave and turn eighteen i wont be coming back at all
when i die before nineteen
i hope you hold regrets forever

its not the same
its not the same
i put my mind to paper
feel just like a fake
am i a fake?
am i a fake?
ive got no fuckin idea
wish i could explain it -

.
you always said to me
dont-
you always said to me-
why do you keep talking?
i dont even want to talk to me
why do you lie?
why do you-
why wont u tell me?

(say you wont) come back
to hold me down
you always said to me dont-
a a a
im upside down on the ceiling
i dont think i can feel it
why do u keep insisting
ill come back around

...
...
...

leave a trail of blood thts buried in the snow
falling in oblivion like every week
hurt myself in ways that you could never know
& i hurt myself more times than youve hurt me

...so what do you want?
i dont think i exist im just a part of your thought
and why cant anybody see me
...why cant anybody see me?

.
you always said to me
dont-
you always said to me-
why do you keep talking?
i dont even want to talk to me
why do you lie?
why do you-
why wont u tell me?

(say you wont) come back
to hold me down
you always said to me dont-
a a a
im upside down on the ceiling
i dont think i can feel it
why do u keep insisting
ill come back around

why did you

(edit 7/7/22) wanna know how i made this song? watch the breakdown here -> https://youtu.be/PEbUEuHPnCI

first off, big fuckin thank you to faye for doing literally the entire bass line in the song pls listen and follow her @mewatonin

this is a little different than usual but i hope you like it ^-^

also follow me on twittr and insta loool

777

lyrics:

i done fucked up; hotel
wanna see me out u wanna see me there
on ur mind all the fuckin time
i just dont know why yea
u want me there
i just dont know why!
u want me there

all the time
see the lines
see ur lies
why u always callin my phone?
if theres a reason to be haaaaaaad

.
we should find the time
whats that weighin on ur mind?
u dont know what i mean?
u just say ur fine
i dont think you have a reason
you dont want me to see..

like that, like that
what u wanna say?
just spit it out
and you always get through

like that, like that
what you wanna do..?
>.<
wanna see you move

hey boy
think they hate you
why u gotta be so rude?

swap spit just to see whos friends
and i wouldnt care if you
hated me at all

...
... 💫
... 

i done fucked up-
but u alrdy knew that
no i dont feel the same
...i know you

i feel like the real me
is stuck inside my dreams
it feels like the whole world
is falling down on me

on and on ..
no i dont feel any different
listen to me
keep count the scars you know you keep
feel lost, the stars are where i sleep

🌠

SPITSWAP

thinkin abt her ~v~
lil thing for july :D i hope you like it


lyrics:

swear ive been here before
i see you entering my head
thought that this time itd be safe
thought by this time that id be dead

dreams of you and my daily vision
blink just once and youll fuckin miss it
cross my enemies off my hit list
its worth it if its all for you-

its too cold
for you here (and now)
we both know
the way its gonna go

its too cold
for you here (and now)
we both know
the way its gonna go




777

THANK YOU FOR AN AMAZING YEAR
 
THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS YOU ARE SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE I COULDVE EVER KNOWN

I HOPE YOU ENJOY!!!



lyrics:

you tear me up inside
when i got my hands high 
you cant look me in the eyes
your limits past the sky

dont forget at all, dont want to leave
you hurt inside, dont let them see
lie down go to sleep
dont get up for another week...

you rip your friends away
dont take the meds today
dont speak at all but do you know
how that makes her feel
do you know how that makes her feel?

...yet you dont know that

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you

...
... 💓
...

whats it gonna take
whats it gonna take to find your love
lying wide awake
nothing feels the same at all

whats it gonna take
whats it gonna take to find your love
i need you to stay
i need you to stay...

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you

she loves you
she loves you
she loves you
yea she loves you


...

DREAMING: HER WORLD OF LOVE

[did the world change or did i?]

nice to see you, heres the first track of 2022!
i hope you are prepared for what this year will bring, God knows i certainly am not

this is one of those songs you listen to in bed at night with the lights off. i hope you can understand what im trying to say

lyrics:

i dont know
where time goes
maybe you could tell me why?
i dont show
love or so
maybe you could take your time

.. been thinkin bout my ending as of late
you mean so much to me, i cant explain
i got caught up in some things in my brain
dont wanna lose you in uncertainty

promise i wont hurt you anymore
love, or anymore
hurt you anymore
love, or anymore
anymore
love, or anymore
hurt you anymore
love, or anymore

...
...
...

i dont know
what to do
i wish i could live inside your mind
and im not sure
if i should be ***
did the world change 
or did i?

i swear ive seen this dream before
we're in the cosmos; in the freezing cold
she brought me here, she told me where to go
love is the only thing ill never know

...anymore
love, or anymore
love, or anymore
love, or anymore
anymore
love, or anymore
love, or anymore
love, or anymore

.. falling asleep to your voice
laying alone in the void
i just wish i wasnt real
i just want to be destroyed
(by you)
falling asleep to your voice
laying alone in the void
i just wish i wasnt real
i just want to be destroyed
(by you)

777

ANYMORE: THE SONG OF ENDING

2/22/22

SURPRISE
this a soundcloud exclusive (not gonna be anywhere else)

i hope you like it

also ohh my god i am so sorry for ripping the motif from karna the song is just so fucking good tho

lyrics:
sun dance, in my room
i like to think about you
think about you
sun dance,  make me cry
i hate to see you hide
see you hide


 its been one hell of a year or so
i hate to think about it
i like to be alone
but cant think of a way around it
you like a lot of things
im like an oddity
i know i hate my voice
but you like to talk to me

we say so many things
stuck in my head again
the feelings seeping in
im sleeping to forget again
smiling sideways
dont need a reason
i fear it and try to sleep
pirouette into pieces

-okay
are you alright
youre still here
pick it up
dont waste time
ooo oh oh ohhhh (SHOUTOUT KARNA OMGGG)

okay
are you alright
if youre feeling lonely
ill make sure youre fine
ooo oh oh ohhhh 
    

(ascending)
...

777

SUND4NCE

hey hi hello

feels like we've been here before, huh?

i love my friends so much. thank you all for being there for me. i dont know who or where id be if i hadnt met you all. and thank you! for listening.
 
thank you toba for the inspiration for the drop, thanks kmoe for those vocals. (he is in this song a lot more than you think LOL) also thank you to reserv really big inspiration i think its obvious hahahahahah

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:

the stars align
i cant seem to make out more than what i have
to put you in a better place so that
i dont let you down

and deep inside this home
wanna go away to make myself unknown
when i feel like falling down without a reason to get back up
 
o
o
o

think i need you but i know its best if im without it
you know i like you and i hate the times when you would doubt it
and when i leave and turn nineteen i hope you know ive found it
cuz we dont ever really die we just find ways around it

think i need you but i know its best if im without it
you know i like you and i hate the times when you would doubt it
...and i hope that when you think of me it feels nostalgic
cuz i will never really die ill just find ways around it

...

one time
before all this had to start
i remember the colours
the streaks of pink on your arms
your mind
hasnt treated you so nicely
i recall all the times
when we would hang out just to sleep

...

and when its time to go
i wont leave you alone
when the stars glow
when the stars glow...

...

dear oddy,
you were always afraid of change, and you know you cant always stop it.
a lot of things have left, and very little stayed.
what mattered most was that you didnt give up.
so why stop now? theres more waiting up ahead; if youre willing to open up.
continue forward! and remember that youre never alone.
i got your back! and so do the people that you love

alignment of reason 313

hi hello sorry for nothing in april ill compensate by posting twice in a month i think june 
i am so sorry i literally ripped off dayglow and kale and jane (hey guys if you see this MY BAD) haahhahaahha but its whatevevr tho it sounds cool right? idk i hope auybgftaeiu0

thank you mental for letting me use FL and thank you luna for tha advice wowowowowowowow

btw i been thinking i want to make an EP this year i hope you can look forward to that???? :D

ok heres lryics

lyrics:

...

i cant breathe this air
its suffocating
conversation
stuck inside my mouth

i dont even know 
i dont really want to calm down
tell me what you want
tell me what you really want now

heart still pacin
what you mean? 
sounds cover me
i cant figure this out

i dont really know
do i ever make your heart race?
call me when im gone
do i ever make your heart ache?


...when im outsiiide
and i see you smiiile
its worth it to fiiind
what makes you aliiive

and when you got the flooor
sappiamo dell'amor
id like to feel restooored
you make me want you mooore

...
(healing)
...

& id do anything to be a fuckin hotshot
why do i even try?
could i ever mean as much as her 
and what you want from me?
if it doesnt happen; guess ill ---

(everythings different now...)

COVETER (MOUTH)

lyrics:

...i might just be sombody else
thats all that there is left to try
so when im nervous, acting distant
broke my phone and youre still ringing
on the concrete in the rain is where i lie

i might be turning into somethin new
thats just if God wont let me die
and if He doesnt let me down
i think i might just come around
and let you know, but you still knew, 
that im alright

every time it gets like this
thinking of when i was a kid
most things were simple as it gets
i feel the rope around my neck
begin to tighten as i rest
i cant sleep now its  6 am
fallin down inside of my head
im falling down
doooown . . .

i wrap my hands with something starry
i dont really want to talk
did hate myself, was feeling sorry
let it fester when you stalk again
dont wanna hang
dont want you to know where i am
those questions, i will answer
in some time...


...why do you tear me apart?
theres something there in the stars
it must be sad to see
but worse to know
that it wont be the same
and you're still stuck in my heart

prance around
til we get figured out
the buiding seems bigger now
and u still dont like home

...
...
...

wizard eyes

massive thanks to @mewatonin for her help on this track

lyrics:

i went out when i fell asleep last night
yeah i had a feelin i wasnt goin down alright
i thought i gave it up, started feelin bad for myself
i looked in the mirror, i saw someone else
o yea

i woke up in a bad dream
im just another bad thing
i woke up with my eyes closed
she dont love me i know
x2

(change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said its alright, then?
i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to
break my own heart
break my own heart)

...

[ bad dream
bad things
eyes closed
i know
bad dream
sad things
eyes closed
i know ]

luci

hey👋

fun fact: the original version of this song was supposed to be on brain companion, but ended up getting replaced. now its turned into this. i hope you like it

lyrcs:

...

cut my finger tips off
i wanna be another jane doe
jane doe
but that wont happen this year
that wont happen to me
i know
i know...

(rather be dead tho)


...
...
...
...
...
...
...


..you asked me, what now?
what i want
i got shit left to do
and we just do that, argue
thats just not meant for you 

i got too much
eyes on my back
and something evil
tells me youre bad for me

i dont know why i always
fight back
you want something
ill never have
you seem to bypass
this life for me
thats just a half

some kinda void in
my heart kills me
this epitaph
is not the story
you dont know me..


i dont wanna be near you
& you shouldnt be with me
something tells me that i have to
its just one too many issues

cuz when im lookin right at you
i know you dont deserve this
im just the worst kind of person
i think that im bad for you


i think that im bad for you
i think that im bad for you
i think that im bad for you
i think that im bad for you
(x2)

...
...
...

can you give me some time
can you tell me a lie
to make it worse

cuz ive lived past this life
to make it alright
and nothing works

(cut my finger tips off
i wanna be another jane doe
jane doe
but that wont happen this year
that wont happen to me
i know
i know..)

...
...
...

im not everything you wanted
im not anything you have
we're just being way too honest
you dont know what more to ask

i dont know what you would call this
i dont know how else to act
im not everything you wanted
im just everything thats bad

im just everythings thats

...
...
...

👁️‍🗨️

spotify!!!

everything you wanted [& all of it is bad]

woo new track i hope u like this one. wanted one last summer bop before it was really over
thank you to @mental for some assistance on mixing
if u recognize that bass line youre a real one
👁️‍🗨️

lyrics:
now tell me,
would you want to stay with me tonight?
(if you wanted to)
and if you wanted i could leave and start again
(thats if you wanted to)
i try to listen and you have me in your hands
(you know you wanted to)
you know id pull myself apart for you and then...
(i always wanted you)

she had the
black nails, black tights
laugh nice alright i got nothin to say
cuz im half right, all the
fuckin time when we talk she dont hear me
if i dont derail, maths right
dark soul, no truth you cant see without a 
black light, off at night
my lifes so fucking fragile tht you could

love me, love hurts
those beams of light like sunburst
its not worth it/it never was
seven stars, still felt the curse
yeah i owed them; my old friends
but she so bad she a omen
severed ties to hate the earth
i never knew that id make it worse

how was i supposed to know?
(that you wanted to)
how was i supposed to care? 
(you never wanted to)
you didnt really know
(you never want me to)
youre never really there
(you never wanted to)

Baby, now I'm ready, moving on
moving on
Oh, but maybe I was ready all along
all along
Oh, I'm ready (i know you want it)
for the moment (you know i want it)
and the sound (if you wanted)
and the sound (is this what you wanted)
Oh, but maybe (i know you want it)
I was ready (you know i want it)
all along (if you wanted)
all along

now tell me
would you want to stay with me tonight?
(if you wanted to)
and if you wanted i could leave and start again
(thats if you wanted to)
i try to listen and you have me in your hands
(you know you wanted to)
you know id pull myself apart for you and then...
(i always wanted you)
...
...
...


its ok
its alright

black nails

welcome to winter ✨️

shouts to forcefeeded, lausse, jane, my fucking GOAT jdub, blxty, mental, hitori, and luna

hope you enjoy this one; this is the last oddyssi song

...for 2023, of course

lyrics:

come over, suspended
flying over open-endeds
whered my friends go?
once-over, i didnt know her
on the ceiling, so appealing
lose it over an appetite
but its over
but i dont wanna do this over
all the time

aaah...
.....
(i talk too much, i talk too much
will you run away with me?
i gave you all my time
never let you get away now)

...

.
.
.

and it was his first
so i guess you could call it puppy love
she said "i feel so happy
i can call you mine"
and he shoved it off and ruins all
he always does
and all she wanted was 
for them to spend some time




after all this thought youd hate me
thinking of what i would say to
all that time spent on her makeup
crying cuz she felt so unloved

seven million stars surround me
ive been held in place by all these
things that love me, hold me closely
tell me that youll never leave me

its not easy please dont hate me 
(maybe all he needed was some time)
like im the reason you hide your feelings 
(and maybe she just wants to see him try)
i wish i didnt hurt you so much
(and maybe she just wants to spend some time)
if i cant have you then what do i fear? 
(and maybe im the reason that she cries)

seven million stars surround me
(maybe all he needed was some time)
like im the reason you hide your feelings
(and maybe she just wants to see him try)
things that love me, hold me closely
(and maybe she just wants to spend some time)
crying cuz she felt so ...
(and maybe im the reason that she cries)

spotify+ !

goodnight moon (love & the lorn)

special thanks to @mewatonin for her incredible work on this song
again!!!

lyrics:

i went out when i fell asleep last night
yeah i had a feelin i wasnt goin down alright
i thought i gave it up, started feelin bad for myself
i looked in the mirror, i saw someone else
o yea

i woke up in a bad dream
im just another bad thing
i woke up with my eyes closed
she dont love me i know
x2

(change my mind in the morning
break my heart by the time the night ends
said its alright, then?
i've been waiting for way too long
trying not to
break my own heart
break my own heart)

...

[ im just flesh and blood
with feelings in between
in a bad dream
time stands still next to me
i cant see through 
my eyes are closed
, i know ]

luci (best friend edition)

wizard eyes (best friend edition)

lyrics:

...

take the long way home
cause you dont wanna be seen
(wanna be seen)
you couldnt piece it
if you tried
(you tried you tried)
its no secret
that you fucked up
(you hurt way too much)
theyd be better if you died

i dont wanna wait too long
its not what heaven made me for
i dont wanna be that way
you saw me last time
you dont wanna right this wrong
you know im not the best for you
i dont wanna make you stay
to watch you when you cry

cry ..
..
..

(take all the time you need.)

arrhythmia (best friend edition)

mental: oh yeah i gotta show you my camera too
odd: you got a camera too? oh yeahh, thats right you got
jdub: mentals got a camera
odd+jdub: blxty has a camera
mental: blxty and me actually have the same camera
tyler: everybodys dick eating oddyssi
odd: yeah nah thats what im saying bro
mental: nah cap
odd: i did it first 
bro

...

i repent me
we know forgiveness is hard
i want to hear you say
"i need to fix my heart"
if i was pretty
i could get away with anything
if i was you
would i have everything?

promise that you'll always be good
that you'll always get better
i'm sorry for everything

all i wanted was to be someone elses
i looked in the mirror and asked
does she know you love her still?

...
...
...
does she know i love her?

i thought that i could change myself
and somehow i never followed through
i think i need your help
with whatever that i plan to do
everybody loves you, i can't seem to catch up
i chase and i fall for anything at all
you drive me insane, but at least
i'm crazy about you

i'm only a storm
but i want to be more
i dance and cavort for you
i'm just an eyesore to you 
i find myself stuck to your legs (you're gonna waste your time)
i find myself stuck to your arms (what isn't yours or mine)
i find myself right in your palms (i promised i won't cry)
i find myself wherever you are (i won't leave you tonight)
i find myself wherever you are
i find myself wherever you are
i find myself wherever you are
i find myself wherever you are

eyewall (wind) 🌪

say it say it say it say it
say it say it say it say it

say it, what you want to say to me?
got an extra set of teeth, fucking biting all i see 
you don't notice what i feel
you can't fathom powers greater than i be
i fucking told you it ain't worth it

i want to go to sleep
i told you that i'm worthless
you want to go with me?
you know that 
i see! i see! i see you there!
i see! i see! i see you there!
i see! i see! i see you there!
i see! i see! i see you there!

...

would you care if i destroyed it all?
make it new, who your friends? 
give it once, give it twice, give it my all til the end
rock me out, you can't fix me if you tried
i'm the shit, i'm the worst, guess we seeing eye to eye

i won't save you, you're fucking cruel
i don't care if you get hurt, you don't care if it's not you
let me lose, let me bleed, let me die, let me hurt
just a storm, horned beast i rebirth

i don't fucking need you
i want to go to sleep
so why do i feel you?
and when you dream...

you know that 
i see! i see! i see you there!
i see! i see! i see you there!
i see! i see! i see you there!
i see! i see! i see you there!


ODDY ODDY ODDY!!!
ODDY ODDY ODDY!!!
ODDY ODDY ODDY!!!

liondance (lightning) 🗲

i just want a drink
go out with a bang
yeah i just want a kiss
all around my hands
throw up everything
throw up from the cans
blood up on the bricks
blood up on my hands

i just want to go to a place where i'm loved
i just want to go to the beach, see the sun
i just want to throw out my brain with a gun
i just want to go to the end with the one

and you break my heart like ooh oh
you know why i'm so afraid like ooh oh
i can feel myself change like ooh oh
i can do anything like

i just want to talk to you (all day)
you just want to leave me here (tonight)
know you can watch me change (this time)
i just want you to stay

it's your hands around my neck
they ain't never left
brain inside a vice
it's your voice in my head
haunt me as a ghost
haunt me til i'm dead
i want you to know
i see you in everything

would you want to save me? ohh ohh
but you try to break me ohh ohh
don't want you to hate me ohh ohh
i just want you baby ohh ohh

i still wait to be someone you can rest with
i still wait to be someone that means something
i still wait to be someone you look up to
i still want to be your best friend

you're my adenosine
i just want you with me
know you can watch me change
i just want you to stay

you're so complex 
and i hate that about you
if i were to die 
would you still keep your promise?
i don't want to leave you
i have to say sorry 
you know that i want you
to live in the stars
and i pray

adenosine (ice) ❆

shoutout igon mental and me bitch

this is the last official oddyssi song
o7

THERE IS LIFE IN ME YET

lyrics:

aaa
aaa
only you
it was always you
i'll lose my head and think
and fall apart again
i burn, when you taught me

to be loved is to be changed!
i don't want to stay the same
i'm here regardless of the pain
i promise i'll stay awake
with you

...
this mission was doomed from the start
my heart put me in danger
it led me to the stars
i burn to keep you warm
this one way trip to the dark 
oblivion; still, i shot to the moon
even if it kills me
i return to you


to be loved is to be changed!
i swear that i'll always stay
i just want you to be safe
i promise i'll stay awake 
for you

 ☆ ☆ ☆

everywhere else!

laika

hey, new sad song :(

last one im posting until i reach 200; once i am im dropping the best thing ever, i promise

produced by @submarineboy !!!! theyre amazing plz go check em out!!! <3



LYRICS:
sit down at the side of my bed
rummage through the clutter thats inside of my head
i wanna cry, i wanna pass but not to be dead
i just wanna see my future so i know whats ahead
so i wont be afraid anymore
i wont be scared of whats to come
i wont feel like lifes such a chore
because boredoms got myself feeling like no fun
everythings been grey, letters on the page have turned to sediment and rage
ive been feeling like my days are outnumbered by the thunder strikes in the sky
so if im ever lonely, i can text some friends to try

. . .

tell me what i need to change about me
do i act like a celeb, or do i ask for too much help
or am i just a bit too ugly, do i act like im depressed
over a story that occured because the feelings in my chest
could not suppress themselves over a person
its a burden, how i live, but i can cope with it through wordin'
so im living through my life with all these curses, the feelings in my head has got my heart thinking its hurtin'
and im sick of all these episodes hunting for my self,
the person you would skip right over on a bookshelf
my story lies inside my eyes and not what i had felt
im sick of always feeling like a wounded person, needin help 
and im just waiting for myself to not be stuck in between
im praying for a miracle, im down on my knees
god knows i want forgiveness, its the only thing i need
but to be truthful its a policy in which i had decieved
and i never thought much of it, a little slow on this highway
i could never mold the music that i wanna make
and its best if i just get on out and fly away
cuz i just wanna live life, and live it my way

uncertainty (prod. submarine boy)

hey! i know i said no more songs til 200, but fuck it, yall deserve it

produced by the lovely and amazing @aishill

hope u enjoy :)

LYRICS: 
think i made a few memoirs
paddle with an oar
on a river thats euphrates
then i jump off and i soar
i take a quick look at my compass
then its back to better rowing
cuz i always hated cars
and had no clue where i was going

its a mess when im in defeat, used to not eat, then i would head home and just sleep
i took in a breath and then leaped, tired a week, and always had tricks up my sleeve
i signed a couple papers when i prepared for my payment
cuz you gotta deal with life to truly love it and to face it

i remember back when i would make songs just to make em
and hid my old past to forget my own face
do you remember every time you took a picture of a place?
or all the times that you reflected and forgave all your mistakes

i dont know if you have... and i dont know if you havent
and if you're hesitant, relax, all this things always happen
you just gotta clear your headspace, leadcase, regret ways
and dont forget to love-hate, and drop all of that deadweight,

you're gone...
but dont worry, you're good
and you'll make it through these times just like you always would
and also could
on second thought, dont doubt it
go with flows just like a fountain
hurdle arguments like mountains
no fall backs, and no one's countin' [x2]

and maybe its the sunlight
but nowadays i feel a bit alright
and maybe you dont feel great
but i swear you'll know it when you take a
leap of faith in these words i say
i dont know my place, but still i strive for days
i dont wanna be wrong, and i wanna be fine
and i promise you... itll be alright

sunlight (prod. ais.hill)

bro i freaking love @flwrs, please go check him out if you havent; thanks for this opportunity homie!!!!!! <3

produced and mixed/mastered by @flwrs

thanks for helping me finally reach 400 😭 now lets celebrate!

merry early christmas; and i hope u all enjoy this one

lyrics:
a warm winter occured this year
holding steadfast to my fears
flowers crushed beneath the snow
flowers bloomin in my soul
i know, those are not my lines
but if i say it, have i tried to
try to hold and start to write
tell me if its cold tonight

cuz, if it is, we can cuddle by the fire
or exhaust our exhaustion by relaxing in recliners
if our sinuses are stuffy, i can buy us both some tylenol
we can take a pill while we sip on some hot chamomile

listen to atlas with me
we can bump it to flwrs with flax in our tea
and discovering nothing with maps on our steeds
tell me if you found a track-list for me

im ecastic and thats just the half of my speech
making this music means nothing to me
if my friends cant enjoy it, then no one would see
its a warm winter now, i can finally breathe

i got the blood work, and a few flu shots
85 bpm, havent even went off yet
im acting kinda nauseous
this messaging with messages has got me feeling awful
but

.
.
.

i know im lost
but i know im not the only one [x4]

im stuck in jersey staring at the beach, camera in hand
some broken headphones round my ears, and im just bumping sand
i had a message in the bottle, the sender wasn't you
but ill keep waiting for a message that you'll throw right through

i know you know me, we been in this forest for some time
i hope you notice ive been looking for some love for a while
cant wait for the future, i know my placements only headed up right now
so ill be patient, wait in case you wanna head right out

a warm winter w/ flwrs

hey its my birthday uwu

heres a cool lil track

produced by my bsf @mental

mixed and mastered by the creative genius @lilgoth

hope u enjoy

lyrics:
you got me goin insane
it's all my love
think im finally numb to pain
dont fall in love
dont know where the fuck you went
we lost our touch
i don't think ill ever find someone like you
im stuck in my room
[x2]

always lost, im finding peace
all aloof, dont talk to me
im not off the boof, that's stoppin me
not on the roof, im not tryna be
im not sad enough, but im tryna be
found a beat, and its perfectly
in my tune, im numb, you not hurting me
this not enough, im filled with greed

like autobots, crew roll out
cant stop us now, we wont hold out
im on my shits
i aint calling quits
til i tour around and it sold out
im always thinkin its cold out
but really i like to freeze more
i wish youd stick around this time
so i could grow and youd see more

im, always tryna get better at my craft
whether making tunes or drawing dudes
you know i get to laugh
used to staying up at night
wishing i could be like them
but i know ill have my journey
yea ill live to see the end

cuz i
am not too sad
im fine
i know ill grow and see the lands
time flies
when youre having fun i guess
never had the time to rest
always sleeping with open eyes

yuh...
i gotta try and be the person im designed to be
...never really had a problem with life but thats honesty
..guess im just patiently waiting to fill my own prophecy
...and i guess im just taking this mantle thats oddyssi

i just want to know
if youre okay
always insecure and prolly more
do i sound bare?
i dont want to leave this place
til you're okay
i just want to know
are you out there?

you got me goin insane
it's all my love
think im finally numb to pain
dont fall in love
dont know where the fuck you went
we lost our touch
i don't think ill ever find someone like you
im stuck in my room
[x2]




i hope she hears this

someone like u (prod. mental)

im back!!!
oddyssi 2020

for you, ♥
with love. ღ 

lyrics: 
.
its alright (x2)

...

.dont forget the day
im not really asking for much
and thats okay
i know i learned, say
"dont love", but pin me down
a million, this aint
the least bit, guess thats alright
this is the sweetest thing...

...to date :)

i know that i been..
acting like someone else
i see that its an obvy problem
why you cant speak for yourself?
im not fiendin, i hope
im not just a burden that you forget about
im not that simple
like icecubes in a demons mouth
(nezuko?)

i care too much to be standoff-ish
id say im getting bread if i was honest...
its a.. memorable coin inside a broken wishing well
this aint the end of anything, just know id never kiss and tell
yuh

DONT LOVE

after months in the making, i present to you: erased

this song couldnt have been possible without the help of these incredible people:
@mewatonin - helped me produce the beat and absolutely fucking killed it on that guitar !!!! 
@mental - mixed and mastered the entire thing and actually made it listenable

please go check them out, please please PLEASE,
and i hope you enjoy this.

<3

lyrics:
oo oo ooooooo
i wont give up
anyways
i know you're somewhere
what am i looking for?
oo oo ooooooo
i know shes out there

oo oo ooooooo
when will you get here
is it time?
i dont even know me
who am i?
oo oo ooooooo
who am i


song fights every yesterday
look bright when i see your face
i know im not lying
i see the truth

sun shines on a rainy day
long nights when im at your place
i know if im alone
ill be alright


dont say that you wouldnt hate me
cuz thats how ive been feelin lately
deep breath fore i dive
with a knife at my side
if i told myself i wont take shit
you said you missed the day shift
i said im feelin amazing
if we both at a lie
and you leave me to die
then whats the point in me staying?

dont say that you wouldnt hate me
i would too if i was you
like whatd i do?
one time offering, now im voted off, you got someone new?
i aint felt like this in a few years
i aint see it like this for the few years
please forget that youve ever known
its a fragile girl in my fucking soul


i know im not loved
and i know you're okay
sometimes it gets boring
in this vacant space i stay
 
maybe its enough
i hope that you're all safe
i know im not dumb
but i don't wanna be


erased

i dont wanna be erased
at all

i dont wanna lose myself
stuck in hell
feathered wings
with a gold laurel

no im not scared
i believe in you 


...

</3

ERASED

this is for everyone whos ever felt different abt themselves
while still having love for others

hope u enjoy <3

( rly proud of this one :3 )

lyrics:

i just wanna hug Yuu 💔
this life ive noticed stars are the greatest *+･ﾟ
this life ive noticed, dont seem to hate it
im taking slower steps just to pace it
you make me wanna learn how to paint 🎨

i feel my body
i feel my body
you know your worth $$
i want you on me

i dont see the point •
(wheres the object ?)
i wish you were here so you could come through
wish i had a different voice ✿
(im upset ╥﹏╥)
i wish i werent real so i could call you...

if i wasnt one of us
i think that your honesty
would be showin a ton of feed
i dont think that youd talk to me （；へ：）
ive been on a burning rope
waiting for it to let me go
let me go... υ｡’ ᵔ ‘｡υ

.

i dont think i could fall in love ﾟ✧
love
love
i dont think i could fall in love ✧ﾟ
love
love
cuz its obvious
can you hear it in all my songs?
ive been waiting for way too long ⌛
for you...

.
.
.
im fucking scary (-ˋˏ尺口卂尺ヾ)
dont let anyone come near me
im akin to violence ☠ ☠
and ill rip you limb from limb
to tear you !!!
im hoarding all my darkest secrets
like. . treasure in trove
i got a couple bones to pick wit you 🦴
and little do you know

im sick of all the trash and lowly that you think i could attract
do you really think that i could find someone without my mask? 凸
theres never been a truer form of self respect, unless it gets to
higher places i can never reach
but ones that youll ascend ꐦ

...maybe its just the pacing but i feel like i deserve it
im seeing so many faces that i know would like to see it
and say to me that i havent quite been myself lately (|||❛︵❛。)
are you still listening to what i had to say, baby? ?

sadly you're on a plane of existence
that ill never see x_x
sadly you're living a life that only i-i-i could dream
asking a question seems so reduntant, your majesty
...sadly you are everything that ive always wanted to be =■●＿ ～ □○0

i feel my body
i feel my body
you know your worth $$
i want you on me

i feel my body
i feel my body
you know your worth $$!
i want you on me

.

i dont think i could fall in love ﾟ✧
love
love
i dont think i could fall in love ✧ﾟ
love
love
cuz its obvious
can you hear it in all my songs?
ive been waiting for way too long ⌛
for you... ♥

.
.
.

[ 惨め ]

mspaint

hey, hope u doin okay . happy new year

thank you to everyone whos ever believed in me. thank you to all of my friends. 

i think youll like this one. maybe. idk . theres a lot of emotion in it hahaha

oddyssi 2021 

七七七

lyrics:
i just cant understand
i dont wanna listen
whats goin on?

i need somebody to love
need somebody to talk to
somebody to trust me
somebody to haunt you

..did you listen well?

would i be someone youd talk to?
someone whos there
would you let go and cut off?
would you be someone who cares?

..i dont know

...
youll never learn to take your time
youll never learn to waste my time again
you always seem to stay inside
nothing really feels quite right

like oh my god its fuckin crazy
i can hardly take a step
got some questions for you baby
got no answers in my head
had some ideas for us lately
but you in this forest deep
want my wishes granted
(when it happens)
wake me when i sleep

im just your problem
someone to forget
i cant escape this
i wish i was someone else
why wont you come true
im living inside my own head
why cant i find you?
dont wanna lose b4 im dead

...

...
i just cant understand
i dont wanna listen
whats goin on?

i need somebody to love
need somebody to talk to
somebody to trust me
somebody to haunt you

..did you listen well?

would i be someone youd talk to?
someone whos there
would you let go and cut off?
would you be someone who cares?

..i dont know



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WOULDUCARE

there will be no more releases from oddyssi anymore.

thank you

☞ 777 ☜

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