my crush showed me this song but it just straight slaps so I didn't have to lie to him when I said that I liked it :)

i jusk kinda hate the autotune but I'm getting used to it and i can't even stop listening to this

when im eighteen w/quannnic

(edit 7/7/22) wanna know how i made this song? watch the breakdown here -> https://youtu.be/PEbUEuHPnCI

first off, big fuckin thank you to faye for doing literally the entire bass line in the song pls listen and follow her @mewatonin

this is a little different than usual but i hope you like it ^-^

also follow me on twittr and insta loool

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lyrics:

i done fucked up; hotel
wanna see me out u wanna see me there
on ur mind all the fuckin time
i just dont know why yea
u want me there
i just dont know why!
u want me there

all the time
see the lines
see ur lies
why u always callin my phone?
if theres a reason to be haaaaaaad

.
we should find the time
whats that weighin on ur mind?
u dont know what i mean?
u just say ur fine
i dont think you have a reason
you dont want me to see..

like that, like that
what u wanna say?
just spit it out
and you always get through

like that, like that
what you wanna do..?
>.<
wanna see you move

hey boy
think they hate you
why u gotta be so rude?

swap spit just to see whos friends
and i wouldnt care if you
hated me at all

...
... 💫
... 

i done fucked up-
but u alrdy knew that
no i dont feel the same
...i know you

i feel like the real me
is stuck inside my dreams
it feels like the whole world
is falling down on me

on and on ..
no i dont feel any different
listen to me
keep count the scars you know you keep
feel lost, the stars are where i sleep

🌠

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freestyle with me and brody @eroskuso

prods go brazy : @guamii and @6houl

slip-n-slide! + eroskuso ⇝ guami x 6houl

prod mimideath and fleafriends

@mimideathh
@1flea

nintendo ❀˖° mimideath + fleafriends

i keep making the same damn song
ride around drunk till my wheels fall off again
i see you
i wanted to be you
but u couldnt care less

see its one of the pros of the sidelines
its always wrong place at the wrong time
eyesight gone by midnight
but im bleeding out quick till sun rise

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

its one damn thing to say that i miss it, real shit
i could never stand to visit
cause i always got drunk
never check my phone cause im too fucked up

i said baby do u trust me
and she said i would rather kill myself
am i disgusting?
or is it hard to fucking heal myself

i wouldnt change its perfect
i always crack but not on the surface
watch me break

watch me break

SPOTIFY

watch me break (yungspoiler)

pretty different! had fun making this, was super tired tho and it kinda sounds like it lol

everything by me

lyrics:
I'm going down with the ship
under the water where by body belongs
I see myself in you
watching my skin turn blue

cry me an ocean of tears and I'll drown in it
losing myself to the fear and I'll go down with it
looking out over the pier what a beautiful place

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but warms my heart, my heart

if everything stopped now
while falling from the benjamin I'd
hold time in my hands, but like sand,
it'll slip right through my fingers again

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me, please save me

never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i can't help but think about
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart
never thought that I'd end up here
seems my heart likes keeping me scared
i cant help but think about it
the way we left things was so fucked, no way around it
I just need a reason
I can't be there for you
waking me up with birds and stars
winter's so cold but it warms my heart, my heart

oh lord take my soul
as I touch the delaware
save me

delaware

buy on bandcamp :)

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inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

stream

what i needed

[kurtains]
i'll b honest
i wna cry bout it
im on these drugs
u gon frown bout it 
i hate that i always gotta lie bout it
n i hate how i feel like all this time

[kuru]
hotel 3rd floor throwin up in a bathroom
i aint messin w a fool i jus needa get my cash soon
u can lie2 me 
smokin thrax ina motherfuckn bathroom

[kurtains]
rollin loud cuz i had2
me n keegan had 2 smoke em w a bassoon
(angelus: no u didnt)
bro did i ask u 
u dont kno a thing ab me all the shit i went thru

[kuru]
u dont kno a thing ab me
posted up w kurtains and my double s 0 3s 

[kurtains]
u dont kno a thing ab me 
u dont kno a single thing ab

[kuru] 
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

[kurtains] 
i kno u got ur problems
n i got mine 2
i jus want sum 2 put my mind 2
n the only thing i think ab
stressin me the fuck ab
one day this shit gna die out
yea thats the truth n u kno it 
got a bag n u playin w some drugs, clowns
fuck u even doin?? u disgrace fuckn clueless
dont talk yo shit bout me your life is bogus

[kuru] 
i jus rly wna die now
i jus wna b w all my friends wna dine out
actin up they should put u inna time out
even tho i say all this shit i still love u
thatll never change
even tho im goin thru it jus kno that ill never change
even tho im goin crazy standin by my fuckin self
i think its best that u kno that ill stay the same 

put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further
put my face in the dirt yea
if he talkin shit i might turn it 2 a murder
i dont wna hurt her
crawlin on the ground fuckd up cnt go further

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https://soundcloud.com/holidaykiss
https://soundcloud.com/lunamatic
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