(hook)
you know what i’ve done
and i culd never lose u
when i wanna run 
i’ll always come back to you
my heart is a ghost
find me blood inside the sink
i’m letting you know 
that u are all that i think
i put a blade to my neck 
youre my corpse lullaby
i always wonder if you'll leave
i dont want say my goodbyes
i always come out the shell so i can push you away
oh i love it when u breath on me i’ll look at ur face

(bridge)
i cut your wound raw and i don’t feel gone
im feeling tortured in my head ??????????????
i dont kno how to react so i jus look up
im breaking every single promise if im killed off

(hook)

heart shade

lyrics:
(synic)
saying that u love me, would u hold me closer
i cant put up with this, wish i werent sober
oh my girl i love it when u fucken say my name
i got bullets on my belt baby ill hold ur waist
as i saw ur eyes glow when i look at ur face
ive been weeping in my room pour my blood in the drain
baby pls hold onto my heart i dont want it to taint
bae ill love u even more if you fought for me to stay

(kxtamine)
wake up in the mornin only thing thats on my mind is my death
start my day with cutting hoping everyday is my last breath
 suicidal ideation all the time i fuckin hate it
life is already gon baby please dont try 2 save it
i look down when we talk so i cant meet ur eyes
sob quiet so they do not hear my cries
and theyre always watching
talk quiet so they dont hear us talking

say my name w/ kxtamine

im not in love

(synic)
clip the wings off my back u jus wanna see my cry
i dont fuccen want u back cus u didnt even try
bitch u make me wanna fuck up and jus get high
fuck u bitch i dont even wanna say goodbye
find me in the limousine with my head blown off
youll b screaming 4 my name when u find the door locked
u aint fuccing up my life but u fuccing up my heart
i had wings that made of glass that had fell apart
dont deserve my time, fuck u and ur shitty lies
fuck u and ur pretty eyes, i wont fall this time
everytime i see ur face it jus fuccen makes me sick
wtf i gotta do to not meet another bitch

(mezha)
drag the blade across my body
your voice spins in my head it’s haunting
if you wanted me then now you got me
if you wanted me dead now i’m rotting
when i’m buried in bed and so forgotten
will you cover me in kisses in my coffin
so when this is the end the world is over
i know you don’t love me give me the cold shoulder
kept me alive just to leave want us to grow older
every thought replays in my head  what you told her 
just leave my corpse to rot in the background
nothing you say will ever matter now

wings of glass w/ mezha

lyrics:
i cant hold on too long, bby cmon give me signs
everyfuccn day im laying n i wanna cry
bitch ur fuccn w my heart i wanna see u die
now i watched u fall and collapsing on all ur lies
bby pls tell me ull b right here
oh u make me wanna disappear
n im wasting up all my tears
u cant tell me that u really care
if u did ull b w me right here
wait 4 u to call me anywhere
bitch ur not making this very fair
wait 4 u to call me anywhere

call me anywhere

@cholorofilm
@kidsnorlax

sample - lilhappylilsad - falling stars

(cholorofilm)
whats the points in life
ripping on my pipe
ur bitch she died of an od
one day ill be clean 
welcome new well im cut free
pressure so deep 
when it was u and me i cant feel a thing
so its fuck today well its fuck today
prevent myself from buying blades 
i cant a thing i dont want another
this pain i cant escape

(snorlax)
i cant walk away from this fucken name
i jus wanna fall and cry when i see your face
got me bawling on the floor baby not a day
when i call your phone when i feel you fade
when i get up in the morning and i see u on my screen
 i don’t wanna see u fall but u jus wanna watch me bleed
got me dying on the street
load a clip into ur head if ur jus fucking up w me

(cholorofilm)
whats the points in life
ripping on my pipe
ur bitch she died of an od
one day ill be clean 
welcome new well im cut free
pressure so deep 
when it was u and me i cant feel a thing
so its fuck today well its fuck today
prevent myself from buying blades 
i cant a thing i dont want another
this pain i cant escape

whats the point? ft. cholorofilm + kidsnorlax

ardor *push u to tha sky* #angelwave 🩸✝️🤍

(verse)
i shall die down when i see u walk away
drawing all my blood when i look into ur face
holding myself back bitch u watching me decay
havnt fucn slept ever since u fucn fade
imma fcn cry when i look into the mirror
all these fucn bandz but im still crying a rivverrr
left me all alone got me almost fcn withered
knives all in my back put 1 in my fucn liver

(hook)
hold onto my hand again
i got more scars drawn from ur kiss
hold onto my hand again
i got more scars drawn from ur kiss

*angel noise*

mirrors *i want to b there* #angelwave 🤍

consumed by my grudge

lyrics:
(synic)
i wont call again for you, its all my fault somehow u say
fell outta love, from da shit u done to me
i cannot walk again anymore i got myself on the floor

(kxtamine)
i dotn feel im safe i jus wanna fkking pass away
wake up in the morning disascoaitng all day
manic and confused i just wanna be with u
she said its her or the drugs and i really couldnt choose
slit my wrist and yell that im not real cuz i do no texist
and this life it is not real and your ignorance is bliss
and ima fkkng fdall and die with some foam in my mouth
wanna hurt me wanna kill me know i know i dont know how
i needa run i needa hide i needa escape
i shouldve fkkng kille dmyself i made a mistake

say my name w/ kxtamine

synic

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