i still need a subwoofer

LIKETHAT! feat. DREAD (prod. ESTHETIC GLOOM x SINEMATIC)

Eternal Rest (feat. Mvko & TWENTYTHREE) [prod. Griesgrammar]

SHVDXW LVNDS (ft. GhostThaKid, Tsunami J. & Manhertz)

My Last Album 

Thank you to all of the special individuals who were featured on it 

Goodbye

Death’s Doorstep (feat. YCK & Phantom Roses)

Producer: https://www.instagram.com/disbl1nd/


Lyrics:


Each step I take I feel the Interference
As time is passing I see all the people disappearing
You know what the issue is but you're never going near it
Spent my entire life but I still can't find a cure.

This is where it all ends,
Caught between a tall fence
In the midst of violence and silence I guess it just all depends

had to just find the occasion again,
There was no use for erasing the past
Let it go through there's no taking it back

I let myself fade into black.


MOTHERFUCKER DON'T YOU EVER ATTEMPT ME
TURNED TO THE DEVIL WHEN EVERYONE LEFT ME

NOBODY GETS ME
GIVE IT A REST ALREADY

END EVERYBODY NO MATTER HOW MANY

YOU CALL ME A VILLAIN, BUT AM I?
IT'S EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE BAD GUY

 HOPE THAT YOU DIE IN THE PLACE YOU RESIDE
CHAOS IN SILENCE, COMMIT TO VIOLENCE.

YES, NOW I FEEL A LITTLE TENSE
DEMONS ONLY GET ASCENSION
TWISTED WITH EVERYTHING
FUCK YOUR PERCEPTION

SHOW YOU MY HATRED
NOT MY AFFECTION

I MOVE ALONG WITH THE COFFIN
HEAR THE NOISE OF THE TALKING
STEP ASIDE THEY'RE WATCHING
HOWS IT FEEL TO BE STARVING?




I'm out of ideas, blanket expression
Head is a mess, I cant pay attention

Are you talking to me or are you talking to them?
Neither? Just leave us a message

Every negative ideas feeding the vessel
Leaving my body i feel the distress

If only you feel what I feel in my chest, it's as real as it gets
I need to get checked up just from my neck up so they can see what's inside of my head

I feel like I'm dead it's been too many times that I've said it
It's coming to greet me if it wants to eat me I'll let it


my childhood is gone
I'm living life wrong
I can't see tomorrow
now i feel the starving


MY HEAD IS FULL, IT'S ALL PARASITES
THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES
I SEE NO SURPRISE

GETTING CLOSER TO MY OWN DEMISE


THERE IS NOTHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER
I ALWAYS TRY TO PUT IT BACK TOGETHER
BUT I KNOW I CAN'T
ALWAYS HOLDING BACK


EVERY EMOTION, MY WOUNDS ARE ALL OPEN.

I WANNA FEEL, WHAT IS REAL
LET MY HEART, JUST HEAL

I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST, I'M LIFELESS

THINKING OF HOW, I CAN GET OUT THIS CRISIS?

NOW MY HEADS IN THE CLOUDS, CANT COME BACK DOWN
FEELING THE CHANGE OF CLIMATE

THROWING THE DICE, I CAN'T DO THIS TWICE
NOW ALL I CAN HEAR IS SILENCE.

Paranoid Love and Demons (prod. DISBL1ND)

https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey
https://soundcloud.com/erlaxcase

Lyrics

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

And I be scared
To message my friends
To tell em I'm manic and I'm on bend

Like what can they say
And what can they do
I know the answer, and they know it too

Nothing can save me
Shit I am broken
I'm just a baby
Crying from motion

Shit I been fighting some thoughts
So I'm writing these bars
So I ain't end it all

I be crying
As I write this song
I be fighting
But I ain't that strong

What is right now
I know only wrong
Where did I go
I was happy once

I was happy once
I hate what I have become
I knew happiness
Now I know that pain is shit

I knew not to quit
Now I'm looking down a bridge
I knew happiness
I knew happiness

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Meeting new people
In new places
I don't need it
They'll let you down

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make u come undone
Don't let the cunts make u come undone

Oh stop overthinking it son
Nothing matters its
The moments you live
All the times your heart won
Don't let the cunts make you come undone
Don't let the cunts make you come undone

Salt in mouth from the tears down my face
I did what I did out of love now I hate
Myself

But I ain't got regrets
I live for my dreams and I'll die for my friends
Tight in my chest and my panic in the making
Fighting for breaths cuz my mind got me breaking

My body be shaking
Blood is escaping
Shit got me wondering if Ima make it

Happy

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Happy w/ SEPHA (ERLAX)

Lost in the Dark

Lost In The Dark ft. Whxami (prod. by Tonedepalma)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

HATRED (PROD. 5:10)

love...produced by autrioly

(lyrics)
her presence inside of my chest and its ending
i live in the past and im still here pretending that im feeling fine when im not
poison inside of my skull has my head go to rot
acting okay when im numb aint a shock to me 
im a good liar, i guess its a part of my essence
its something i dont understand
why cant i sleep without holding your hand?

numb as a mannequinn
i feel panic only when you aint standing beside me handing over all of your love as youre holding me close
is it the touch that im missing the most?
scrolling through pics on my phone only seems to remind me that i am now all on my own
im hardly existing with knowing youre missing
if i could rewind wonder how would it go?

do you want me as bad as i wanted you, baby?
its haunting to have any thoughts of us lately 
and dawning on me is the thought that a need for you daily is all that i need to be sane in this life
i might wanna be dead if i time it right
i could fly to a greater height, i know
maybe there i could get you back right after that
cuz bettering myself's the goal
i wont break

i want you out of my head
(x3)
so come to be mine and with me again

(x2)

cannot stop all the thoughts even while im unconscious
weep in my dreams and im waking up nauseous
is there a way i could stop this?
taking no caution
i could be sippin' on toxin

type out a paragraph, struggle to send
wish i was sure of myself but i only pretend
i look at the moon up above
what is this feeling im healing from?
think it is...

love.

<3 \\<

LOVE

"LOVE"˚ˑ༄ؘ p. autrioly

GRAVEYARD STOMP

GRAVEYARD STOMP (PROD. XSXLX)

engineered/mixed by MrSadBoy

cover art Jamfaon

production by NetuH

Lyrics:

(Yeah)
Love it when that money talk to me cause ima talk back
Scouter read they’re pussy by the way they quick to fall back
Never sell my soul for no check or no contract
Really want the smoke but scared of second handed contact?
God, damn
Got me starring at this cup alone
When she hit me back I changed my mind leave me the fuck alone
Walk this bitch and run alone
Stand up and show up alone
One hit to that cranium gon rearrange your fucking dome
Jae the coldest freeza no I don’t know what got into me
Try to ride the wave you get converted to an MP3
I don’t got no opps I’m only seeing opportunities 
Got ‘em shaking in they’re boots like weather under 10 degrees
Pray that god forgive me cause the money I commit 
I done seen plenty bad hoes who still ain’t make the list
You could do a million good things, they won’t acknowledge shit
Blow your brains around the place 
Turn you to an optimist 
I don’t do exclusives no you bitches make me sick 
I don’t wanna hear excuses so I mute that stupid shit 
Tryna get up in my spine, but your blade just ain’t sharp enough 
Have your shawty open legs, show her how I really cut

IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY!
YOU A BITCH, YOU A BITCH, YOU A BITCH, YOU A BITCH!
IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY!
LET IT HIT, LET IT HIT, LET IT HIT, LET IT HIT!
IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY!
YOU A BITCH, YOU A BITCH, YOU A BITCH, YOU A BITCH!
IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY, IM NOT SORRY!
LET IT HIT, LET IT HIT, LET IT HIT, LET IT HIT!

IMNOTSORRY! (prod. NetuH)

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

AMV on Idleglance

sleepwalking (prod. thislandis)

Nervous by Dole (feat. Cinoevil) [prod. Khezie Beats]

JASXN -
https://www.instagram.com/jahsxn/?hl=en
https://youtube.com/c/JASXN
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1M9OB1MLo6Z3Y1PmO8LyIy

DEEPREST -
https://www.youtube.com/user/EpicknesSs
https://soundcloud.com/deeprest666
https://www.instagram.com/deeprest666/?hl=en

LYRICS:

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

too scared of the time that we talked in
i doubt that I'd ever bring the topic
back down, got your photo in a locket
final day with the lever in my pocket

never saying when I'll overdose
cause im kinda low, lackin serotonin
wonder why you led me in the cold
Guess ill never know, layin in the grove

Drownin in the gutter with your bad blood
too late for a sorry, imma pass up
but ill hit you up when my blade rust
spending every morning with my heart tucked

what I did for lust, what I did for love
dont say you hate me

what Id do for you, do for no one else
and you know you'll save me 

Wave crash, what if I never last? 
I got thorns in my back, can someone come save me?
come save me,
from the shit i'm debating

same fear, when you say, "i'll be gone for the day"
never state "can you stay right next to me?"
right next to me
man my mind got the best of me

Come Save Me (PROD. DEEPREST)

JASXN

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