SHVDXW LVNDS (ft. GhostThaKid, Tsunami J. & Manhertz)

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

shout out to https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi for jumping on this track <3

Yeah, take a step back see the faces under yeah they scream
get my life back from the ones who say they're real to me
feel the train tracks vibrate under as you intervene
get a flashback, realize now that  suicide is free

memories stack, like a knife it slices and I bleed
(I FEEL FREE)
realize now that, the options there if I just want to leave
(FOLLOW ME)
feel my spine crack from the pressure of the stress it creaks
(I FEEL FREE)
flick a match down watch the embers burning at my feet
(FOLLOW ME)

cut up slice down, I don't want to talk now
(DOWN THE HOLE)
change up lose faith in a god who betrayed
(NO, NO)
everything that we tried to be
(ANIMALS)
we're just human yeah why can't you understand
(WE’RE ANIMALS)

how cruel could you be, to give a body to someone so weak
(DOWN IT ALL)
it's not like you to intervene, then why’d you put a curse on me
(FOLD, FOLD)
deteriorate, fatigue, chemistry wasn't your expertise
(MAN THE ZONE)
you lied, then left, guess this father never cared
(BURN IT ALL)
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke
 


Burn the world ash I’m doing god a fucking favor
Watch me self destruct and I’ma send you to your maker
All together now let's walk to hell it's getting cold
Know the devil waiting, keeping on saying, that we gotta go

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine

I ain’t giving up
God ain’t give a fuck
Seen a light

Spoke a lot of words
Nothing in return
Wouldn’t bite

Why the fuck I try
Urging me to fight
For a light

Broken by design
Not a fix
When you redefine
 
is this it is this all I have to show yeah im done
burnt alive in this hell, guess the anguish yeah it won
watch my soul start to leave yeah guess he had enough
I should have left with him I guess we'll say im just shit out of luck

what's the point when the sky it bleeds and starts to take control
lacerations scar my skinny  guess my heart yeah you just stole
hit me up, hit me up, and say that my love was a joke
the emotions in my throat, they start to swell as I just choke

Lazarus Ft $lothboi

Prod by Kami: @yaboikami

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Will you come around
Can you find the one who can't be found
Will you come around
You ain't gotta fight on these battlegrounds

You tell them that I scare you often
But you're the one with the gun and, I'm the one being hunted
So all my friends are disgusted, tell me that you can't be trusted

That you can't be trusted

(Chorus)
I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

(Bridge)

(Chorus)
I fucking hate you, don't relate to fucks who praise you
You betray you, you forgave you
When I saved you 'cause you think that I don't blame you

But today you crossed that line, one last time
Now I'm out my mind, now I'm seeking to find
The fault in my design
In my design

The Fault In My Design

written/performed/produced by sepha.
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lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

IDLEGLANCE EXCLUSIVE
Follow Yates XV: @yates-xv
Prod. splashgvng @splashgvng

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/H8IAzh6MxZQ

Lyrics:

Cross on my chain
But the horrors I saw
Still remain
I don’t want fame
But the path I’m going
Always ends the same
Got dr*gs in my system
Feel it going faster
Think I might d*e
I'm a young disaster
I don’t want passion
I just want prescripts
But I said I’d never be this

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Love me in the nightime
Yeah
This ain’t the right time

So I’m back
Laying down
Paying for the wrongs
That I can’t change now
Sitting through the cold
While my heart beats drown
Lookin for the pills
That I can’t take now

Got the broken heart tatted
Heart just broke
But I’m high and I’m manic
Yeah
Got some laced up packets
Eat them all at once
So I don’t have to panic
I'm a crybaby
Feeling like peep
I feel so alone
Baby I feel weak
Looking in the mirror
And I don’t see me
Think I took enough
That I might od

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

In the back room
Baby turn the lights down
You just wanna fight
I just wanna d*e now
F*cking with a main vein
Sipping on this white wine
Hate me in morning
Love me in the nightime

Young Disaster

Yates XV - Young Disaster

Lil Uzi Vert - Hold Tight (Unreleased) [prod. Kanye West / Ye]

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

wheel snaps head turns whiplash vision black
you know im doing fine, so fake I always lied
suicide on my mind won’t live to 35
am I even alive, no emotion I can’t cry

don’t feel a thing now that the nerves are gone
anxiety it spawns, feel the chills right in my spine
ash skin it burns the mental scars they hurt
you can’t kill what isn’t alive anymore

check my phone just to see you hit me up
yeah I cut you off for a reason yeah just check the dms
it always felt like you were suffocating next to me
we change give up

it’s so sad to see that you went to rehab
im glad your back but your still half-alive man
I always drive past the places that we use to love
two best friends never talk again man

cus it’s a shame that it ended up this way yeah
always hitting me up for some extra money
Like even if I gave it to you what’s the point
you just spend on drugs just to get fucked up again

hollowed cheeks not doing well i can see that
all the track marks on your arms yeah I feel that
cus I always split myself for you
like why do I put myself through this

Yeah so what is it like to wake up and not feel like your not in your own skin
well homie let me tell you something 
it feels like im a prisoner in my skull
so won’t you just break it open and just let me be free

well mental health doesn’t work like that
did you really think the drugs would put your life on track
like what did you fucking expect of me
I had to cut you off and just leave you know it killed a part of me

cus every day I regret not coming back, yeah 
Cus Every day it hurts to see your face like that
so lifeless eyes dull it’s like someone just took your soul
we both know it was the girl we both fell in love with

she was feeding drugs to make us break, I took chances and escaped
look at you compared to me, im back on track with my own dreams
cus my hands were tied when my car flipped
rearrange my mind just to find out you weren’t even a friend

It's a shame

PORTRAIT ON THE WALL OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
[Prod.COBRA.]
[Mixed and Mastered by Kyle Williams]

PHANTASMAGORIA 2021

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LYRICS:

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

And all the memories so vivid
Like a portrait on the wall
In one hundred years old building
Caving in upon us all
If I knew all of theirs secrets
And you knew what they imply
Then we wouldn’t be so different when this chaos multiplied
I don’t know why
I don’t know why

Maybe I’ve never though of things I chose
Maybe it’s too late for all those remedies
What made me numb left me back discomposed
Red light being flickering
In the dark shadow steals the night away
I guess this time it’ll be the same
Story unfolds another day

Break away, don’t look back
Forget my face when you recap
For the good, for the bad
For all the heartless things I said
Till the end, till break of dawn
What I run from, I’m brining on
What goes around still comes around
Another portrait on the wall
I think I know

It’s like I’m living on the different planet
Everything I feel in world of panic shivers you alone
May have been resembling organic chaos on its own
Always here and always close
What a waste, but worth a toast
And I don’t see a difference, dammit

Portrait On The Wall

Portrait On The Wall [prod.COBRA]

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[LYRICS]

This took a lot for me to talk about
How I broke my promise without a doubt
When I think back to the good times
I remember it was full of lies
I wanted to save you from the bad guy
But it was you I was tryna fight

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lost my self in the come up
Drank too much imma throw it up
Moonlight sees what I cannot
My heart bleeds let me count it up
You took your knife and you stood in the shadows
waiting for the right time
You took my life and you threw it in the gallows
slaying in the night time

I can believe I trusted you
You fucked me up, but I did too
And Imma get the last word in

I'll be your hero if you'll be my heroin
End of my story cuz I couldn't love again
Last chance show me what you got
Tell me that you love me cuz I swear to fucking God
Plot point right through the heart, I thought I couldn't break
Turns out you're the villain

Turns out you're the villain
Turns out you're the villain

Lyrics/Producer: Joshua Adam Henson
Mixed/Mastered: Brody McKeegan

Broken Heart: Red Version

Hero/Heroin

https://www.slothboi.art
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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

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