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RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

LYRICS:

All up in my feelings like it's Black Rock shooter 
Black rock shooter, I said all up in my feelings like its black rock shooter

All up in my feelings like its Black Rock Shooter
Put that chain around my neck I swear to God i'm biting through it
You gon miss me when I'm Gone, took a shot and then I Blue it
They said life is but a dream, what you mean get into it? X2

Bullets in excess I think I lost my fucking mind
they said "Revy where you Go?", I don't know, all the time
I can tell you wanna talk, But I never got the time
I got big plans later tell your friends that they can slide
I know, I fucked up but its okay
We can stay up on the path that we never really made
It seems I've grown to hate these ways
I think my life is turning Grey

"Wow. Your dreams are crazy."
"Uh-huh, I saw a lot of girls this time But I'd never seen any of them before, and the blue eyed girl... she..."
"Wait! I think I get it!"  
"Huh?" 

All up in my feelings like its Black Rock Shooter
Put that chain around my neck I swear to God i'm biting through it
You gon miss me when I'm Gone, took a shot and then I Blue it
They said life is but a dream, what you mean get into it? X3

All up in my feelings like it's Black Rock shooter 
Black rock shooter, I said all up in my feelings like its black rock shooter

Black Rock Shooter (prod. Valel)

Prod.Lil Faradeyy

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

Slow down em with fake thoughts
Boy rain streaming down my face, snot
Got weak knees and a tight chest
Feeling so low screaming FUCK THIS

It be hard to live when you like this
Time still when you fighting

But fuck around ima hold it down
Ima use it up n live a LIFE IM PROUD

Its hard to fucking stand up when your beat down
Mind broke legs are feeling weak now
Rundown town, I got a grim sound
Waiting for a meltdown, THIS IS WHAT THEY WANT NOW

Lost my sense of time
how can a couple seconds feel like a lifetime?
i swear i was doing alright
but then out of nowhere it hit me

Falling to the floor no i can't take more of this (no i can't take more , no i can't take more)
as reality breaks apart i get left for dead
now i'm asking myself what the fuck is in my head (i don't know)
but i had to give in as reality is cavin in
as reality is cavin in

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Left For Dead (Feat.$LOTHBOI)

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Lyrics:
You can call me whatever you want
It'll never save you from yourself
Can't admit anything's your fault
So you live in your own made-up hell

Never willing to see it
Obvious you've been bleeding
Take it out on who didn't cut you
History repeated
Hurt the ones you hold close
Those who need love the most
Projecting all your flaws trying to hide
But it shows

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Hate to see that you're stuck in your ways
Unaware of all the damage you cause
You can keep trying to run far away
But you won't ever escape from your flaws

Don't wanna throw you the blame
You probably grew up the same
Neglected through your youth, now you pay forward the pain
I know you do it to cope
But I just want you to know
You could do so much better if you wanted to grow

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds

I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling to find your peace
Says more 'bout you than me
When you talk all your shit 'bout me behind my face
I feel bad for you
I can see right through
The facade that you wear to cover up your wounds
I can't take it personally
'Cause I know that you're struggling

Personally

personally

THE HEART BREAKS BONELESS (prod. ndot & Travis Barker)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNQ77eK9Gf8

Lyrics

Yeah, yeah this doesn't make any sense
So why did you tell me you don't want to see me again
How's does it feel to be you, pushing abusing the ones you love you break
So what does it mean to be me you wanna ask me
The questions you don't wanna see
You're rubbing the back of my hair your screaming so loudly
You don't want to show that you care

You're punching your face in the street
You're hitting the pavement your spitting out bloody teeth
Eager to meet me, don't want to see me, so confused i don't want to see
So what does it mean to me, you never ask you never care
So what does it mean for us, yeah you know i shouldn't ask that

Cus im a skinny piece of shit from the west side, lose sight
From where I wanna be cus im back on the drugs again
I wanna blame you but I know it's my fault
Just to date someone so disgusting

So who am I meant to be, yeah I know
He looks a lot like me
So tell me lucifer is that your reflection in the window
Staring back at me, what do you see

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Fuck you watchu thinking, you ain't know fuck all about me
I work harder than some pussy boys that do it for a bounty
They be bragging bout the money that they sucking dick to see
You a sheep boy, living in the simulation, deep

I am free

Boy I threw away a 6 figure job, twice
Knew I'm giving up a life, still I paid the price
I ain't give a fuck about the money, I'm alive
Create to survive, that's my line, till I fucking die

My ex said that I was a lame-o
Said sloth you a pussy just take those
Blank thoughts while blacking in the shadows
Fuck, thank god I left that hell hole

Drove fast, eyes closed
Count downed, I really didn't know
Thought my life would just stay shit
But know there's light in darkness

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

Cus too many people here talk about me
So how does it feel to be the one without a dream
Fuck a 9-5 I wanna be free
Cus too many people wanna talk about me

BURNT IGNITION

Construct

$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

RØNIN - Butterflies

https://linktr.ee/Rivilin

https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals


Rivilin

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah cus I feel like you don’t really get it
cus you hate me but you don’t wanna admit it
could I love me but the reflections not a spitting image
constant water, a downpour where you said I needed therapy

do I sell my soul to a hospital where I know I won’t get better
because this anger builds from a childhood where I just watched over my brother
I was only fucking 13 when I stayed home from school just to look after my mother
because depression lives in the worst places in the worst places when everything just falls

RipThePetals

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
Im missing every fucking inch of you
So baby hit my phone and come around, maybe we could go and

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
I paint my face with a grin, but really hate everything
I hate my skin, baby can you come and

Can you fucking tell me that im good enough
Give me reassurance, yeah I need your love
Trauma from my past makes it hard to trust

I hate everything from my skin to bone
Rip the fucking petals on the pedal stool
You only ever call me when your high or alone

Oh boy am I always alone
I'd rather wait to give that bitch my throne
Instead of fucking every weekend
They don’t love me, they just want Petals, yeah im fucked I know

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
Im missing every fucking inch of you
So baby hit my phone and come around, maybe we could go and

Lay down, lay down, lay down
Fake smile, fake crown
I paint my face with a grin, but really hate everything
I hate my skin, baby can you come and

LAY DOWN FT. RIPTHEPETALS

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create to survive
forevr evolving

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$LOTHBOI x Rivilin - Construct [Music Video ↓]

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