Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/6Pb46z8sPCk 🖤

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you cry than scream my name,
yeah im sick of feeling this old pain
your words creep up now my mind’s decayed
at the bottom of a barrel, I lay

you spit  when I run away
Yeah I still feel you cursing my name
feeling frustration rise up in my veins
the god above he doesn’t care for a thing

I hate everything you say, 
it’s like my love to you is always a game
no matter how hard I try its fucking never enough
so ill stay high till I pass out

your words cut my flesh in a way
that makes the anger burst out of my veins
no matter where I end up you wouldn’t care
I still hope you’re hating yourself

Curse

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push the curtains back my skin starts to unravel
It’s not like ill fucking be missed
take some pills and enter bliss
where fogged walls cloak everything and my bed is the abyss

back then I was trapped in hell 
and I couldn’t fucking tell what was real and what was fake
yeah I thought you were my friend, guess the drugs got the better of you
I had to let  you go I had to leave

you were fucking like a brother to me
we watch the wolves in the woodwork chase after the pieces of my soul
face first hit the concrete 
my eyes snap open just another nightmare will I wake again
just to find reality isn’t really like fucking hell is this a joke
this is not fucking funny anymore

Every day this lifeline gets a little thinner
hold on yeah just wait a minute throwing up what’s left of dinner
sick of fucking feeling but that is not what I want
I just want to say that I am happy

trauma leaks from those red eyes
if you cant understand would you grab my arm and drag me out alive
fogged up your just a dead mind
yeah dissociated at fucking best 

I feel like I am crawling out of lab x 16
poltigiest controlling me with memoroies
im in the old woods by the doctors’ house
feel like im out of control can you look into my eyes and say that you remember me

The One You Hate

AMV by mayiium on IDLEGLANCE YT: https://youtu.be/6Pb46z8sPCk

skylarallen https://soundcloud.com/skylar_allen
Leo IV https://soundcloud.com/leoivmusic
maxtaylor https://soundcloud.com/maxltaylor

Lyrics

So you feeling all crazy
Blood drips down on the grey street
Kick push weed in the baggie
Smoke in my lungs see my world fucking burning

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

Too late, to runaway now
Been tryna talk in this room but it’s too loud
I been all alone with the lights down
Telling me I should go don’t stay around
So take a breath
Just like it’s nothing
Always get a rush from pushing all of my buttons
Fuck it I don’t love em they act so different in public
But they never really say what’s real
Naw

One foot forward
Getting warmer
Hell be hot, I’ve crossed the border

Got disorders
Cutting corners
Bitch I be my own transporter

Always wanna talk swear they never being silent
Twenty three years like I really put some time in
Imma take a plane and put it into autopilot
Fly up in your city and we giving you the knowledge
But never speak on what you don’t know
I won’t go talk slow cause I’m tryna roll
All alone in the zone with my blinds closed
Fuck everybody who was saying that it’s over no

I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

One foot forward
Getting warmer
Hell be hot, I’ve crossed the border

Got disorders
Cutting corners
Bitch I be my own transporter

Let me tell you why I’m paranoid
Promise I ain’t ever had a choice
Addictions offer me so much noise
Not a regular boy, baby I’m a bad one
Cocaine on the scale like I’m weighing out my options
Mixing with the toxins
Too much with the talking
See me when you walked in
Yeah the devil at the door knocking


I’m on that low ima break it
Threw out the oxy but liquor be craving
What the fuck am I to do when I’m caving
Racing to hell and the devil be chasing

All black fit
Creepin with the matches
Liquor wit a fat lip
Bitch you ain’t about this

Fuck around and catch me wit the homies we gun patch it
Taggin every city I be in you fucking lacking

Would’ve could’ve
Shut the fuck up you done bitch

Actions speak louder than words cut your fuck shit

Pussy boy I know that you fucking wanting
Something from me but I’m giving you nothing

So you feeling all crazy
Blood drips down on the grey street
Kick push weed in the baggie
Smoke in my lungs see my world fucking burning

Genesis

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each day just repeats after the next
seems to always be the same yeah I can’t catch my breath yeah
try to explain but you just don’t get it
cus the same thing happened like you just took an amnestic

in my own hell right here, yeah I think I get it 
I just write these songs so yeah I can admit it
cus im lost in these tunnels not making sense
put a knife through my sternum treat me like I am an experiment

poor piss pants kid what did you expect
did you really think they’d treat you like an equal with respect
yeah boot to the face and they left you on the ground yeah
strap a kid down and medicate till his family is replaced

with a bottle and some drugs on the side yeah
wake up every morning feeling like I wanna die yeah
pushed into the trunk and try to kick out the light
no energy no strength just to keep up the fight

So what’s the point in living when you don’t really get it
yeah 404 connection lost im awkward I admit it
yeah what’s the point of running when they knew from the beginning
like who the fuck am I this insanity repeating

so what’s the point of loving when I couldn’t just admit
just a feeling of disgust in my stomach and its screaming
cus I hate this hate that everywhere I go
just the same face, lose touch, everything’s for show

say its aggravated assault when I punched you in the face
I swear time stood still for a second then its breaks yeah
watch the consequences start to come around yeah
running without shoes from the cops living underground

remember two of us at the landfill 
didn’t want to go home, no choice tears spill
in the family house where the holes start to resonate
watch the abyss grow in the cracks from your fathers’ hate

I hear you fucking crying through these paper-thin walls
you didn’t understand emotional abuse and now she’s gone
I see you running down the street, not a fear in site
except the one from your father where he stabbed you in the spine

three kids residing in the back room feeling pretty shit
don’t know how to talk about each other’s pains
until one day they just give up
I still blame you for her death

The Coward

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Cheers to my homie <3: https://soundcloud.com/tsunamiij

Rivilin

until I’ve had my fill
ill linger here be numb
my family always calls
to ask if I am done

of being pulled by the strings
a constant reminder
of foggy streets at home
where I lose track of time

Yeah I place my feet straight on the floor ye watch everything turn to stone
the wooden shutters hide the sunlight sinking in an empty hole
grasping onto straws in desperation  just to find I fall
straining everything out of my mental state im pacing back and forth

I can hear the wood start to creek as you’re pressed against this
hear my calling out as the ground open up, im forced to embrace hell
how can I call this living as the wolves open up my gut
watch me sink, watch me sink into myself

sepsis in the veins, now complain to a new face
all my psychs cant analyze me, pushed aside, and disgraced
spitting on your grave, you left me down in this place
gravity it falls as I take a leap of faith

what I got to lose nothing left except my name
putting pressure on your scalp until you can feel my pain
metal to the head like I am praying for a new way
no reply from God above, so here I drown in dismay

Tsunami J.

These things they hurt inside me
I’m searching for the freighting
I might not find what I seek
But I will search till I peak

Wash the shame outside my mind
I can see the sands of the time
I been hoping for a sign
But I’m hopeless in this life
I keep peaking out the blinds
Cause I’m focused on the light
I’m just poison to the kind
Man I’m stuntin with my dime

I think I’m worried I might sink
It’s just the spins from all these drinks
I think the world is onto me
They must be here to watch for free
I keep begging for my sight but I’m not trusting what I see
I keep drinking till I lie cause I’m just rushing to my fiend
He’s just breathing to my binds until I’m dusting down my needs
I’m just dealing with his cries until I’m fucking up my peace

I think I’m worried I might sink
It’s just the spins from all these drinks
I think the world is onto me
They must be here to watch for free

These things they hurt inside me
I’m searching for the freighting
I might not find what I seek
But I will search till I peak

Sepsis FT. Tsunami J.

yeah flashback as my skin to stone, yeah as a kid yeah I didn't really get it
disconnected as I see bone a clean break, yeah I couldn't fucking mend it
this fuck hitting me up on my phone, no matter what I say im left reprimanded
im drinking myself into a hole, down here ill never be happy

so put me on display, you want to try and make a mock of my name
so is everything you said to me real, that's when I knew that you never fucking feel
so show my flaws for the world to see
tell me what’s the point when everyone around you has already given up

why can't you look look look at me
my skin’s burning as im underneath
am I not enough, am I not enough
am I not enough, watch the blood leak in my dreams

tell me you hate hate hate all of me
I understand cus I feel the same thing
and ask if we just give up I know you wanna break
yeah if we just give up, I know you're just using me

I try to come back alive but I know your feelings are dead for me
try to make up my mind but you know its not as easy as that
we try to live and collapse we never give and take back
and that's when I realized I lost

I guess I knew back then when it happened cus I saw your soul burn to the light
experimenting on amphetamines unfortunately you burnt out your sight
you try and push me to the wall it felt like I was turned to stone
im fucking frozen in a place where I am left all alone

maybe we can work it out no fuck that I don't want you here
panic attack from your face you fucked me up I made it clear
but you still hit me up and say you've changed I believed that last time
and I just fell into a cage where misery embraced my name

no, I don't want to be.
left alone again
cus you know that ill be hurt by you
but I always come back just to find im used

BURNING ALIVE

yeah, you just push and deceive me, I guess you love to keep cheating
I’m not the first that you did it too, but I kept on believing 
that I should give you a 2nd chance, yes I should have kept on my pants
I guess a couple of bucks, makes me a cheap fuck.

so paint your true colors out and lash at me when you doubt
you know that's all just on you, my conscience was just abused
im not coming back you know that I just wanna format with the gat
put the barrel to temple and blow me the fuck away

So end me today,
Forget us, i’ll decay
So end me today
Forget us, i’ll decay

Imagine what I thought when I found out that you're with someone else
The angel and the devil return with all these thoughts inside my head
You got me off the pills but tonight im fucking up my health
You said that it is gonna be love and now your wanting me dead

Drown it out, you want it to end
(Suffer on without me in pain)
Tell yourself that I'm a nuisance
(Why the fuck I still see your face)

END ME TODAY ft. RipThePetals

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Lyrics:
Imma cut ties I don't know you
I been on my grind thought I told you
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I don't know you
I been on my grind thought I told you
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I don't know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today

Seven in the morning but I can't come down 
She said why you hit my phone up? please stop now
I just need to get to sleep, but the drugs come out 
Someone save me from this life that I've made somehow
I thought it was precious when we were together
And you made a promise that this was forever
But turns out forever is nothing when dead
So forsaken memories curse what you left me with

"all this time I've been working harder than most, and I still fell. I cut ties with everyone I knew and life was good... until it wasn't.. good thing... rev can't die."

Imma cut ties I dont know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today
Imma cut ties I dont know you (I don't know you)
I been on my grind thought I told you (thought I told you)
My heads fucked up I don't feel okay
But i'll get through baby not today

not today

not today (prod. dercept x mason cyrus x coastalbeats)

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Knock Knock

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$LOTHBOI x Xorochi - Knock Knock

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hands around my neck

Bonus track from my upcoming EP "Otherverse" dropping June 29th on all streaming platforms. Find the AMV on Trash Community's Youtube channel for a visual addition to the song.

Otherverse

SKNWLKR - Snow Angels (prod. IOF)

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create to survive
forevr evolving

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