put it right on me w/ ysb tril

midwxst , reef - mia

production + mixing by @lunamatic
recorded + written by me

words
wish i could go back and be sixteen again
when i had no worries bout my future plans
this cycle keeps going it doesn’t seem to end
wishing I cherished the time that we spent
i never noticed how fast that it went
i move without thinking my thoughts on a whim
child of god but the lord knows i’ve sinned
the nights that i tried to take my life
said that i’m fine while dying inside
it isn’t healthy i know i need help
but I’d rather suffer alone, by myself
don’t want you to care
don’t wanna share
my visions clear
talk but don’t hear
you know the rest
miss all my friends
wish it would end
the suffering begins

i’m not good at saying goodbye
too scared of death, not ready to die
but one day I know that i’ll flatline 
when i die, i don’t want you to cry
don’t be worried i’m doing alright

im tired of funerals
and wearing all black
and hospital beds
i hate this damn universe
i watched my friends die and i couldn’t even stop it
and i don’t know what’s next for me, running out of options
wish they could’ve grown up and blossomed
so this song is for them, I’m not stopping

sixteen

midwxst - vida (fecony emman)

nostalgia (p. koi)

michelin star (p. koi)

koi - circles

Coye - S.M.W (Mrs. Officer)

Park it (siahprice)

dontwaitforme

Spotlight moonlight why am I tripping gotta a get my mood right Gucci 

Mushroomvoxparadise

koi - circles

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