Breakcore mix to dissociate

Veil

circa — April 2023
Additional Production by @whyawe

Welcome to my luck it's not new
I wouldn't be here anywhere without you
If I was young right now I wouldn't know what to do
I'm just glad I fought my battles and grew
I still can't believe that you're gone
I wish that you could hear this song
But you know when times get too tough
And you know that you've had enough
When things start going in place for you
And I don't let anyone catch my bluff
Times like these, just to bring myself together
Would be all it cost

I'm glad I wasn't born anywhere else
'Cause I don't think that I'd be me
I wish we could play our favorite songs
I wish that you weren't gone
My sister said it's okay to cry
I'm looking at our pictures, wish that we could live another day
Forever grateful for you, yeah it's sad it had to end this way
It's breaking me up, it's breaking me down
I hope we can find ourselves in the afterlife, I love you mom

Close my eyes, and then I fall asleep
I can't breathe without your company
'Cause nothing else really matters (but you)
All I ever was was your baby

It's Okay to Cry (Outro)

1 out of 4

lyrics:

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make you watch until it hurts
And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

Stick a knife in your heart
I know that if it’s real then it bleeds
Let the whole world see it
Now is not the time i make u leave
Feels like it’s a pastime all the time
Said u wanted ur life to be working around art
Feels like im a drag like all the time
Keeping my composure while i cannot play the part

And you still got a lot to learn
You don’t know me and u would probably never will
I’ve seen u lost the turn
I see u right through it
And I’ll make u watch until it hurts

And u still got a lot to learn
You wanna see my past but not who i fucking am now
Go ahead and ignore me im sorry
But i know that you hate me
Its all part of the story

if it's real then it bleeds

I could tell that you hate me
Don’t worry cause i hate myself too
If I had lost it
Would you stay with me?
I wouldn’t know what to tell you
Bad bitch
I don’t wanna say it
I walk around the night with my crew
Fast car, my name
Ya I won’t save it
Crash out, no you cannot save meee

Went outside I caught another body
Why could I not know y’all didnt want me??
No motion, sitting like a zombie
I wish I could tell you how I felt about me
About me,
Sometimes I wish I was 14 again
These days I never get called a bestfriend

You Won't Ever Get What You Want

the world that never existed.

you could choose to say nothing
but that's not what ya did
picking me is something
but you're calling me all weird
can i have some peace
can i have somewhere to leave

cause u ignored my shit
when i get a hunnid on my wrist
would u switch it up
would u say that you were my friend
i could tell  you dont need me
i know that i lack it
im a -
and i can't hide my feelings
it's just who i have to be

i wish you'd die like all the time
but you won't get to know that
i dream about running away
it'll be okay
i don't tell when it's all declining away
i don't want to lie...
i don't want to lie if it's not great
why would i have the say?
treating me like shit
hating on the kid
what's the plan? where the hell is your friend?
i wanna kill him so bad cause i'll never be so close to you, i won't

1000 ways to disappear

A collection of tracks that were made during the sessions of my full length sophomore record "Kaleidoscope", which released a few months ago. 

Ocean Wisp

i’m sure… i won’t see the milky way this year or next… and it will be cloudy, forever…
the world doesn't care

a tear at eventide (w/ Bendel)

tired of myself

haven't uploaded to user in a while lmao sorry here's something i made last night

magic...[iwantuser]

prod @14106lyn

idc whatever
come into my life step on my shit now u can see whoever
now that the bloods drawn im feelin better
take a couple hits i still feel bad but now im hearin chitter
and u know i wish u cared
id spend a fortune just to see what the hells goin on up there
i spent a fortune tryna make all of it happen so youd care
n now im sittin here debatin whether not id choose the bear

n ur all i need
ur heart tells my lungs to breathe
ur words tell me how to be
u knew what i want and need

idc (lyn)

prod me
made in like an hr and 40 min idgaf

im all for it
im all for it

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

im saying you don't know at all
you hate the way i talk
why do you hate it all?
i'm out of it, lost
you say there's something off with me, i can't even respond
so baby do you hate me
do you think im pretty oh god
bitch i hate it
i want you to save me
i know you want to take it
you won't get a taste
saying that i'm dangerous
but you won't see me break

yeah see me break
i know how you feel, and it makes me ache
they all wanted me but i can't be taken
can't be taken
give or take, i'll still end up dead

i was on my way up
bitch i got it all now (lets go)
i don't care bout the price
i see whatever it's gone now
oh you got status?
are you ready to fall off with that shit?
ya r u ready for it
i just need some time to think of it
we have none in common
dont go acting like it
oh yeah 
said you had me, you aint got the option
i swear we have nothing
don't leave me forgotten
if i could have it
i won't be a problem

1000 ways to disappear

72crash

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