Here is my first collaboration with B Hasemeyer. I love when a musician builds a track around my vocals.

I truly am pleased and at ease....with a little dose of this dis_ease.

We all got lines on our faces now....

Lines On The Face Feat. B. Hasemeyer

Original piece. 
Written and performed by snail viXen aka C. Renee Kiser
©️RaVenGh o s+  Publishing 2023
Lyrics:

i was born with / a deep knowing / my home is  w a y  o u t  / i was born with / sassy soul-fire / and rage to  g e t  o u t  / i was raised on ultra sad songs / row, row, raw devastation / bloody marys and no, no, no, fascination / i am sure now / dark waiting room / fake, fake, fake separation / i can vouch now / breathe your master(peace) / yeah, yeah, yeah, levitation / dead girl walking / tells it all straight / clouds are only props / everything's alright / cosmic mic drop / ...cosmic mic drop / The Cosmic Mic Drop



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Row, Row, Raw

From the album Schopenhauer's Apprentice

when you lie to me
I can't believe
when you speak your words to me

when you lie to me
I can't believe
when you say you love me

when you lie to me 
I can't believe
when you speak those words to me

when you lie to me
I can't believe
when you say you love me

Schopenhauer's Apprentice

Cry Wolf

From the forthcoming album: My Sweetheart The Liar

Don't say you loved me or that you wanted me now
Because I can't tell if you're heaven or hell
I can't even tell
Another lost girl who really really wants
What she can't have, that doesn't belong
It's not for trying
You built a fantasy and a pedestal for him
And a catastrophe just waiting to happen for me

Hold on, it's just a matter of time boy
You've been here before
Get your shit together
You've been here before
One step after another
You deserve more

You never really knew the object of desire
Because if you did, I knew you'd have tired
Of his way
Sex and secrets and such duplicity
Submission to chasing a destiny
That never came

Hold on, it's just a matter of time boy
You've been here before
Get your shit together
You've been down that road
And it's a road to nowhere
You deserve more


Thank you to Z for the drums!
#truthbetold
#musicismytherapy

A Fucked Up Limerence Song

I'll fill your house with an army

Pulls Me Apart

Yea I'm stressed out 
don't wanna talk about it
cause I doubt 
you wouldn't give a f*ck about it
self doubt 
can't get myself up out of this
the hole that I put myself in
dug it out
put myself in it
don't know how it turned out 
like this 
all I know is I want out
I've had it 
I'm stressed out 
Stressed ooooOoOoout

Stressed out 
I got nothing left 
checked out
so much I regret 
feeling left out 
like I'm second best
don't know how to forgive 
and I can't forget 
yea my life's a mess 
I'm depressed 
and I'm 
stressed out

Yea I'm 
stressed out 
wish I 
could forget about 
what has me
stressed out
but I cant 
live without 
being 
stressed out

Stressed out

After listening to a friends track...I did this :)

Turn Up the Sound

Lyrics:

so ironic
i keep forgetting
the memories 

so haunted
i want nothing
but to be free

smoking so hard
i keep forgetting 
i exist 

nobody knows
who i really am
underneath 

I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here

where have i gone?
i feel like 
i’m about to disappear 

ticking time bomb
my chest is aching 
need to switch the gear

loving you was a war
that i fought 
against my own will 

i’ve made it this far
i still don’t know how
i swam through the tears

I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here

i pinch myself 
i can’t if i’m real 
but this is not a dream
this is not a drill

i dissociate 
get distracted by my fears
i guzzle down my nightmares
keep my enemies near 

looking out the window 
car rides and a few beers
i think i’m seeing angels 
and they urge me to steer

I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here
I can’t tell if I’m still here

i can't tell if i'm still here (Demo)

So I am astounded how this turned out. I used an AI app to help me create the music track. The vocals and lyrics are fully mine.

For you my weary friend, for you <3

Autumn Sadness

When the guilty are thriving and yet everyone else is dying, inside...you cannot Escape the Gods of Wrath and Stone and Ashes and Bones.

Ashes and Bones

I may be utilizing the AI app music, but all lyrics, content and vocals are my own unless otherwise stated.

Dream Weaving at Midnight

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Casey Renee Kiser's work (a.k.a. snail viXen) closely examines mainstream’s distorted ideas of beauty.
Always quirky and armed with bold confessional dynamite, her humor is uncompromising, often abrupt and unsettling. Her poems explore identity, emotional abuse, and healing from complicated relationships. She resides in a magical place called The Crystal Garden. Come on over, we have cookies ;) and healing, through dark poetry.
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> to better understand the journey.
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Get it all out then,  let it go!
Don't take it with you. 
It's too heavy to carry up the mountain.

( or the mushroom, if you're a snail ;)

Disclaimer: 
I don't perfect my songs. They are art the way they come out. They are about the lyrics, not perfection.
✨Lyricist for Hire

Row, Row, Raw

C. Renee Kiser

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