Here is my first collaboration with B Hasemeyer. I love when a musician builds a track around my vocals.

I truly am pleased and at ease....with a little dose of this dis_ease.

We all got lines on our faces now....

Lines On The Face Feat. B. Hasemeyer

Written by C. Renee Kiser / ©️RaVenGh o st  Press 2023 (N i gh tMARE Crush outtake)
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Do not use any part of this poem without written permission, besides excerpts used in reviews. 
WORDS:

Back of the mind / those back-door men / I've kept them fine / back of the hand / Watch them in my veins / Drain them every day / Sun lights up the reigns / I AM The Ruler, after all / Just another missing doll / from Suicide Lane / I made a missing persons' call / Pigs said FIND THAT BITCH YOURSELF / I punch my own burning throat / as my words use the fire escape / Hose me down, still / only wet from getting SMART-RAPED / Rape them all in my dreams / for being good little nightmares / Drape me in blurs of memes / Buried alive my double-dares / They'll never find them, of course / 'cause i confess it all myself / No one can fuck me over / better than I fuck under the shelf /  YEAH, I fit in small spaces; mouse tail / Tell-tale; didn't fit in with the rats / Ran through every trap / ALL HAIL / Sewed up the lips of my last cares / Thrive in the cracks of in-between / Waking Life is alpha-BET-sludge soup / Letters spell out NEXT HORROR SCENE: / Why, it's dessert! / A triple scoop-shake / of reality goopity-goop / It's too late / Announce your fake / DEATH / and call it a diamond-day / 'Hey, hey, Daddy, said the way you move / Gonna make you sweat / You gonna turn me gay / SHINE ON / Nothing matters anyway / except balloons and kites on a windy day / Letting go and counting dirty dicks / I recognize in threatening clouds /' 9, 10, Never sleep again'-kinda flashbacks / My nightmare-man cums SO LOUD / He comes often, / bores me and collects / my wrist cuts / he cuts / he cuts / HE CUTS / Promises I'm in the black book, / he checks / Ha! / 'Top Ten Favorite Mind-fuckable sluts' / Licks his knives, hands me his tongue / I say 'Oh baby, just breathe' /as I rip out his dreamy lung- daily / affirmation: i’m open to receive / Make a scary puzzle of your parts / like you did me / Make a mockery of your heart / Nothing to see... / here / I'M FINE, FUCK YOU / I'm fine / I'm just full of nightmare-man cum / and fashionable-sleepwalker cheer / I take a bow / 'cause just fucking WOW / revenge is sweet / all I ever wanted / I got the memo you’re all talk / and I'm just words- always cunted / Difference is, I've got the guts / to outline you in chalk / and chalk it up / to the street-fighting mutts / While I stand there and laugh / ... I mean, just maybe / GOD TOLD ME A JOKE / Don't judge me, Mr. Zombieland / I've got your double-tap choke / WELL YEAH, You kill my spirit over and over and over / And I kill the memories over and over and over / Well, HAPPY DEATH DAY TO US! / Now, roll over Rover! / You're not allowed on the bed / Not the distorted memory, dear / or your dripping dead-head lust / Credits have rolled, didn't you hear? / It seems you may have just / awoken in your own nightmare, dear.



+ Photo credit: CRK by JTG
©️RaVenGh o st  Press 2023

#horrorpoetry

You Would Be a Groundhog (Day ) if You Weren't Such a Rat

From the album Schopenhauer's Apprentice

when you lie to me
I can't believe
when you speak your words to me

when you lie to me
I can't believe
when you say you love me

when you lie to me 
I can't believe
when you speak those words to me

when you lie to me
I can't believe
when you say you love me

Schopenhauer's Apprentice

Cry Wolf

From the forthcoming album: My Sweetheart The Liar

Don't say you loved me or that you wanted me now
Because I can't tell if you're heaven or hell
I can't even tell
Another lost girl who really really wants
What she can't have, that doesn't belong
It's not for trying
You built a fantasy and a pedestal for him
And a catastrophe just waiting to happen for me

Hold on, it's just a matter of time boy
You've been here before
Get your shit together
You've been here before
One step after another
You deserve more

You never really knew the object of desire
Because if you did, I knew you'd have tired
Of his way
Sex and secrets and such duplicity
Submission to chasing a destiny
That never came

Hold on, it's just a matter of time boy
You've been here before
Get your shit together
You've been down that road
And it's a road to nowhere
You deserve more


Thank you to Z for the drums!
#truthbetold
#musicismytherapy

A Fucked Up Limerence Song

I'll fill your house with an army

Pulls Me Apart

So I am astounded how this turned out. I used an AI app to help me create the music track. The vocals and lyrics are fully mine.

For you my weary friend, for you <3

Autumn Sadness

When the guilty are thriving and yet everyone else is dying, inside...you cannot Escape the Gods of Wrath and Stone and Ashes and Bones.

Ashes and Bones

I may be utilizing the AI app music, but all lyrics, content and vocals are my own unless otherwise stated.

Dream Weaving at Midnight

Melt-In The Beginning.mp3

This recording is meant to depict the exact sound of a vintage instrument I own, to capture it's true tone. There is no mixing, eq, effects, or alterations of the sound spectrum. This leaves a bit of electrical hiss or whatnot, but I'm sure the recording and solo guitar proves itself.

A Lone Guitar

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Casey Renee Kiser's work (a.k.a. snail viXen) closely examines mainstream’s distorted ideas of beauty.
Always quirky and armed with bold confessional dynamite, her humor is uncompromising, often abrupt and unsettling. Her poems explore identity, emotional abuse, and healing from complicated relationships. She resides in a magical place called The Crystal Garden. Come on over, we have cookies ;) and healing, through dark poetry.
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You Would Be a Groundhog (Day ) if You Weren't Such a Rat

C. Renee Kiser

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