prod. apt9

The Upload

LIVE @ PURGATORY 12.28.22

apt9prodclassics

all tracks produced + mixed by apt9, written by mothgirl

emerald {poison}

the grass is greener on the other side
take me for a ride
why are you so fucking mean
IWANNASEETHATEMERALDGREEN

no ive got nothing to hide
ill never leave your side
ill let you sink your fangs in my teeth
INJECTMEWITHTHATEMERALDGREEN

I WANNA FEEL YOUR POISON COURSE THROUGH MY VEINS
I WANNA BE YOUR DOG , YOUR OBEDIENT SLAVE
IM ADDICTED TO YOUR LOVE , YOUVE TURNED ME INTO A FIEND
IM ADDICTED TO YOUR LOVE , ADDICTED TO THAT EMERALD GREEN

ADDICTED TO THAT EMERALD GREEN
I NEED ANESTHESIA I CANT FUCKING SLEEP

lucid dreams are a thing of the past
my memories fade , stuck in a loop in the fast lane to death
so i swallow my breath , count backwards from ten
and pray that this is the end

ADDICTED TO YOUR LOVE , ADDICTED TO THAT EMERALD GREEN
I NEED ANESTHESIA I CANT FUCKING SLEEP
I REST MY HEAD ON THE PILLOW BUT ITS YOU LURING IN MY DREAMS
AND WHEN I OPEN MY EYES , I FEEL LESS AND LESS LIKE ME

ADDICTED TO YOUR LOVE , ADDICTED TO THAT EMERALD GREEN
I NEED ANESTHESIA I CANT FUCKING SLEEP
I REST MY HEAD ON THE PILLOW BUT ITS YOU LURING IN MY DREAMS
AND WHEN I OPEN MY EYES , I FEEL LESS AND LESS LIKE ME

emerald {poison}

⭐️ MUSIC VIDEO ⭐️

lungs ☆

(give a little) feedback by arcuti [apt9]

cover art by https://twitter.com/remon_squash_
lyrics written by @jacimp3
mixed/mastered by @jacimp3 & @weareapartment9
vocals performed by @jacimp3
produced/composed by @weareapartment9

~ lyrics ~
i~
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i~
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

my life is full of mistakes
i’m just a waste of space
i really feel out of place
i don’t wanna get in your way

feel like the world would be better off, better off, better off
but i still wanna try, to get through life

i~
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i~
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme get into it
i wanna die
lemme get into it, lemme tell you why

i know i should keep holding on
but i don’t wanna be a problem
I don’t wanna be alone
but that’s all I’ve ever known

~ all my links ~
https://jacimp3.carrd.co/

i wanna die but i still wanna try (prod. apartment9)

[VIDEO]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALOo7uE9_yo

prod. https://soundcloud.com/deearrkay

-words-

[e]
i thought that this time i cud feel sum
yup
thought wrong
to many days in my own thoughts
n i dont miss that
my whole life cant b sad songs
i was talkin to the sun its been a long night
real pain i let it through
everything i seen it through
real niggas get it dude 
i dont even leave the clue

[drk]
In his right hand he held seven stars, and coming out of his mouth was a sharp, double-edged sword. His face was like the sun shining in all its brilliance.
When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. Then he placed his right hand upon me
-Revelation 1:13-17

[e]
know these days b hard cause i live em to
i know this life shit b long we gon make it through
n i cant breathe without no weed
i couldnt sleep without no beeen
tired to tell em tried to tell em that this life i live is real
tired to tell em tried to tell em that i b speakin to the

lik i saw god or sum

spotify

feel sum prod. drk

RXKNephew - iCarly Cell [apt9]

VIDEO : https://youtu.be/K6VjIl1lxBI
aiglig

the rest of my life (like that)

give it just a little bit of time
I promise everything will be just fine
i promise everything will  work itself out
eventually, we’ll laugh and leave this all behind

it breaks me every time i see you cry
wish that i could have you here by my side
think im falling hard for you, i can’t lie
think you’ve set up camp inside my mind

and im so sick of always feeling so alone
but im not sorry that I couldn’t fit the mold
freezing in this tundra, damn it sooooo cold

and don’t think i have a place i can call home
all this weight above me breaking all my bones
reaching out i’ve got a hand that you can hold

give it just a week or a month
promise this life won’t feel so rough
surrounded by every single person that you love
even if this world makes you wanna throw up

i know that’ll you always stay tough
sipping tear of joys straight out of your cup
i promise you’ll always be good enough
know its hard dealing with all the same old stuff

and im so sick of always feeling so alone
but im not sorry that I couldn’t fit the mold
freezing in this tundra, damn it sooooo cold

tundra

tundra [prod. apt9 x butangel420]

curty - time of our own [apt9 x baredex]

Cuteness

art by @deep_4949 on twt
thanks for listening

bandcamp

kirakira

guerra (wip)

SIPPIN ON SOME SIZZURP 😤💜

here it is on my official channel 💜
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qiKlx2BNJbE

@swimswim1
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2t8HUWYrP4w6hQmhVVX80f?si=F-_3tO9fTlCCwXBQTrvJZQ

my spotify!
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2t8HUWYrP4w6hQmhVVX80f?si=vQEp9SBtTlysORX7en8AcQ

BREAKCORE LEANIN (feat. swimswim)

empty gutz
in my blunt
tell me twice n it's 2 much
cuz babe u turn me 2 an animal

tell me that u like the castle

suckin blood no artery
how tf u get ahold of me ??
i was hoping we cld get sleeep
but the stars r alwayz outa reach

life is digital sink into the rabbit hole
ur so beautiful let's see how far it go
m magical we're see thru
if we fuck it up it'd b time 4 a redo

was it jus another time in the moonlight ?
rly c it in ur eyez n u saw it in mine 
ik it prolly get cold when ur alone right .  ..
but r u alright ?

go !

when u said u like the song i wrote ab u 
that's when i knew i cld not fail u
i was bumping nos i put 1k on my value :3
blowing up n now i swear im never gona tell u

biichftt - castle (@pearlblade + @_biichftt)

I jump in the cut
2 cup, mighty sludge
She kiss me whats up
Baby
i cant get enough
I just put the pieces back together
Now its up
I just keep it up
Baby im no plug
I just keep the drugs up in my pocket
How it was
And i just keep the love up in my heart
Just how it was

And im a lovey dove
Seraphim whats up
Heaven in my cup
The whole fit cost 20 bucks

She kiss me whats up
Imma get all blushy
Squeeze me like a plushy
My stone heart gettin gushy

Baby how you do that?
Touch me like you knew that
You told me you loved me
And i think you really meant that

I jump in the cut
2 cup, mighty sludge
She kiss me whats up
Baby
i cant get enough
I just put the pieces back together
Now its up
I just keep it up
Baby im no plug
I just keep the drugs up in my pocket
How it was
And i just keep the love up in my heart
Just how it was

jus how it was (prod. apartment9 x Dias6k)

apt9 - over&over prod me+noagony

lyrics:
idk which way home but i'm going
smooth talk on a pillowcase unsew it
new smoke new smoke bby i'm blowing
this love didn't make sense in a moment

starlights and the car rides got boring
but i'll be a thousand miles away in the morning
maybe i should have put my things in storage
lifetime like a video so gorgeous

maybe someday i'll sharpen my blades
to clear my brain and test my rage
shoot long range; i make u feel pain
i been searching cuz i've been drained

u say i've been fake, now it's fear or faith
and we paused the game
that means you were done playing
tell me how's it taste ? 
your new intimate phase
i hope you say your grace before u eat on that plate

curty - time of our own [apt9 x baredex]

seraphim <3