call of the night (a hyperpop playlist)

production: me & soma (@prodsoma)
mixing & mastering: me

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streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[intro]
feel alone n helpless
i paved this road w/ no end
tired of playing pretend
just wanna get out this mess

i’m not okay, i confess
these last few months, i’ve been stressed
i just have so much regrets
i just have so much regrets

[verse]
i’ve only had myself to get through all of this, it’s hell.
it’s lonely when the ones u used to know have said farewell
bleeding out, my eyes r open
can’t see, all my senses broken 
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless

[chorus]
nobody even knows it, but i’m tired
i can feel killin all of my desire
doesn’t help when all my “friends” don’t even bother
not a thing that i can try to make me calmer
i’m drowning in emotions down beneath 
i’m grinding all my teeth
it’s getting hard to breathe, so...

tell me, was it a waste?
dug six feet down, no escape.
feels like i just got replaced
by someone better than me
if i left w/o a trace, no one would ponder
this path i’m going down, don’t even wanna 
staying silent cuz i don’t want any drama
heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that’s just karma 

[verse]
i tried my hardest just to be there for y’all
gave every person my all
but u still let me just fall 
u stare and laugh at me when i’m at my low 
don’t have to say it, ik
all that u do, yeah it shows
that i’m not welcome here
that u don’t even care
act like i’m unaware
a sight i cannot bear
i tried my best, i swear
heart on my sleeve, i wear [s/o rod wave]
just left me in despair
u never were a friend

[chorus]

apathetic (avit + soma)

Produced by Bhertuy & Yeezo

Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3am of you who’s drunk as fuck
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine

stream :)

endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

I think about you way to often 
it’s not like I can stop it 
you don’t understand, that’s the problem 
I don’t want to hear that your sorry 

every time you cross my mind 
can’t help but feeling paralyzed 
you don’t even realize 
this pain I went through every time

paralyzed「elxnce + cymric」

prod @012207 x @1wuko
w/ @dpf617 + @fvtl

lyrics

(ransom)

i stay focused on the past
always trippin over what i can and cannot have
i keep giving it my all im still finishing in last
i been tryna ball but they never tryna pass
honest to god ur the reason im still doing what im doing
wake up in the morning got a reason to keep moving
pick it apart
little by little
idk when to stop
feeling like im stuck in the middle

(dpf)

gotta stop
feelin like im stuck in the middle
i been up all night
eyes bloodshot baby
gonna ball till i fall
ion wanna get lazy
am i ever gonna make it
shit ion know maybe
yea life getting hard but im counting my blessings
always walking w the grip keep this shit for protection
man i wish i hit it raw but im using protection
shawty bad asf but i ain't learning a lesson
slow it down
get paid its a new day
whole club going up
on tuesday
ion rly care what he say she say
gotta a bag now i run it like a relay
times change and i aint who i was
things change i aint stuck in a moment
been falling out with people that i love
got the world in my hands now bitch i gotta own it

(fvtal)

so stuck up on acceptance
i thought by now, i'd learn my lesson
guess not we move
its a new day
you're right i'm wrong
yeah touche
they so blinded and they dont see the vision
stop what you're doing and just take a listen
imma run that shit back one more time yeah

i don't wanna leave but i don't wanna stay here
wanna stop time oh my yeah this aint fair
try so hard, only gets so far
(x2)

spotify

inthemiddle w/ dpf + fvtal (baz , wuko)

map of th trails of grassfield_1  prod @deceased @ddertbag [prty sure]
i cnt c n i cnt breathe ., ; 
2much sht tht u nd frm me
tryna gt rdy like 123
n it dsnt fl right like im out of key

yh it fls like idk how2get out
i gta learn again so i cn let outx ||||
im in my own littl world dnt have2stand out #lbp
grassfield,, nthn else,, thts where ima b nw

fk u,, i live n learn
didn wna say tht im hurt
cnt luv u,, this tk a turn
pt me back intha dirt like if im a worm ✿✼
i think i said wht i nd2
so nw were both free2
4vr go awy n not c it thru

cld i pickup if u calld3times
dnt think its a lie if i say alr
u kno tht its bad4us dnt try
hw cld i giv u anymor of my lyf, , , , ,

i cnt fall in,, fall in
i jus disregard it
hardn my <<##33 hardn
this i jus play no part in 
burn the bridge its arson
i hope tht i cn commit

ifu gta go left thn i gta go right
dogbone clip inmy hair hair i sigh
brokn headphones cldnt hear tha song tht nite
think u rly jus wna c me loose my mind ༅｡.｡༅ {{{

i wldv luvd it bt u so obnoxious 
i wldv chose tht if i knew i had options
cnt blv u say sum,, u cn tell me nthnn
scrape by jus so i cn gt back sum ✿✼✿✼✿✼

tk mor mor jus tk from me
cnt do tht no cnt repeat
tragic tragic luvstory
turn in2a symphony
bt i dnt wnt no sympathy .｡༅.｡༅
dnt care4apologies
dye my hair my piercings bleed
i jus wnt sum quiet peace,,,,,,,,,,,

grassfield ♫ ♪,,✿✼:*ﾟ: #lbp 2020classic ☆

@funeral

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produced by @/soontobegus on instagram
orchestral production by @iamkeeve
mixed & mastered by me

special thanks to @f0rdis

selfish (feat. funeral)

safety

dominican fike

mastered by yaki

(will rhead ydkm evan sasha cybertrash)

hang tight w/ vaeo

Ft. @reefuh
@poisonedcheeto

Lyrics:
[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

[reef]
save it, left my heart out on the pavement
yeaaa 50% of my luv was the payment
thinking u could be w me, girl ur off ur medication
stuck in the past, shriveled me up and threw me in the grass
like how u move on so fast, spent forever tryna get like that
so dont pat me down, maybe u had me then but u dont have me now
so just shut me out, and don't act like that cuz u know how
(i give up)
im drowning in this bot- in this bottle
lost my peace of mind to all these thirsty models
like bitch who you think you are?
if your a shooting star then ima shoot the stars
fake shit rlly dont get far
wanna match better raise the bar
dont race me boy race a car
i been in and out of love i swear im trying hard
oh, ohh, ohh ohhh, oh ohh, oh ohh

[kurtis]
But she been fuckin wit my health
Takin fluoxetine to help 
Im a shadow of a person 
that I once knew pretty well

Shes a figure of my mind
Fuck that bitch dont got the time
Cause I dont wanna care about you
But im still deep in decline

Bitch shut the fuck up let me talk
Dont check the clock
Im losing hours everyday 
Im sinkin deeper than I thought

Cause I got drugs up in my pocket
You gotta stop it
Now im getting angry everyday
Could tell you didnt wanna save it

SPOTIFY

let me talk ft. reef (simon m)

prod. by myself

i spilled my guts all over the floor
im throwing up what id hold in before
swear we expired now we gotta throw it all out
every well i try to wish in i just fall down

im stuck here tryna pick up pieces of what's left of the truth
dont try to tell me that you think my life was better with you
turn of the tv i cant stand to see your face or ill lose it
ill let it consume me

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
ill drift off thinking how we were in love last august

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

my throat is closing up
i cant get what i want
said you wanted forever but it wasnt what u thought
now its hard for me to talk
was i never what you wanted
im looking back ur tearing up
about the fact that we are done

i try to tell myself that somehow theres another way
that somehow i misread the text you sent the other day
i swear to god now theres nothing to your promise
i know you gave up it's what i get for being honest

it's too late i cant sleep anymore
sun in the sky as it bleeds in the door
said i would change like every day but im the same as before
dont wanna stay ill take a break from always getting ignored

i just took off with no GPS
after i drive out your life you wont have nothing left
leading 2 lives always caught up when they intersect
do what i do to survive and breathe another breath

throwing up

@dpf617
@imohwell (hook)
@thrmls
@sqeffy
@yametsu
@ummblush
prod @012207 (baz) x @01kon

toxic (dpf, oh well, thrml, sqeffy, yametsu, oko, (01kon)

ty @jibaorockin for guitar solo <3

out on all plats !

//
You're so evil
I cant leave you
You’re so evil
I dont need u

Didnt think youd leave me for somebody else
Didnt think id catch you didnt hide your trail
Shoulda put my trust into somebody else
tore my heart apart i hope you go to hell

Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now I wonder why

You're just a devil in a dress
But when you kiss me i forget
I gave u everything you wished
You threw it all away for him
And now im fucked up
now im fucked up in the head, I
Never knew you'd throw it all away, cant
trust a thing u ever fucking said, Why
Did you break my heart in someones bed, Why
Did you break my heart in someones bed

Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now I wonder why
Im fucked up every night
Im drinking, smoking doin anything to feel alright
Im doing anything that clears my mind
I used to love you now its over now-
Im fucked up in the head
now im fucked up in the head
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said
Cant trust a thing u ever fucking said

Devil

all plats <3

devil

prod. @nishitht + @rochambeaubeats + @1xydra

produced by aftrr
bass pluck by sherif xr
all plats: https://ffm.to/w2t

lyrics:

if i trust u whats it gonna cost me
staying up til past noon feeling like a zombie
u love to get mad at me then tell me that ur sorry
if i look at u forget that u saw me

way too many days gone by
been a minute since i had it
wondering who do u confide in
on my heart ur name tatted
too many lies its so tragic
dont wanna have to convince u
too many tries ive done had it
so tell me whats on ur mind
come thru i could stay inside
to u this is no surprise
between us u and i
got one chance its do or die
fuck it up run it back one time

tell me is it worth to try
to find u in every life
is there someone that u cry to
dont wanna remind u
the words that was said
restart and do it again
tell me is it worth to try

tell me where to find ur intimacy
i cross my heart out still ima bleed
dont gotta be on ur own
i take my leave
i watch u grow
my eyes still weep
i hope u know

tell me is it worth to try
to find u in every life
the words that we said
restart and do it again
do it

one two
watch ur step u might fall
aint been sober
feeling blue
check my cell ten missed calls
if it aint over say the truth
pick up the pieces
find my muse
find my reason to find u so

tell me where to find ur intimacy
i cross my heart out still ima bleed
dont gotta be on ur own
i take my leave
i watch u grow
my eyes still weep
i hope u know

tell me is it worth to try
to find u in every life
the words that we said
restart and do it again
do it again

SPOTIFY !

worth 2 try

@1jahvi

(1 1 2 1 2 1 2 3 4)
(woah woah woah)
(woah woah woah)

take me far away 
no i’m not okay
baby you don’t know what you gonna get into
you don’t know what you gonna get into

you really made me believe that it was only me
so now i’m looking at things for what it really means
you doing things that u would never do to you 
i get this feeling i don’t understand 

it’s like all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a-
let go of my hand when you’re a-
all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a
let go of my hand when you’re around

i dont wanna trust you anymore no
the things you did hurt me to the core
you haven’t told me that you still regret it 
no matter times that you would show me you still never said it

like, what’s the issue?
baby do i miss you 
i can’t pick and chose i dont wanna be against you
i don’t wanna lose i don’t wanna lose my damn soul
dont got nun to prove cause i hope that you would wish to
always, always 
be there for me always
tell me you regret it but you hurt me in your cold ways
you the one that said it and would tell me that it’s okay
but i don’t know what’s the truth why you tell me all these lies

(tell me all those lies)
(tell me all those lies)
(tell me all those lies)

you really made me believe that it was only me
so now i’m looking at things for what it really means
you doing things that u would never do to you 
i get this feeling i don’t understand 

it’s like all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a-
let go of my hand when you’re a-
all the time
you don’t know you’re mine
please don’t let go of my hand when you’re a
let go of my hand when you’re around

let go (1jahvi)

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