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Mimis megamix - Part 1

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
a fuckin second with you
without just playin pretend
a fuckin second with you where I’m not stuck in my head

again I fall into this hole
I hate this shit but it’s all that I know

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
another day with you, I don’t care what it takes
know I would fuck up my life throw it all away

just if I could see you today
I still know it wouldn’t change a thing
while you’re walking all over me
bitch I know you won’t get over me
I been holding on for life
I been holding onto lies
I don’t think I’m gonna make it out this time

cigarettes are cheaper when you’re blacked out drunk
passed out on the floor, in youre bed I’m waking up
like what the fuck?
seems like this happens all the time
but it’s not my fault no it’s not mine
(It’s not mine, swear you did me wrong all the time, no it was never mine, you were never mine)

heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend
heard you been talking about me again
words break bones know you tore me too shreds
hurt when I’m alone I just wanted a friend
I always hurt when I’m alone know i just wanted too spend another second with you

spotify link<3

narcissist (yungspoiler)

music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
vocals / GUMI https://twitter.com/GUMIfromMegpoid
illust / https://soundcloud.com/ponkansoup: https://twitter.com/citrus_soup?s=20
MV /  https://youtu.be/z41Twyf7atQ
Inst /  https://piapro.jp/t/PjYS

[lyrics] 
Letting everybody take what’s mine
Giving everything, so divine
Keep our universes on a line
Mixing everything, we intertwine
Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside
Everywhere we go we cannot hide
Hide from such a lie
In your hands you hold a broken heart
Dark remains that you had torn apart
“Show with words” where do I even start?
A shitty, mediocre piece of art
A faded memory of how we were
When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd
“Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear
Nodding passively, can’t help but stare

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
So leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal

Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the devil, be the devil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Rid the evil, rid the evil
Soon I’ll, soon I’ll
Be the thing that once consumed me
Set me free
Waiting here forever on repeat
Walking in, the watchers take their seats
Long gone now, the feeling of defeat
Replaced by the slowly rising heat

Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice
We’re running now
Running away, the wind still feels nice
The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right
Holding me down
You hold me back from a new life
And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife
The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight
Leave me in the hands of night

And the devil knows everything I have to show
Call it fear, call it hate
Something I can take
You can scream and cry
Scratch your throat when asking “Why”
Make a deal, make it real
Make it yours to steal
So please appeal

BEDEVIL

cover by @seejayxo

spit in my mouth
and just say what you mean 
i dont care
diss me in my house
and just leave its too much
to bare
ill b on my couch
too drunk our dreams
are my nightmares
dont mind my slouch
i just think ion have many
fucks to care

so baby when you kiss me goodbye
i really hopes thats the last time
do you remember our last goodnight
when u said i hope ur bed bugs bite
did i ever make you fly
when u said that im ur dream guy
so baby when u kiss me goodnight
i really hope thats the last time

fuck you, u never knew me
how you thought you did
u were livin in ur own dreams
like Wendy wished she did
between u and me
Neverland does exist
cuz i aint no Peter Pan
Im a lost boy 
but i aint ur man

let my boot take ur ass to the curb
ill haunt ur dreams till my death breaks ur curse
nobody wanna they ass for me
but u always trynna move that mouth for free
ur ways got me hooked like feigns
im an addict to ur touch the way its sprinkled on me
i act like i cant hear or see
the way ur actions are used to deceive
u luv to cut
so i love to meet u in my dreams
fuck i might as well sleep

spit in my mouth
and just say what you mean 
i dont care
diss me in my house
and just leave its too much
to bare
ill b on my couch
too drunk our dreams
are my nightmares
dont mind my slouch
i just think ion have many
fucks to care

fuck you, u never knew me
how you thought you did
u were livin in ur own dreams
like Wendy wished she did
between u and me
Neverland does exist
cuz i aint no Peter Pan
Im a lost boy 
but i aint ur man

so baby when you kiss me goodbye
i really hopes thats the last time
do you remember our last goodnight
when u said i hope ur bed bugs bite
did i ever make you fly
when u said that im ur dream guy
so baby when u kiss me goodnight
i really hope thats the last time

STREAM

neverland (prod. Bartes)

a song abt perseverance : )
lyrics:
SOMETIMES I WANT TO KILL MYSELF
BUT IM TOO SCARED TO PULL IT OFF
I WISH MY FACE WAS MUCH MORE ROUND
AND MY SKIN WAS WAY MORE SOFT
YUH OKAY
I FEEL LIKE MY TIME WILL FADE AWAY
OKY I ONLY GET ONE LIFE AND I WILL STAY
BUT IT’S JUST HARD AS FUCK
TO ALWAYS BE MYSELF
ONE DAY
EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST SUPER GREAT
I PRAY
ILL BE A PRETTY GIRL EVENTUALLY
SO I WILL POWER ON
AND TRY TO WIN THIS GAME
OKAYY

SOMETIMES
i just want to gooo AWAYYYYY :(((((
SOMETIMES 
I JST WANT TO deCAYYYYYYY

sometimes my life is pretty okay
chilling with my homies
couple joints we smoking
yea 
then i feel like my life is broken
fucked up from the start and end
i just want to be a little happy
but i feel wack never see my friends
wish my eyeliner wasn’t so sloppy
my mirror fucking wants me dead
but iiiii will never give up
i am cool as fuck so
ill never say good byeeeeeeee
im too afraid to die
there’s too much more to write
u can see it in my eyess

SOMETIMES
i just want to gooo AWAYYYYY :(((((
SOMETIMES 
I JST WANT TO deCAYYYYYYY

sometimes

STARS by datfootdive (funk remix by 7DASAI)

@sparks @ginsengxx

original track: https://bit.ly/3FOOhh3

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Stream on Spotify

$B - SOUTHSIDE SUICIDE (ZAYA FLIP) [w/ GINSENG & SPARKS]

https://open.spotify.com/track/00uPDXU5l8fr40TAEAKejW

:/

goodbye

suicide boys flip i guess

@saphir1996
@brennansavage
lil flip/ of https://soundcloud.com/saphir1996/silencieux-amoureux-feat-brennan-savage

SUICIDE2

9TAILS  - Wtf Im Crying (prod. Trill Skeleton)

Pygmalion

og track: https://soundcloud.com/lilithisgone/i-love-you-but-when-they-cut-you-youre-not-going-to-bleed-fifty-grand-cover
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visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tb-rT0xf1N4