this is not the full album, the full version is on streaming
songs made in one of the hardest times of my life
all produced, mixed, recorded by me (except for save/swerve)

I love you, goodbye

I forgot to hit the save 
Keep tossing and turning 
Stuck in my head observing
Can’t stop learning
Still I keep swerving, swerving 

I forgot to hit the save 
No wonder why I don’t got my license yet
Gotta get on my mic and get ready for the epithet 
I bet that I’ll still stay swerving 

I forgot to hit the save 
Since then, I think shit worsened 
Thinking to myself, how could it get worse?
Turns out I probably haven’t even seen the worse yet
But I keep swerving

I forgot to hit the save
I tend to think living on might be my worst bet
How the fuck can this not be the worse end?
I don’t wanna see any day, another second 
Still i- oh fuck

Save/Swerve (prod. IVÖRY)

Saying, have you looked in the mirror
You say my hair has grown a lot now
I’m not familiar 
It is just a decal 

Saving room for brighter future
So I haven’t been eating well
People be up in my business
So I’ve keeping all to myself
I know that I could prolly climb up 
But I’m too diverse so I grow slow
Y’all try to play me with your games but
I’m not really into sports so
I been living in a dreamland
But it’s grey like limbo
You ask me why my name be purgatory 
Well that is just what we’re in fo’ 
I be reaching out to artists 
I be giving out my info 
One in twenty prolly read it 
It’s ok cuz I’m better off solo
I don’t need to be a martyr 
I’m already a perplexion 
I just hope y’all don’t forget me 
Your memory is all my pension 
Running round, exposing myself
So y’all don’t question my intentions 
Cuz I’m so used to being honest 
Simultaneously I’m used to detention 
I’m like Frank, I see both sides
But that don’t mean that I’m defending 
I need me a good bitch
Call that Mutual depending 
I’m so lost inside the clouds 
I don’t know where I am in real life 
When you ask what it’s about 
All I can do is defy 
I’m not coming from a good area
This Labrinth ain’t a great town 
I know that I can be a savage 
I know I Stress eat like a big hound 
When you go listen to my music 
You plug yours like “what’s that sound?”
I’d go mainstream but I refuse it 
Cuz I like it when my mind pound 
Never ending with these lyrics
This is nothing really profound 
You raise your brows like you’re surprised
But this is just another middle ground

Saying, have you looked in the mirror
You say my hair has grown a lot now
I’m not familiar 
It is just a decal

My Song 3

I fucking miss you
And it beats me again, and it beats me again and again
Cuz I don’t wanna miss you
Coulda been better friends, could have a better end
And it’s eats me alive, and we die
And we go, fucking tied
I miss you, even the abuse i yearn for
I don’t even know what I’m fighting for anymore
Down

Nostalgicia 2 (postlude)

Ever since I was small I been worrying bout money along with my potna dem
Didn’t have many friends, so when I did I made sure to cherish them
Had so much in common, but we pondered often, what could be the link?
We were just too fucked up for the rest, all got shit deep within
Maybe that’s the connection, cuz we would be in our heads, thoughts swimming
We would get so deep that some of us started self harming, starving
Talked down many people of all ages from suicide
Maybe it was for my attention, but I am always a ride or die
They took that shit for granted, standing, left now stranded
In the end I don’t know if I should blame you or should I blame I
I never wanted to end it cuz I wasn’t that type of guy
But after getting better then getting worse, I’m finding myself on the other side

Nostalgia 2

I know I ain’t talk to y’all in a while
I’m sorry, I’ve just been busy with my life
Too busy for screens, I’m busy in my mind
Getting repetitive, staring up at the sky, thinking of my knife
What knife

I have one favor to ask
Keep me away from that Benadryl
I don’t wanna see red and blue at twilight
One more flavor, one task
Keep me away from that Benadryl
Colors flashing through my, my light sight

Baby, cant you get it tonight?
Cuz I might never see you tomorrow
Baby, this is me, I’m alright
Fuck you, don’t need two to wallow in sorrow

I stared at the ceiling
for like two hours yesterday
And I got adhd,
never thought depression would be the thing to drive it away

That thing I do when I get sad

I think this is what death would sound like

Dark
I don’t See no light, even with my dim lantern
I can hear clicking, it’s the pins on my lanyard
I say hello, deep swishing is the answer
I can’t really be protect, too low of a percent
This is a Percocet project
Perfect, it is just great
You are late to the hearing of this state
Blatantly fake to myself when I face yuns
But I hate him when we is alone some
Again with the buts, like butts in porn
It’s just so much and more stuff and I hate repetitive
Elective is what it is
This is a choice and i choose to regress
Let it vent, let it vent, get out the hall of egress
Open up the window, but i think I’m windowless
Best treat it as jest, it’s a slight mess
Don’t worry, I pray don’t fest

I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best

Mind chest filled with connection to router
Reminiscing of old times like chowder
And the constant smell of baby powder
Can’t remember a thing, but it screams louder
Tell myself it’s a fling, but it doesn’t let power
Searching shit up on bing to find things are sour
Everything amazing is just another tower
Stuck remembering when I meant my wowzers
There once was a time when I was fine in just trousers
Now I’m feinding over bowser
Screaming, i don’t wanna be another hour
Seething, I’m peeved that my life isn’t in my own hands
I understand your prouder that I stay forward with hands on my plans but
Every single second, minute, day is another sharp pain in my brain
Life’s outer

I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
Doing- doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my best, I’m doing my best
I’m doing my, doing my best

Things That Were Never Said

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I love you, goodbye

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