S_U__P_E__R_CON_FUSED

https://open.spotify.com/track/7njDtdrlibv70DA0ZAadWf?si=8aab3f8afc45459a

@i9bonsai
prod: @nekoboyepinephrine2011

[buh]
i dnt wna stp,, i dnt wna do tht
tll me wht u wnt,, bt im nt gna go bacc 
hw u gon say,, hw u gon say tht :|
say its my fault,, cn u prov thtt =.=
iv bn tryna mak it out,, so dnt wast my time
hwm i gna do tht nw ? think i gta redo lyf

dnt tll me im wrong,, dnt tl me u triedd 
u kno thts nt right,, my memories dnt lie ._,
pls dnt cll me up,, u did enuf
pls ik its tough : ik btr thn any1

[mapl★]
softly singing in the garden
n ur life is all distorted
i cnt hear u im dum
i was here b4 u started
{ lyf is movng2fst,,, }
discord till i crash
got the $$ in the stash
spiraling to my deathhhh,,,
wlkng w a bladeee
september endsss x o 

lost in th woods n ill fnd my way back
feelng mesd up boutta hav a hart attakk
i dnt do this sht just to wrry bout my stack
ppl always hatng on me never take it back
ridin in the black subaru w the spoiler on the back
i dont even wanna comeback
i lost it,,,,,,x_x
tell me im dumb i got it
cuz u been tryna say that im ##nthn
dnt tell me im wrong 
dnt tell me u tried,, :( ★★

surfacc w/ i9bonsai {all plats}

for nothing w/ nosgov (maknae x rubbish)

art by https://www.instagram.com/fooyepont/

whyd you do this to my heart
now its ripped up into little parts
i know that in your life i dont play a huge part
why cant you realize that i would do a thousand miles for u
do it all for u
im crashing upon you
whyd you just end my life
why do i analize this situation so much
its to the point talking to you is like a fight
i think about the touch of you thru sattelites
and even the thought of it is like a lullaby to me
treat me however you want, fool me

you dont know me at all, you dont need me at all
im crashin against the wall, i know that its all my fault
i struggle to make decisions, think i lost myself on this mission
cant seem to find out why they act so vicious
now theres a price on my head i cant fix this
dont say u luv me if u dont mean it
you despise me i can hear it 
in the way you talk to me, put all my hopes to sleep
u can crush me if you want to, use me if you want to, hurt me if you want to
because thats just what you do
think i lost my will to move and its all bc of u 
mean myself if i say "you", i just cant accept the truth

blood lullaby ft. nosgov「krave + maxwwes + luvbayley 」

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

wrong wrong

@1hallow
art by @reneraattori

2x
i know i know
i know its hard 4u
i try my best
i try my best 4u
i feel like i
i feel like i need you
i hope you need me too
shed all my tears 4u

what makes u sad makes me sad too
its better to split it in two
i know you hurt just like i do 
its not that bad when im with you
i dont wanna b alone so please just hear me out
can you just wait a second, promise you wont regret it
im so scared of the unknown but i wont let you down 
whatever happens happens
just hope my heart can take it

#4u ♪｡.* 「hallow」

lonely hearts gun club

black dress +blackwinterwells (benjithemachine)

map of th trails of grassfield_1  prod @deceased @ddertbag [prty sure]
i cnt c n i cnt breathe ., ; 
2much sht tht u nd frm me
tryna gt rdy like 123
n it dsnt fl right like im out of key

yh it fls like idk how2get out
i gta learn again so i cn let outx ||||
im in my own littl world dnt have2stand out #lbp
grassfield,, nthn else,, thts where ima b nw

fk u,, i live n learn
didn wna say tht im hurt
cnt luv u,, this tk a turn
pt me back intha dirt like if im a worm ✿✼
i think i said wht i nd2
so nw were both free2
4vr go awy n not c it thru

cld i pickup if u calld3times
dnt think its a lie if i say alr
u kno tht its bad4us dnt try
hw cld i giv u anymor of my lyf, , , , ,

i cnt fall in,, fall in
i jus disregard it
hardn my <<##33 hardn
this i jus play no part in 
burn the bridge its arson
i hope tht i cn commit

ifu gta go left thn i gta go right
dogbone clip inmy hair hair i sigh
brokn headphones cldnt hear tha song tht nite
think u rly jus wna c me loose my mind ༅｡.｡༅ {{{

i wldv luvd it bt u so obnoxious 
i wldv chose tht if i knew i had options
cnt blv u say sum,, u cn tell me nthnn
scrape by jus so i cn gt back sum ✿✼✿✼✿✼

tk mor mor jus tk from me
cnt do tht no cnt repeat
tragic tragic luvstory
turn in2a symphony
bt i dnt wnt no sympathy .｡༅.｡༅
dnt care4apologies
dye my hair my piercings bleed
i jus wnt sum quiet peace,,,,,,,,,,,

grassfield ♫ ♪,,✿✼:*ﾟ: #lbp 2020classic ☆

prod. yamaka
mix by oafy

xx

last nite
feel it now
all i cn remember is the dj sound

it goes down
just how i saw u for the first time
n like everyday after swear i was like 

we were dancing in the dark
everywhere i go looks so haunted now
dreaming in a dream
then i wake up 
like i never fell asleep
but the days gone

i can never seem to take it slow
oh no 
we could do it if we wanted
took a xan
sleepwalking when i walk in

do u wanna come here
hate it wen u go 
like it wen ur near :D

staying up all nite off the molly
i just got a feeling when ur eyes locked on me
n we were going hard to the bassline
n i could’ve sworn we had a good time !!!?

tell me how we lost it like that ;/
if it’s rly real then will u bring it right back?

sleepwalkin' :)

help me [prod. senses]

@820 @https://on.soundcloud.com/naC1mHvXuCwvK4ns5

babytooth ft. nosgov「dy.wsh」

prod and mix by skoolio 
https://on.soundcloud.com/BwGVuVd38XuhFJzQ7

cover art by @himbeer.ida  instagram

gold [prod. skoolio]

- A quiet Ache lingers in the shAdows, like your mind is floAting somewhere between memory And oblivion - 

Cover Art: 
https://unsplash.com/de/fotos/lichtstreifen-fotografiert-_L-CdtbsD-k?utm_content=creditShareLink&utm_medium=referral&utm_source=unsplash

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bAd dreAm (Sped Up + Pitched + Reverb)

Cristian Hidalgo – No lo entenderías EP
Label: You Wouldn’t Understand
🎧 Pre-order on Beatport: Available now
🚀 Out everywhere: September 1, 2025

No lo entenderías is the EP I always wanted to make. I thought of it as the first part of an album… almost like a side B.

These are pieces I created over the past couple of years, each with its own story. A lot of introspection, self-discovery, breaking fears and barriers, and showing myself as I truly am. This feels like my deepest and most sensitive side.

The fact that my sound doesn’t really fit into any label pushed me even further down this path—doing what feels real to me, instead of trying to belong.

Today, too much sensitivity seems to be seen as a weakness.
Until I realized it can actually be a strength ❤️.

Tracklist:

1️⃣ No lo entenderías
2️⃣ Blue Magic
3️⃣ Beautiful Stranger
4️⃣ Hola tío, ¿cómo estás?
5️⃣ Sector F

Dedicated to Rulo and Kuki, my family, my lifelong friends, my neighborhood Piedrabuena, and everyone who crossed my path in this journey I love. Much love.

Let’s break everything—rules are meant to be broken. Now more than ever.
Long live Punk ❤️

Follow Us: 
Spotify ▶︎open.spotify.com/intl-es/artist/6…WmCaNbsiNv87HzfQ 
IG ▶︎ www.instagram.com/cristian.hidalgo.music/ 
IG ▶︎ www.instagram.com/youwouldntunderstand.records/ 
SC▶︎ @cristianhidalgomusic

Beatport

Cristian Hidalgo - Blue Magic [You Wouldn't Understand]

@820 @shr1nemaiden2 @h1yori

art by @fooyepont

no rescue ft. nosgov「prod. shrinemaiden x hiyori」

new stars in the sky ~｡*:･ﾟ☆
looking in from the outside ଘ working on a new horizon ଘ world is a sandbox
♡~♡~♡

#4u ♪｡.* 「hallow」

Senses

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