˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗
and all the things u said
it lingers in my head
i close my eyes and 
i wish tht i was dead
but now is not my time
they gotta see me shyne
i pray to the sky 
let my angel wings fly
i shed a tear once
then i never been the same
i need to let it go
but u drive me insane
u play me like a game 
i love it either way 
my heart felt something 
tht i miss till this day 

i don’t want to feel this way 
i admit it 
those nights we spent 
i truly do miss it 
i wish u would just pay me a lil visit

i hate tht ur such apart of me
tell me what u really want from me
and we smoking gas pack
we hit the mall
and we fuckin cashed out
since back then
all we did was stand out 
they gave me side eyes 
now they ask me for a shout out 
i’m doing shows with my bros
but u stay stuck on my mind
on the road

and all the things u said
it lingers in my head
i close my eyes and 
i wish tht i was dead
but now is not my time
they gotta see me shyne
i pray to the sky 
let my angel wings fly
i shed a tear once
then i never been the same
i need to let it go
but u drive me insane
u play me like a game 
i love it either way 
my heart felt something 
tht i miss till this day

u still lingerr.. (gauge)

[ashe]
put me back in the fire, I'm scared of the ocean
the ember it burns but it calms my emotions
tragedy strikes, and the burn becomes frozen
the pressure is building, wait for the explosion

tick tock, time is ticking down
there's not a lot of places you can to run to now
30 seconds left till it all comes crashing
feeding the monster, inside me is laughing

[bridge]
feeding the monster, inside me is laughing
feeding the monster, inside me is laughing

[hook]
you said you would try for me so
why did you lie to me, oh well
it's not like I had time to breathe
every mistake screamed to the sky for me, oh well

I don't care bitch you died to me
I got a grave in the back for our memories, oh well 
does it hurt for you to hear your fucking toy found better
and just like I said, you'll continue the pattern

[bridge 2]
and just like I said you'll continue the pattern
and just like I said you'll continue the pattern


[dooozii]
breaking down yea, i dont wanna feel alive
broken glass in my mirror, and im sleep deprived
i spent way too long watching the sheep go by
i hated how i felt when you were in my life

[dooozii + ashe]
half of me misses it all
but the other half is a free for all i know
my emotions going crazy
i cant face the reality that you hate me

[hook: ashe + dooozii]
you said you would try for me so
why did you lie to me, oh well
it's not like I had time to breathe
every mistake screamed to the sky for me, oh well

I don't care bitch you died to me
I got a grave in the back for our memories, oh well 
does it hurt for you to hear your fucking toy found better
and just like I said, you'll continue the pattern








@okashe - lie2me + dooozii  [p. blvnk]

z1n: https://on.soundcloud.com/L2MkE
plec0: https://on.soundcloud.com/M1txX
emogirl8519: https://on.soundcloud.com/yUGZz
https://www.youtube.com/@emogirl8519
lustra: no links available :(

#PAGER w/ z1n + plec0

she did good but i rlly dont like how my voice sounds in this
@heyskawt @xandror2

sky +skawt (XandroR2) *2021*

negative feedback loop (hloye)

Abuse U

Abuse U (feat. cutsleepy)

TR4IL3R TR4$H BARBIE + xen.0morph

feat: https://soundcloud.com/loveushiyoko

killing my old self (feat. shiyoko)  (prod. rainn god)

Artist: @gothteens @donttrustmaey / @asht0nn / @yuerixoxo
Prod: @centrlxx (i forgot who else)
#TERROR

automedic / @donttrustmaey / @asht0nn | @yuerixoxo | prod.centrlxx |

prod. matascoo
big thankz 2 epic @instantcrashh for fixing some stuff>:3

lyrics:
feel so disconnected
jus wanna be ur boyfriend T-T
why tf u get in2 my head
w-wtf ur so honest
jus wanted 2be ur boyfriend
u ignored all da phases
u even read my messages? X_x
idc Y.y

take ur love
leave me alone>:[
shes right fuck u
i jus wanna be w u
u lie u called me a lostyhead
she decided 2give up
yh ur callin me a weird0

then say itz d0ne X_x
im gonna kmsO.o
yahh u cann0t do anyth1ng
XD u gonna ignore all of my t3xts (all of my t3xtsT_T)

feel so disconnected
jus wanna be ur fkn boyfriend T-T
dis is not fame i wanna know ur name
cant-cant i jus exist in ur game (ohmygod>:]]])

take ur love
leave me alone>:[
shes right fuck u
i jus wanna be w u
throw away allof ur fkn makeup
yuh u cant do anythin
ples take me out
my soul is not for u

epicface in my room

take ur love
leave me alone>:[
shes right fuck u
i jus wanna be w u
stop u want me too
ur so fkn weird shutup
if u wan kn0w my name
then id say i don
wan be da same!!:[

disconnected [matascoo]

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