++@rubbishrubbish 

with @loveushiyoko @i6neiru

chorus @me
and I swear that she knows me
fucked it up, im trying
ion feel like tryin 
emotions overwhelm me
cant stop it,
cant stop it,
i cant stop it no
tried so hrd for ur lv 
i dont gt ##no worth :( #admitted
with my friends aha!
feel like we rule the wrld 


@loveushiyoko
im not okay 
i dont wanna feel this way
i just feel like im in the way
everyday ill i do is just feel the pain
i want you more but its not the same 
why does life have to be this way


@i6neiru 
kno we rule th wrld
turn bac2urself but no idonot
y it feels so hrd to tell uu 
girl ugta keep trynn so hrd but its nt workin
no paras de dejarme hacer lo q no siento q debo 
aunq diga 'si' no t creas q va ser paravos



no worth +shiyoko i6neiru (rubbishrubbish)

@prodpawl4k
@prodby4xel
@bleakboi

transfer ur luvvv
i pray i pray i pray
but itz not enuff
im losin ur trusttt
wake up itz a dream
the screen i cut thruu

certainly i gave it all
dis not wat i want
u finna sleep till im sittin on top
itz not
itz never
itz never enufffff

theres sum hope in dat smile :)
wld u stay 4 a while?
nd idk how u can stnd tall
ive ben tryin count deez bandz dawg

bleaky:

Transfer ur love to me 
i jus wanna set u free 
i kno u fell in love with the feeling 
dont u try 2 lie 2 me 

I jus wanna live how i want 
i jus wanna kill the silent 
lemme b myself all i want 
im deep inside my realm with my ants

╬ i.pray ╬ {+bleaky}(pr. pawl4k + axel)

I can’t escape you no matter how much I try. You’re engraved into me
Cover by prdsjas
Prod. @prodmelik

Lyrics:

I did all of this for you
It never last long 
I sing a sad song bout how the times gone
Far away from you,
It’s where I stand tall
But I still feel small
No I won’t last long 

And I wonder who even got me?
Feels like nobody at all 
Wanna know if they can hear my call
You know that you can take it all
I know that you wanna see me fall

I’m drowning, you adore it
You’re calling, ignore it 
It’s nothing to me 
You’re hard to perceive
I went running back but we’re not meant to be

All alone in the night time 
Said that I’d be alright
Can you even hear me cry?
Can’t run away, hard to escape 
You’re stuck in my brain
Just go away….

Stab my back and now I’m all alone
Now I don’t want no one to get too close
Twist the knife and make a show 
Watch me bleed right in the snow

For you (melik)

if it was up to me
if i played the cards if i had a choice
then i’d wanna know what it means
being alive being alive

am i bound to you
forever
do you know how long that is
it doesn’t get better
you just learn how to cope with it

you can breathe out of my lungs
you can do what you want
you don’t have to ask first cuz
that would be no fun
you can hide from the sun
you can die when you want
we don’t make the world run
so they won’t miss us

if it was up to me
if i played the cards if i had a choice
then i’d wanna know what it means
being alive being alive
X2

( 🎵🎵)

am i bound to you
forever
do you know how long that is
it doesn’t get better
you just learn how to cope with it

you can breathe out of my lungs
you can do what you want
you don’t have to ask first cuz
that would be no fun
you can hide from the sun
you can die when you want
we don’t make the world run
so they won’t miss us
they won’t miss us
they won’t miss us
they won’t miss us

if it was up to me (they won’t miss us)
if i played the cards if i had a choice
then i’d wanna know what it means 
(they won’t miss us)
being alive 

if it was up to me
if i played the cards if i had a choice
then i’d wanna know what it means
being alive

They Wont Miss Us (ILYJIN)

all production, chorus and outro by me
ft @ons13 in the middle of the track <3

what u need + ons13

Headaches + willow.x & gl0wrm

prod me
art by my beloved

just messing around w this one

--

uh ohhh ohh--

u can break my heart ig its fine
ive been through this shit a dozen times
what happened to the color in my life?
put the gun up to my head-- i wont think twice

i rly like u can u tell me something nice
i rly like it when u reflect in my eyes
i feel the distance but i like to fantasize
all my memories they play back in black & white

black & white

>lyrix<

check ur ops check ur opsec

i jus leakd ur ip
i jus hakd ur network
hakd ur psyche
i c what ur typing
what ur hiding
i jus logged ur card
now im swiping

i move 
w security
duck the feds
duck the cops
duck the hearing
i dont make no appearance
no secret
i got all the clearance

new shoes in a po box
thats alprazolam
came thru on a nonstop
shipped from amsterdam
i jus put ur name 
on a watchlist 4 these
feds came knocking
i think ima flee

spotify

opsec [dgtl] ***

prod me

--

everydays like poison
and its killing me
im not real
im just fiction like a story

can u not hear me?
or are u ignoring?
god i hate me
im so annoying!

like to hurt myself for fun
only open up when im messed up off the drugs
up late playing games but its not even half as fun
lifes hard and i cry i dont wanna carry on

sometimes i like to picture that ur right there
making dreams out of all my scary nightmares
i saw ur picture i got my new lock screen
ur so pretty blind me like a high beam

high beam

@benjithemachine

yea i think this is done and i also want to release this apart of a dance ep but im lazy and lame. here yu go <3

heartless (benjithemachine)

coverart by @ mxxnfiree on instagram !!
prod @pixelhood :)

no worth +shiyoko i6neiru (rubbishrubbish)

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