Name: i would lie (prod. Dawid, Artysta) by Nosgov
Duration: 1 min 22 s
Description: official music video: https://youtu.be/hJhbnLG5UNU

[fall 2024]

prod @yumenikki

i could never do wrong
didnt think id really fuck up
i would never get lost
lay awake till the suns up
i was falling out of love
didnt really mean to hurt you
but you took so much
watched my wings slowly turn black

i will never get my soul back
now im walking down the wrong path
i lost friends i wont get back
i lost friends i wont get back
i wish i could just forget you
i wish i could take it all back
now im ruined cuz i let you
all my fault, yea i know that

i just get left on read
make me feel lesser than
fake life i play pretend
fake thoughts inside my head
i like to cut myself
try to get lost again
i dont need any help
rock bottom is in my bed

rock bottom is nodding off
so hard i lose my breath
unconscious almost dead
wake up and see your face
youll look so terrified
ill feel so dead inside
pinpoint dots in my eyes
but ill still want to be high

pinpoint eyes prod. dollmaker

You can never make me talk
So fucked up I cannot walk
Just like Alice I am lost
Where am I?
Stick the needle in the eye 
See they would kill me if I lied
I can never show my thighs
Don't ask why

(Can I please have this dance
All I want is this dance)
Me and you 
We're hand in hand
I can feel you in my hand
I can do this yes I can

I will not fuck this up....

You can never make me talk
So fucked up I cannot walk
Just like Alice I am lost
Where am I?
Stick the needle in the eye 
See they would kill me if I lied
I can never show my thighs
Don't ask why

Corpse party, all the zombies move from us
One by one, hurrah hurrah
Idk what is in my cup
4 days and I haven't touched lunch
I don't know what else to say..
You're all that I want

Can I please have this dance
All I want is this dance)
Me and you 
We're hand in hand
I can feel you in my hand
I can do this yes I can

I will not fuck this up....


1Dance (Prod. Skysuzuya)

recorded during a stream in 20 minutes, recap video here: https://youtube.com/watch?v=hxRvJfVFZks

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that
will this shit ever pass
i been stuck in the past
i been low and depressed
im losing it from the stress
and ive been falling to parts
i never follow my heart
oh, its not that simple
i tried to trust you
pull up and they laughed too
i thought i knew you
i dont know the real you
im not sure i feel you
wheres the other ones you talk about
patching up your broken heart
i done broke a 100 hearts
i been tryna get right
im lost in the deep night
im not sure if i feel right

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that
will this shit ever pass
i been stuck in the past
i been low and depressed
im losing it from the stress
and ive been falling to parts
i never follow my heart (2X)

i cant let go
i cant treat you like that...
i cant let go
i cant treat you like that..
i cant treat you like that...
i cant treat you like that ..
i cant treat you like that....

Real You (prod. anhydonia, ambxr)

Bladee In A Major (prod. recycleBin, 1brknglss)

lyrics:
derealizacja
nowa warstwa starego kłamstwa
za wysoko spadam tak jak gwiazda
z żołnierzami poza granicami miasta
smuga światła ostatnia szansa
wiem, że to trudne, żeby mi ją dać
nie liczę na to, duplikuję stack
ale mimo wszystko daj mi czas
jestem tak blisko, nie chcę spaść
dalej widzę ją i nie mogę spać
dalej widzę błąd sprzed paru lat
dalej słyszę głos, on mówi tak
i love u but i wanna die
nigdy już nie będę taki sam
wciąż szukam miłości, a nie wiem, czy nawet do siebie ją mam
nie chcę cię złościć, przepraszam, jeżeli coś powiem nie tak
chcę tylko pomóc
ale nie zrobię tego sam

ciągle widzę cię we snach
choć już nie mogę spać
czy tak zostanie już na zawsze
nie potrzebuje twoich rad
przechodze przez las
myśląc co czuje naprawde
oh
nie pytam, taki mój los
gdzie naprawde jest mój dom
tylu blizn nie widział nikt inny
nie potrafię ufać tak jak ty
los rozłożył tak karty
łzy na szybie spływają wciąż
wiem że mnie nadal nie widzisz
lecz ja już nie staram się
marzenie by być kimś innym
lecz to nie może odbyć się
zrobię o tym setki piosenek
a ty nigdy nie usłyszysz mnie

derealizacja
nowa warstwa starego kłamstwa
za wysoko spadam tak jak gwiazda
z żołnierzami poza granicami miasta
smuga światła ostatnia szansa
wiem, że to trudne, żeby mi ją dać
nie liczę na to, duplikuję stack
ale mimo wszystko daj mi czas
jestem tak blisko, nie chcę spaść
dalej widzę ją i nie mogę spać
dalej widzę błąd sprzed paru lat
dalej słyszę głos, on mówi tak
i love u but i wanna die
nigdy już nie będę taki sam
wciąż szukam miłości, a nie wiem, czy nawet dla siebie ją mam
nie chcę cię złościć, przepraszam, jeżeli coś powiem nie tak
chcę tylko pomóc
ale nie zrobię tego sam

ostatnia szansa w/ Nosgov (rainn god)

official music video: https://youtu.be/hJhbnLG5UNU

i would lie (prod. Dawid, Artysta)

prod / mix / sfx by bloodcryY

got these shivers on my back
yea i feel it close
now i think ive had enough
so let me go
dont u see it
yea i see it
yea i see it too
on my mind
its on my mind
oh i fuckin knew

its on my mind
its on my mind
but i see right thru
dont understand wat it means
im bein honest too
cant do shit by myself
tell me wats the move
end my life
yea i might
yea i wanted 2

got ts like on my mind
how i wana quit
stay alone in my room
i feel fuckin sick
n i talk 2 myself sometimes
im not fuckin lyin
i dont smoke 
but im fried
i am fuckin dumb

n i think ive had enough
so let me go
n in some time ill lyk
how i think i fucked up
how i want 2go
yea stay up all night
just stay a bit more
n i think ive had enough
so let me go
n in some time ill lyk
how i think i fucked up
how i want 2go
yea stay up all night
just stay a bit more

spotify

stay with me (prod me)

@820 @rainn_god
recording process: https://youtube.com/watch?v=v8BWwObCLaw

Nosgov - fantasizing prod. rainn_god

take a soma
now my bones stuck
im alone bruh
throw my phone yuh  

i dont know what
im supposed to
i dont feel liek
im supposed to

in a coma
im like so what
im like so gone
im like so fucked

think its ova
pinpoint eyes see the world a lil slowa
wanna die put a pill in my soda

bitch im bleeding
take a pill and now im dreaming
molly rock got me rolling on the ceiling
i forgot that people care about my feelings
i dont really wanna stay so im leaving

i dont wanna be alive but im breathing
i dont wanna be awake so im sleeping
you fuck with my feelings
so intense so insane but its fleeting

i dont wanna be like this
i dont wanna feel like this
take a pic cuz i forget
wake up in pain i just get dressed

drag my nails across my flesh
never more and always less
feelings i cannot confess
nodding off i feel so dead

i will never try my best
i will always fuck it up
get a check i fuck it up
fuck a bill im buying drugs

i feel bad i get fucked up
take a oxy i get stuck
take a oxy dont throw up
but it still is not enough



SOMA ft. CDGIRL prod. CDGIRL [OG VERSION]

lululemon

music video: https://youtu.be/RmkBnJGPVXo
prod by me

(*＞ｖ＜)ゞ*゜+

im a quiet person
but im screaming in the dark
so many things i should avoid
its tearing me apart

im a neutral person
could you spare me this time
everytime i see you
wish youd get out of my sight

we dont have that much time to go
im not longer the same you know
cause were caught up in this vertigo
would it be easier for me to go

will you
disappear in my dream
wish i could relive it
wish it was that easy

should i hide this feeling
im not longer bleeding
punch the wall im screaming
theres more than reasons

screaminginthedark (prod. Nosgov)

https://discord.gg/PvhG4Qb
@spazzteamonline
@nosiahateithere

i would lie (prod. Dawid, Artysta)

Nosgov

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