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i been lost i feel through the night
can you help me decide
i deadstare at the sky
if u been knew bout the time
i been left behind
no matter how hard i try

i been lost i feel through the night
can you help me decide
i deadstare at the sky
oh u knew me, so why
if u been knew bout the time
i been left behind
no matter how hard i try
im in the loop of denial
(2x)

id rather drop dead
"im acting soulless
where has my soul went
im heading nowhere"
tell me did you see me?
already bleed 3
im trynna break free
u couldnt make me
im doing too much
i never knew why
"i cant ever act right"
"trust me it looked so bright"

Denial Loop (prod. 1visa)

i gotta try
i can try how much i want
when u told me thats no reason to get torn over
i can say its going nowhere
im sorry im avoidant
i been tirelessly trying, fill the void man
pop 2 pills back at the moment cant resolve it
since you tried me then ill get u going nowhere
act like ive already seen it
im constated i cant tell u ill get better
and i thought u had enough
and u said never
ask my sentence
yet reported to the server
i went public with this shit
wish i knew better

I've Already Seen It ft. anarchy (prod. 1visa)

im sitting through this solitude
if i could id speak to you
lets scratch up some older wounds
i dont give a fuck im done
ill be out the mix forever
ill be in this loop forever
swear i cant do any better
trust i truly wish i never
took a step back for the better
trust me im not any different
hes so up i beg to differ
aint done yet brought in a M
i make these tracks bass hit the ceiling
i aint broke these boys been silly
whachu know about that living
taking percs its for my feelings
fuck your pop a perc lets get it
never said cap in my music
got me fucked up ill abuse it
u can hear it thru my music
all these pills that im abusing

Older Wounds (prod. mikeAl0ne)

prod / mix / master / sfx - @bloodcryy

get a followup
cuz ion follow ts at all
its not a comeback
ion evn need it doe
feel like im not needed no
wish i could go back
but not like a throwback
i jus have a problem
dk how 2 solve dat
so i prolong dat
did u rly mean dat
wen u said dat thing

mayb its good dat were apart
know i said ion give a fuck
rly thought we was in love
rly thought i was the1
did u rly think i stopped carin abt us

now its over n i stll
cant believe it
wake up
im still dreamin
whole day
i spent thinkin
6yrs
ive spent sinkin

thought id b over it
i thought so too
i been overdue
n i done faked it
all the shit i said
i meant it
fuck all those conversations
u aint evn wana say shit
den u say i deserve it
plz stop treatin me like a servant
u done used me 4 a fuckin mention
u denied the correlation

now its over n i stll
cant believe it
wake up
im still dreamin
whole day
i spent thinkin
6yrs
ive spent sinkin
now its over n i stll
cant believe it
wake up
im still dreamin
whole day
i spent thinkin
6yrs
ive spent sinkin

spotify

i'm still dreaming (prod. @bloodcryy_)

prod @uznan

got a gun tucked
she don give a fukk
i get no love
i got no life
step into the function uh
howd i stay inside?
i got heavy eyes
i cant stay awake
i cant stay awake
i cant stay awake

i say u too late
but u copy me
yea u stole my swag
but u cant b me
trying not 2 sleep
i jus popped a bean
dont wanna b seen
when im on da scene
i b makin p's
while im catching z's

fuck switch the flow while i cut it up
pouring syrup in my cup like canada
u jus wna b us boy u cant b us
poser like hes posing for a camera

i cant talk too much nah
i cant feel enough ah
i cant feel ur touch ya
i cant heal this trauma

let it all build up (x11)

i say u too late
but u copy me
yea u stole my swag
but u cant b me
trying not 2 sleep
i jus popped a bean
dont wanna b seen
when im on da scene
i b makin p's
while im catching z's

fuck switch the flow while i cut it up
pouring syrup in my cup like canada
u jus wna b us boy u cant b us
poser like hes posing for a camera

stay awake freestyle prod uznan

vocals, mixing, writing by @820
produced by @mikeal0ne

SPAZZ® x sickstillgrindin 2025

i know that you like it
i barely feel excited
this shit dont feel exciting
anymore..
type shit i wont explain it
count up i know we made it
bitch said im acting jaded
pop pills im feeling braindead
braindead braindead
maybe im out of luck too
baby im out of love too
im trying to sit back and relax
smoke a pound i still suck
smoke 3 percs its still sad
im done here gotta bounce

braindead braindead braindead(im feeling braindead) braindead braindead braindead braindead braindead braindead braindead (im feeling braindead)braindead braindead braindead(im feeling braindead) braindead braindead braindead braindead braindead braindead braindead (im feeling braindead)........
take me to a different spot now cause i cant stay here for long, take me
im feeling braindead braindead braindeadbraindead braindead braindeadbraindead braindead braindeadbraindead braindead braindeadbraindead braindead braindead


Nosgov - I'm Feeling Braindead (mikeAl0ne)

@inssekt
walk thru the mist
fuck but would i be missed?
n ill search for u like mary
uncover ur past
like lambs to the slaughter
we walk to our death
as long as im with u
just end me fast

i cant control this 
i know 
its all out of my control
i see ur face every where i go
i find myself chasing u down roads
 
i look into myself and all i see is sickness
a means to an end, with god here as my witness

i let u take one look inside me promise u wont judge
we've all got our flaws but I've got more i win this one
use my words against me, that thing i told u once
not many things can scare me, but losing u breaks my thoughts
im rotting down here just waiting for you

@dragonmaidshawty
shawty in my phone say she miss me
i can’t text her back, my phone stayin in my miss me jeans
gotta walk it back, yall can’t be me
im always in the mirror getting caught inside the image
im caught inside the mist
I don’t feel like i exist
I can’t make it back to the village 
I’m always so pissed off
don’t think I could list off all the fucking reasons I can’t manage 
time and time again
they make me feel like im out my mind
look into my heart, then into my eyes
Its always bleeding out on the pavement
look into my past, don’t think that i can last 
I feel I’m always due to repay it
time and time again
I just feel like I want to die

@inssekt & @dragonmaidshawty
walk thru the mist
fuck but would i be missed?
n ill search for u like mary
uncover ur past
like lambs to the slaughter
we walk to our death
as long as im with u
just end me fast

mary + inssekt [whod]

i can die Prod Tekea

i don't really care  //  Prod Me

ha! bitch
shoutout evan jolley in this bitch

i bet u wanna be here where im at
shit dont want to hear, crossed the line again
get on them pills then im back again
i cannot rock with ur fuckshit

i got my bracks in a shoebox
bitch u my kid im the tutor
180 speedin off in a 2door
i love this feeling tho u cant fault me

i get a feeling ur trynna trap me
stakes hit the ceiling that shit aint funny no more
this shit take time get on ur patience
tapering pills like im in inpatient

go, go, go...
just stay dont go...
im holding it together im not perfect
that boy on that stage off these detergents
i dont fuck with u im on my hate shit

i bet u wanna be here where im at
shit dont want to hear, crossed the line again
get on them pills then im back again
i cannot rock with ur fuckshit (3X)

Shoe Box (prod. Evan Jolley)

recorded during a stream in under 10 minutes, recap video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUub8aJx3yE

i cant fall apart
i cant fall apart
i keep falling down
i keep falling down
i get nauseous
im too cautious
it already costed me
oh so obviously
to be honest i dont know if i care
oh you read my end
for the better days
looking for the better days

keep losing my pace
dont know if you would notice
turning in the worst of choices
looking forward but it haunts me
you should lead me, everlasting
i keep looping im distracted
i cant fall apart
i cant fall apart
i keep falling down
i keep falling down

Costed Me (prod. Kia Tui)

https://discord.gg/PvhG4Qb
@spazzteamonline
@nosiahateithere

Costed Me (prod. Kia Tui)

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