lately i been rotting again
im an addict
tell do you love or pretend
you dont wanna have it
dont wanna feel ever again
its a bad habit
treat me like i got it n shit
cause i have it
i be spending 100s n shit
like who got it
comment like im ugly again
im a goddess
maybe i been popping up there
like who knows what
cannot handle the shit up; in my head
you said i chose that

calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then
calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then

warned you (avast)

lying kind ft kuru (shinju garasu)

@820

im trying my hardest
you just cant see it
one look in my eyes say im conceited
i got something wrong to me she say she see it
im not like you im a one in a million
vampire about to make a million
high risk but tha cost reach the ceiling
shoutout my brodie my sibling
spazzteam 2012 going silly
cant let go of the feeling, its evil
hop it ride off in an evo...............

nosgov - evo (prod. xangang)

headache (negativecreeper)

@820 @5vexe

music video - https://youtu.be/Sh9lc714yL8

dvsnbhhhh2022

nosgov & 5v - glo together (shinjin)

@guardiangelll @820 @lor2mg @martinleib


@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars
i guess you just shun when im down

i know i had tried for no reason
i cant see when you cant reason
i was always shooting for the stars
i was willing to do anything for your heart
you would really do anything for my harm

open up your eyes
you will see the beauty within darkest thoughts

@lor2mg
you lay right in the midst
of the cold emptiness
hearts left in the snowed abyss
my fingers intwined in rotten cysts
face covered in blisters and i my body
numb its motionless and
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
can you feel me?

@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars

i guess i knew it from the start

nosgov & lor2mg - emptiness (guardiangel + martinleib)

100 on the deck yea we go
i got plenty reasons nvr do it wrong
playing with the words i nvr tell yu wrong
n i just sent some feelings thru the cellular>_<
n idk but i feel i talk too much
never fall, this memory will everlast
i keep lighting up i think i think 2 much,,
and im waiting but the time dnt seem 2 pass o.o
i think the same sadness touches both of us
and i dont wanna be in this state 4evr u_u
i woke up n i felt like something totally off
whats there 4 now tht cud make me better

@sanriorose
i did everything to make us better
would i leave us, baby never
i hope u believe we r forever
i jus talked to ty said keep ur head up
she said that im toxic and i kno
i cant b no one im myself
i want u n no one else
i jus hope that u believe the way i feel
i smoke way too much i cant feel
sparked it up i swear it felt like u were here
losing u's the only thing i fear
please dont leave jus stay wit me
swear i lied if i said i dont care
oh he wanted u, i dont think life is fair
when i saw u i had to stop n stare
dont reach for my bag u dont kno whats in here

nvr ft d0llywood1 (bleachcraft frikke)

they dont seem to speak about it
not to revolve this so its easier to turn into dust
pack arrived discretly
i wish i could forgive
the lack of it is killing me
glass on you i look in the moonlight
do it as a repentance
understood with no words
understood with no words
never felt like a choice
said the toughest words on a open sore
thought i couldnt find it but i found the source
remember when i walked through the open doors
i thought id really fall but it was never close
depressing i was thinking to never talk
never set the truth so they would never know

into ash((userhd)

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in

..creepy
it doesnt do it for me like it used to before....
woke up from a nightmare and im hating this chore......
woke up from a nightmare never hating my choice......
cellular device im bout to send some remorse.....
it was never a  choice......
pack it into boxes ive been living the words....
package never arrived ive been looking for words..
act like you never knew and you still feel remorse....

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in
had nowhere to go and my mind was distressing
call a doc up put on antidepressants
had to get my shit nothing worked for the stressing
really dumb to say but i just needed her presence
really dumb to say but its not leaving my headspace
really dumb to say but im done with the questioning

turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me
turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me

dumb to say (mh skoolio)

ft. @sprigtek
prod. me & @sprigtek

(gl0)
im ur god see?
20 fucking falling
i cant fall again
i used to smoke death
ur eyes starry
ik its fucked up
i just want u here, i want u near 
i want u fucked up
i wanna kill and erase i wanna taste what u love
if i cant bring u down i wanna take what u love
we can wait til the night, i promise i wont bite
i wanna take my own life, i wanna take my own life
deep shift in the dark, i wanna see u whimper, i might even say what u think u wanted
im right in ur way ik u wont remember
cutting in with love, it takes me

(sprig)
faith is out
faith is done
aahh
filled with doubt
i cant go too long
without
running into
what was
full moon
and u look at me like first blood
dont care
that it hurts to touch
im your choice
and its never too much
its not hard
ill just keep my mouth shut
sorry if i cant
do what u want
wide gash
cuz the blade is too blunt
if u get too close
you’ll get cut
who knows, u might want it, up front
look in every crack
and every corner
to find nothing and
said i made mistakes
but im the type to say it
then do it again
fuck
i b losing my friends
cant trust
don’t look,
they’re dead
to us
its me, and the meds
ill hurt like this till death

faith ft. sprigtek (gl0 x sprig)

nosgov (@820)
for you ill play-pretend
for you ill play-pretend
on the other end
its all in my head

in my head
the first day i held you hand
do you remember
that precious day

do you remember, do you remember?
that precious day
do you remember, do you remember?
that precious day

trasshvampire (@trasshvampire) 
i cant understand
why i cant see you my caroline
and i (?) my veins like i do
but i wont die

wells (@blackwinterwells)
girl whatd you say
i wanna see you
hurts every day
that i cant be you

girl whatd you say
i wanna see you
hurts every day
that i cant be you

senses (@7senss)
just know i got your back
with you i feel safe
but i know i cant stay
for you ill play-pretend

i hope you understand
you make me act this way
...

i know its not real
theres no you and me
cant change how i feel
keep my mind concealed

nosgov (@820)
can you tell me
what do you see in me
can you help me
what they still see in my

in my dream
you hold me
ill walk my way
i pave my way

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@nosiahateithere

lying kind ft kuru (shinju garasu)

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