why is life a constant fight
and this pill wont make it right
i could say it all the time
i could do it all the time

ran away i ran thru night
ran away im led by heart
had to get there by the time
it was too late to say bye

i boxed my heart and sent it out (4x)

Heart (Taylor Morgan Emorave)

lately i been rotting again
im an addict
tell do you love or pretend
you dont wanna have it
dont wanna feel ever again
its a bad habit
treat me like i got it n shit
cause i have it
i be spending 100s n shit
like who got it
comment like im ugly again
im a goddess
maybe i been popping up there
like who knows what
cannot handle the shit up; in my head
you said i chose that

calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then
calling it remorse
like i didnt try to fucking warn you
it could be worse
atleast i do not worry bout a payment
i had a vision
i saw my body rotting on the pavement
now i have issues
cause you dont seem as nice as you have said then

warned you (avast)

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

first of all i held it in
for too long
i try to change
but you know
its in my veins
no control
i lost my faith
for it all
you dont look up to your own values
what does that say about you?
one thousand know my value
your girl dont talk about you
im happy, sun exposure
were getting close and closer
im spending bracks cant fold them
i know you been a poser

value (vinso)

@820

im trying my hardest
you just cant see it
one look in my eyes say im conceited
i got something wrong to me she say she see it
im not like you im a one in a million
vampire about to make a million
high risk but tha cost reach the ceiling
shoutout my brodie my sibling
spazzteam 2012 going silly
cant let go of the feeling, its evil
hop it ride off in an evo...............

nosgov - evo (prod. xangang)

1+1 u can get it if u want
xtra dose of drama u can save it for the time
im stacking up eth & im pouring up some wine
i dont think u trynna get it yr not one of my kind
u can get it if u want 2
i guess im trying to forget it
and theres nothing i owe you
yet somehow i still regret it

whos there to hold you?
who told you about me?
you can tell me if you want 2
or u can forget about me
keep ur eyes closed
trust me u dont wanna see
u can get it if u want 2
y are yu my remedy

xtra (userhd)

@820 @5vexe

music video - https://youtu.be/Sh9lc714yL8

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nosgov & 5v - glo together (shinjin)

@guardiangelll @820 @lor2mg @martinleib


@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars
i guess you just shun when im down

i know i had tried for no reason
i cant see when you cant reason
i was always shooting for the stars
i was willing to do anything for your heart
you would really do anything for my harm

open up your eyes
you will see the beauty within darkest thoughts

@lor2mg
you lay right in the midst
of the cold emptiness
hearts left in the snowed abyss
my fingers intwined in rotten cysts
face covered in blisters and i my body
numb its motionless and
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
i fall so deeply
can you feel me?

@820
i guess i knew it from the start
sink and your core fall apart
i guess u can see it from the scars

i guess i knew it from the start

nosgov & lor2mg - emptiness (guardiangel + martinleib)

100 on the deck yea we go
i got plenty reasons nvr do it wrong
playing with the words i nvr tell yu wrong
n i just sent some feelings thru the cellular>_<
n idk but i feel i talk too much
never fall, this memory will everlast
i keep lighting up i think i think 2 much,,
and im waiting but the time dnt seem 2 pass o.o
i think the same sadness touches both of us
and i dont wanna be in this state 4evr u_u
i woke up n i felt like something totally off
whats there 4 now tht cud make me better

@sanriorose
i did everything to make us better
would i leave us, baby never
i hope u believe we r forever
i jus talked to ty said keep ur head up
she said that im toxic and i kno
i cant b no one im myself
i want u n no one else
i jus hope that u believe the way i feel
i smoke way too much i cant feel
sparked it up i swear it felt like u were here
losing u's the only thing i fear
please dont leave jus stay wit me
swear i lied if i said i dont care
oh he wanted u, i dont think life is fair
when i saw u i had to stop n stare
dont reach for my bag u dont kno whats in here

nvr ft d0llywood1 (bleachcraft frikke)

im out of touch
i need some luck
but you cant help me out
i know its dumb but i stopped acting up

prey on my wrongs we gone end in a fight
cant you see i got some suicide eyes
give it up cant you see this not the time
i need my drug i need more at the time

i need your love i need more than lot
caught in some shit wrote me off in a lot
caught in some shit im so lone pour it up
how u expect me to not, no time to talk

acting delirious u know that im not
a perfect one for you to be with
u know im so done

one a milion this cant be untied
this drug therapeutic so im getting numb
i cannot function i feel no desire

therapeutic (sparr00w yugen)

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in

..creepy
it doesnt do it for me like it used to before....
woke up from a nightmare and im hating this chore......
woke up from a nightmare never hating my choice......
cellular device im bout to send some remorse.....
it was never a  choice......
pack it into boxes ive been living the words....
package never arrived ive been looking for words..
act like you never knew and you still feel remorse....

act liek yu nvr knew
it was nvr a question
??
know your possesion
rip my heart out then i started to question
its like i made a promise that i would never question
why the fuck u block me yea you acting so angsty
you cannot exit
say its not fixation then lets get to the blessing
put my hands together put theres nothing to rest in
had nowhere to go and my mind was distressing
call a doc up put on antidepressants
had to get my shit nothing worked for the stressing
really dumb to say but i just needed her presence
really dumb to say but its not leaving my headspace
really dumb to say but im done with the questioning

turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me
turning your eyes i bleed
turning your eyes on me

dumb to say (mh skoolio)

https://soundcloud.com/sglily https://soundcloud.com/sg37 
mixed by me

picw/me +sglily

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@spazzteamonline
@nosiahateithere

Heart (Taylor Morgan Emorave)

Nosgov

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