In the end you have to come back to who you are and what you believe.

0ur lives arn't predestined, we have free will.

Don't blame your bad luck - true happeness comes from inside!

Return to Me (Boethius 475-525)

Noa Kirel - Thought About That ( M.ADAM Remix )

Hello my friends! Hope everything is great with all of you. Today we are going to release and share a new song.. "Follow Us Into a State Of Dance & Edm Music 5 - Sabrina & Lillemäe" 128 Bpm Dance & Edm.. Composed, Produced and Mastering by me (Robert Lillemäe) and Sabrina (Sabina Larsson)
What can i say about this, it is a new Dance song we created in 128 Bpm, and we think that you are going to recognize the sound and rhythm of Sabrina and Lillemäe... We don't know what you gonna think about this, so please tell us.. We hope that you will like it.. And thank you to all listeners, I hope all of you know that we are so honored for all feedback and awesome comments we get.. you are our inspiration and source of energy.. Always
Best regards Robert & Sabrina

Follow Us Into A State Of Dance & Edm Music 5

Introduction in English:

Germany in the 1960s was still very much influenced by the Nazi stink. Violence and black pedagogy still prevailed in families. Beatings and spankings were part of the natural educational repertoire of parents. 
Unfortunately, my father and mother also joined this then socially accepted community of thugs.   
In this often ominous and latently threatening time, Doris Day was for me the ideal projection screen for a world full of harmony, clarity and lightness. 
Since my parents basically loved me (they themselves had been traumatized by terrible experiences of violence in Nazi Germany and, due to a lack of suitable trauma therapies at the time, unconsciously went from being victims to perpetrators when beating us children), they took my childhood crushes on Doris Day seriously and at some point gave in to my urging to write her a (fictitious) letter from Germany.... 
As an adult, I distanced myself from my childhood crush on Doris Day for a long time, since critical film analyses tended to portray her as a representative of superficial, shallow and pseudo-harmonic acting and song art. 
Then I saw her again a good ten years ago at the „Berlinale“ in a documentary with Rock Hudson and his HIV infection at the beginning of 1985. Nobody wanted to get Hudson, whose HIV infection was diagnosed in Moscow, out of there and bring him back to the U.S. by plane. Most were afraid of becoming infected themselves. 
Not so Doris Day. She, along with several other actors, organized the flight back. And when Rock Hudson, who was already seriously ill with AIDS, stepped out of the plane after landing in the U.S., she demonstratively stood next to him and put her arm around him. Even today, tears come to my eyes when I think of this unique gesture of solidarity and loyalty. 
Since that magical moment in a Berlin movie theater, Doris Day has become immortal to me. 
And I can only say: I was not at all mistaken in my early love for her....

Lyrics in English

My Blond Angel

When I was a little boy 
Just a meter high 
I fell in love with your blond hair 
That always smelled like cinnamon stars to me

I'd watch TV in the afternoon and then I'd see you 
As you came on the screen
You were pure harmony, clinically pure, high polish
You exuded carefree elegance

No one believed I could fall in love like that
Little boys are supposedly not ready for that yet

But I suffered, I pined, I was sick with love
My blond angel from the faraway land

My parents told me she lives far away from here
In the great wide U.S.A.
Her name is Doris Day and she'd already have
A husband to take care of her

But I wouldn't give up
I cried and cried until my parents realized
They found out her residence and address
And after my continued insistence,

I dictated a love letter to them both
My father translated it for her

He threw it in for me, I was still too little for that
My blond angel from the faraway land

When I sat in front of the screen the following weeks
She looked at me differently
She looked quite in love, my letter seduced her
Since then I was her little husband

For a long time I was ashamed of this love
But recently I saw her
More magical than ever
For me she remains a shining light
I love her

Mein Blonder Engel (My Blond Angel)

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Sashay

-501 avant Jésus Christ-
Titus Larcius Flavus homme d'état et premier dictateur de l'histoire.

Musique composée avec un clavier Roland Go Keys

DI AV J.C

Le temple de Saturne

Le Temple De Saturne

Imagine a production line of machines fixing the broken ones

The Fault Line

New track made by me. 

Photo by Sufyan on Unsplash

Digital Attraction

Everything in the universe is detemined by the hermetic laws. Realizing it is the greatest gift we can get.
It's the only thing how we can initiate the process of Apotheosis.

May the song remind us all of the divine in us. Enjoy

Homo Et Deus - Hermetic Laws

The main idea of the track came in 2017, when I had to leave my home for an whole year. No music, no friends, no everything I've got at sweet home. So I decided to write the track before my life will change. But I did not have time to finish it. 
Now I am back with new opportunities and new vision <3 That's why it grew in EP with two parts in it.

Katana Pt. 1: 
2017 - main idea, 2018 - quality (I decided to keep the noise from the original koto)

Katana Pt. 2:
2018 - another vision, different mood. Same structure but I changed a bit the instrument and patterns.

I hope you will love this! Thank you for listening <3

Art by:
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Katana, Pt. 1

Music is infinite, but it is also almighty - in short, it is also everything that and like a spirit. As long as any being exists, music will exist, as long as it will work wonders.

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