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left me behind
ill slowly die
my hearts so cold
got no option
i just cant win
im not that old

I REMEMBER GIRLS DOWN RUNNING AT LIKE 7:30
THEY SAY YOU DID ME WRONG, NO GIRL U DID ME DIRTY
RIP MY HEART OUT AND NEVER GIVE IT BACK
NOW UR GONNA SIT BACK AND LAUGH
BACKSEAT RIDER
I GUESS IM THE DRIVER
DONT WORRY BOUT HER BABE, IMMA JUST ENLIGHT HER
DONT WORRY BOUT HER
IMMA JUST CONCUR
DONT BLAME ME GIRL, YOU DID IT FIRST
all those nights i could see you online
all those times i could call u mine
all those lies u would say to my face
all those moments we spent in outerspace
i dont know if i wanna get back together
although if u beg ill consider
look at our hearts, theyre no longer tethered
she wont respond, maybe i should hit her

cliffs

black

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when nothing goes awry, why does everybody lie?
what if that happened to u? would u want all of that time?
nobody knows what its like to take a life
until its somebody u love's that's on the line

let me out
i dont wanna be here for today
why i gotta focus
when nothing goes my way
why when that dude died did everybody say "hooray?"
cuz from what i can tell he musta been great

musta been great

IM A BEAST OF HUMANITY, GET IT RIGHT
IF U WANNA BE THERE, DONT GO, TAKE A HIKE
I CAN BE LENIANT SOMETIMES, U GOT ME THERE
BUT U WONT GET IT NEXT TIME, IM PULLIN OUT MY OWN HAIR
NOTHING MAKES MY BONES BREAK, NOTHING MAKES MY HOME SHAKE
NOTHING CAN TAKE MY PLACE, I DO IT FOR MY SAKE
I LOVE EVERYBODY EVEN IF THEYRE BURIED IN THE GROUND
BUT WHEN I TRY TO LOVE SOME RANDOM GUY I JUST GET PUSHED OUT

tendency

prod. wyfy

all plats:

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Ijg1T8VYir8cooJ4MfjBi

(oh)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(i'm scared)
(oh, could you, could you back off?)
(i'm getting hesitant, getting hesitant)
could you back off?
im getting hesitant
i need some distance
i need some distance
your eyes linger with a hint of limerence
a hint of limerence
i need the distance
somethin tells me its not in your command
but im still feeling crammed
hate to put up a defense
somethin tells me its not in your command
but im still feeling crammed
hate to put up a defense, oh

you tell me you need me
you tell me you hate me
i try to say something but all comes out as fronting
how can i be honest
when you're so prone to close off and all that im left with is nothing at all

im doing what i can but you're bruising up my hands
got me hammering on my desk
with this sinking feeling in my chest, oh

could you back off?
im getting hesitant
i need some distance
i need some distance
your eyes linger with a hint of limerence
a hint of limerence
i need the distance

pick up the phone
tell em it's all okay
i just need another day
i just need another day

limerence

prod. wyfy

all plats: https://open.spotify.com/track/1ocbf90raOOI0sUSvuUWtn

spotify:

im diggin words in the sand
diggin words in the sand
the stick is scratching up my hand
oh
it all feels for naught 
it all feels for naught 
i'm scared of getting caught
ah
i dont know what they'll do
if they see i'm part of you
if they see i'm part of you
who?
i dont know what they'll do
if they see i'm part of you
if they see i'm part of you
who?

i'm grasping at the straws of whats left
and its leaving a hole in my chest
there is no going back to whats done
is it okay to miss what once was?

(wyfy & friends)

(its so hard to face it)
(these things aint the same and)
(oh how it hurts)
(oh how it hurts)

its so hard to face it
these things aint the same and
oh how it hurts
oh how it hurts
im doing all i can
i know that i miss it
so clueless,
dismissive

@solrisyours:
summer's over, it's autumn now
your leaves fall and i'm so proud
of who you've become
of places you'll go
of ppl you'll meet and everyone you love most

wyfy & sol:
going outside just doesnt feel the same
its the same old noises fogging up my brain
in whatever form it takes, it'll be there for a while
hope when alls on your shoulders you'll still have the strength to smile

(going outside just doesnt feel the same)
(its the same old noises fogging up my brain)
(in whatever form it takes, it'll be there for a while)
(hope when alls on your shoulders you'll still have the strength to smile)

evocative (feat. sol)

prod. wyfy

all plats:

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6tYRmlF6XXZGJo03zal1BC

i knew it wouldnt last for long
but god i am trying so hard
cant act like im someone im not
it just feels like im reaching too far
(too far)
(it just feels like im reaching too far)
(too far)

its hurting
so softly
so ill carry the weight
you can take
your hands off me
i think i'll be okay

i know it wont last for long
but god i am trying so hard
cant act like im someone im not
it just feels like im reaching too far

its so ephemeral
but so everlasting
i dont mean to harm you
it seems so contradicting
it was only a minute
but even then it still made all the difference
i know that you're aching
i'm sorry sweetie that i'm taking away
away
the only thing that made you stay
you stay
the only thing that made you stay
stay
i would beg you to stay
stay

ephemeral

produced, mixed, and mastered by srypedia (me) & sunder
(production inspired by @dawsin)
(song inspired by little nightmares 2 & tokyo ghoul)

srypedia:
i met this girl along my way
short black hair covered her eyes
tall guy with a shotgun and a trench coat 
i’m nervous, gotta protect her
my throat is starting to close
i held out my hand
can’t be hesitant 
she got this look in her eyes
i think it’s kill intent
but we gotta survive
can’t leave her just to die
my leg is cramping up
hide in the swamp that’s outside
we gotta go he’s catching up
got a long shotgun, HES SHOOTING THRU THE MUD
i don’t know what is going on
i asked her name
but she said she don’t wanna talk
why r u being like that?? just tell me what’s going on 
shotgun pellets zipping past my head but she looks awfully calm
we found a house, we gotta hide inside before he comes
shotgun got stuck in the door
i blow his head off from the other side 
so now we’re back to square one i asked her name
she looked at me, whys a kid filled w disdain 
she held her hands up…i counted six
i took my bag off
“what is this?”

sunder:
is your voice all in my head
seeing someone who’s not there
terrified is this the end
grasping to something that i know is dead
gotta believe that you’re still right there
grab this gun put it to my head
just one shot and i’m with you right there
swear to my god that id do all i can

looking for you but this place is so loud
calling your number just to block out the sound
know that id rather be anywhere else
sos i’ve really been needing help but
you don’t care
you don’t care and that’s fine
but i’ll call you back just one more time
think i see my end and 
its in your eyes 
touch so bad but i want a lifetime

“I miss you so much it hurts. Why? Why couldn’t you just live for me? You had a choice. WHY DIDN’T YOU CHOOSE ME?
Even if it meant forsaking your honor?
YES IF SHE’D BE HERE NOW.
Even if it meant hurting her?
IF IT HAD TO BE DONE.
Even if it meant killing her?
WHATEVER IT TAKES.”

srypedia:
AH
AH
AHH
AHH
AHH
I LOOK INTO UR WINDOW
I SEE A GHOST I DIDNT KNOW
N IM SCARED FOR MY LIFE
RUN AWAY UNTIL I DIE
there’s not a time where i don’t feel afraid
PULL THE KNIFE OUT MY STOMACH
AND LOOK INTO UR DEAD EYES
I DONT THINK U REALIZE
EVERYTHING ABOUT U IS ALL I DESPISE 
I USED TO SEE A GIRL THAT I LIKED
NOW I LOOK AT U
I WANNA DIE
U GOT SOME NEGATIVE AURA MY GOD
I NEVER THOUGHT THAT U WOULD BE A FRAUD
BITCH COUNT UR DAYS IM COMING FOR U
I GOT SOME SCARS AND A COUPLE SCREWS LOOSE
TALL LANKY MAN, WHO IVE BECOME
BITCH CANT U DANCE? U ARE JUST SCUM
(prod. sunder)

“Good boy. Now you’ve got it Kaneki. You’ve learned the lesson your mother couldn’t seem to grasp. That sometimes to protect one thing, you have to have the resolve to let go of another.”

“Thou didst me good service, Serosh.”

srypedia:
“i hate u tristin
i hate u tristin 
i hate u u-u-u”
if u know what is right for u
u wouldn’t try to fight 
well im too busy 
collecting debts 
while ur begging for ur life
a stalker, oh i don’t know what’s wrong w u
u should take ur life
i dont know
oh i dont know
my dad, oh im missing my dad
hm
unheard of, why am i pathetic?
m-my shirts off while she’s getting naked
she turn into a beast
she claw my back
she’s getting restless
(prod. srypedia)

static w/ sunder.

impactlove

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
lyrics:

my patience runs thin
my doubts start to creep in
this town feels cold
like it wants my soul
and my friends have split
i barely give a shit
i was always on my own
not one sound from the phone

i feel getting closer
i can feel it deep inside my bones
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can
whenever you're not around
i talk to myself like a ghost
i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

i can, i can feel it
feel it
i can, i can

and i
hand me a pair of scissors
so i can cut my heart out
my heart out
beggin to die
cut me open
just to prove
not the monster you once knew
and the lies
peeled my skin
waste my youth
frizzy hair
and a rotten tooth

by now there's moss on the wall
powerlines fell down, no calls
it smells like mildew
blood on the carpet, it came from you

oh the guilt towers so tall
wishing my brain will just thaw
oh I'm afraid of you
of what you have the power to do

menacingly walking out the fog
she says to herself "like wtf"
oh ill happily die on this hill
till my blood grows cold from the chill
in my two hands, equipped with a club
go to her safe place, at the pub
gun got a nose and its a snub
you gave me a look like you wanna run

moss

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clovis wraith - @helix-392709962
srypedia - @srypedia
chbv - @chbv

lyrics 

(sunder)
feeling like the bay harbour butcher
lurking through the night
brand new switchblade, put a
knife up in his chest like i was dexter
tonights the night 
that i’m gonna kill him where he stands
like homie why you mad 
i’m just taking out the trash
god you’re just so fat 
how the fuck is that
took the wheel and crashed 
but I still made it back 
I still made it back 

(clovis wraith)
Mad cus I’m stacking
Pistol packing yeah 
Flexing up yeah 
Badist bitch in the fuckin world 
I count my bread and then I leave 
It’s so simple 
Your dead to me 
Yeah
I’m 
Prettier than your bitch 
It’s fun 
Grab the gun
Me and ur bitch have some fun 
Jealous of my funds 
Jealous of my life 
Jealous of my funds 
Jealous of my

(srypedia)
my prerequisite
death- 
heard that he’s angry 
why don’t u do something?
he jus a lil bitch 
u seem mad
then get sum off UR CHEST 
ur su- huh ur such a mess 
butcher knife to the throat he’s dead de-de-dead 
it’s been a long day i need SOME HEAD hea-hea-HEAD 
“why would u say that to me?” she’s crying, shits so annoying pls get a grip ur over eighteen acting this way so beyond me 
me and bro like ying and yang bro got rizz got dumb game 
dick in her back she scream my name now she crying, telling me “be tame”

(chbv)
in all honesty i just think ur really sad and what if i said i did all that to make u mad 
he makes me upset, now his name is just redact 
its really funny when these fuckers think they pockets fat 
yeah im so done with this 
this shit just maked me pissed 
put the boy in the ground and he still talking shit 
and he always so glued to me u little tick  
(sunder)
like
mf come around 
like 
fuck you talking bout
like how the fuck you that fat
working *redacted*
oh buddy my bad
so used to sucking your man
got a tight grip 
got a 
like bro 
just say you like dick
its 2026
no point in hiding it 
like no
no no
no point in hiding

butcher w/clovis wraith, srypedia & chbv

expiration (prod. michael harrison)

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lyrics (not many)

did i love her?
i mean, yeah
but
i cant stop what the future has in store for me, so
if she's gonna be a snake, then she can be a snake
not like i can do anything about it
so when you ask me if i loved her
the real question is
did i trust her?
yeah.
a lot.

I BUILT THIS TRUST ALL ON A 

LIE

I BUILT THIS TRUST ALL ON A

expiration (prod. michael harrison)

☆88STRAIT☆(@88STRAIT)

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