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Dämonisch MV by Tuyu. YT link - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wx08V5jPEwg&ab_channel=%E3%83%84%E3%83%A6

TUYU - Dämonisch

픽서(フィクサー) 메가테라·제로(メガテラ・ゼロ)

フォニイ 歌ってみたのはメガテラ・ゼロ

梅雨明けの Arrange Version By ツユ | tsuyuake no - TUYU

ツユ - あの世行きのバスに乗ってさらば。

ツユ - アンダーヒロイン

ツユ - アンダーキッズ

ツユ - 終点の先が在るとするならば。

ツユ - デモーニッシュ

ツユ - 雨模様

from tuyu - https://youtu.be/HwGFMez_Tnc?si=r6ZH5TZNkyUe_Hwj

ツユ - それでも雨は降るんだね / TUYU - It's Raining Nevertheless

デリヘル呼んだら君が来た メガテラ・ゼロ

song and cover does not belong to me
Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2OvsScIZptk

"You should  just learn to treasure your life, through my songs about life."
"You should just learn to treasure your love, through my songs about family."
Saying things like that, the thing my true feelings longed for was mere sympathy
Covering in desire, and completely missing the mark of normality.... was I.

I sang because I was in pain.
I sang because I was sad.
I sand because I wanted to live,
It was naught but was a mass of my own ego
Looking back there's no way a song like that would ever save anyone
But I wanted to become your god.


Who the heck really thinks a song like this can fill your oozing, corroded scars... Even if I held you close and screamed out, nothing in reality would change.

Songs such screaming recklessly, all they really do is clear my own mind for a moment.
I think what I really wanted was a sympathy, but I did want to save you too...
I am powerless, I am powerless, I am powerless, I am powerless, I am powerless.

Falling down and down and down, all in tatters with wounds turned to scars 
I just wanted to talk to someone, have a silly conversation.

"I was saved by you" or "I started to think I wanted to live after all"
..Ah I see. But it's yourself you should be thanking for changing. Good for you.

When I was a child I thought I'd grow up into a great grown up.
Or maybe I should say I wanted to become a great grown up and save myself.
Time passed and the state I achieved
was naught but a self crumbling mud,
I'm using all my strength just to live another day.

It was an everyday of singing like throwing up.

I sang time and time again, I sang so much my scabs peeled away
I, of living flesh, wanted to become your god.

Who the heck really thinks a song like this can heal your oozing, built up pains.

Songs screamed sloppily, I don't actually like them either
I think what I really wanted was sympathy, but I can't save anyone with that.

So I am powerless, I am powerless, I am powerless, I am powerless, I am powerless.

'I want to lay down proof I was alive' or 'I want to be praised by someone'
Those things aren't actually all that important to me, my life is already one fallen to ruin anyway.

I just want to sing a song that will save someone.
I want to sing a song that will protect someone.
I want to sing a song that will save you.
But it's impossible,
I know you can become happy, of your own accord, through your own means.

Who the heck really thinks a song like this can fill you oozing, corroding scars... I want to hold you close, I want to scream for you, of your scars your pain, everything.

But you know  in the end you're strong. Surely you can face forward all on your own... and that's fine by me.

But maybe when there's comes a time when you start to cry, let me sing all your pain your hardships, your weaknesses, your heart --- with my powerless, incompetent, dirtied song.

I am powerless, I am powerless,  I could not become your god.
I am powerless, I am powerless, 

With this powerless song I want to save you but
I want to save you but...

I want to be your god.
-Kanazaki Iori

君の神様になりたい (I want to be your god) 歌ってみたのはメガテラ・ゼロ

朝を呑む歌ってみたのはメガテラ・ゼロ

Music and Lyrics: Pusu 
Piano: Miro
Vocals: Rei
Illustration: Omutatsu
This is not my song! Image from the official music video.

Unofficial English Translation by yours truly:

I'm growing distant from the parallel line, you see, the weather forecast was wrong
Floating in such a rumbling sky, my voice is embarrassing

The dismissal bell rings
but I couldn't hear it while admiring your side profile
Jeez, this is impossible for an honor student like me

Voicing it is simple enough
but conveying it is difficult
You seriously don't get it?
Well, the weather forecast is wrong too, huh

I can't even remember your height
and you won't call me by my first name
A love like that is like a cloud:
spreading out then coming back together

You gently extended your umbrella
It's not so bad under here, even though you act strange
Whose fault is it 
that I can't think of anything else anymore?

But it looks like it's raining after all
I got used to being struck down pretty quick, but not even bluffing gets through
I understand all that
I just pray, hoping for it to be washed away
But it looks like it's raining after all
Yup, your voice is being drowned out
and like this, I'm soaked
The sun is so precious
As if smiling, I said, "See you later, see you later"
and crouched down

"It will be clear weather today"?
Doubting the forecast, I grabbed an umbrella,
totebag, and backpack
Listen, carrying all this baggage is such a pain

If nothing changes in the end,
I'm just an idiot with her head in the clouds
A love like that is like the sky:
always clear though no rainbows appear

You gently handed me an eraser
Gripping it with your enthusiasm, that earnest moment is still fresh in my mind
Whose fault is it
that my heart can't race anymore?

But it looks like it's raining after all
It was immediately obvious; though it's frustrating, I don't want to acknowledge it
I'm deciding all this
I keep thinking
if only I could drown right away
But it looks like it's raining after all
You always smiled,
drenched beside hydrangeas
The night sky was stolen away
As if stopping, I said, "Cut it out, cut it out!"
and grieved

But it looks like it's raining after all
I thought it would've withered away by now, but it's still the rainy season
I thought that after everything, you'd go far away

But it looks like it's raining after all
I got used to being struck down pretty quick, but not even bluffing gets through
I understand all that
I just pray, hoping for it to be washed away
But it looks like it's raining after all
Yup, your voice is being drowned out
and like this, I'm soaked
The sun is so precious
As if smiling, I said, "See you later, see you later"
and couldn't hold it in
This is goodbye

I smiled and said, "See you later, see you later"

It's Raining After All/やっぱり雨は降るんだね - TUYU (Repost)

Stream Hide and Seek Alone by TUYU:
https://linkco.re/qSF9MYHu

TUYU Twitter:
https://twitter.com/TUYU_official

Lyric Composition/Arrangement/Guitar/Mix&Mastering:
Pusu - https://twitter.com/Pusu_kun

illustration: Omutatsu
https://twitter.com/omrice4869​

Movie: AzyuN
https://twitter.com/AzyuN_AN​

Piano: miro
https://twitter.com/mironuko​

Vocal: Rei

YouTube Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bq0ZINOzVng

- Lyrics -
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already. 
Because I don’t even have a single dream anyway. 

[Verse 1]
Everything can always be replaced, right? 
Even I’ve become such a scrap
Being in this state, 
I got discarded just like that
Even the new environment isn’t coming, 
In a scenery that remains unchanged, 
I’ve been looking at the same flower all along, 
That withered flower.

You, a worldly-wise figure, are glorious, 
Unlike me, who have always made mistakes. 

[Chorus] 
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already. 
Because I’ll just be a nuisance 
And only cause you more troubles. 
I'm sick of hearing any words of salvation, 
So I just cover my ears. 
Falling along with scattering petals, 
I just want to live in peace.
I’ve been playing hide-and-seek alone all along.

[Verse 2] 
No matter how much I can complain  
There's nothing beyond that 
Even breaking this negative chain, 
Isn't there any other hobbies I have? 

I know it’s a bad thing to my eyes,
But I won’t feel better unless I see it.
That's why I'm watching the rain that never stops, 
That dirty never-ending rain.

You, an excellent risk taker, are strong
As for me, who has only stayed in comfort zone, it’s impossible. 

[Chorus] 
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already. 
The rain is falling and dancing in its own way, 
Ruining my precious notebook. 
That little scream I wrote down from the bottom of my heart 
Disappeared in the dull sky, 
And became one with the lightning. 
I’ve been playing hide-and-seek alone all along. 

Don't look for me, 
Please don't call out to me, 
Don't find me, just leave things as it is 

[Bridge]
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already. 
Because I don’t even have a single dream anyway. 
Because I don’t deserve to laugh anyway.

[Last Chorus] 
Even living is pointless for me,
So just let me go already. 
Even if I were reborn, the afterlife and beyond 
Would go all wrong. 
I'm sick of hearing any words of salvation, 
So I just cover my ears. 
At least I want to become a beautiful flower 
Because I want to get picked. 
I’ve been playing hide-and-seek alone all along.

(All content belongs to TUYU, I do not own any content to the song)

TUYU - Hide and Seek Alone | ツユ - かくれんぼっち

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ツユ - 雨模様

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